our hate

yeah i tried calling it went to voicemail

I Hope You Love This

the way you are (loud)

i’m showing you a new flaw
come grab me 
my arms shatter your law
i’m lying 
how does she know my name,
how do you use my name?

break me down another day 
you can come back 
please don’t do that   

meet the wives of my vices 
they know what my own price is

take me inside
and outside
and everywhere in between 
all your hopeless demises
there’s crisis underneath 

i am the only one to hurt (love?) you like this
over and over and over and over

you’ll sell me out, my love, 
my doubt
for my embrace you’d take this route

i never said you could say what i meant

something to ease your mind

           cul se sacs, and community parks
they fill the air. the smell of freshly cut grass on a summers day, the feeling of the humidity in the air, the way your feet ache at the end of the day. the taste of the water, the taste of the popsicles on the lawn, the smell of the barbecue, the smell of the chlorine of the pool, the smell of it all. the yelling with joy in the air, the splashing of the water, the excitement in their eyes. the lack of stress on shoulders, the lack of responsibilities. 

           I’m forever here, in child-like wonder, reliving all these memories. for as long as I can.

hazy days

10.06.xx
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shigami

w/ help from zakaizen <3 

stream everywhere:
https://unitedmasters.com/m/middeko-moveon

move on

CHORUS
the story starts with an end
she wants me again
stop falling for me
come grab my hand
i know it baby
you wanna control me baby
my mind on drugs
she fell in love

PRE PART
spend my money on meds
im fucking up my health
i got a feeling it will end
and i hope you will regret
that you never called me back
no you’ll never see me again
no you’ll never see me again  

PART
i think we made sense
but you always complain
while i was in pieces 
at least i was feeling 
something real 
now it seems unreal
but i choose this way
i miss your skin

CHORUS
the story starts with an end
she wants me again
stop falling for me
come grab my hand
i know it baby
you wanna control me baby
my mind on drugs
she fell in love

i think we made sense

2) Secret Thoughts on the Fickleness of Men

i've uploaded a lot of music i like to keep as a time capsule here
circa. 2016
manic dev w/ a heart
a friend

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keep it up
xoxo

yeah i tried calling it went to voicemail

freya langley