Production/Mix/Artwork by me
Singer: @ocoenia

Lyrics:
Dreams, no wonder why I never fall asleep
It’s crazy how I’m betting on my dreams
Dreams, no wonder why I never fall asleep
It’s crazy how I’m betting on my

And I bet on myself yeah
Dream until I die
Won’t put my dreams on a shelf
And it cost me my health
Yeah It’s cost me health
And if you understand the grind
You’ll know what I felt
Yeah, it’s all from the heart
A dream’s a world away
But a world ain’t too far
Reaching for the sky
No, I’m reaching for stars
Spitting countless nights
Even rapped in my car
On the way school
Freestyled the bars man
What’s the point of goals
If they never made you happy
Follow expectations
They’ll leave you in a bad dream
Drunk and crying inside of a taxi
Always felt my dad hated that he had me
Breaking all the furniture and kicking down my door
Every dream I’ve ever had he threw it on floor
And I’m picking up the pieces, walking through my storm
And I hope that it gets better if I rap about it more

Dreams, no wonder why I never fall asleep
It’s crazy how I’m betting on my dreams
Dreams, no wonder why I never fall asleep
It’s crazy how I’m betting on my

Dreams, no wonder why I never fall asleep
It’s crazy how I’m betting on my dreams
Dreams, no wonder why I never fall asleep
It’s crazy how I’m betting on my

Dreams, no wonder why I never fall asleep
It’s crazy how I’m betting on my dreams
Dreams, no wonder why I never fall asleep
It’s crazy how I’m betting on my

Have you ever had a dream that you, um, you had
Your, you you could, you’ll
Do, you you wants, you, you could do so, you you’ll do
You could you, you
Want, you want him to do you so much you could do anything

Spotify

Dead Dreamers Society Ft. Ocoenia

bad days. (prod. knzo)

@alec-rogin-prod
@domoken
i hope you all enjoy this track, alec and i put a lot of time and work into it. <3

tears.like.rain (feat. alec) (prod. domoken)

Songs that are part of an additional Playlist to help uplift people to trust the processes in their journey towards their goal:

Shout out to NYC x2

Yeah
Shout out to NY
Just another kat 
From the eastside 
Just trying to do right
Uh
Shout to NY-C
I been a new grind
To keep renewing my mind
Just another Kat from the eastside 
Uh
Shoutout To NYC 

I chose to focus
Find another path
When it's hopeless 
The aftermath 
Pain 
All the scars
And grafts
Serve a purpose
A new vision
Different perspective 
With precision 
9th inning
Different objective
Is start winning 
I miss home 
But mom made 
the spiritual choice
And when I opened up to it
I discovered my voice
 I can't imagine the pressure
The distraction 
The noise
But mom said
"God's word
Don't return to him void"

Yeah
Shout out to NY
Just another kat 
From the eastside 
Just trying to do right
Uh
Shout to NY-C
I been a new grind
To keep renewing my mind
Just another Kat from the eastside 
Uh
Shoutout To NYC 

I know your scared
But change is method
For growth
Feeling unprepared 
Your Aim
Didn't measure
The scope
But the Lord
Provides a assistance 
Ain't a reason to cope
Only challenge 
Is your resistance 
If the answer is nope
Faith starts with a leap
Commitment then produces
A seed
can tell the spirit lives in you
By the fruit 
That it breed
Fightings so much more 
Man it's mental
It's direction we need
Ain't no way
To heal from the cuts
When we continue to bleed
So listen
Give your submission 
For spiritual circumcision 
ain't promising you a rainbow 
 Or angle to easy living
But freedom
From every carrot
They dangle to have you sinning 
The enemy on your neck
Had you strangled 
from the beginning 
Guilt tangled you in a web
But no longer
Will it be spinning
Where depression 
And fear reside
The spirit
Will have you grinning 
might feel a little 
Indifferent 
The discomfort is strange
In the end 
You'll find a smile
Easy product of change

Shout out to NY
Just another kat 
From the eastside 
Just trying to do right
Uh
Shout to NY-C
I been a new grind
To keep renewing my mind
Just another Kat from the eastside 
Uh
Shoutout To NYC

NYC SHOUT

@acsibeats

here's some honesty/things i needed to get off my chest

enjoy

wasting time (prod. acsi)

@junyii

LYRICS:
killin' beats but i break away as innocent
i run the club, and none you cats gettin' membership
got a holy grail full of lean when i grip and sip
and i'm finna mix that shit quick with a mister pib
i've been in the crib grindin' like a coffee bean
C.R.E.A.M. bumping loud in the whip while i'm off the green
bars so hard got 'em saying that i'm awfully mean
just a cocky fiend, 'cept i got versace sheets
always been more awkward teen, less philosophy
got me skating by on thin ice like a hockey team
please don't talk to me unless you got a lot of cheese
i'm so sharp, run the field like a soccer cleat
game under lock and key, 'cept i got them cheat codes
faded, sitting and taking shots until i reload
y'all want beef, i turn the scene into a bistro
ballin' so hard you think i'm curry, but i'm me, tho...

muerte

CURRY (prod. junyii)

mixed by @ibr 

chords: twitter.com/samsaraps/status/818863039768367104

we’ve been dating for a year and a half now
it’s time I spoke about the way that I feel
and yes, I think about the future we’ll have but
how can I be certain your love for me is real

girl, I’m ready to commit, to get closer
I’m dropping hints, I’ve got the question rehearsed
but there’s one little thing I’ve got to get over
there’s just one little favor you’ve got to do me first

And if you let me, baby,
you can start the countdown

All you’ve gotta do for me, my darling
is ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) 

it’s been weeks since when I first popped the question 
pulled the ring out and then spoke from the heart
you were sobbing and I don’t think that you heard me, 
don’t think that you realized my proposal had two parts

now we’re walking hand in hand to the altar
I’ve gotta tell you, you look perfect in that dress
and yes, I love you babe, in sickness and in health but
before I say “I do” to you, I’ve got one last request

n’ I’m so happy, babe,
to have you as my spouse now,

but first, before our vows you’ve gotta vow to me 
you’ll ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) 

so we did it, took the plunge into wedlock
you were waiting till’ the both of us got married
let’s get consummating, I could make your bed rock
but first, just pull your phone out, girl, before I pop your cherry

and if you let me baby, I could bring the house down
yes, I’ll take you to pound town    
but in the name of love, amor  
I’ve got a shameless plug before
I plug you
just ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) 

and don’t act like you’re blameless
like you’re beyond my reproach
how much fucking work does it take to make a single playlist
or throw me a repost

I still remember when I fell for you, your smile
resembled that of Aphrodite’s, I wished I could call you mine
forever, now we’re man and wife and we’ve made vows and walked the aisle 
I’d never thought that me and you would be here, soon to raise a child
together, I know this is special, we’ve put in nine months of time
and effort, so before your water breaks I’ve just got one last final question,
all I need’s your soundcloud information, you can type the letters,
babe, I know you’re close just hold your labor off till I press enter,

and you see that orange button?
there’s no need to be reluctant 
all you’ve gotta do is click the mouse down
it would mean so much to me, my baby
if you ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

one little favor

Lyrics: 

Most nights I spend alone staring at Orion's belt 
Crooked constellation tell the future 
Try to find myself 
I wonder why God waits until I fail so he can try to help 
Anxiety has plagued me with debates 
The mind unwinds itself 
Denies that health is fading faster 
Always happens just right after
Laughter dies away and burning pain begins to take its place 
Always when I'm bound to sleep 
Awake to sounds of busy streets and screams from neighbors fighting 
Please just take me far from apathy 
What's happening? 
Demons grab my feet they're dragging me 
Down to depths unknown I float there ain't no gravity 
Wake up in the dusk I just leave my room a mess 
Empty 40s hoarding absent space around my desk 
Exploring horrid stories I've buried in my head 
Ignoring pouring morning coffee with a little gin 
Absent of a grin 
Absent of smile 
I think I'm gonna feel this for a while 
Hear me singing

Hook: ladadadadadadadadada x2

So heres how all my days are spent:
Wide awake at 4am
Cigarettes for breakfast then
I go to work same shit again
Fake a smile so no asks
How I pass the hour glass
I say "I don’t, I pass the bottle." 
dad thinks that I’ve got a problem
Ex said that im just an addict
Manic thoughts they make me panic 
Attacks are random, didn't plan it 
Can't escape intrusive thoughts or 
Break away from Luci's locks 
Until no put some music on and 
Drift away to space a place so far away displaced are all my demons 
Breathing settles down 
My hands no longer shaking 
Steps toward recovery might be the thing that breaks me 
So I crack a beer and light a joint another night of thinking. 
Headphones on I'm all alone 
Listen closely, 
Hear me singing: 

Hook 
Ladadadadadadada

As Days Pass(prod. Ibrahim)

THIS SOME FR HARDCORE SHIT, YOU BOUTTA LISTEN TO THIS AND ROB YOUR OWN HOUSE AND SHOOT A DRACO 12 TIMES IN THA AIR CUZ ITS THAT HARD!!! ;)

Eazy Peazy:)

hey! i know i said no more songs til 200, but fuck it, yall deserve it

produced by the lovely and amazing @aishill

hope u enjoy :)

LYRICS: 
think i made a few memoirs
paddle with an oar
on a river thats euphrates
then i jump off and i soar
i take a quick look at my compass
then its back to better rowing
cuz i always hated cars
and had no clue where i was going

its a mess when im in defeat, used to not eat, then i would head home and just sleep
i took in a breath and then leaped, tired a week, and always had tricks up my sleeve
i signed a couple papers when i prepared for my payment
cuz you gotta deal with life to truly love it and to face it

i remember back when i would make songs just to make em
and hid my old past to forget my own face
do you remember every time you took a picture of a place?
or all the times that you reflected and forgave all your mistakes

i dont know if you have... and i dont know if you havent
and if you're hesitant, relax, all this things always happen
you just gotta clear your headspace, leadcase, regret ways
and dont forget to love-hate, and drop all of that deadweight,

you're gone...
but dont worry, you're good
and you'll make it through these times just like you always would
and also could
on second thought, dont doubt it
go with flows just like a fountain
hurdle arguments like mountains
no fall backs, and no one's countin' [x2]

and maybe its the sunlight
but nowadays i feel a bit alright
and maybe you dont feel great
but i swear you'll know it when you take a
leap of faith in these words i say
i dont know my place, but still i strive for days
i dont wanna be wrong, and i wanna be fine
and i promise you... itll be alright

sunlight (prod. ais.hill)

prod. @masked-man-peace
mix. @ibr
art. @headhaunter and @bamboostickk

Lyrics:
A grain of sand tumbled and reunited with the beach front/
as the dune trembled, in the warm light of the peach sun/
sand cascaded, revealing the shape of someone/
who just surfaced to the island, emerging as if he’s summoned/
he pushed himself up slowly and tried to cull his bearings/
in front of jungle foliage, his mind chock-full of theories/
he seemed disoriented, tripped while watching seagulls skirt swells/
and every palm tree bent over him, like some deeply concerned pals/
he recovered and explored the sandbanks, of that quaint island/
trying to ignore the waves that chimed in with their vague tidings/
the horizon extinguished the sun, and he curled up to sleep/
rising at the break of dawn to awkwardly lurch to his feet/
and found a bottle that washed on the beach, rubbed his eyes to see it twice/
another island, materializing on the teal tides/
and soon enough he realized it was moving/
and the oncoming shore held a silhouette that looked human/

Where the water spray breeze always follows you/
you can hear faint siren songs keep on calling you/
I think the fantasy must’ve dropped a couple keys/
off the coast of every dream that we’re falling through/

He bundled up some dry driftwood and tried to start a fire/
to no avail, no advice ‘cept the wind’s input/
but he still held his chin up to spy a roaring fire/
on the other island’s coast where warmth withstood/
he wondered if his island was the one moving and not the other way around, in a silence that he found soothing/ 
he was lucid but he pinched himself just in case/
when he saw her in the second coastal shelf’s turquoise waves/
she was smiling at him from the sand bar opposite/
and as the islands almost hit, the thought to jump across was.. obvious/
but the waters looked as if their endless waves would swallow him/
so all he did was.. hesitate/
he had replayed the moment in his head a thousand times/
as the days all came and went, he staggered drunk around the isle/
he pushed himself up from the sand to see it glinting/
a second island faintly moving in the distance/

CURRY (prod. junyii)

atlas