Chill-list

Worse

Atlas

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i might get fed up with being lonely some times
but i'm never fed up with you
i might be angry at our dumb mistakes
but i'm never angry with you, darling

our skeletons will one day turn to dust
and we'll be remembered as the lovers
who managed spend a life time
smiling dumbly at each other
our graves will most likely be side by side
yours will have a lot more flowers than mine
on your tombstone it'll read
"here lies perfection; rest in piece"

i might get fed up with being lonely some times
but i'm never fed up with you
i might be angry at our dumb mistakes
but i'm never angry with you, darling

the notes we wrote each other will decompose
in trash heaps out side of giant cities
along with every single instrument i'll buy
ain't it such a pity?
i'm terrified of being afraid
and i'm tired of fucking dealing with it
so i'm sorry if i ever seem mad at you
just tell yourself "he really isn't"

i might get fed up with being lonely some times
but i'm never fed up with you
i might be angry at our dumb mistakes
but i'm never angry with you, darling

i might get fed up with being lonely some times
but i'm never fed up with you
i might be angry at our dumb mistakes
but i'm never angry with you, darling

fed up

i love you, still, always, always, forever

pondering infinity

produced by me

for h.h. <3

p.s. date me

antlers

well, here we are.

after a long journey spent coping with sub par mental health and the various females inhabiting my high school, i've finally accomplished the thing i set out to do so long ago:

i put out a real album.

i hope that you all enjoy listening to this as much as i enjoyed creating it, because this whole thing has been an experience for me.

thank you for getting me so incredibly close to 10,000 soundcloud followers and thank you even more for taking the time to listen to what i've created here.

the cover art was created by my good friend halli hunt, or h.h. as some of you may know her.

have a fantastic day, and hey;

the world might not always be beautiful, but the potential for beauty and peace exists so long as the potential for hatred and violence is present. you can't have sunshine without a little rain, and i can't have happiness without a little help from my friends. i love you all.

<3

phone calls (interlude)

https://rapperatlas.bandcamp.com/album/im-happy

i'm happy

all night long

Sampled this and played the lead that comes in further on in the song.

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Big Smiles

an ode to addiction (among other things)

Atlas - faith

HEY EVERYONE, This track has actually caused me a lot of issues and may be taken down. Please support my other music as well as Im afraid the shiloh train will not last ;(

shiloh: https://www.instagram.com/shilohdynasty/?hl=en

is it too much to ask for (ft. shiloh)

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mama

this is an album about the fears and tremors that come with love, and the crisis of not knowing your own identity as yours.

enjoy.

fog & obscure

download

i'm sorry for everything

worse

soundcloud.com/sophie-meiers + https://soundcloud.com/michael_mason
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you set yourself apart from the rest
you're like the nervousness in my chest
you're the way i lose my breath
you're the one who's there when there's nothing left
you set yourself apart from the rest
you're like the nervousness in my chest
you're the way i lose my breath
you're the one who's there when there's no-one left

[ come a little closer, don't be scared
i want you smiling back at me, hands in my hair,
come a little closer, baby why don't ya, come a little closer ] 

you're a common character in my dreams
i wish that you could maybe see that 
you are sewn into my memories 
every word that i sing
can you hear it in the melody ?
i wish that you would open up to me 

[ come a little closer, don't be scared
i want you smiling back at me, hands in my hair,
come a little closer, baby why don't ya, come a little closer ]

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don't be scared [ sophie meiers x michael mason ]

hey, thanks for 50k <3

additional rock stuff at the end by me :~)

lyrics:
thank you for every moment shared
for every hug and kiss when i was stepping over there
to visit you... some might not think it's fair
but all the time i got to spend as yours and all the care
was more than i could ever ask for
you treated me respectfully and that's more
than anyone else... but now i'm sat sore
caught up in my panic like a task force is breaking down my back door

and i hope to see you thrive, to see you thrive

'cause i'm lying in my bed
with my pillow held over my head
wishing that the weight of all this stress
could hold it down and stop my breath

we must go our seperate ways
i know that is the truth
i wish that i could travel back
to the moments spent with you

and freeze time and space in a silent place
to appreciate your smile for a little bit longer

i'll try to be stronger than i am

a wistful remembrance

stronger than i am (prod. mt marcy)

i miss u

yea

LYRICS:
maybe it's the question, maybe it's the answer
i don't know the reason now
and maybe it's your eyelids, maybe it's the moonlight
but something beautiful sticks out

and i'm in my bedroom, watching through the window
stare at the sunlight, wonder where the time is going
you're in the bathroom
crying with your shirt undone
now we're on the freeway, speeding past a cop car
stole your mom's van, and took it for a test drive
and you're sat in the backseat
looking at your best friend's hair

i wanna be more than a cheat day in your diet plan
you can be the lungs, baby, i can be the diaphragm
just breathe, just breathe, and you'll be fine
just breathe, just breathe, it happens all the time

CHEAT DAY

soundcloud.com/sophie-meiers + https://soundcloud.com/niyawn
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i don't know what the problem is
gettin in my face, actin like it's your business
i can't get with it anymore 
took too many shots, now i'm lying on the floor
staring at the ceiling, i ignore my feelings
life is too long, i don't want to be breathing
took too many pills, i forgot my meaning
poor sense of judgement, but i've never been caught stealing

let me out of here 
[ don't really wanna live, but i bite back the tears ]
let me out of here 
[ don't really wanna live, i'm just passively here ]

i don't know why i'm so fascinated 
and in love with these monsters that i've created
when we talk on the phone
nervously pacing
i know that someday you'll have to erase me
[ have to erase me ]
i know that someday, you'll have to erase me
i'm trapped with the secrets i locked in the basement
i knew someday you would have to replace me
i'm so self destructive 
it's no wonder you can't face me
nobody knows, but i'm so isolated
fix all my problems with blunts and duct tape
[ fix all my problems ]
one time i picked up the pieces of my heart and
put it back together with some staples
i'd be lying if i said it wasn't painful
looking back on my decisions; to my family i'm disgraceful

[ i don't wanna make you sad when i'm singing this song
but if you know the words, you can sing along ]

i know that i may
[ sound a little crazy ]
at this point it's sad 
[ nobody can save me ]

i don't know what the problem is
gettin in my face actin like it's your business
i can't get with it anymore
took too many shots
now i'm lying on the floor
starin at the ceiling
i ignore my feelings
life is too long, i don't want to be breathing

took too many pills
i forgot my meaning 
poor sense of judgement but i've never been caught stealing

let me out of here 
[let me out ]
let me out of here 
[ dont really wanna live, i just bite back the tears ]
let me out of here
[ i don't really wanna live i'm just passively here ]

when we talk on the phone,
nervously pacing

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erase me [ sophie meiers x nion ]

@sophie-meiers + @halpehalpe
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take a deep breath
this is a game of sink or swim
i must explain 
i don't know where to begin
i feel so strange 
ever since i stepped in 
i feel so strange

[ i think i need a break
theres something in my brain
unfamiliar energy 
nothing is the same ]

take another step towards me
reset my memories
think i was changed
i must explain
i feel so strange 
ever since i stepped in 
i feel so strange

[ i think i need a break
theres something in my brain
unfamiliar energy 
nothing is the same ]
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unfamiliar energy [ sophie meiers x halpe ]

this is a song about dissociating 

produced by fats'e 
soundcloud.com/youngburial 
twitter.com/youngburial 

art by ghostly pixels 
twitter.com/ghostly_pixels

lyrics:
laying alone, i dissociate 
laying alone 

i saw a pictureframe 
and it turned out to be a mirror 
my reflection's so much clearer 
when i'm not aware it's me 

i saw a maple tree 
it was growing in my head 
when everybody else was dead 
and i climbed up it just to see 

i saw myself again 
but i stood outside my being 
i could understand that being 
isn't all there is to be 

i see the future now 
got too distracted by the present 
to remember that my head is 
not a vehicle for fear 

and it's a long way down if you fall 
and it's a long way up if you don't 

and it's a long way down if you fall 
and it's a long way out, so 

i sit in the center 
and i ponder my disinterest 
for it all 

it's a lot easier 
to imagine ending things 
(to imagine ending things) 
when i'm watching myself 
from the third person 
(from the third person) 

it's a lot easier 
to imagine changing things 
(to imagine changing things) 
when i'm watching myself 
from the third person 
(from the third person)

dissociate (prod. fats'e)

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