Name: Deceiving ft. dylan lotus by auburnleavesfall
Duration: 2 min 43 s
Description: you dont need lyrics, we literally made this song on a whim

l y r i c s
s ɔ ᴉ ɹ ʎ l

Don't Don't Don't 

Don't worry about the things that I said to you 
Run up the check so I soften the blues
Light up the spliff and I pass it to you

Baby girl
Why don't you know that I still love you
Come to my house stay the night in my room
Just wait a moment for me to pay all my dues

Ay ay ayy 

I cherish everything well get to say
Whenever I see you it makes my whole day
I know I can live my whole life this way

Hey hey hey

I get emotional when I see your face
The sun shines in the sky as we pass ways
Then we leave and the daytime fades

Would you take a look at the clock 
Time is moving slowly, ain't it very funny
That we know how the feeling goes
Take a step back and watch the night fall
Honestly I never thought that this will happen
Way too used to being lonely
I cannot feel so sorry for myself
In this way anymore

s o c i a l s
s l ɐ ᴉ ɔ o s

i n s t a g r a m
ɯ ɐ ɹ ƃ ɐ ʇ s u ᴉ

https://www.instagram.com/l_y_p_i_a_r_c_h_i_v_e_/

y o u t u b e
ǝ q n ʇ n o ʎ

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCBRhaBYCJgTSWchUzYeNhOA

d i s c o r d
p ɹ o ɔ s ᴉ p

l y p i#9009

f o l l o w m e t o v i c t o r y
ʎ ɹ o ʇ ɔ ᴉ ʌ o ʇ ǝ ɯ ʍ o l l o ɟ

s ǝ n p (metlast)

lyrics 

lovedi3d:
Sitting here and I wait lose myself I’m not okay thought I had it all figured out but now I realize I’m such a clown I hate myself I hate my face so many flaws Ima damn disgrace want to see it all go away every little ounce of this pain. 

cutdeep:
I’m sorry that I cannot take your pain away it’s so hard to look you in your face okay and laid on the floor in pouring rain ask if me if I’m fine I’m not okay not okay and begone I won’t give up on you I can’t forget what I did to you 


lovedi3d:
Thought I had it all figured out but now I realize I’m such a clown I hate myself I hate my face so many flaws Ima damn disgrace.

disgrace ft. cutdeep (prod. aureola)

ARF ARF GRRRR RUFF WOOF (im so sorry)

i got blackmailed into putting these lyrics on here @tactiical LMFAOOO

[shizu]

tellin me to run run run run run run
i am not the one one one one one one
using me for fun fun fun fun fun fun
she hit the phone and i don't know any better

met her under the sun
(they say) never fall in love
but all this time in silence
stuck inside, violently numbing
so still searching for something else
to tell me that you want me
memories all fade away
but without you i'm nothing
trust me

[ri4h]

i trust you but i dont want to
cuz what do i do?
when you say "i love you"
i'm scared of losing you
i know that i need you
but i
oh i need you by my side
can you hold me thru the night
i know its rough but can we try
can we try
oh no, i'm scared
i need, you here
i can't, compare
oh it's, not fair
oh can't, you stay
you're driving me insane
so don't you run away
oh, run away

[shizu]

tellin me to run run run run run run
i am not the one one one one one one
using me for fun fun fun fun fun fun
she hit the phone and i don't know any better
[x2]

runnn ft. ri4h (chaos x goo)

Why you had to go?
Leave me so soon
I don't understand
What I'm going through
I need your help
I find no escape
Darkness stills surrounds me
Like everyday

I would get you back, if I just could
Hear your laughing one more time (because I know)

Now that you're gone, forever, leaving tears in my eyes
But the tears they won't fall, I'm breaking inside
I still build my walls, around me to protect
The tree you just planted
I miss you (x4) (forever I'll miss you)

In the silence of the night, I whisper your name
Hoping somehow, somewhere, I'll heal, I'm okay
I'm okay, I'm not okay

(because I know)
Now that you're gone, forever, leaving tears in my eyes
But the tears they won't fall, I'm breaking inside
I still build my walls, around me to protect
The tree you just planted
I miss you (x4) (forever I'll miss you)

I Miss You

you dont need lyrics, we literally made this song on a whim

Deceiving ft. dylan lotus

"I don't want to live in a hole anymore, and I'm going to do something about it."

produced by eeryskies

written and mixed by melmige

thank you


LYRICS:
i’ve been walking on eggshells talkin to clouds in the sky
praying for the rain to wash the dirt away from my eyes
not impossible to probably move on maybe it’s obvious
but habitual withholding of emotion is awful
this is a mutiny the seven seas that rage in my brain
has turned the crew against me cranium organ behaves
a little screwy loose i do good when i can
but soon i’ll lose it cause i catered to the popular demand of the stupid
misdirected modesty and half hearted apologizes
was hesitant in honesty to save what wasn’t mine it’s probably
left an impact more severe than i thought
that’s what i get for all these eggshells i walked

i tumbled gracefully through adolescence
pressed to best this omnipresent presence
in my life a force unseen but full of strife
that taught me many lessons
careful with association more so with entanglement of relationships
a people pleaser what they called me
occasional old soul
gifted in my own right now those talents are gone
cause when a child never took a second
to stand up shout out his message
growing to adulthood is the force he cannot reckon
cause the eggshell steppin whispered words
opinions never given sent the message shooting forward
past the ones he won’t forgive
and shit it catches up unlatch pandora’s box
embrace the wind and listen to the choir of relentless mental blocks

that’s a reality check
that’s an emotional debt
4 years too late on the payment and now they call to collect
what was owed i know it’s harsh but if they only knew back then
all the thoughts that were so hard to say and now it never ends

these unkept untidy undermined unending emotions
swirl and barrel straight through time ignored until they explode
and now it’s where is all this coming from why wasn’t this said sooner
we had no idea there was a problem you don’t speak up do you
we thought it was okay maybe you did seem over it
we won’t acknowledge what the trauma is when you seemed to shrugged right over it
and even when we asked potential issues with the situation
we never saw your mouth open or heard what you were thinking make a statement

make arrangements for it for the kids this pistol whip to censorship
to whip em into shape and since the end of this forgiveness
part of it will live forever love your neighbor blame the devil
shovin hate down wear the tie n smile files in the shredder
claim of evidence but they already knew it
truth to prude to maim emotion only time can make u lucid
to intention but when the time has passed and plots are changing moving
it feels wrong to backtrack and snap on past egregious movement
from the ones you love now or at least hope you don’t hate
that’s a tough pill the swallow but at least it sedates

eggshell theory [prod eeryskies]

~2300~

Lyrics:
Really wish I counted on somebody else 
To the grave never tell
Might’ve slipped I never fell
Heartbreak know it well
Can’t imagine you would help 
Sell me out so you prevail

Growing out of spite I
Had it all lock and key
Just needed some time
Thought I knew who I was inside 
What I lacked i’d hide
But this pain I know it so well
And I won’t put my faith into what I can’t see 
Invest in a life I ain’t choose when to breathe 
Walk in a line with my humanity
Painting the walls with what’s left of me
If this marks the end of days
I know i’ll look back fond on all the mess we made 
In our glory days we watched it waste away
I’m re-awakening I wanna bring some pain
Is this what you call an improbable outcome 
Marking the bodies so sure of yourself love
I’ll be the proxy the vengeance of your love 
Nothing can stop me i’ve been waiting so long

proxy

prod @stezzyxl <33


how are u with me? 
ill worry for a time 
when flowers bloom to dust
there gone before my eyes

ignoring what i said
used to go and tell her friends
wrongdoings i repent
make it ache inside my head
dripping liquor in the sand
comes in waves that i neglect
wasted time sat on the fence
now im feeling its effect

https://open.spotify.com/track/7CiiHaxnJ8XJnpPCDrwmL5?si=kT635nlKQTGYz__AHsmLNA

https://youtu.be/oB_cq54fyqI?si=MJc67wBDwbk43K-V

effect (stezzyxl)

forever
i'll love you
forever
you'll be on my mind (my mind)
forever
you'll stay by my side (my side)
and i won't let you die

keeping your legacy alive, forever. i will never forget your voice & laugh. missing your advice. missing you. will cherrish every moment forever. you were truly special and will forever stick in my heart. i love you. rest easy my dear friend. i really need you here so please don't ever leave my head fully.

(instrumental by smokerose)

forever (for Jude)

im better than before

produced by: ilyl1ght
w/ https://soundcloud.com/yokaidreams

ilyl1ght:
oh who am i to blame?
if i never changed at all
was it all a game?
i put the blame on u and said it wasn't my fault 
i know i said ill change
over and over again
but i stay the same 
but i stay the same 

yokai:
we have walked the same path a million times or more
god i hate that it's all just like before
said it wouldn't stay the same
but i'm only in the way
now i know you've grown to hate me a little more
ran away last time i saw you
god i feel ashamed
somehow i've become a monster
unable to change

it's not alright
but i think that i'll lie
and say it is
apologize for the way i've been
can't spend one more night the way i am

ilyl1ght:
oh who am i to blame?
if i never changed at all
was it all a game?
i put the blame on u and said it wasn't my fault 
i know i said ill change
over and over again
but i stay the same 
but i stay the same

oh i swear ill change for 
the better and more
together we'll move on
im better than before
but im so scared that we'll never be the same
lets go to sleep and 
forget our problems
im way to stressed out
to try and solve um
but im a liar to say im ok

who am i to blame?

<3

spotify

i swear i'll change w/ Yokai Dreams

prod acey
@notcursed :p

(ever)

im useless
im all for playing dead
im wilted    🥀
its complicated

i rub my eyes
while i contemplate it 
apologise
ive grown so complacent

(notcursed)

i dry my eyes
i learnt to erase it
i hide my crys
cus i don’t know how they’d take it
i can’t stay here tonight
my mind has me breaking
countless times
i’ve got to erase it

contemplate w/ notcursed

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