Deathbed (prod. deadhill)

Reminisce

Prod by Me :D 

LYRICS 

Open my eyes once again 
I feel confined to this bed 
Everything you ever said 
I cant just get this out my head 
Take my life Take my time Take me right back 
In the strife hit rewind make it right 
Thats all I wanted from the start 
All I wanted was your car 
Gas pedal and keep it on 
Leave the mourning let it pour 

Leave me alone 
I dont need nobody else 
She blowing up my phone 
Let me calm your feelings though 
Look like this 
She dont wanna call her friends 
Up all night cuz we fucked again 
She dont wanna tell me that she hates my friends 
Fuck you die with them 

Let you go 
I Dont really wanna let you go 
But the feelings gotta let me know 
That you aint it 
I dont wanna see your face again 
I dont wanna go right back to friends 
Always said this was the end 
Hope you know 
So tell me you dont change me when you change me 
Or you break me when you break me 
I cant take the thing you tell me to my core 
Leave me all alone again 
To lost how I want no friends 
Faded all this time again 
I cant fucking lie 

Leave me alone 
I dont need nobody else 
She blowing up my phone 
Let me calm your feelings though 
Look like this 
She dont wanna call her friends 
Up all night cuz we fucked again 
She dont wanna tell me that she hates my friends 
Fuck you die with them

ALONE

take everything
and i pray that you see that i care
waited now im inside out
lead me straight into the unknown 
pretending like you know whats best for me
again again and again

with time youll know im better in every way
you showed
you showed your dark side
ill love you anyway
you know that feeling i always get

try so damn hard
i cant take back the things i said
i dont look back
you cant help it
ive done you wrong
but on my own i cant feel strong

blind

shoutout my homie for bein on this! @notaheroo

lyrics:

i’ve been drowning my sorrows in the bottom of bottles
she said i should relax and not to go full throttle 
baby just calm down and i’ll be gone by tomorrow
you say your heart has been hollowed

but have you looked at me lately?
i’m the one who needs a saving grace
her eyes they pierce so painfully
i see your face and i’m back in that place

they’ve left me with nowhere to go
i’ve been broken down and on my own
my shoulders are crushed from the weight of it all

and you’ve been laughing at me waiting for me to fall
and i lack the motivation to force myself to crawl
you held back information knowing that it’s your fault
clarification is shown behind the walls
a now known revelation planned to kill my soul

it’s hard not to fold 
underneath the mold
of what i was always told and what i’m feeling
the seasons are changing again

oh, changing again
oh, can you tell me where the times been?

(notahero)

can u hear me coming baby?
open up the front door
i know time is infinite
but i don’t think i got much more
my bones and back grow sore
u tell me i should fight
pain gets defied when i look up in ur eyes
sorrow gets diffused into energy all u gotta do is fight
it’s hard enough waking up
be my saving grace tonight
anxiety riddles me when i feel my lungs fucking up
the pressure belittle me when i don’t think that i’m blowing up
but riddle me this baby
how come i ain’t never show no signs of giving up?

full throttle w/ notahero (R3DQX x Luffy)

yup this is one of those songs you sit back and play right before you

HARD DRIVE [p. methboiswag]

produced by @nevrfall (i love him <3)
enjoy <3

https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/track/5oDt4Eo8e3D4LYIKUPTnEq?si=ba7245bd2f584b99

lyrics:
Pretty lies, hoping u don’t lie
Trees begin to bloom and the colors are so bright
Walk beneath the blossoms of a pinkish tree, I‘ll hide 
Ur pretty fine, I like u best when u are mine 
Pretty lies but you don’t seem to lie
Lock u in my arms, u say I’d calm u when I stress
Lay here with me cause’ I really know u need some rest 
Know u need some rest

Say it to my face
As soon as she‘s leaving everything is tinted gray
Far away hear thunder break
This is fuckin’ stupid, baby why you doing this? 
She so cute I‘m fuckin losin‘ it
Call me psycho, yeah I think I‘m psycho
Thinking about you, now I feel my mind go
Thinking about her, now I feel my thoughts flow 
„U calm me when u talking“
Text me u never bothering

(Call me psycho, yeah I think I‘m psycho
Thinking about you, now I feel my mind go
Thinking about her, now I feel my thoughts flow 
„U calm me when u talking“
Text me u never bothering)


Pretty lies, hoping u don’t lie
Trees begin to bloom and the colors are so bright
Walk beneath the blossoms of a pinkish tree, I‘ll hide 
Ur pretty fine, I like u best when u are mine 
Pretty lies but you don’t seem to lie
Lock u in my arms, u say I‘d calm u when I stress
Lay here with me cause‘ I really know u need some rest
Know u need some rest

pretty, please (p. nevrfall)

lovely track by https://soundcloud.com/kennedysucks
i really enjoyed making this <3

kennedyxoxo -the lights are on but no ones home (silencedgrave flip)

Wrote this when I was struggling with depression and everyone kept telling me it would be okay and things would get better but in that time it didn’t seem like it or feel like it

Be okay

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Artwork / Recorded / Mixed by @iLLFaith

[Lyrics]
Can not help but follow; you're deceiving
I'm so numb yet hollow, don't you leave me
Gets so hard to swallow, slow my breathing
In shallow love I wallow, hearts not beating

One day I hope you'll read this letter the-
Painkillers help at making me feel better

And I know you don't care at all
Moving so slow, you love to watch me fall
You text but you know I wanna call
Like moths to flames I always crawl

Can not help but follow; you're deceiving
I'm so numb yet hollow, don't you leave me
Gets so hard to swallow, slow my breathing
In shallow love I wallow, hearts not beating

I don't want to
Knew I'd miss you
Wish you'd feel the same 

And I know you don't care at all
Moving so slow, you love to watch me fall
You text but you know I wanna call
Like moths to flames I always crawl

Can not help but follow; you're deceiving
I'm so numb yet hollow, don't you leave me
Gets so hard to swallow, slow my breathing
In shallow love I wallow, hearts not beating

blind

auby