msitreated, misplaced
scars on my face
smoking so much lately
my teeth got yellow stains

no feelings, erased
hate how people change
bloody knuckles hit the wall
but life's still the same 

over you in my head
in my heart u still there
my body's a mess
feel u eating at my flesh 


feeding off of me
ur drinking what i bleed
acting like you love me 
then use me like a leach

how ain't u ashamed of ur-self~
keep on acting like ur the-best
i think u should just let me-rest
stop trynna find where my body-at

deep down, covered in dirt
x marks the spot i got hurt
under a tree, where the sun won't burn
is where i wrote this song

mistreated, misplaced
scars on my face
smoking so much lately
my teeth got yellow stains

no feelings, erased
hate how people change
bloody knuckles hit the wall
but life's still the same (2x)

mistreated, misplaced (caves)

im sorry that its been a while
the time had made a heart to mend
find me in another life
i swear id try as hard again

a catalyst in heavy dark
your voice and how the bleeding stops
breath in a cold room to comfort
the surface im under for two years in sunder

fade out, start to forget me
soften the dead leaves of somebody else
brave now, but i know its early
and you couldn't hurt me but try to again

i know its been a long time

silence feels like dying
i dont mind it
i cant find you in colours i had learned to know
olive skin in amber tones, cedarwood in maple grove
eyes low the night before i drove you home
said one day we could have our own
so why am i still here alone?

did you know then it was broken?
thought you cried in the car cause it still felt so far
but instead its just not what you want

fade out, start to forget me
soften the dead leaves of somebody else
brave now, but i know its early
and you couldn't hurt me but try to again

all that it brings
cold in the spring
whats the point of waking up
if not for you again?
i dont know me now
i dont know me now

Mount Hood

produced by @nevrfall
enjoy :)

https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/track/2sij40c2NkA39z7wJKSn1y?si=b8b611cd336647ce

lyrics:
Skin is tinted white
Don't go out till its night
I hate seeing all these faces so i wait until it's time
Am i a psycho?
Think i am right
I feel ghosted everytime
Don't fit in cause they don't like me
Swear that's the reason why i am hiding

What a time to be alive
You didn't want me but you cried
Your switching between sides

Skin is tinted white
Don't go out till its night
I hate seeing all these faces so i wait until it's time
I am losing my damn mind
I've been ghostin since this time
Don't feel save thats why i lie
Swear thats the reason why i am frightened

What a time to be alive
You didn't want me but you cried
Your switching between sides
Girl come here i'll hold you tight
THAT'S WHAT I WANT, I KNOW
THAT'S NOT WHAT YOU WANT AT ALL
YOU DON'T LOVE ME GIRL I KNOW
CAN YOU KEEP A SECRET YOU'RE MY HOME

tinted white (p. nevrfall)

prod. kill breanna x caves x safeatlast

dont try me
im not me 
i dont eat 
i dont sleep
oh
and im still 
looking at the sky
wondering why
and wasting my time
the ninja dude never hit the lightpoles
i always find out where you go
youre enough, i promise baby
no one else could ever save me
i take every step too, and it fucking pains me
and im focused on you, all the time maybe...
i did it all for you and no i dont regret it
i prance over the flowers and it kills them! . .
im sorry that i dont stand up for me, but,
im really not the same as i ever was,
now ill always say what i (truly) want
who are you, and who am i?
dont try me
im not me 
i dont eat 
i dont sleep
oh
and im still 
looking at the sky
wondering why
and wasting my time
the ninja dude never hit the lightpoles
i always find out where you go
youre enough, i promise baby
no one else could ever save me
i take every step too, and it fucking pains me
and im focused on you, all the time maybe...
i did it all for you and no i dont re.. gret.. it
i prance over the flowers and it kills them..
i prance over the flowers and it kills them.. :')
i wish i wasnt him, and such a victim
(i know im not!!)
(i know im not!!!!)
who are you and who am i?
who are you and who am i?
who are you and who am i?
who are you and who am i?
who are you and who am i!!!
who are you and who am i?
who are you and who am i?
who are you and who am i?
who are you and who am i-

every step too

from my soul
featuring: @greenwood2000
produced by: @trplgmni
art by: @tamagotchu

lyrics:
can you blame me for the reply?
couple months had to get by
now instead of waiting outside
i found a way to live a new life
another lens, check the replay
look at all the shit thats been changed
always tough in the deep grey
but i made it out unscathed
if i don’t even remember
its because i’m doing better
wooden necklace & a keen eye
gotta feeling that i’m

blinded by the downpour outside your house
i’m getting out more, saving for a shred of my doubt
i’ll stick around, tour the places that you care about
i find it funny we’re broken, with just how well that we’re spoken
it took time for me
to get a grasp on what’s real
could you tether to me?
i think i can finally see
a wound so tender it healed
now you can tether to me, baby

greenwood: 
killing time before the door
more than life, more than you know
thought it's different, i was told

lost touch the way it is
further from the places that we've been
despite the mess i'm in
over and over
the state i'm waking in
the bed's been feeling colder
i'm ashamed to say it doesn't fit anyone without you
never did

i'd wait for you in Spring
i'm changing in the worst way
i'm holding out again this time

(gotta feeling that i’m blinded by the)
downpour outside your house
i’m getting out more, saving for a shred of my doubt
i’ll stick around, tour the places that you care about
i find it funny we’re broken, with just how well that we’re spoken
it took time for me
to get a grasp on what’s real
could you tether to me?
i think i can finally see
a wound so tender it healed
now you can tether to me, baby

tether (ft. greenwood) [triple gemini]

spotify & apple <3

lyrics

i spend every waking moment trying to pick myself up cause im falling apart
just to get back into it the very next day but you heal my soul up in the dark
id try to do it myself but i wouldnt know where to start
save me from hurting my heart baby
i want you to love me
i want you to touch me
and whenever im blinded by this shit be my ears and my eyes whenever i cant see
i hope that you need me
i hope you can hear me
i hope you can grab me and pick me off my feet
just to knock me down again

and i never rest well, i hope that my healths well
if future repeats itself then i know this wont end well
my mouths on fire sipping in this hotel
oh you know me so well
we cant make this farewell

could we make the last time count
everything you say everything i hear right now
save me from myself would you take it back somehow
you don't need to worry i just need to come back down
look where weve been cause im closer to death
i see you laugh when youre talking to him
you got your movies and i got my friends
but im tasting salt in the water again
hold me down
hold me still
is this the place where we begin

and i never rest well, i hope that my healths well
if future repeats itself then i know this wont end well
my mouths on fire sipping in this hotel
oh you know me so well
we cant make this farewell

i play you the song that saved my life but you scroll on your phone
and i cant give everything up for this career to just die unkown
unwillingly, willingly killing my body so leave me alone
ill just stay at home
i hope you can find me there

health w/ greenwood (p. jacob vallen)

i would rather wake up alone then i would ever see your face again
open up my skull to see its nothin but the sedatives
a hollow hearted individual i can never admit to my sins
a shell full of frangibles just shatter my weak skin

where do i think that im goin'?
walkin outside but its snowin'
couple blunts i rolled for us but then you tell me that ur leavin'?

baby i know that im broken
cant breathe at night think i'm chokin'
please wait up and just stay up for me you know i'm not hopeless..

wait outside for me and you'll be okay
clouds right above our residence have gone gray
time moves slow and steady but it lost the race
our planet as we know it will eventually just decay

everything that i've done has left me with the knowledge of the universe
I keep it tucked inside my mental 
everyone that i've hurt just know I did it to myself first
and it wasn't personal
everybody telling me that it'll be okay has never dealt
with the things i've seen
every time i open my eyes i see your face outside of my dreams 

everything that i've done has left me with the knowledge of the universe
I keep it tucked inside my mental 
everyone that i've hurt just know I did it to myself first
and it wasn't personal
everybody telling me that it'll be okay has never dealt
with the things i've seen
every time i open my eyes i see your face outside of my dreams 

my dreams start to rot away my brain cells
bloody scenes that i could never tell what entails
i'm incapable of breathing how'd i inhale?
all these toxins in my system I can't get well

well
are you okay without me?
if that's the case then i can turn around and just leave
insomniatic and i can't breathe
kick my thoughts unto the curb and let me rot please

let me rot into the soil
this life has nothing left but turmoil

i would rather wake up alone then i would ever see your face again
open up my skull to see its nothin but the sedatives
a hollow hearted individual i can never admit to my sins
a shell full of frangibles just shatter my weak skin

where do i think that im goin'?
walkin outside but its snowin'
couple blunts i rolled for us but then you tell me that ur leavin'?

baby i know that im broken
cant breathe at night think i'm chokin'
please wait up and just stay up for me you know i'm not hopeless..

personal (cxrter x woahsxda)

produced by @nevrfall (i love him <3)
enjoy <3

https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/track/5oDt4Eo8e3D4LYIKUPTnEq?si=ba7245bd2f584b99

lyrics:
Pretty lies, hoping u don’t lie
Trees begin to bloom and the colors are so bright
Walk beneath the blossoms of a pinkish tree, ill hide 
Ur pretty fine, i like u best when u are mine 
Pretty lies but you don’t seem to lie
Lock u in my arms, u say id calm u when i stress
Lay here with me cause i really know u need some rest 
know u need some rest

Say it to my face
As soon as shes leaving every thing is tinted grey
Far away hear thunder break
This is fuckin stupid, baby why you doing this? 
She so cute i am fuckin losin it
Call me psycho, yeah i think i am psycho
Thinking about you, now i feel my mind go
Thinking about her, now i feel my thoughts flow 
„U calm me when ur talking“
Text me u never bothering

(Call me psycho, yeah i think i am psycho
Thinking about you, now i feel my mind go
Thinking about her, now i feel my thoughts flow 
„U calm me when ur talking“
Text me u never bothering)


Pretty lies, hoping u don’t lie
Trees begin to bloom and the colors are so bright
Walk beneath the blossoms of a pinkish tree, ill hide 
Ur pretty fine, i like u best when u are mine 
Pretty lies but you don’t seem to lie
Lock u in my arms, u say id calm u when i stress
Lay here with me cause i really know u need some rest 
know u need some rest

pretty, please (p. nevrfall)

lyrics//

iv been talking to god
iv been doing my part like you told me

was it always so hard
i know you think you were always controlling
but it was never thay part
i saw a light and it killed me slowly
and now im packing my car
i made you think
you dont even know me


i was lost in the fallout
you pushed me down as i climbed out
or tried to
ivy league to the dog house
wonder what they would say
if they got to?

now my comforters stained out
took it all to the grave like i told you
was i always a let down?
was i always a person that you once knew?

fallout [idly blare]

i'll let you cut as much as you like 

prod: https://soundcloud.com/prodcxrter https://soundcloud.com/tiedforsilver
extra production / master: https://soundcloud.com/vito2300

two months,
i can't write nothing at all
gave up on having someone to call 
fake blood still left a stain on the wall
fake love still left a hole in my heart
stuck in the middle 
i wait for it to eat me alive
it stings a little 
it kills me when you treat me so nice 
go grab the sickle 
i'll let you cut as much as you like 
(as you like, as you like)

i don't wanna be selfish 
but god i hate myself 
and i can't help it 
you made me lose my mind 
i wish you felt it
and i can't even cry
the things i dealt with 
i dealt with
leaving you behind me,
hope you like your side piece
i look so unsightly
that's why i'm always hiding
i don't think they like me 
most times it don't surprise me
think about it nightly 
keep damaging my psyche

lately i don't even give a fuck about the music
it's just enough that i do it 
one day i might lose it 
don't have enough to get through it
like oh, it's okay if you wanna let go 
spill blood, wake up on the floor 
we're done but i hate you more
he don't ever wanna wait one second 
so dumb, shoulda learned my lesson
those words he said he meant it 
but i'm stuck on the way he said it 
so soft, so soft
and after everything i gave you
you're still gone
still gone

i don't wanna be selfish 
(i don't wanna be selfish no more)
but god i hate myself 
and i can't help it 
(can't help it)
you made me lose my mind 
i wish you felt it
(you felt it)
and i can't even cry
the things i dealt with 
(i dealt with)
i dealt with
leaving you behind me,
(behind)
hope you like your side piece
i look so unsightly
that's why i'm always hiding
i don't think they like me 
most times it don't surprise me
think about it nightly 
keep damaging my psyche

i hate myself 
like nobody else
and i hate you 
much more than you do 
forgive me god
no matter the cost
i can't stop 
no i can't stop

unsightly

produced by lostcage
enjoy -.-

lyrics:
is this real life?
and is this really happening?
do i feel right, cause i start to overthink
my parents would'nt understand a single thing i say

my parents would'nt, my parents would'nt understand

talking to you is like the best time of the day for me
talk to me cause i hate the time when u dont talk to me
walk with me cause i wanna hold ur hand just walk with me
talk to me, baby can u talk to me?

(stare, stare me in my eyes
brown, hazel brown your sight
look me deeply in my eyes, tinted blue but i am still a kid inside
i don't understand what i am even tryna say here
my head is just so complex i don't get it myself dear)

i think i fall in love again
i think i really like u damn
i love u hope u don't forget
i'll be waiting till u say ot back
i love u hope u don't forget
i'll be waiting till u say ot back

pretty, please (p. nevrfall)

seele♡

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