earthdwellingconjurers (prod. cxrter x retz)

cigs (prod. kaydo)

insomnia (prod. kaydo)

Written by: Reapers Shadow 
Produced by: @nevrfall
Mixed by: Reapers Shadow & angelsofsorrows 
Mastered by: angelsofsorrows
Artwork by: Reapers Shadow

Lyrics:
[Chorus]
Said I'd be better alone
But I couldn't replace
(But I couldn't replace you)
Anything you left
Cause you filled the hole
In my chest
I let my heart lay to rest

[Bridge]
& I prayed for the best
Your smile was so pretty

[Verse]
You were once the angel in my life
But I was always a demon in yours
I'm sorry I let my blood pour
Just turned 22 recently & I closed every door
Will I ever be truly okay?
This years been a lot to handle

[Bridge
I hide everything in my brain
So others don't feel my pain
I don't know what the fuck to say
But This passion is my novocaine

[Chorus]
Said I'd be better alone
But I couldn't replace
(But I couldn't replace you)
Anything you left
Cause you filled the hole
In my chest
I let my heart lay to rest

Laid To Rest (Prod. nevrfall)

produced by @nevrfall
enjoy :)

https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/track/2sij40c2NkA39z7wJKSn1y?si=b8b611cd336647ce

lyrics:
Skin is tinted white
Don't go out till it‘s night
I hate seeing all these faces, so I wait until it's time
Am I a psycho?
Think I am right
I feel ghosted everytime
Don't fit in cause’ they don't like me
Swear that's the reason why I am hiding

What a time to be alive
You didn't want me but you cried
You‘re switching between sides

Skin is tinted white
Don't go out till it‘s night
I hate seeing all these faces, so I wait until it's time
I am losing my damn mind
I've been ghostin’ since this time
Don't feel save that‘s why I lie
Swear that‘s the reason why I am frightened

What a time to be alive
You didn't want me but you cried
You‘re switching between sides
Girl come here I‘ll hold you tight

THAT'S WHAT I WANT, I KNOW
THAT'S NOT WHAT YOU WANT AT ALL
YOU DON'T LOVE ME GIRL I KNOW
CAN YOU KEEP A SECRET YOU'RE MY HOME

tinted white (p. nevrfall)

produced by @nevrfall <3

https://open.spotify.com/track/37qROKHfy3JU9CC0UazJTd?si=9687b5613dfb4759

lyrics:
Can you hit me up? i just wanna be with you
Can u listen up, there‘s no other girl than you
Can‘t u just talk to me? Can‘t I just be with you?
Can‘t u just need me? Cause‘ I need you
Talk to me again, I know I cut you off
Ur voice is just so gentle, everytime we talked
Meet me in my dreams, if I can‘t have u here
It‘s unfair, I can‘t get your tention my dear

Now I am crying out but no tear shows on my face
I think I used them up, all gone for your sake
You got me real sad, it’s always this way
God I‘m so depressed but I‘m always this way
Oh no need to ask, I‘ll just say I am okay
I am waiting for a ring, on my phone just any day
See you in a fiction where u‘ll maybe stay
See you in a fiction where you give me a „hey“
Running in the wind, far away hear thunder break
Rain is droppin on my hair, runnin down my face
Forget where u comin from,  I just want you to stay
You can tell me anything, I promise I’ll keep it safe

Tell me anything you like, I’ll provide you shelter
Ask me what you wanna know about me, I‘ll tell her
My mind is such a mess when I am talking to her I get nervous
Oh my hands are getting really sweaty when u stare at me
Running down my palms I feel my face is turning red
My other hands around my neck cause I don’t know where to put it
Oh my I am so nervous, oh my I am so nervous

Now I am crying out but no tear shows on my face
I think I used them up, all gone for your sake
You got me real sad, it’s always this way
God I‘m so depressed but I‘m always this way
Oh no need to ask, I‘ll just say I am okay
I am waiting for a ring, on my phone just any day
See you in a fiction where u‘ll maybe stay
See you in a fiction where you give me a „hey“ 

funfact: i dont like this song :3

u can tell me anything, i promise i'll keep it safe (p. nevrfall)

prod by @nevrfall
mix by @itsseele

I found myself looking for you
I will always find a way to adore you.
That's not normal.
That's not
That's not normal.

It's raining and pouring outside
​(outside)
But I hope that you're doing all right.
​(Alright)
Must be having the time of your life, but for me and you
Now its goodbyes
We will never meet again, not even as friends.
And if I'm being an honest girl
I am kinda glad.
because I am done regretting all those tears fall on my bed.

I picked them i chose them.
I picked them one by one.
All of these pictures they must be gone.
I'm pressing down red letters. I was thinking you're the one.
But then again, remember I was always in the wrong.

I blocked you on my phone.
I blocked you in my head.
(in my head)
Don't mind me just making sure you're never coming back.

I love my man David.
I'll listen to a friend
because he can give me something that will never end.

I can't believe it's all talk to you.
There's just no way that you thought this through.
How could I be so foolish?
Thinking you'd love me, maybe
Now you're acting clueless.
As if you weren't guilty

It's raining and pouring outside
​(outside)
But I hope that you're doing all right.
​(Alright)
Must be having the time of your life, but for me and you
Now its goodbyes
We will never meet again, not even as friends.
And if I'm being an honest girl
I am kinda glad.
because I am done regretting all those tears falling on my bed.

it's raining and pouring (p. nevrfall)

produced by @nevrfall (i love him <3)
enjoy <3

https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/track/5oDt4Eo8e3D4LYIKUPTnEq?si=ba7245bd2f584b99

lyrics:
Pretty lies, hoping u don’t lie
Trees begin to bloom and the colors are so bright
Walk beneath the blossoms of a pinkish tree, I‘ll hide 
Ur pretty fine, I like u best when u are mine 
Pretty lies but you don’t seem to lie
Lock u in my arms, u say I’d calm u when I stress
Lay here with me cause’ I really know u need some rest 
Know u need some rest

Say it to my face
As soon as she‘s leaving everything is tinted gray
Far away hear thunder break
This is fuckin’ stupid, baby why you doing this? 
She so cute I‘m fuckin losin‘ it
Call me psycho, yeah I think I‘m psycho
Thinking about you, now I feel my mind go
Thinking about her, now I feel my thoughts flow 
„U calm me when u talking“
Text me u never bothering

(Call me psycho, yeah I think I‘m psycho
Thinking about you, now I feel my mind go
Thinking about her, now I feel my thoughts flow 
„U calm me when u talking“
Text me u never bothering)


Pretty lies, hoping u don’t lie
Trees begin to bloom and the colors are so bright
Walk beneath the blossoms of a pinkish tree, I‘ll hide 
Ur pretty fine, I like u best when u are mine 
Pretty lies but you don’t seem to lie
Lock u in my arms, u say I‘d calm u when I stress
Lay here with me cause‘ I really know u need some rest
Know u need some rest

pretty, please (p. nevrfall)

*not my song, its a cover. all credits go to sewerperson n nevrfall*
i love this song

original:
https://soundcloud.com/sewerperson/make-believe-nevrfall?si=2ba4726d1ee44b73b3103e7306dcb295&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

lyrics:

you were sitting next to me
with ash blond hair
and its distant but i know the feelings still there
and im sick of fucking filtering
i barely breath air
when its lights out
but i know that the fear is still there
i kept a quarter on the centrepiece for u to destress
3 in the morning and 4 at sunset
u know
everything is make believe inside of your chest
i got pieces i lost i can never get back

swim through the dark and i made it right back
nights on the porch smoking on some blue pack
31st to the 4th i could never change that
cough sounding horse felt my lungs turn black

turn from the door stepping on the fall leaves
everythings forever if u make urself believe
from the bong huolon blowing out a blueberry
every time im too gone it seem ur always calling me

come slow down its alright now
silent sounds baby quiet down
i told u its alright now
shame it broke down u cant hide now

tall green grass i need to lie down
days that stretch on past sundown
off of my chest i cant find out
if what we promised would still apply now

you were sitting next to me
with ash blond hair
and its distant but i know the feelings still there
and im sick of fucking filtering
i barely breath air
when its lights out
but i know that the fear is still there
i kept a quarter on the centrepiece for u to destress
3 in the morning and 4 at sunset
u know
everything is make believe inside of your chest
i got pieces i lost i can never get back

sewerperson - make believe, cover

a lil sewerperson cover had to ai the beat so u can hear bits of miles at some parts but tried my best to seperate it.

https://soundcloud.com/sewerperson/turn-u-on-nevrfall

lyrics;
Yeah, I knew she would break my heart
I knew she would, but I let it happen
I'm hopeless in many ways
Guess it probably wouldn't have worked out anyways
Sick of holding back tears on the better days (On the better days)
All these people through my window start to look the same (Look the same)
All this damage on my brain act like it novocaine
Who am I when playing God? I should've known my place (Known my place, uh)

Twenty-two, it's the after party
Breathe slow, baby girl
We still try to keep composure in this broken world (Broken world)
I watch rain roll off my roof onto the flooded grounds (On the flooded ground)
I could always hold myself when I need calming down

Tell me if I take too long
I just wanna turn you on
T-turn you on, mm

Tell me if I take too long (Take too long)
I just wanna turn you on (Wanna turn you on)
Turn you on (I wanna turn you, mm-mm-mm-mm)
Rip through the phone books
She grip me by the heart (She grip me by the heart)
Plenty left me broken, but the way you do it turns me on (Turn me on)
Why's this summer so long?
Mm, yeah

turn u on (sewerperson)

produced by the goat @nevrfall

lyrics:

i’m looking at the sky
then i’m looking at my bed
haven’t gone outside
and honestly i rlly don’t care
it’s rlly pissing me off 
how u think that i’m unfair
ur being naive
honestly it’s a lot to bear 

ITS RLLY BOTHERING ME
THAT U THINK IM EVIL
OH UR ONE TO TALK
UR SUCH A DIRTY WHORE
I TOLD MY LITTLE BRO DONT OPEN THAT DOOR
SHE HAS A PRETTY FACE BUT GOD SHES A WHORE
UR BEGGING IN UR SLEEP
OH MY GOD UR UNREAL
I SCREAM INTO THE MIC
CUS I GOT A LOT TO SPILL
THEY DONT KNOW WHAT I TALK ABOUT
THEY THINK ITS A FIB
AND ALL MY FRIENDS THEY LACK HONESTY
I DONT RLLY CARE

i’ve been going thru a lot
for a long time
and they don’t even know
they don’t even care to ask
and god it hurts me so much
when i talk about my past
but i have to, give context 
i got tonics, in my stomach
it’s rlly burning, i gotta thug it out
the voices haunting me
they’re calling me
to escape 
they wanna get out

u say ur with ur friend (withur friend)
it’s been hurting (hurting)
my depression (depression)
i’ll take medicine (medicine)
look at my bed again
i don’t wanna go outside 
it’s the fourth time
oh my god its bed rot 
i don’t wanna leave, but i got to
it’s rlly killing me
i don’t know what to do 

UR SUCH A LITTLE PRICK
I WOULD SAY IT TO UR FACE
AND HOW WOULD UR DAD KNOW
HE RAISED A DISGRACE
HEY COME TALK TO ME
I GOT A LOT TO SAY
I FUCKING HATE U
AND EVERYTHING U BRING
i can’t lie u changed me
for the worst and baby i’m not the same
i can’t lie u changed me
and i’m not the same tristin

ur so naive (p. nevrfall)

produced by @nevrfall

Bruises on my body I want more
Told me that you love what for?
Anxious to my core
Scared of being recognised
Every time I post a pic
That’s why its black and white
Bruises on my body I want more
Told me that you love what for?
Anxious to my core
Scared of being recognised
Every time I post a pic
That’s why its black and white

I’ve been getting terrified 
You can look into to my eyes
You can tell me what you find
Why you looking mortified?
Tell me was it too much?
Tell me was it too much?

I’ve been hearing voices
Telling me not to trust
I’ve been tasting poison
Ever since we fell in love
Then you’re always telling me
That I’m not enough
I couldn’t avoid you

Bruises on my body I want more
Told me that you love what for?
Anxious to my core
Scared of being recognised
Every time I post a pic
That’s why its black and white
Bruises on my body I want more
Told me that you love what for?
Anxious to my core
Scared of being recognised
Every time I post a pic
That’s why its black and white

anxious (nevrfall)

produced by ‪nevrfall‬ 
featuring Vails 
song by wes & Vails

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[lyrics]
make me feel alive
take me somewhere else
i dont feel alive
youre the fix to my bad health
oh cant let you out
when im with you 
i feel like sombebody else
oh cant let you out
kinda wanna die when
youre not around

good for u 
baby i dont think
that  im good for u
t- t- tell me what you wanna do
wanna do
w- wanna do, wanna do, wanna do 
good for me
baby i dont think
that youre good for me
t- t- tell me how its gonna be
gonna be, gonna be, gonna be

i thought it would change
but i was so wrong
i thought bout mistakes
that i made on the way to the end
i hate the way that you said goodbye
hope i feel better tonight
and i thought that i was good for you
and i thought that i was good for you

good for u 
baby i dont think
that  im good for u
t- t- tell me what you wanna do
wanna do
w- wanna do, wanna do, wanna do 
good for me
baby i dont think
that youre good for me
t- t- tell me how its gonna be
gonna be, gonna be, gonna be

good for you w/ Vails (nevrfall)

nevrfall
mix, master, lyrics by me
(lyrics)
take me before
the grave claims my soul
i gave to you
my heart

and u wanted me
until the hype dies
until the day's night
thats how its been right
i been all alone here
i dont want to be alone

oh no whats wrong
been here before

everyone wanted me
but then the hype dies
taking all my life
so i dont have mine
i gave u my all
while i was in the rut alone
u just want me in night time
never let u heal right
still i answer your calls
i just wanna be there
hearing u until we're done

here before (nevrfall)

this is a cover of "Hardwood Floors" by Sewerperson, produced by Nevrfall & Branwen

Sewerperson - Hardwood Floors prod. nevrfall x branwen (COVER)

Undecided

AL3JO x Creeps x lyco! - Undecided (nevrfall x branwen)

"i won‘t look away cause i love that she‘s here"

produced by @nevrfall 

lyrics:
(You are my home
When you are not here 
I feel alone)

You are my home
When you are not here 
I feel alone
I see you in a couple weeks
Till then i hope you remember me

Her face and her hair
Keep me locked with my stare
And i won’t look away cause i love that she‘s here
She says i love you and gives me a kiss
Babe give me your hand
Pull me further from this

Hey babe i hope you are okay 
Right now i am missing your face
Can you just stay with me
For the rest of this day
Now it‘s getting real late
And i‘ll drive you home safe 
Her mum don’t gotta worry
Babe just keep your eyes on me

Lookin way to stunnin for my eyes to see
You way too pretty for me but you deny it anyways
My life is getting colored when i am just seeing your face
I don’t think you understand how much you doing to me
Btw i love you, okay?
Baby i got time for you any day
Baby i just love the way you say my name
„Hey, how are you?“
„I am doing great“

(Baby why you got that look all on your face?
I want to see you happy everyday
Come in to my arms and make my heart beat
Cause you make my feelings go crazy)

YOU ARE MY HOME
WHEN YOU ARE NOT HERE
I FEEL ALONE
I HATE THAT YOU ARE SO FAR AWAY
I HOPE IN YEARS I STILL KISS YOU BABE

enjoy :)

i won't look away cause i love that she's here

Antonio Alejo Carver is an artist, singer, songwriter,  and rapper from Willimantic, Connecticut. He co-founded ATO Entertainment alongside OSLEY and Rudy.wav, a creative collective with fellow artists Creeps and lyco!. His music features styles of hip hop, emo rap and alternative.

22 | songwriter, producer, engineer and vocalist

i make what i want my music isnt for everyone

email - m@scars.online

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The meaning behind my name is "The idea of the Reaper is cool yet scary to me & I live within the shadows of everyone and everything"


I make music about my struggles, frustrations, & Passions
I play video games, watch anime, & Chill with my friends when I'm not making music

@angelsofsorrows l is my close friend and mixes my songs along with my other close friend @joshiguess huge shoutout to them wouldn't be able to pursue music without their help

stream my music on all platforms <3
msg for collabs

𝘴𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘴 𝘣𝘶𝘳𝘯 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘧𝘪𝘳𝘦

covers, mainly sewerperson some bands probably

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