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sunshine + im terrified (interlude)

I still need you 
Do you need me?
Ur love is ice cold 
And I’m freezing 
I won’t leave you 
Dont leave me
Where’d the years go?
There fading 

I still need you 
Do you need me?
Ur love is ice cold 
And I’m freezing 
I won’t leave you 
Dont leave me
Where’d the years go?
There fading 

Would you even care if I’m not here 
I was so faded wearing moncler 
I need prescriptions not to feel fear 
I wake up everyday but I’m still here 

The earth is in rotation but it stops when your around 
I can’t feel my feelings I can’t feel my own frown 
Everyone is after me it’s hard for me to stand my ground 
I just feel useless everyday year round 

Yea yea yea 

Let me take a sip 
Swerving in my friends whip 
Let me take a trip 
Xanax or klonopins 
I feel sad again 
wouldnt wan do that again 
If ur heaven sent 
Then why the devil is on my bed?

I’ve came out of the mud 
I’m a muck I’m so yuck 
Everybody in my phone 
Don’t give a fuck 
Won’t give a fuck 
Maybe I’ll feel fine when I’m drunk 
Double fisting cups of bud
Then I spark a blunt 
Then watch the girl I love run

watch her run from me

produced by melon
guitar neverforever
w/ @seenyona

lyrics:
ive been sleeping here, all my life
cant fall asleep, i tried, not hard enough
paper towels seal the wounds at my side
am i hollow on the inside, cant leak no blood

i sit in silence, try my best to keep myself out this hell
im so dramatic, but at times this life just doesnt feel real
go on and push me down that well that i cant get out myself
when i just start to overthink, god save me, there's no way back

your love in bundles, im carried away
holding your guard, protecting a queen
surrounded in stone, behind moats and lakes
you hold out your hand, i cant help but break

the kindness you show me, could never repay
releasing my hips, all i do is sway
i feel like a child, is this all okay?
you are my first, dont take advantage of me

fireflies

nevrfall
mix, master, lyrics by me
(lyrics)
take me before
the grave claims my soul
i gave to you
my heart

and u wanted me
until the hype dies
until the day's night
thats how its been right
i been all alone here
i dont want to be alone

oh no whats wrong
been here before

everyone wanted me
but then the hype dies
taking all my life
so i dont have mine
i gave u my all
while i was in the rut alone
u just want me in night time
never let u heal right
still i answer your calls
i just wanna be there
hearing u until we're done

here before (nevrfall)

I thought that you loved me but you had someone else
And I thought maybe it’s better if i don’t know you too well
I’m stupid, addicted to love when it’s fair
I’d break all of these bones, if I could hold you there 

No better, take all the clothes that you want
Invested, in learning, why you don’t talk to me much
Forget it
I’m falling 
Into the mould that you made
My body malleable I can’t contort it again 

I thought that you loved me but you had someone else
And I thought maybe it’s better if i don’t know you too well
I’m stupid, addicted to love when it’s fair
I’d break all of these bones, if I could hold you there 

I know your smile is proud
Too proud to let me down 
And when you hold me, embrace it
I’m done being scared now
Who lays in the dark
And pass through my arms
I could start to see forever
Never been this far
Hope my hands feel safe
Fingers below your waist 
I’ll be gentle don’t worry
It’s hard cause I’m not
Used to somebody 
Being all that I want

I thought that you loved me but you had someone else
And I thought maybe it’s better if i don’t know you too well
I’m stupid, addicted to love when it’s fair
I’d break all of these bones, if I could hold you there 
There’s birds laughing at me
But don’t know why I’m here
I’ll spend every moment
Looking over this pier
I thought that you loved me
No I guess I was wrong
I’ll stand over the edge 
Wind is coming in strong

someone else

brain zaps w/ vails

produced by melon
w/ @seenyona

lyrics:
i dont know, nothing
do you even got a heart
well you can take mine
if you cant seem to find urs
yeah we're not even talking
i think that we fell apart
dont want us to hurt, no more
this is the best for us

but god knows i want this bad
pity in your smile, when you kiss him back
dont you miss what we had
see you off every hour
id find your path
oh my, im so shy
i tremble near ur thights
oh my, oh hi 
i dont think you realize
i want you too

come back, im waiting
if i had a chance id take it
no one else makes me feel that way
feeling like dead weight
nobody can relate
i dont even know you so well
anyways i had to tell
that i love you still

weight

everything by me

i appreciate each and every one of you to no ends.
though i physically can't output as much as i used to,
the support that i see unto the projects i do put out whenever i can enough
makes me feel so eternally grateful, infinitely.

thank you for being here.

take care
x

stuck up in a way
i don't wanna stay
perpetually stung
i'll delegate all that my brain
could ever dare to trust

stifled and gray, 
counting the space no one has laid across
a bitterful base 
crushed by the frame
i'm over the taste

they smother 
they bother me
i wonder what's left to see
take me back, to '23
i'll chew on glass
since that's what seems to color me

i'm static with change
a perpetual stasis
imprinted in vain
as the vessel is vacant
the ache and it's ways,
given all i've created,
its all torn away
as i bottle up hatred

and down with the chase
falsify the elation
the moment i wake,
still restrained to these braces
perpetually stray with the frequent of grace
from the view of the naked
it's never okay

and i feel it always
i feel it all ways
okay
okay
okay

the days i waste have me appalled
of everything i used to call a home,
for i have tamed the grave 
that wrote itself to just erase

dice; 
fell upon a single side, for you
out of touch yet still alive
(ay)
sickly body, muddled mind
despite, somehow this has sufficed



they smother 
they bother me
i wonder what's left to see
take me back, to '23
i'll chew on glass
since that's what seems to color me

suffice

lyrics ;

always and forever more
you can find me falling right back to your door
always and forever more
always and forever more

yeah I'd be lying if I said I didn't think about you
and I'd be lying if I said I couldn't get my mind off of you
and all the things that you do they drive me crazy, yeah
and I'm up every night thinking about how
how I can't get enough of you

always and forever more
you can find me falling right back to your door
always and forever more
always and forever more
and all the things that you do they drive me crazy, yeah
always and forever more
always and forever more

and they say I'm crazy
it's only been two months and I'm wrapped right 'round that finger
baby, you got me feeling things I never thought I'd feel again
you got a hold on me and I can't let go
and I can't stop this feeling when I feel my head spin
yeah, you got me right where you want me, babe

you got a hold on me and I can't let go
and I can't stop this feeling when I feel my head spin
you got me right where you want me

always and forever more
you can find me falling right back to your door
always and forever more
always and forever more
and all the things that you do they drive me crazy, yeah
always and forever more
always and forever more

forever more (recyclebin, lewisgoing)

day 1

lyrics

crashing out, ripping the petals
i'm lost but trust me theres levels
the script telling me to stay put
while my conscious struggling to settle

i wish that i could be better
but i blow seeds that fall on the gravel
i'm holding on to the iris
like its part of my vision but it do not matter

we do not matter
u touched my soul and my heart it splattered
i’m numb in the snow, gets worse in summer
one day i rose to try reach the summit

forgot the clock
i'm taking my time in my finding my lover
a drip starts the flow i’m doing a runner
coz i gotta go, i cant overgrow 
i will just drown and lie in soil

just drop off u making me boil
i cant go on like this, i’m loyal
my roots cant be touched 
the view here is lush 
i gave u my vines and u sat there and clapped like a royal

i feel a slight breeze from foyer
i let my guard down out in the lobby
i open the doors to crush all the dreams that i had set forth
to count up this money

i'm losing sleep to stay still in this hurry
this lifes a flash one blink and im hungry
but what’d i accomplish, what’d i achieve
i stare at the wall thinking how funny

hilarious even
i'm counting the steps to the gates and its never even
i'm holding the fruits in the garden of eden
i'm holding the key to the soul and its freedom

just let me rot
i'll be ok if you want to stop
i'll be the same
maybe I got it all messed up
don't be the same in this world, thats why they all left us

you can let go of that weapon now
I planted the seeds, controlling the ground
if I can give you a glimpse of what is going on

I'll have you know x 8
this world ain't always cold

garden of eden

garden of eden (jacob vallen)

recipe for disaster (jacob vallen)

IV ♱ 21
i've given everything

how could i have known it was limited time

here before (nevrfall)

chasecomeback

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