Every second's important
I just wanna see your face
Void of all feeling before this
Guess there's a time and a place

Sweat on my palms
I don't know what to say
Wonder went wrong
Thought it would feel the same
Cried out for help
But no one was listening
Drag me through mud and then act surprised
I cover my eyes
but I see straight through your disguise
Mutual feelings arise
This won't end till one of us dies

Every second's important
I just wanna see your face
Void of all feeling before this
Guess there's a time and a place
I know it's long overdue
Find it hard to live without you

overdue

forget your face
i cant replace you
please stay with me
ignore your issues

i braced for when the waves hit
it weighs me down
i cant swim
couldnt bring myself to face it
whats left of you is faceless

took from me
everything
i cant believe
im in missery

faceless

prod. by me :)
lyrics~
youre digging under my skin
i dont really care though
you make it about yourself
everyone is below you

and you let this happen
youve left me no options
cant look but you have to
once starts theres no stopping
i let myself break it
my mind is decaying
i let myself love you
guess i was mistaken

feel my body rot away
and i know the truth
you let me believe that i was for you
took my hand at sixteen
left and thought youd miss me
of what i thought i guessed wrong
i find it hard to stay strong

i know that i cant win
depleted my options
i missed but i dont wanna aim again

depleted

is there anyone home?

lyrics

[mæsk]

i cant listen to to u speak, gone and not coming back
she’s the one that fucked me up 
now she wanna blame her past now
feeling sloshed baby so u wanna talk now
i just needa stop 4 ur pushing me around

i should not
but now she in my arms
the face that look like heaven but behind 
its a ahhhhh
she calls my name like a saint
she fucked me up
but when in arms we can run it back

im running back on my own, dirt shoes
but she right on my neck to pay her dues
she said “i just hate it, i dont wanna make it if im not with you”
know ur on ur own on this one
but i can make it fun
my angel speaks, i wont listen
i think the horns have won

[flesh]
you can say you're sorry all you want know you dont mean it
you just wanted someone you could fuck and share your weed with
never really gave a shit about how i was feeling
im a hollow body to you none of it had meaning

hollow bodies w/ flesh golem (flesh x nihil空)

from this past semester
dont rly feel attached to this anymore but its too good to scrap
prod. @deadyami <3
hope u enjoy

lyrics:
part of the problem’s always guessing where you went
i’m always back to that evening
i’ve tried to focus on the present since you left 
you know damn well it aint easy

so try as i may
im falling to pieces
when you’re not here

another step in the wrong direction
im losing grip on whats real 
if we’d just focus on communication
then i probably wouldn’t be here

so try as i may
im falling to pieces
when you’re not here
the sky’s far too grey
for me to get
over you this year

another case of what if
i know its face value but
theres still something there 
got my attention with a
post, not a mention and i
wish i didn’t care, i
will never get away
i’ll always be the same
i’m trapped in my room
i’m thinking of you again
i’ll never get away
i’ll always be the same
i’m trapped in my room
i’m thinking of you again

i’ll never get away
i’ll always be the same

so try as i may
im falling to pieces
when you’re not here
the sky’s far too grey
for me to get
over you this year
i’ll never get away
i’ll always be the same
i’m trapped in my room
i’m thinking of you again

telegraph, a motion picture [dead yami]

scrap from learning to lose
+ alternate art i did not end up using
prod. @wisssery
much love, enjoy <3

i wrote the lyrics in a notebook so i will not be putting them here my bad guys hope u can understand

middle ground [wisssery]

Produced by @pekarot_161 & @xlhc
Mixed by @decksmusic
Mastered by Bryan Shortell @shordeli
Art by BunillaBunz

LYRICS
It's a hat I wear these days
It's just one of many
I keep a picture of you in my pocket
I'll commit this to memory
You are the missing piece I never knew I needed
But you fit in so seamlessly
And after all this time I still can't believe it
I found my family

But do I actually deserve it
I feel like a serpent
That slithered in to take
What is not his away
Impostor
I fear I'm an impostor
I shed my skin
I'm a monster
You let me in
Now I'm not sure if I can measure up

I'm not sure If I can be the one
To bear this weight on my shoulders
There's so much expected of me now
And I'm still tryna figure out
How to care for myself
While being there for someone else
It's not so easy
But I know that you'll be there for me as well

Listen on Spotify!

Dad Hat (Prod. Pekarot & Extra Large Holiday Card)

new acoustic single featuring the talented sophia milone!  

my new album 'for better or worse' releases THIS MONTH! March 24th!! Can't wait to share :)

Lyrics:
I've been searching through these blank pages 
story written in hidden language
follow the signs, to a different life 
I've been looking for
open up the door
I've been waiting for this to break 
all this hurting to turn into gain
darling tell me am I really falling 
cuz looking at you is like looking at scarlet 

(hook)
savior of my youth 
come here show me why I've been missing you 
searching for truth 
but then you opened up the door 
and I'm just staring through the framing into you

(soph)
deep impressions 
where I've been laying for what feels like months 
got up cold and tired 
routine habits push and shove 
tie up my grievance with a grimace 
and a cup of tea 
it seems romantic in your eyes 
but I wasn't being me 
I was looking but not for you 
a fountain hidden away just out of view 
a voice calls my name
did I hear that right 
follow it anyway
and walk right through the open door

(bridge)
for where this heading 
I thought there was nothing 
I looked at the timing 
that I put my trust in 
am I even ready 
is this even right 
but it all doesn't matter with how I feel tonight 
can we go on? 
if we don't where to start 
take me as I am 
if you can 
and ill keep you as the

open the door (feat. soph)[prod. King Theta]

Produced by Carlby
Guitar by @irby134
Vocals mixed by @decksmusic
Mastered by Michael Venia @veniamastering

LYRICS
It’s hard for me to make peace with this
Can’t shake this sense of abandonment
You left me feeling misplaced
Like I don’t really fit in
You were a friend to me back then
But now we’re broken irrevocably
It can’t be mended
Who knows what went on in your head
The path you chose was selfish

But I stuck out my neck anyway
And I believed you every time you swore to me that you’d change
The path you chose could only lead one way
Towards your self destruction and an early grave

But what about all those you left behind
At only twenty-five
That’s too young to die
To put your vice above your life
That’s suicide

Misplaced (Prod. w/ irby)

Oh
I told you I'd leave, I told you I'd leave
I told you I'd leave
I told you I'd leave, I told you I'd leave
I told you I'd leave
I told you I'd leave, I told you I'd leave
I told you I'd leave
I told you I'd leave, I told you I'd leave
I told you I'd leave
Now, don't say a word, I'm already gone
No letters or tears, this isn't a song
Just know I got love for you, carry on
I told you I'd leave
It's really been nice, you know what I mean
You knew all along this wasn't my scene
Now, don't be surprised I turned into steam
I told you I'd leave
There's no need to act like this is the end
And if it really is, we'll see one day when
Just know if you called me, I'd be a friend
I told you I'd leave
I told you I'd leave, I told you I'd leave
I told you I'd leave
I told you I'd leave, I told you I'd leave
I told you I'd leave
I told you I'd leave, I told you I'd leave
I told you I'd leave
I told you I'd leave, I told you I'd leave
I told you I'd leave
No, I'm not upset, not one little bit
In fact, I feel better now that I quit
If anything, thank you for making me sick
I told you I'd leave
There's so much to say, but I'm feeling mute
The light's not that bad, my wings are kind of cute
And yes, I'll admit you were kind of cute
I told you I'd leave
Just know if I stayed, I would've been worse
It's hard to have faith when you're under a curse
So if you still love me, go ahead, say it first
I told you I'd leave
I told you I'd leave, I told you I'd leave
I told you i

overdue

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