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outro

prod. flesh

lyrics:
double back, all the trouble from the past
who'd have thought that i would last, coulda had a heart attack
none of that, none of that, on the move i up a stat
made it through a quarter year, 22 is one the best
that i had, that i had, tryna balance out the bad
oh my goodness what a task, demons feeding off my back
cardiac, cardiac, miss a beat i'm losing track
tryna keep my cool intact, letting loose and cutting slack

never guessed i'd be proud of myself
out of breath, out of space, so i grounded myself
little steps will never win the race
but i can settle for another place
cause i'm not the best, really outed myself
as long as i can blend into a crowd i'm doing well
cause i'm afraid, and that will never change
fear's the only thing that keep me sane

second guessing everything it's only right it's only life, man
i'm a no one and i'm frightened
time will slip away i hope a memory suffices
stupid games and stupid prizes
scrape all the shake off
i could never, no, no i could never
yet i brace myself for takeoff
never better, no, never been better ever

never guessed i'd be proud of myself
out of breath, out of space, so i grounded myself
little steps will never win the race
but i can settle for another place
cause i'm not the best, really outed myself
as long as i can blend into a crowd i'm doing well
cause i'm afraid, and that will never change
fear's the only thing that keep me sane

little steps

original song by skele

produced by @irby314 & @jolst

support the original song-
https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt/iwishinevercalledback

lyrics -
https://genius.com/Lil-skele-i-wish-i-never-called-back-lyrics

my socials - 
twitter.com/whywewish
instagram.com/whywewish

i wish i never called back [cover] (p. irby & jolst)

i can sense a lie when you say it to my face
i collect the memories
they take me to a place
far away from home
its a plane i feel okay at
somewhere i can rest my mind
no worries
its my favorite

only hit me up when you want something from me
tried to take my heart
now its under lock and key
you claim to be bored again and im not entertaining
barely still alive and youre killing whats remaining

im okay
i promise
wasnt what you wanted
shouldve known to start with
but thats why i want it

homesick

sorry for the inactivity, working on some better music!

without you my day sucks (guda)

prod. by me :)
lyrics~
youre digging under my skin
i dont really care though
you make it about yourself
everyone is below you

and you let this happen
youve left me no options
cant look but you have to
once starts theres no stopping
i let myself break it
my mind is decaying
i let myself love you
guess i was mistaken

feel my body rot away
and i know the truth
you let me believe that i was for you
took my hand at sixteen
left and thought youd miss me
of what i thought i guessed wrong
i find it hard to stay strong

i know that i cant win
depleted my options
i missed but i dont wanna aim again

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@55depths

b-side of "si tu veux" 
from the EP:
"si tu dois"

doesn't this feel wrong?

lyrics:
think i fell in love
with a stranger
but it doesn't help
because you're not her, baby
i feel her arms around me
softly
tempting
unrelenting
and her fingers run along the jeans
you got me

i feel i'm pulling apart
at the seams again
i'll give you my heart
until the season ends
i feel i'm pulling apart
at the seams again
i'll give you my heart
until the season ends

one touch
lit eyes
long nights
in her eyes
love lost
sometimes
let go
i might
one touch
lit eyes
long nights
in her eyes
love lost
sometimes
let go
i might

i feel i'm pulling apart
at the seams again
i'll give you my heart
until the season ends
i feel i'm pulling apart
at the seams again
i'll give you my heart
until the season ends

stranger (her eyes)

maybe im dumb
im out of luck
can you just 
can you just 
be there
x2
be there when i fall back down
down
im
fade
im fading away
my mind dont feel the same no
i dont need to do what i been doing just to feel alive
can you walk me thru all the bullshit
i dont wanna fight it
and i dont wanna fight it
i dont wanna fight it let the process just go thru ur veins
im not impressive im just depressive
im fading away
my mind dont feel the same no
i dont need to do what i been doing just to feel alive
can you walk me thru all the bullshit
can you just 
can you just 
be there

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a lil different from normal, hope you still like it. 

Lyrics:
it hurts falling away
wishing for better days with you

mirror on my wall 
tell me its all my fault

getting you hurt
by my insecurities

in my head falling to 
pieces dead
knowing you know
he takes better care of you
better care of *you*

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flower petals ✾

Mixed/Mastered By Me 
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Produced By https://soundcloud.com/jolst & https://soundcloud.com/pekarot_161
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Lyrics

don't tell me how to be i don't wanna see
we fight, then more we talk  2 o'clock and i can't fucking sleep 
lining up that coke every night ya i won't fucking breathe 
saw u with some guy but that's a price to pay so 
i don't wanna move on way too fast no 
tell me u don't care 
just know i'm not surprised 
and i'm not sleeping tonight

hold me close to my head 
ima go mia u won't notice
ima leave u out every night 
leave u cause it's time
notice in my eyes i'll despise u till i die
u don't need me nah nah that's okay
cause ima vanish she want stay but i don't care hoe 
nah and don't u ever tell me how to be 

don't tell me how to be i don't wanna see
we fight, then more we talk  2 o'clock and i can't fucking sleep 
lining up that coke every night ya i won't fucking breathe 
saw u with some guy but that's a price to pay so 
i don't wanna move on way too fast no 
tell me u don't care 
just know i'm not surprised 
and i'm not sleeping tonight

we fight, then more we talk (jolst x pekarot)

Felt like it would be a good sad boy remix

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