💙💙💙🌃💙💙💙recently foun out that the summer ended

@dercept @remghost

and i dont know what i care for anymore
every single person turn tail and they ignore
all the time and dedication that we swore
that shit sent me burning flames straight into my core

and all those pretty lies
i get
that my time's compromised
i walk
towards the purple lights
bleached hair
and my life's a landmine

time keeps tickin away
dont stall just cut right to the chase
cold dead eyes on a pretty face
got me out gunned an arms race

and im wasting every day
i dont really fuckin know
what im doing anyway
so (i dont know)
i stay up to 3 am
melatonin in my head
cuz i just cant go to bed

and i cant
just be myself
but i hate
that someone else
in my head
is always somewhere
fighting
against my conscious

landmine

WHAT U NEED by The Underd0g

featuring POPSTARBILLS AND KILLMESUMDAY

PRODUCED BY CURTAINS

LINK TO MUSIC VIDEO:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sUV8bgTsNs0&list=LLBX2-YKtwERAnw6VRrJkecg

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What U Need ft. Popstarbills & Killmesumday (prod. Curtains) (-VIDEO LINK IN THE DESCRIPTION-)

next to you (prod. eric godlow)

w/ @bhertuy
prod @recyclexbin

eunhae:

when i wake up no i don’t feel okay
i don’t wanna go another day 
where i’m alone and i can’t see your face
nothing else amounts to the pain

when i’m without you it gets scary
it gets dark and my vision gets blurry
i can’t believe i saw you at that party
all over her cause you were off the molly

i can’t believe i’m going through this again
i just want to think i made you up in my head
it’d be so easy to feel something if all along it wasn’t real it’s kinda comforting
people think i’m crazy no wonder no one fucks with me
honestly i’m all alone unless i’m in my dreams

bhertuy: 

and you can say anything you want
it's not my fault I lost my all
rejects receive that's what i got 
refresh my feed that's what i lost

and i'm just thinking alright 
let me cut cut you out of my simple life 
cuz i just realised 
im the one who write 
how i still fucked up my rights
is what had got me to deny

i can't believe i'm going through this again ft. bhertuy

produced + mastered by @xona
mixed by me

realize
take time, get your mind right
see the line where pointing fingers gets the spotlight
feed the fire that opens up in my brain
and when the stare comes at you, i hope it cuts all your veins because
medusa, take a breath if you knew her
sacrifice my blood, flesh, and tears before i lose her
and when the stars fall, i crawl back to bed
snakes flowing out the garden, they implant in my head
-
you should think about the times when i said that shit was worthless, worthless (just let me be)
i know what you want
won't let you turn me to stone
that's not the picture you want to paint
-
realize
take time, get your mind right
see the line where pointing fingers gets the spotlight
feed the fire that opens up in my brain
and when the stare comes at you, i hope it cuts all your veins because
medusa, take a breath if you knew her
sacrifice my blood, flesh, and tears before i lose her
and when the stars fall, i crawl back to bed
snakes flowing out the garden, they implant in my head

spotify + apple music

medusa, xona

@55depths

b-side of "si tu veux" 
from the EP:
"si tu dois"

doesn't this feel wrong?

lyrics:
think i fell in love
with a stranger
but it doesn't help
because you're not her, baby
i feel her arms around me
softly
tempting
unrelenting
and her fingers run along the jeans
you got me

i feel i'm pulling apart
at the seams again
i'll give you my heart
until the season ends
i feel i'm pulling apart
at the seams again
i'll give you my heart
until the season ends

one touch
lit eyes
long nights
in her eyes
love lost
sometimes
let go
i might
one touch
lit eyes
long nights
in her eyes
love lost
sometimes
let go
i might

i feel i'm pulling apart
at the seams again
i'll give you my heart
until the season ends
i feel i'm pulling apart
at the seams again
i'll give you my heart
until the season ends

stranger (her eyes)

@55depths
@aurasrevenge
@giabellee

do you remember? 
i started to again.

prod. and mixed by me
thx alex and gia<3
video: https://youtu.be/JT3Tf9qXyrQ

lyrics:
(dth)
like salt in a wound
i've been all consumed
i've wasted my time
i've wasted a life
and with nothing to prove
just a burden to you
is this goodbye?
is it goodbye?

(aura)
ripping out the poem that i wrote for you out of your hand
it hurts seeing u with another man
looking a fool wasn't destined inside of my plan
i don't think i'll ever get out of the sand

but i always knew i wasn't enough 
yeah i hate myself just enough for the both of us
now im confused,
because this is goodbye, but you're someone i don't wanna lose

(dth)
am i fool for keeping notes
back from when you wrote me?
sleeping soundly on the bedroom floor
i fucked things up for sure
(is it goodbye?)
(is this goodbye?)

like salt in a wound
i've been all consumed
i've wasted my time
i've wasted a life
and with nothing to prove
just a burden to you
is this goodbye?
is it goodbye?
like salt in a wound
i've been all consumed
i've wasted my time
i've wasted a life
and with nothing to prove
just a burden to you
is this goodbye?
is it goodbye?

getting closure
i wanna take it back
i know you're hurting deep inside
and i'm the cause of that
i gotta know for sure
i need to see your face
maybe things were never really
at the time or place

(outro)
i wish i met you now
because i still think back to those nights
and how we hated saying goodbye
i just wish we could start fresh
but i wasn't the person i could have been for you
and you had to leave
sometimes we still meet
but only in dreams

is this goodbye? w/ killaura and giabelle

featuring @caspywaspy
produced by michael harrison

pendant on my neck, what’s it for?
a small reminder to always go forward
an old friend comes to town on the fourth
i hope he gets a sense of remorse

i used to feed into your lies (what a waste of time…)
you had the nerve to look me right in my eyes when, behind the scenes you were a dirty little liar
i don’t mean to start a fire, but you know i’m right

(casperrr)
you took my trust and put it underneath your feet
you set fire on purpose to every single bridge 
we had to cross and there's no more you and me 
it hurts me to hate you but i can't love some1 that's so sick 

you watch me tear it down like you used to
but still, the blame is always on you

(casperrr)
i saw you fuck up your life like i'm used too
but still, i can't ever correct u 

and you’re not drinking, promise right?
just like your father, i hate that
you give me millions of reasons for payback
what you did was enough for me
you should’ve taken the gun and fucking blown at your feet
i wouldn’t watch, i wouldn’t stare
because i’m not in it for a scare
but i’d cry
for an old friend who hates my glare 

(casperrr)
but im crying for somebody i
used to love like a brother
i still tried to revive
the friendship among all of the fights
rn its do or die 
but i think ill just push u to the side
-
old friend, can you hear me?
can you even see it clearly now?

spotify

old friend (ft. casperrr)

got the whole gangy on dis song <33

dudley got his first cover art awwww

holy shit that girl hurt me but hey it results in good music :P

lil message to the homies in this (scroll down 4 lyrics):
had such a fun new year's weekend with u all, and i rly enjoyed the time we spent tg. take a sec to read the lil letters i wrote u :) luv u guys

@kryst3n holy shit i alr known u for literal YEARS thats insane. it's hard to believe we were like 14 when we first played brawlhalla and now we literally linked twice and got super close. had so much fun chillin wit u and makin this song. our voices together is such a beautiful thing and i wanna make sm more with u. thanks for bein a rly good friend despite how shitty i cld be sometimes. ly bro, cheers to more memories <333 cheesy OUT.

@claudesdiary no clue where to even start with u. i. always. looked. up. to. you. best cousin ever to say the least. i always felt like that annoying lil brother to you, but i hope you see through that. i know im out of control a lot and say sum rly out of pocket stuff, but the fact u love me for being myself and keeping me company means the absolute world. words cannot describe how much of an impact u had on my life, would not be makin music if it wasn't for u cuzzo, and tbh i feel a lot less alone when we hang at family gatherings. so thankful for every moment we spend together fr, u been my boy since day 0 jay ilysm < 3

@assperrr I FUCKIN LUV U SWOOZ. i cant make this shit up bro, some of the things u say got me laughin for so long i gotta mute my mic on calls, n when we linked i was DEAD. never change, u got a rly good vibe and can positively affect the ppl around u. hope we can continue to get closer cuz u honestly one of my closest homies in the community. keep doin yo thing, lets make more music soon and link again much luv dawg

if u aint swooz jesse or jay WHY DID U READ THIS SHIT OMG

lyrics:

all my bones are so dismantled
all these feelings i can’t handle
make these plans you always cancel
just my soul; it’s all i gambled

i would give more just to share the same feelings
no you can’t feel it, no you can’t feel it
i’m so far gone you’re the only one to heal me
no you can’t hear me, no you can’t hear me

break my bones and ur pulling away
i could hardly hold on to anything
you say now
so pull me close
and say were not done
ive been tryna write songs but its hard
when the cats got ur tongue
hit my head on the wall 
till im banged up and bruised
make a song cuz its easier
than talking to you (about it)

you’re stabbing my back when i never would
it’s easy to say that i never could
lead you on, lead you on
theres nothing left
you can’t prove me wrong

i would give more just to share the same feelings
no you can’t feel it, no you can’t feel it
i’m so far gone you’re the only one to heal me
no you can’t hear me, no you can’t hear me

all plats

lead u on w/ kryst3n [prod. king theta x claude x asperr]

[LYRICS]
there’s blood in my mouth i’m licking it up 
you wanna go down but i don’t give a fuck
no you better be you better be you better be

sleeping with your eyes wide open 
leave ‘em in the dirt while he choking
and i got my knives out showing
cut you in the throat i ain’t joking
lay my bones down to rest
no i don’t like when you flex 
i’ll snatch that chain off ur chest
i’ll put it on when i’m next 

one shot is all i got
i’m not bout to drop 
everything that i’ve been
fighting so hard for 
look at me now you said 
i’m just an eyesore 
100 rounds, when we show
i think it’s time you pay me back what u owe
i told u a hundred times, u should know
now u leakin bloody red on the snow
@nokerbforever :
tear my heart out cause i don't think that u know now
all the things you've done they fucked me up bad 
i'm just having fun, shoot around with my gun
i can see u wanna run, i just wanna see u down
cause i'm running with my knife, cut
yeah that bitch is all talk
tell that hoe to shut up
i don't wanna hear u talk
yeah we're about to have a one on one
imma shut you up real fast
clearly u dont wanna fight
i feel so undone
i don't think that u know
but my heart's made of stone
and u just tore it down
tearing it down
i can hear u loud
u got a long tongue
to step on

sleeping with your eyes wide open 
leave ‘em in the dirt while he choking
and i got my knives out showing
cut you in the throat i ain’t joking
lay my bones down to rest
no i don’t like when you flex 
i’ll snatch that chain off ur chest
i’ll put it on when i’m next 

mastered by kerby :3
thank you guys for listening you rock! <3 ^-^

EYESORE

EYESORE w/ NOKERB [Rapsy Beats]

maybe i should've asked her...

@decksmusic u rly bodied me on this lmao thank u sm for doin this for me ily

@zupehr we havent made rock in like a year, so so glad we locked in and made a hit together like we used to back in 2021 <333

>lyrics<

time is moving faster
turn my skull into plaster
nothing really matters
life is such a disaster

maybe i shouldve asked her
but im turning the chapters
now we're moving on right?
hoping i'll be alright

gimme a break i just need to settle down
i think as of late, it ain’t easy comin round
i don’t wanna fall on fate, i know it’ll let me down
so i take it by the day, hoping it comes back around
i hang on every word u say
& its debilitating
i’ll wait for night to turn to day
& watch the skyline fading

(incoherent bridge lyrics)

time is moving faster
turn my skull into plaster
nothing really matters
life is such a disaster

maybe i shouldve asked her
but im turning the chapters
now we're moving on right?
hoping i'll be alright

turning chapters w/ decks [prod. zupehr]

@55depths
@bleedteam
@zephyrcove
@und0thismess
artist and producer
"do it again" w/ eunhae out everywhere!

i can feel you still,
a sovereign ghost
persuades my will.

stranger (her eyes)

deathright

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