two faced//kennedyxoxo

Heylog, Abbot, Polar - Honestly, I Wasn't Listening

glass +guardin (noahmadethiss)

please dont leave me now
i cant be alone
i cant go out on my own
i get so worked up crawling through the mud
i dont think i can get out

wait
im asleep
when i wake
ill forget
ill get up
draw a breath
try to make you understand me

these things take time
i get it
im not the one who said it
make me believe you meant it
trying to not regret it

worked up

rain w/ xona [p. jolst x 88STRAIT x xona]

with skele  soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt  <3

Greenwood:
Finish me in dark light
Overworked and so tired
Holding on, you’re so tight
Thought that I’d be alright
But you couldn’t see me like you couldn’t know where I’m at 
(you couldn’t know where I’m at)
Thought you didn’t need to, thought you knew me better than that

Listen to the rain, does it ever stop?
Parallel to all the shit that we’ve got going on
If you called I’m not convinced we couldn’t figure out
A way to fix it but I swear it’s getting bigger now
And you were lonely, I get that now
I could always find a reason to come around
The only way I knew how to come back down
Think I had you for a moment, I don’t know how

Think I been that
I’ve been everything you wanted before the impact
Least you could’ve done is kept the moment intact
Now it finds me in my dreams you couldn’t fix that
Crack it like a six pack,
Nah, haven’t drank in a minute
Skip the function cause the substance had me feel like I’m finished
Love these people but I really think I needed some distance
Said it to your face and I don’t know if you listened
Cause nothing feels like it’s different 

Finish me in dark light
Overworked and so tired
Holding on, you’re so tight
Thought that I’d be alright
But you couldn’t see me like you couldn’t know where I’m at 
(you couldn’t know where I’m at)
Thought you didn’t need to, thought you knew me better than that

Skele:
want you to look at me
like i’m for show
i feel it heavy whenever it snows
i’m in the forest
the spirits are showing me hope
baby i know that you’re screaming
i’m not hearing it
lately i can’t even tell you what the fuck i’m feeling is
i just need a reason i don’t wanna disappear again
i’m driving way too fast
i’m so gone
i’m not steering it
lay me on the bed
stain it red
where the bleeding is

i thought you knew me better
and i always shake all night
what happened to us in december
i stayed behind

i’m in the bed where we slept
where he held me
i’m so in love with the fantasy
i was with him
in the evergreens
he’ll never know
what it meant to me

Quiet Afterwards (w/ skele)

you could get somewhere if you shut your mouth
six shooter spinning lately let me down
in too deep you dont want me now
in too deep you should pull me out

aim for my throat girl
i dont even choke love
give me some more
im a ghost when im inside of you
we rot on the floor
dont stop
gimme it all love
i shouldve know
my friends all told me that youre going out and talking alone

i dont feel much better after all this time
you should let me choke and pretend you tried
you should fill my throat with some morph and wine
so i cant feel a thing i feel like nothing else is going right

stab me to watch me bleed
youve taken all that i am
my friends are leaving me
dont know how long i have left

i shouldve know what youre pulling me for 
dont stop now
i feel like i could do more

is your father not bored
youre dressed like a whore
everytime you go out you fuck 5 or more
alcohol 
theres no alcohol
you swear you get pissed
no you dont at all

and you can try to change me
ur time is wasted 
you might be deluded need a milli to persuade me
my bones are breaking
harvest wasted
drop me in the shit so you can flush me vacant

vacant

drops on all platforms - friday 13th june 💫

produced by: @prodjolst
featuring: @ripskele

and i know i look high im jus tired 
she weren’t the one she was lyin 
i jus poured up a 4 of the pinewood 
i jus switched up the plug now i’m flyin 
i pop a 10 n get violent 
i don’t fuck w opps or the sirens 
talk 2 me nice or be quiet 
u ain’t on this smoke ion buy it 
no i don’t buy it 

[skele]
i pray that someone take me home 
im not seeing right 
im mixing pills into my drink
so i can sleep tonight 
god i know u make me sore 
i don’t need reminded 
fucking kicking down that door
didn’t try to hide it
pouring up this drank 
into my cup gon make it worse 
i can’t even speak 
fuck up this check 
so it don’t hurt
put this metal to my brain 
go afk 
i’m making sure
hope i forget about ur face 
i pop this k 
like its a cure

and i know i look high im jus tired 
she weren’t the one she was lyin 
i jus poured up a 4 of the pinewood 
i jus switched up the plug now i’m flyin 
i pop a 10 n get violent 
i don’t fuck w opps or the sirens 
talk 2 me nice or be quiet 
u ain’t on this smoke ion buy it 
no i don’t buy it

tired w/ skele (jolst)

A veces estamos en un lugar, pero nuestra mente en otro sitio, aquí un claro ejemplo de lo hermoso que es soñar.

Camina-conmigo

widows veil

give me 5 more minutes

prod: https://soundcloud.com/irby314

lyrics:
i know that you wont hear this
so i can be as honest as i want
isnt that fun
ive been wondering how it feels to stare down the barrel of a gun
so give me 5 more minutes
so i can clear my head up
so i can dry my eyes, love
i know that u wont get it 
but i think its time i said it 

i still care, but i know that i shouldnt
i cant help but wonder 
i hope your not hurting 
im getting used to my burdens
i know u wont hear this
my mind isnt working

my mind isnt working 

i still care
i hope u know that u can talk to me 
even tho your words cut me to the artery
i hope u know that i dont hate u 
even tho i really fucking want to 
so when its late and im feeling low
replacing air with chemicals 
i tend to forget what im holding on for
and nothing feels real
its so hard to forget when i cant heal

i still care, but i know that i shouldnt
i cant help but wonder 
i hope your not hurting 
im getting used to my burdens
i know u wont hear this
my mind isnt working

worked up

auby