still goin back to this  😮😮😮😮😮

prod. moneo <3


lyrics:

han

am i wrong for hating you?
as hard as i try, it holds some truth

i wanna stick to the things that i felt
but being alone in it was obviously hell
i cant be wrong

if only you didn't make,
the promises you know that you couldn't keep
i probably wouldn't be so mad,
if you had given me a warning

anvii

walking in circles, just waiting for you
you say you love me, you hurt me
and i dont know whats up with that

han

i wanna stick to the things that i felt
but being alone in it was obviously hell
i cant be wrong

if only you didn't make,
the promises you know that you couldn't keep
i probably wouldn't be so mad,
if you had given me a warning


han & anvii

please dont love me,
please dont love
you dont love me,
you dont love
why'd i love you,
please dont love me cause..

warning ft. anvii

Seven months was a long time ago
And I know you know that he's just for show
Seven months since I let you go
And I hope you know times been going slow

Everytime I think about it
I'll get teary eyed and I'll start to cry

So instead, I'll put my head on your shoulder
I don't have that much time
You’ve given no closure, now I’m without a spine
I feel like I serve no purpose, but I’ve been given this life
And I'll take it away using a kitchen knife

Soundcloud version -
https://soundcloud.com/audiachain/seven-months-kitchen-knife-soundcloud-version/s-L5sraSyLlVS?si=09d74e5a5e014402aece645ffe15cf3c&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

Seven months kitchen knife

+ @caleblrt

but rest assured, ill take whats urs
theres something more
i seek support and ur falling short
want me to take u to the airport?

it makes me throw up
makes my head spin
just look around
i dont wanna grow, ill scratch my dead skin off
crying in the room that u had sex in
just slow down, just look around

protect my sins, i wrote a note
you took a hit, we still can't cope
you seek support, i'm on the low
but everything will never be the same again
and you're still here?
you see me leer back as im running
i dont wanna run into you
you're gonna show up again
but i dont want it
i dont want it
i dont want it because

it makes me throw up
makes my head spin
just look around
i dont wanna grow, ill scratch my dead skin off
crying in the room that u had sex in
slow down, just look around
u make me throw up, make my blood thin
look at u up and down
push me around, burn ur cigarettes into my arms
and when u show up in your mustang
oh i melt and i melt cuz i know how it felt

Bloodthinners, Pushing (+caleb)

from the skin of my teeth
from the skin in my cheek
the way u look makes my knees weak

ill wake up the next day in a pool of androgyny
can u explain how on ur worst days u can cry so prettily like a girl in the wind
twirl while ur skirt spins
whenever i lie, kick me in the chin
when did i become so thin

from the skin of my teeth
from the skin in my cheek
the way u look makes my knees weak
all the blood on my sheets
need to let myself breathe
he makes me seethe with jealousy

im sure youre fine, whats urs is mine
please preserve my spine, let it soak in brine
paint my nails, stab me with pins
bruise up all my limbs
play me like a game
shirts vs. skins
dont ever let me win

from the skin of my teeth
from the skin in my cheek
the way u look makes my knees weak
all the blood on my sheets
need to let myself breathe
he makes me seethe with jealousy

Sucker by proxy

take a pill and go to sleep
turn around and show your teeth
i dont care what the others see
watch me hanging from ur tree outside
pocket of bliss under ur sheets 
dont cry now
i found out why ur so scared

did i put u to sleep?
the better half of a week
i wont stare when you gently weep
i know u know im tongue tied
ill catch ull throw me aside
thats when i found out u never cared

i didnt plan it this way
now im watching u decay
i promised that id keep u safe
ur guts are all over the place

put me down
turn around
im seeing sounds now im too scared
put me down
turn around
im seeing sounds now im too scared

Dozer

New mixx ++ @pianochop

Your words come right out my mouth, I said 
Look twice then give me the go ahead
Head ... ahead ... head
The madder you get, the lighter I tread
Stab through like a dagger right into my head
Well isn't it nice to take my advice

You make me feel like a boy, you make me feel like your toy
Was all of this just a ploy, was all this to make a point
No I don't mean to annoy, I always try to avoid
So hard to talk through the noise, you're always muting my voice

Old mix
https://soundcloud.com/audiachain/headache-for-the-record-books-soundcloud-version/s-ExurL6pkEkG?si=003074820bf24c9c975b3a2c9a9d9c44&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

Headache for the record books

i lied again but you forgave me
i tried again but you just saved me

you fall asleep
you know i mean it
we're in so deep
you're so demeaning

go away if you love me
i'm afraid you're above me
take away all my honey
you should know i'm a dummy

i hide again but i'm just waiting
i kinda meant to say you're failing

but my heart stops every time you look at me
i decompose just to keep your whole anatomy
in my head, we've been better
but our eyes keep getting redder

go away if you love me
i'm afraid you're above me
take away all my honey
you should know i'm a dummy

can you wait? i feel funny
you'll be late so keep running
test my faith, nose is runny
go away if you love me

HQ download: https://lyrestill.bandcamp.com/track/honey-project

Girlfriend airport

03 Honey project

shhhh

heavily inspired by https://soundcloud.com/mothercain/dust-bowl-demo

Hands

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1nMZgvCrCAWeEvmzVPIAzP?si=2a160f10be224ae6
@dylanlongworth

i spend so much time
by myself
i burn the feelings,
hide in my skin
it hurts when u say
that i was right
blame myself
everytime i cry

i throw away my phone
just to get over it
it's hard
i know
it's addicting
and once uve done it
you can't just stop
you're stuck with it

and youre stuck with it
cry & cry the tears they fall
no its not your fault
youre in the right after all

wish they'd treat me right, wish they'd treat me well
is it too much to ask for? i need help
i'm just a burden to you

its all a waste, i disappear
i know u hate the things u hear
the time is up, things now cant heal
its too late now, bloods everywhere

stuck in the past, got nowhere go
u take a razor, let it break through
your skin & eyes its so beautiful
yet you cant stop and kill it real slow

the pain in your voice
made it so obvious
im stuck in ur head,
dont try & deny it
u killed me inside of ur nightmares
u break down on the floor, and shed down tears

u write a letter to your past
you made it up, things now wont last
the scars u made, they wont heal fast
u changed, with that the old me passed

and i hate the way i miss your face 
cause i built these walls i can't escape, 
carve up my wrists, stand in the rain,
it's your voice i miss, don't miss the pain,

it's insane, where does the hate end 
cause my head was crushed on the pavement 
i don't think that i deserve saving 
it's my life, i'll fuck it and take it 

i can't sang that song or go to that place 
without feeling wrong, i might just erase the past 
i'm not missing what we had, of what we had

burden

burden +dylan longworth

My last-ditch effort

August 19 refined mix+more thanks to @audiachain

will you come back? i miss your lies
a heart attack won't fix my heart eyes
i take a breath...and you fake your death
i gave my best, but how you dress just makes me stressed 

i fall on your side
i know you're not mine
i'm crossing the line
just give me some time
i fail to be right
i hope you don't mind
but just know i'll be fine

if you come back i'll stop my whining
i'll get back on track, the star's aligning

won't you pick a part?
teach me how to starve
imma fall apart
you're a work of art

i can take your side...but it's just not right
for you to feel alive...is for me to be deprived 

i fall on your side
i know you're not mine
i'm crossing the line
just give me some time
i fail to be right
i hope you don't mind
but just know i'll be fine
i made a mess
now you second guess
but i can't confess, the way you dress
the way you dress

HQ Download: https://lyrestill.bandcamp.com/track/lazarus-after-two-years
May 14 Mix: https://on.soundcloud.com/xgAot
Acoustic: https://on.soundcloud.com/yJAJR

Dozer

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