@deepblumusic is on here
i was really promising as a kid
but things just didnt turn out how they all said it should've been
im feeling embarrassed
im feeling fucking pissed
im gonna flip the fuck out
gonna break some fucking shit
i got nothing to do
all my dreams are crushed
i need a girlfriend now
and you know that that's a must
im an incel
and im stuck thinking of you
im an incel
whatever shall i do
im an incel
and im stuck inside my room
im an incel
dont have the balls to talk to you
im so fucking sick and tired of this shit
cus things just didnt turn out how they all said it shouldve been
starting to think that its over
i need a brand new life
im ready to throw it all away so ill see you on the other side
i got nothing to lose
all my friends are gone
ive got to kill them all
cus my life is fucking done
im an incel
and im stuck thinking of you
im an incel
what the hell am i supposed to do
im an incel
ive gone outside my room
im an incel
im gonna shoot you fucking too

Incel (feat. deepblu)

Its over

https://open.spotify.com/album/2geUiWrks5OttBVNcfZFrv?si=cIY2bGcJSbWM7JMAIyOHYA
https://soundcloud.com/user-470248955/lay-down-and-die

i dont want to try
fuck the world and fuck my life
i cant take this shit anymore
so sick of this lifes a chore

i wanna lay down and die
i know i cant go onnn
dark thoughts poisoning my mind
where did it all go wrong

all alone
and i did it all on my own
nobody likes u when yr sad
so either die or learn to act

i wanna lay down and die
i know i cant go on
dark thoughts poisoning my mind
where did it all go wrong

lay down and die (fbf cover)

https://youtu.be/dom05zPuai4 link to the youtube video were I originally got it from

Negative Xp - you're my stain (scrapped gamer 3 song)

older song i made in like january

teenagers inside our bedroom
worryingly insecure
everybody knows were losers
were still not completely sure
but dont go
we need you
come be miserable with me
im a crab in a bucket
pull you down down here with me
shooter said were not so worthy
and im inclined to agree
say goodbye to your favorite artists
at least they didnt make gamer 3
gezebelle anhero 13 century cowboy
crustsox dethtech h4rtbrkr fried by fluoride
neetnation endwiser maniac deepblu
steakfry hallowed watermark npobu
dont go
we need you
come be miserable with me
im a crab 
in a bucket
pull you down down here with me

don't go

i know you need some time but i don't need some time to realize you're perfect to me
i hope you change your mind cause it would be really convenient since we talk about a lot of stuff
i never felt this way before except for all the times i swore that i fell so in love
i really think it's different now i really like when you're around it makes me happy

i know you're really lonely even though you said the opposite
none of this would matter if you'd only let me hold your hand
i'd kiss you all the time and it would be really romantic
we'd take selfies together and we'd post it all on instagram

lalalalalaa lalalala alallalala

i know that you're not ready for a serious relationship but i think that's really dumb
i'm cooler than your exes and and im smarter and im hotter, yeah i'm really such a special boy
our friends call you a narcissist but i think that they're full of it, you have my total trust
remember that one time i helped you with that thing you're going through, you owe me your affection

i know you're really lonely even though you said the opposite
none of this would matter if you'd only let me hold your hand
i'd kiss you all the time and it would be really romantic
we'd take selfies together and we'd post it all on instagram

ooooooooo ooooooooo ooooooo ooooooo

im going to kill myself if you don't date me

#techclub

i'm such a fucked up loser, i am a self-abuser / i rly wna die, i rly wna die / someone take me out, i am begging / someone remove me, or i'll have to remove myself / take me out, take me out, tonight / remove me, make me out of sight / or i don't want to be alive / i'm such a piece of shit, i swear i'm not worth it / i rly wna die, i rly wna cry / someone take me out, i am asking / someone remove me, asking nicely / take me out, take me out, tonight / remove me, make me out of sight / cause i don't want / cause i don't want / cause i don't want / to be alive /

don't want to be alive

I don't go out to see the sunlight
I spend my summer days locked inside

Ill never see the light ill never never see the light
I'm terminally online I am chronically online 
Ill never see the light x3

This is exactly where I'm suppose to be 
a loser behind a screen
Got nothing going for me
This is the most Ill ever be

I don't go out to see the sunlight
I spend my summer days locked inside

Ill never see the light ill never never see the light
I'm terminally online I am chronically online 
Ill never see the light x3

This is exactly where I'm suppose to be 
a loser behind a screen
Got nothing going for me
This is the most Ill ever be

Chronically Online

our first kiss

entering increasingly extreme 
subcultures
wanna be accepted but im just
a stupid vulture

pray that youll forgive me for my sins 
comply with anyone who takes me in
and you wonder how my views are formed
but don’t help at all you dont try to warn 
me of how i left my world behind 
to get closer to my human side

entering increasingly extreme
subcultures
wanna be accepted but im just
a fucking poser

didnt choose to fall this far at all
just wanted a place i could call home
maybe this song is too on the nose
cant let the irls know cant be exposed 
my worst fear is being left behind 
is this my out
you decide

extremist

this time im really gonna do it
and no ones gonna be there to stop me
planned this for about like six years
and now its time i go through with it

death by car
stood out on the high way
death by car
this is what i have been waiting for

im going to kill myself if you don't date me

bessarion