So glad you’re back. This is my favorite off the ep and it’s so FIRE

a trace of me
spend a night invested by the sea
spend a life not knowing what it means
but you could always have the best of me
at anytime in any form you please

maybe we take enough to miss the signs
i couldn't handle another night
held in your prescence in coastal light
glimpse of your life its been all of mine
i take it in and i come to life
i make a move like its justified 
fuck it all up for the hundreth time
travel your thoughts and its hard to find

spend a night invested by the sea
spend a life not knowing what it means
but you could always have the best of me
when you come home its easier to breathe

i wonder how its different second time
funny how it changes in your mind
stumble through the wreckage of your life
numb yourself to make it out alive

all that you are
just as all that i want
find me closing the door 
see me turning it off

something wasn't funny but i could not change like
i've been outside in a fucked up brain
felt so much that i could not say
when it gets this dark never goes away
i start getting tired of it
all in my thoughts its just siphoning
all of my life im inside of it
we should have died but its fine its only me

spend a night invested by the sea
spend a life not knowing what it means
but you could always have the best of me
when you come home its easier to breathe

but i would take it back now if i could
tuning out my senses just enough
and yeah i know we all think way too much
searching for a trace of what it was

By the Sea

ｔｈｉｓ　ｆｉｒｅ　ｂｕｒｎｔ　ｉｔｓｅｌｆ　ｆｏｒ　ｏｘｙｇｅｎ

prod @user-230494921
hope you enjoy 
still more to come
thank you for being here
i appreciate you all so much

could do without a hubris
i barely feel human
tuck it all inside, the heat'll rise until i'm fuming
i wonder what the use is
'cause i ain't wanna do this
no amount of joy could mute the noise the mind produces

quick, you gotta hurt me just to prove that blood was bled
tried every solution
but this one, it feels the best
i can feel my pulse work it's way out of my chest
so tired that this fire burnt itself for oxygen

my mind won't humor me
i feel like a failed attempted lucid dream
a eulogy to send me off, then kick into a flowing stream
(closed my eyes) i'm still the only one that's staring back at me
let her disposition grant a wish of living happily

it took too long just to move on
learnt nuance bared clarities
not headstrong, just kept on
given all the bullshit i was parrying

i can't fill this heart yet
'cause nothing's staying in
(but it might be)

colder than snow
dry like a carcass
cut by the throat
motion; lathergic
left on my own, to my own devices
liquid will flow, i've grown to like it
seldom approach
zero will manage
the older the ghost, the faster they vanish
that home was your home, 'till you've known that you've grown out it's place
with no one in sight, now i throw down the mace

could do without a hubris
i barely feel human
tuck it all inside, the heat'll rise until i'm fuming
i wonder what the use is
'cause i ain't wanna do this
no amount of joy could mute the noise the mind produces

she said i had hopeful eyes, and
that had me mesmerized
if there was time we had left,
then she'd want none of mine

i drowned out all my anger in the water
but that made my heart much hotter
lent a hand, now mine's in sulfur
just so others wouldn't falter

jinn (4lexf)

its super shitty but i didnt care enough to spend time recording or mixing after the 1 takes so it's kinda all over the place and w/ presets LMFAO

wtf im crying cover

and hey there 
can i sit here  
i noticed that you were all alone 
and reading jane eyre
and i can’t 
stay here 
i’ll die here 
and if it’s raining for the night
i’ll give you my coat at anytime, i 

like wait there
(wait there)
i’m scared 
(i’m scared)
that you think that i’m shady 
it’s not fair 
(it’s not fair) 
we’re an odd pair
i’ll stay here if you want me to i promise
if not we can rain check 

hey there

i think i recognise you; have you been here before? 

(oh, for real?) 

my bad, i guess not but- 
do you wanna go
we can smoke at mine
if you don’t smoke
i got some beers n we can pass time
i don’t give a fuck about what’s going on 
as long you’re here watching always sunny
til bout quarter past 5 

and hey there 
“hey u :)” 
im fucked up
turned blue 
yeah im too slumped
how bout u 
like oh god !!!!
you’re too cool 

dont walk out 
leave me 
im cut up 
bleeding 
so just stay
these sun rays 
they make me 
feel okay 

all of the things 
that i could now say to you
i don’t know whether to laugh or cry
do you even feel at least half of this?
or will you just sit with your friends and all laugh at this- 
FUCK

and hey there 
can i sit here  
i noticed that you were all alone 
and reading jane eyre
and i can’t 
stay here 
i’ll die here 
and if it’s raining for the night
i’ll give you my at coat anytime, i 

like wait there
(wait there)
i’m scared 
(i’m scared)
that you think that i’m shady 
it’s not fair 
(not fair) 
we’re an odd pair
but i’ll stay here
if you want me to i promise
if not we can rain check 

hey there

i think i recognise you; have you been here before?
oh, for real?

pale (pekarot x jolst)

lyrics ⬇️ 

 it’s easier said than it’s done 
but you ran away from the fun tho
look at the back and the front 
but ik that there is nowhere to go

yea I got the tool in the backseat 
so I might jus shoot when you pass me
i did it for fun why you laughing 
stabbed in the back what you think you’re attracting
it’s over and done
i hope ur happy u made me in love 
just to break me down and push to a shove
lookin to heaven I’m lookin above

when I say heaven you look and you shrug 
why does that word always bother you much
take you church and I’ll give you hug 
But if you won’t take me I’ll roll up blunt

finished with love 
I know it’s never enough
but honestly I think it’s better than drugs
better than sex at the club
nobody changing the way  that I know how to love

you see me runnin it up now you come crawl back when I don’t need you
i think you ran out luck 
never in my life do I wanna see you

seemin like you want me out
wantin me out
wantin me out now 

but Ik what everythings worth
wasting my life taking my time now
you put my face in the dirt
Then you would flirt
my life a curse now

and I know what you really mean
when you deceive me when I go to sleep
i think of you in all my dreams 
i pray you don’t leave 
i pray that you seee

finished with love (flesh x cxrter)

produced by miercoles

the second single from my upcoming full length album “depart, for the stars” releasing on the 21st of june, 2024

lyrics; 


let’s try to separate 
one side is people 
and the other is plants and trees 
which one will die today? 
im in a free fall 
and need the grass to carry me 

have you eaten today? 
one slice of pizza
and a monster will not do 
had to leave so i delayed 
i missed my flight, it’s okay 
cus girl it’s me and you 

oooooooh
oooooooh

my hands are turning blue 
im in this lake it’s frozen
from the love that buried you 
so what am i to do?
i can either sit here cryin 
or just drop my attitude 

so i moved to the moon 
there’s nobody here
and i think that that is pretty cool
so i look across the room 
i see your curly hair
and i start to walk to you

moving to the moon

Stay Home

produced by king theta 

not sure if i like it but im posting it anyway

lyrics: 

why do i feel this way
like nobody knows that im real
afraid, that no one will miss me when im away
they talk about me like they know my name

tears come in tidal waves
alyssa she told me that im okay
ill miss her but im better off this way
im hurting these feelings i try to shake

stuck in my head tears on my bed
i take back everything i had said
stuck in my brain dont look the same
i fell for you over again

im not tryna throw shade but you told me you love me 
you told me you told me you told me
you wont leave you told me to trust you, you told me dont worry 
i worried i worried i worried i did

and now look at me 
just watch as i bleed
just watch as i fall
just watch as i crawl 

right back to you baby i know you dont care about me like you said that you did but i need you right now and i swear ill do better this time… this time

but im still learning
my heart is burning
our love is fading
and im still waiting for you

so come back 
it hurts so bad
my tears they wont last
but my bloods gone black

so why do i feel this way
like nobody knows that im real
afraid, that no one will miss me when im away

why do i feel this way
like nobody knows that im real
afraid, that no one will miss me when im away
they talk about me like they know my name

eliasz (king theta)

so, speak to me, less frequently
with the state of feeling close
this hope is teasing me
ropes teetering, rip me beneath
where the echoes settle down a bit more easily
i've been

doomed from the get-
go and be like all your friends
with a sky of black and white
i am the grey that they connect
pause again, applaud the sketch
my heart'll wrench, but never bend
losing it, yet using sense of peace of mind
and bitter ends, 'cause

this pavement along the way, has come to melt
forging hell as a commonplace
i am the spell that both has blessed and cursed me all the same
so let us meld into minds that may know this pain
they couldn't help me

stone, cased in the skin of my bones
physic or mental, i don't feel at home
thrown, into the snow made of loathe
cold took me in, now it's warmest when froze
but that was as far as they chose
i've sat on this road for a little bit
its brittling, killing me slow
so long as i guise as a rodent

purple 'cause i lack for air
as violets sprout out of my hair
how could you just watch and stare
when we could of had something there
temporary love to spare meant
losing tact when showing care
still won't stop when splitting hairs
that's why i can't help but compare 'em

(4x)
scared, scared, scared
should i be

doomed from the get-
go and be like all your friends
with a sky of black and white
i am the grey that they connect
pause again, applaud the sketch
my heart'll wrench, but never bend
losing it, yet using sense of peace of mind
and bitter ends, 'cause

rodent

produced by neverforever

im sick of this place
leave me a note
like where do i go?
and who do i know?
like who opened doors?
who let them in
cause now we all fled
cause you are now dead

crows around my head
i think they signal *ends await*
our end awaits us
swallowed by this circled path that we mistake

and we cant leave ourselves behind
they torture till we die
its sick how they will play with what once was your better tie 

the things out there dont match with their skin
they rip u up if u cant see
keep this sacred stone above your entry
let the fire set you free

the monsters will not match with what you see
they all sleep under trees
if they killed the pastor then remorse is certainly not a thing

Open the door
I've heard of the rumour, a high risk concour
Eyes not in place, flesh home taped to the chords
Drop all ur tools and jus seep thru the pores 

Under the bed
Under the sheets
No where to hide u jus better not sleep
Push for a future the, past is the torch
The burns on your body u will not ignore

Race
You’ll be replaced
Hard to except but the flames on your face
Is all of your value, so keep pushing the pace
Endure all the wrath any detox is fake

Heart on ur sleeve u cant erase
They’ll come a day, They’ll come a day 
U wanna be free, u wanna have space
U better start praying, U better start praying 

The sorcerer on the west will help u on ur quest now
All info you’ll detest but it’ll help u slow down

crows around my head
i think they signal *ends await*
our end awaits us
swallowed by this circled path that we mistake

and we cant leave ourselves behind
they torture till we die
its sick how they will play with what once was your better tie

the torture trail w/ maesk (neverforever)

Vocals & Production By Lund.
Art: @apelure_art on Instagram

Lyrics:

I can’t stay with you
don’t know who it is 
that I’m talking to
I tried
held it all together like glue
don’t know who this is 
but it just ain’t you

bye bye 

can’t hide the truth 
always play the victim
know its what you do 
I cried 
to many times it’s true
but you don’t ever hear 
what I say to you

look me In the eyes
tell me you don’t love me anymore
something missing girl its different 
every day we drift apart 
felt the distance tried to ask you 
all the questions of my heart
ain’t the same inside your arms 
now I’m walking through the 
darkest place I’ve been
was reaching out to you
heart shattered within 
nothing left to do

I can’t stay with you
don’t know who it is 
that I’m talking to
I tried
held it all together like glue
don’t know who this is 
but it just ain’t you

bye bye 

can’t hide the truth 
always play the victim
know its what you do 
I cried 
to many times it’s true
but you don’t ever hear 
what I say to you

box full of letters 
filled with promises broke
baby you’re the one that changed
no more x’s & o’s
hard to find a way
when your shoulders so cold
heart to fragile gotta let you go

I’m done 
playing all these games with you
It’s all lies same shit different day no use
I’m gone you were a piece of me 
something to lose so easily

I can’t stay with you
don’t know who it is 
that I’m talking to
I tried
held it all together like glue
don’t know who this is 
but it just ain’t you

bye bye 

can’t hide the truth 
always play the victim
know its what you do 
I cried 
to many times it’s true
but you don’t ever hear 
what I say to you

rodent

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