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@lilskeleskrrt
@deadbrokeoffical

prod:
@cxldblxxd

mastered by:
@afterlife66
https://soundcloud.com/user-659653109

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out cold w/ skele & dead broke (cxld blxxd)

you put ur hands all on me now im leaving
you tell me that you love me, do you mean it ?
mean it 
mean it
dont you ever mean it ?
how could i mean everything you keep me as a secret

i put the switchblade to my arm
you left in the pain now its all gone wrong
you left me in vein now youre all i want
i dont gotta stay but shes all i want

like keep me as a secret
you mean it ? you wont leave ?
tell me that you miss him im griping upon ur sleeve
and even in the end i wont matter i wont breathe
im sick of always wanting the best and its not me

sleepwater
keep me from what you been selling please
pushing straight down make it hard to breath
i'm not okay now find it to hard breath !
dont know who to chase now, guess it wasn't me
rolling with my
guess ill just roll on my own i guess ill just roll on my own

i put the switchblade to my arm
you left in the pain now its all gone wrong
you left me in vein now youre all i want
i dont gotta stay but shes all i want

like keep me as a secret
you mean it ? you wont leave ?
tell me that you miss him im griping upon ur sleeve
and even in the end i wont matter i wont breathe
im sick of always wanting the best and its not me

roll on my own (feat. sleepwater)(prod. unlucky)

(chorus)

you said you needed time away from
but i don’t wanna leave your side 
abandoned and hopeless
is all that i am 
when i don’t have you in my life
you can use me up however you see fit
just know that the damage you’ve cause was permanent 
you poisoned my soul
i’ve never felt so bitter and broken and alone

(verse)

and now my brains in conflict with itself
and you don’t know that you’re putting me through this hell
and every little thing you did was for yourself
but that’s okay 
i wouldn’t have it any other way
anything to just get you to stay
because don’t know if i can live life without you
and if i could i would but i don’t think i know how to

(bridge)

i don’t know how to live
i feel rigor Mortis setting in
in my cold dead lifeless limbs
 
(chorus)

you said you needed time away from
but i don’t wanna leave your side 
abandoned and hopeless
is all that i am 
when i don’t have you in my life
you can use me up however you see fit
just know that the damage you’ve cause was permanent 
you poisoned my soul
i’ve never felt so bitter and broken and alone

i’ve never felt so bitter, broken, and alone (discent x R3DQX)

luv yokai <3333 luv yall <3333

lyrics:
[shizu]

95, only feel alive after the fact
smoking on thrax for a better high after the crash
do the math, im not coming back when i collapse
wasting my time
im not doing fine, thought you knew that
95, only feel alive after the fact
smoking on thrax for a better high after the crash
do the math, im not coming back when i collapse
wasting my time
im not doing fine, thought you knew that

[yokai]
zooming by
yeah watch how quick i start to fly
don't feel alive
until collision is in my sight
80 on the dash i just ran another red light
hit the fuckin gas run my problems like a stop sign
maybe when i crash i can finally feel i'm alright
feelings from the past never last, i'm left behind

[shizu]
95, only feel alive after the fact
smoking on thrax for a better high after the crash
do the math, im not coming back when i collapse
wasting my time
im not doing fine, thought you knew that
95, only feel alive after the fact
smoking on thrax for a better high after the crash
do the math, im not coming back when i collapse
wasting my time
im not doing fine, thought you knew that

crash w/ yokai dreams (kuboi)

prod hira <3

idgaf if no one listens to this
bleeding out upon the surface, no ones giving a shit
shouting every word and you still wont get it
im getting sick of always being pathetic

ill rip his lung from his chest love
then hold your face while my hands fucked
now im wishing you the worst love
the only reason that im still numb

i been so far i need someone to rely on (you)
hold me so close, you can see me with the lights off (hira)
man im so scared that youll see me as an eyesore
please dont let me go, you where everything i asked for
asked for
asked for
let me go, where everything i asked for
getting slow
why tf you text him back whore
i dont wanna know
is there something that youre hiding?
(this bitch)
is getting cold
i can see it in her writing

feel like everyone's forgetting me
how tf u so selfish
go and fuck him while u cry to me
howd you leave me so helpless

i been so far i need someone to rely on (you)
hold me so close, you can see me with the lights off (hira)
man im so scared that youll see me as an eyesore
please dont let me go, you where everything i asked for
asked for
asked for
let me go, where everything i asked for
getting slow
why tf you text him back whore
i dont wanna know
is there something that youre hiding?
(this bitch)
is getting cold
i can see it in her writing

scared

https://soundcloud.com/avxid

time
running out, cus i fuck up each time
taking these pills to feel fine
throwing up when i see what's inside
crawling down into your spine 
crushing my way past the bricks that i hide
reckless 
how could i forgot this
there's an ache in my heart
it's infectious
seems i hurt every soul i touch
breaking down when it all gets too much

will he text back
feeding the anger
regret that
i cant control 50 feelings
lazer holes in the ceiling
but i'm not a nice being
i'm just fine
cant do this lonely shit
all the time
suffocate me with reason
wont make it to the end of the season

i spark it up n i'm flying
i feel i'm closer to dying
honest i'm not even trying
i do not wanna keep fighting
i feel like more of a ghost now
life is too fast need to slow down
i cant think what it takes
i let this take it all away

taking these pills to feel fine
throwing up when i see what's inside
crawling down into your spine 
crushing my way past the bricks that i hide
reckless 
how could i forgot this
there's an ache in my heart
it's infectious
seems i hurt every soul i touch
breaking down when it all gets too much

s0ul (ft. AVXiD) (caves)

fazed enough to flinch
yet nothing moved an inch around me
fallen through my skin
due the rate my heart is pounding
all that you have seen
are blurs of this retreat
it's like once you don't exist
the less i want these souls surrounding

i'm slowing
i'm slowing up
for that i know that matter isn't timing
corroding,
i shutter with touch
exiting the bliss; why would it blind me?
unloading,
i'm closing off
the influence could risk what you've been hiding
still hoping
they say that's enough
it's so, sickening

when a dream's shot dead, does it bleed warm fears?
if it were, i can't tell; letting out old air
but the wood won't rot, given unused time
when a room won't talk, spew unto where it lies
laying waste to a place where the core don't scream
yet it shows through a bone and a row of deceit
when the corridors creek, stay and freeze mid-hall
watching hands reach out from the floors and the walls

cold beams down and through this vacant self of sense
(remain yourself now)
feel this rush of hopeless trust and still hold out
(i'm so unwell now)

tossing, turning, 'till i'm worried
constant churning, hunger lurking
false alarms and bridges burning
nothing's working
nothing's working

fazed enough to flinch
yet nothing moved an inch around me
fallen through my skin
due the rate my heart is pounding
all that you have seen
are blurs of this retreat
it's like once you don't exist
the less i want these souls surrounding

(like, don't surround me) (2x)
(they dance around me) (2x)

retreat

so, speak to me, less frequently
with the state of feeling close
this hope is teasing me
ropes teetering, rip me beneath
where the echoes settle down a bit more easily
i've been

doomed from the get-
go and be like all your friends
with a sky of black and white
i am the grey that they connect
pause again, applaud the sketch
my heart'll wrench, but never bend
losing it, yet using sense of peace of mind
and bitter ends, 'cause

this pavement along the way, has come to melt
forging hell as a commonplace
i am the spell that both has blessed and cursed me all the same
so let us meld into minds that may know this pain
they couldn't help me

stone, cased in the skin of my bones
physic or mental, i don't feel at home
thrown, into the snow made of loathe
cold took me in, now it's warmest when froze
but that was as far as they chose
i've sat on this road for a little bit
its brittling, killing me slow
so long as i guise as a rodent

purple 'cause i lack for air
as violets sprout out of my hair
how could you just watch and stare
when we could of had something there
temporary love to spare meant
losing tact when showing care
still won't stop when splitting hairs
that's why i can't help but compare 'em

(4x)
scared, scared, scared
should i be

doomed from the get-
go and be like all your friends
with a sky of black and white
i am the grey that they connect
pause again, applaud the sketch
my heart'll wrench, but never bend
losing it, yet using sense of peace of mind
and bitter ends, 'cause

rodent

Hey sorry it’s been a while guys Lovell lost his voice recently so it’s been quite hard but we’re back we’re back 
Hope you all enjoy <3

rodent

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