shoutout @juzo for the cover art :) give him a follow pls

lyrics:

AUTUMN

(rest my arms)
(where they cannot ever be harmed)
(cold to the touch)

there's certain days where i haven't been better!
but when the sun goes down
i know tomorrow will be bitter
i've lost my head; when the clock struck ten
the blade came crashing down & now i'm back where i had started
could give a fuck if i'm dramatic,
the reward could be prestine
if i take the pills they offer me
my dreams could be serene
but i never wanted that; figmentated lies
to put on a public act, for their brainwashed minds

EPITOME

every day i wake up just to do the same shit over and over again
it gets hard to even stand up when i don’t know who i am
i thought you were a friend
but where were you in the end
i see it’s all just pretend
now my wounds they won’t even mend
th-th-th-they won’t mend
nothing feels real 
am i fucking ghost
cant take time to heal
so i’ll put the knife up to my throat
just to see if i’m alive
and if i’m not than what am i?

spotify :)

my wounds won’t mend w/ autumndropsdead (itamii)

miserable behind a frame...
new secks drive banger with the king @sideviewdriveca
prod. @methboiswag & @jolst
art by the goat @ejcarrmusic
hope u enjoy <3

lyrics:
safe w me
i promise ur safe w me
follow my lead
and i’ll dictate the change
miserable behind a frame
ur safe w me
i promise ur safe w me
particles mold to break us down
but honey i’ll never let u down again

never let u go i got a lifetime
now i know it well that ur my lifeline
expectations hold me back
so why don’t i release the past
i feel the judgement from a mile away
i saw it coming love i know what you’ll say

safe w me
i promise ur safe w me
follow my lead
and i’ll dictate the change
miserable behind a frame
ur safe w me
i promise ur safe w me
particles mold to break us down
but honey i’ll never let u down again

sideview drive:
Baby, take my hand
And I promise I'll never let you down
Even if you're falling backward
Know I will be there
It's gonna take some time, but we've got more than we could ask for
No, I wouldn't waste a single second of it without you by my side

safe w me
i promise ur safe w me
follow my lead
and i’ll dictate the change
miserable behind a frame
ur safe w me
i promise ur safe w me
particles mold to break us down
but honey i’ll never let u down again

safe with me (ft. sideview drive) [methboiswag x jolst]

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https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt

torva
shes fucking my head up, im losing my mind
i would try and fix you but i dont have the time
im still so fed up with all of these lies

bad past i dont think i ever want to see you again
cause you talked about our love like your fucking a friend
2 nights i think that im just another means to an end
so if u call my phone dont think that ill respond to u
all these broken hearts were a game to you
biting souls like a shark with a worldwide view
and the games boutta start so i need you in my arms tonight

bad past w/ skele (jolst)

produced by jpjp
vocals + lyrics by heylog & i'm geist

lyrics:
your caught around my throat
i don't think you wanna know what i know
you remember we were close
now i don't call you a bro anymore
watch out i might contain hostility
you say u know but you don't know me
i guess i'm used to it
people that i know always abusing it

i'd kill the old me
a lot has changed so i'd do it in a heart beat
through the veins, through my skin
subtle scarring
what was left in the past
know it hardly
i had a job and i failed to kill the old me
a lot has changed so i'd do it in a heart beat
through the veins, through my skin
subtle scarring
what was left in the past
know it hardly
i had a job and i failed to kill the old me

so long, won’t accept my defeat
i know i’m running out of time
but i can’t even breathe

lost cause, threw me into the sea
it’s not what i wanted to be
they prayed i drowned in the deep

but i’m holding on
there’s so much left inside of my head that i’m fighting for
what went wrong?
cause i seem to have lost myself amongst the dying stars

what went wrong?
cause i seem to have lost myself amongst the dying stars
what went wrong?
i seem to have lost myself amongst the dying stars

i'd kill the old me
a lot has changed so i'd do it in a heart beat
through the veins, through my skin
subtle scarring
what was left in the past
know it hardly
i had a job and i failed to kill the old me
a lot has changed so i'd do it in a heart beat
through the veins, through my skin
subtle scarring
what was left in the past
know it hardly
i had a job and i failed to kill the old me

through my veins, through my skin

SPOTIFY

heylog & i'm geist - through the veins, through my skin (jpjp)

</3
guitar played by acey
rest prod by me

how can i not talk to you everytime i overthink
think of the words that you've been spewing
your right arm is covered in ink
found my charm and i let him in
i wanna know why you ruin it
found my heart and it might be pink
i wanna know why u pursuing him

i wanna know if you want me dear
raise our love but never our fears
i dont know if you want him here
recycle what you said to me ill make you go a floot
remember what you did to me i fucking hate you
do you hate me too, well hey i fucking hate you
i kissed a girl, i fucking love you

your eyes so nice i love them
im on ice when i talk to your best friend
she told me i suck i should leave you
back off i know my wrongs due
sunflower we're in orbit
you a lone wolf and i want it
and i want you babe he got you and i hate fate
slits in his brows your attracted to that
im here with a towel conflicted to scrap
i need out, resist all that cap
im bugging out i hate you for that
ill tough it out, ill make you look bad
if you loved me and if you want home

you touch on my neck and girl it felt like home
now im filled w stressed now and now im fuled w bones
you said you wouldent go, but now im all alone
you touch on my neck and girl it felt like home

OUT NOW ON STREAMING 
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lyrics

yokai:

i can't be ur knight in shining armor
bitter woes just push me farther
and i lack any resolve to save u
don't do that just makes this harder
look me in the eyes, i need to calm down
this heart of stone, your steely gaze just might break thru

and i
understand if you hate me i do, oh i do
so try
to cope with the fact that i'm not the man that your'e used to

i can't be ur knight in shining armor
bitter woes just push me farther
and i lack any resolve to save u
don't do that just makes this harder
look me in the eyes, i need to calm down
this heart of stone, your steely gaze just might break thru

autumn:

but they don't know me, and they never will
just how much more's left to say? 
i'll take that shit and decay
but just not to my grave
lie to yourself out of pity
life's not right; imma fly out the city
say it'll be alright, okay?
i no longer believe what i say

knees are falling
i can smell the pollen
i'm fucking sick of random people calling
i don't have too much left to give
the thought of it is making me sick

turnt my face towards the tainted sky
it left me hurt, i don't know why

Heart Of Stone w/ autumndropsdead (in bloom)

Wish I could  (prod hieloways)

produced by nevrfall, artwork by @punimonnn on instagram

ive been grinding too long and im tired of waiting
on me
its all about who you know, and nothing else
i dont wanna spend the time to see where im headed
imma quit this shit because i dont like the setting
"you got a new fan", thats what they said, i appreciate it, but,
i..
ill never see the better side
this is a goodbye letter
it was fun, but i gotta get better
and you should know that i cant get it like this
so imma get it somehow else, i swear
its not what i wanted to do, but i have to
lifes pale like blue
youre someone i knew.

a goodbye letter.

hope you guys enjoy this one <3 each track i put out means a whole lot 2 me, 
so tysm for taking the time out of your day to listen

prod. by @sorrow_bringer 🖤
cover art done by my friend molly !! 

(got me asking my lungs)
("can you cave in?")
(in need of a reason for clearing my head)

it'll probably subside, on the dime
she lied; so did i
feel like a gorilla, i'm beating my chest
rope in my hands, why's it not round' my neck?

leaving, breathing; shit's all the same
feeding heathens; outta my brain
they want me to come to an end
this city is playin' pretend (playin' pretend)

heart's beating, now i'm way heated
took off and ran on my own
asking my past demons, "did i really mean it?"
was i in control of my soul?
now i gotta wait. 
i know what i am; shit wasn't great
so why do i stand?
never complained; wished that i did
they'll get what they get
i'm not giving in

they all wanna see me fall, hear me bawl
i know i shouldn't have set foot
into the cage that i'm in
the person i was; he told me to stay where i must
oh the ground personifies
we walk all about it and never bat an eye

let me loathe (let me loathe)
swear i'm changing..
this feeling i know
lessened the seasons

it'll probably subside, on the dime
she lied; so did i
feel like a gorilla, i'm beating my chest
rope in my hands, why's it not round' my neck?

leaving, breathing; shit's all the same
feeding heathens; outta my brain
they want me to come to an end
this city is playin' pretend (playin' pretend)

subside (sorrow bringer)

https://soundcloud.com/autumndropsdead
https://soundcloud.com/mrnicety
https://soundcloud.com/imnotenvy

COMMUNITY. Vol 2

temptations

autumndropsdead - temptations (ft. mr. nice ty & notenvy) [shiki xo & jolst]

prod. sinxi


Bottom of the ocean 
drowning 
you alr let me down
Fucked up
Can’t say that u want me now
Its been 2 months 
you don’t have to cut me out
I can’t breathe when you’re not around

Bottom of the ocean 
drowning 
you alr let me down
Fucked up
Can’t say that u want me now
Its been 2 months 
you don’t have to cut me out
I can’t breathe when you’re not around

Im running where the sun wont face yet
U can see it in my eyes im faded 
Im waiting 
for nothing 
Leave something
Oh
Don’t run away 
I don’t wanna lose you
I won’t love again
Im not used to that
Don’t call me back
I wanna leave the past
Id feel better with a heart attack

Don’t talk to me 
Im too out of it
Left out alone
Don’t try again
Like honestly
She won’t lie again
Im too far gone
Leave me out of it

Im tryna quit
No Time for this
All my words fall flat again
Still arguing
Swear she’s such a bitch
Please let go 
Let me outta this

Bottom of the ocean 
drowning 
you alr let me down
Fucked up
Can’t say that u want me now
Its been 2 months 
you don’t have to cut me out
I can’t breathe when you’re not around

Bottom of the ocean 
drowning 
you alr let me down
Fucked up
Can’t say that u want me now
Its been 2 months 
you don’t have to cut me out
I can’t breathe when you’re not around

Faceless
You can see it in my eyes im faded
No thoughts promsie u won’t change it
Im waiting for nothing
Tell me im trying for something

Changing
U keep telling me u never wanna face it
Fucked up got my heart beat racing
Im faded off nothing
Tell me im waiting for something

faceless

17
amputee, out now
all plats <3
8/12 ...

subside (sorrow bringer)

autumndropsdead

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