There is a lot of really good music here. It is best to play songs at random.

My long list of music I have.

Gamer sweat

Emo rap 12

mumble rap

How Can I Feel Okay?

Prod. @splashgvng
Featuring @angie-faasen

Diary (Feat. Svar)

When I Look At You

Sxd Mood (Feat Re:)

prod. Tennis Player

Distributed to all platforms by Bangers Only

Lyrics:
Yeah Zombies on the street trynna eat me
Yeah any second now you could hurt me
But then I open up
And you turn around
And now I'm on the floor, It's a fucking breakdown

Yeah can you see what you did to me?
Yeah Blueprint of you in every girl that I see
Betrayed to the core, to every fucking degree
And I wish that this never happened to me

Pretty safe to say you dont care
Yeah Run around with people that's not there
(Yeah, run around people that's not there)
Are you fucking prepared?

Yeah Zombies on the street trynna eat me
Any second now you could hurt me
But then I open up
And you turn around
And now I'm on the floor, It's a fucking breakdown

Yeah Fucking breakdown
Look in my eyes tell me it will be fine
Lies upon lies, upon lies, Im not fine
It's a fucking breakdown

Yeah Zombies on the street trynna eat me
Yeah Any second now you could hurt me
But then I open up
And you turn around
And now I'm on the floor, It's a fucking breakdown

Zombies on the street trynna eat me
Yeah Any second now you could hurt me
But then I open up
And you turn around
And now I'm on the floor, It's a fucking breakdown

Breakdown

vocals by @supachefm & @powfu
mixed & mastered by @polearm

full album in february !!

finer things w/ powfu (prod. 8ROKEBOY)

Not Gon Lie [prod. 1kSensei, Glumboy, fwthis1will]

B.O.A. [prod. jameson & tmk]

Good4Me [prod. kurofukuro]

#SolveIt [prod. RXLVND]

@kashdami & @_ilyfall - Medellín [prod. hiheartz] [@KA$HWAYZ EXKLUSIVE]

produced by me 
lyrics by me and braden <3

Lyrics:
Pretty little thing won't you take my breath away
I called it off last month but my conscience makes me stay
And now my tired eyes are begging me to sleep
Cuz now I'm lost again and I can't breathe
My thoughts got lost in an empty box
Never had enough of this
And now I'm singing "Da Da Da"
Never got that far from it

Breathing in and out
It got a little shorter now
Lost in your comfort crowd
Lost in your comfort crowd

Used to hit me up but suddenly there's no reply
And I can't take anymore of your silence
Must be preoccupied
(Woa)
I can feel the arrow growing deeper
And I've been having trouble tryna keep her close enough
Just tell me why we're so fucked up

(Violet breaking the silence)

Breathing in and out
It got a little shorter now
Lost in your comfort crowd
Lost in your comfort crowd
in and out
It got a little shorter now
Lost in your comfort crowd
Lost in your comfort crowd

Step by step I'm walking home
With nothing but this lonely road
It's getting deep I'm getting cold
Treading on through ice and snow
Take my hand I'll take your coat
And with your hands around my throat
Leave me standing at your door
The only place that keeps me warm

Comfort Crowd

Comfort Crowd (ft. Braden Ross)

<//3

w @heylog
produced by sleepwater
lyrics:

i don't think that i feel it
my stomach can't heal it
my heart i warn you
surround me i turn blue
you doubt me you flew
you drowning in sloot
my heart break in 2
im ready to die
cos i left ur side
i kick back and cry
this where i resite
i laugh at myself
its good for my health (oh no)
whats that on my the shelf (oh no)
i think its yourself (oh no)

ash blonde hair i need you now
carve my life thru the fields im a tree in the ground
i can't feel my fucking heart so why does it go pound pound pound
i sense you wanna dart, so why
 dont u wannaa stay, now

i can sense the fear ik our loves linear now
feeling like a tree thats never gonna grow; help
beat me black and blue with all the words you spew pal
you could save him now but i don't think he wants you now

heylog:

your pretty little words are meshed and i don't feel them
i'm to the point where i just lost every feeling
i still wouldn't feel a thing if i had a million friends
i'm getting closer everyday to ending it
the sun falls and creeps through my window
it's blinding me, now orange is painted on my walls
the same colour i saw when i fell in love
when i see it again i just can't get enough
can someone end my life, i don't wanna be here at all..
i'm past the part where i care at all
that's when i know shits getting bad
and i wonder how long this'll last

tree w/heylog

prod rinne

</3

[lyrics:]
i dont fucking know how i can cope with all the pain bitch
you left me alone and now you see me go insane shit
i dont really get why everybody is the same bitch
tell me that you love me i dont care if you're just faking

you hate me now
but i still dream of you
im breaking down
i dont know what to do

i can not stop to cry
so please just let me die

you broke me 
and you dont care
you showed me
life is not fair
chainsmoking
you still dont care
you told me
that you'll be there

you hate me now (rinne)

produced by heylog

lyrics:
(hair)
i heard what u said but now i'm past it
getting tired of you talk ik u cappin
i'm p good at sitting back behind the action
i never even know, force of habit
gotta hold me back and my aggression
fists hurt from doing all this clenching
you think i'm pissed off, i'm just upset
i'm tryna see the light, wanna end this

hold what i have learned from u and leave everything else behind
wonder if she notices i'm distancing and tryna hide
burning all the passages and that includes both you and i
fighting on this field for u but i think you'd rather me die
face plant
in the soil
the water comes
to a boil
now it's hot
take my shirt off
got 8 bumps
between my torso
old ones keep in touch cause they see that i'm doing something right
think about how far i've come, it honestly got me surprised
u say we're the same but man that hurts cause i am not ur kind
more destruction, come prepared, the blood is real and well defined
missiles coming from the heavens, everybody runs with fear
think i'm deaf from all the bombs, i just hear ringing in my ears
the voices are embedded, i be battling for quite some years
don't know what they say, i just know they like to interfere
PACK MY BAGS OR CONTINUE FREEZING
I HATE MYSELF AND YOU'RE THE REASON
BUT I PROMISE I'M GETTING THERE
LESS HEAD PULLING, LOOSE STRANDS OF HAIR
SHE DETOX WITH A GLASS OF WATER
I MAKE SMART CHOICES, THAT'S WHY I'M WISER
I SMELL THE BOOZE COMING OUT ON YOUR BREATH
I GUESS YOU NEEDED TO TAKE SOMETHING OFF THE EDGE

i heard what u said but now i'm past it
getting tired of you talk ik u cappin
i'm p good at sitting back behind the action
i never even know, force of habit
gotta hold me back and my aggression
fists hurt from doing all this clenching 
you think i'm pissed off, i'm just upset
i'm tryna see the light, wanna end this

don't know why u up
like what do you want
i'm not here to judge
do u feel forced in love
i needed help as my skin tears
i would really like to know why u weren't there
whom i love, i'm in despair
can u hear my voice, are you here

spotify

hair

Well?

[+] I don't wanna die tonight so ill stay awake
* featuring @emofruits + @lilskeleskrrt * produced by @prodby2k6 + @rxhff *

INSTAGRAM: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TWITTER: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: www.discord.gg/DRfW7Q4Bmu

stay awake

+ spotify

stay awake (feat. emo fruits + skele) [prod. 2k6]

@sorrow_bringer 🖤
mixed & mastered by me 💛
[Audio Sample from King's Game]
~~lyrics~~
it'd be hella nice
if i knew what i want
sugar in the spice
fuck i'm outta luck

it'd be hella nice
if i knew what i want
everybody want a chance 
but they stay fucking up
ion wanna talk
think i've had enough
i'm staring at the knife 
like it wants in my gut

sugar in the spice
fuck i'm outta luck
but i never went in 
cause it wouldn't be enough
colder than the night
wonder if your touch
feels a saint from above throwing up
from above throwing up

hoping i heal, but i'm proof of the damage
everyone i kill's either hungry or manic
refuse any pills that i'm offered, then panic
if i'm really real, would you feel if i vanish?
let's trace back to the start
i ain't got no time here to waste on my heart
if i wanted peace, i believe i would be "anybody"
can't feel defeat when i'm coated in honey

permanently flawed; let me get my head straight
living at the cost; on the brink of being dead weight
no headspace, just silence.
what do you expect when the sky's blaring sirens?
but i knew the consequences all along
i used too much strength tryna grow stronger
the rapture, and endless disaster

take me by the head 
(okay)
leave no evidence 
(nor trace)

the moon is turning red
the air is so condensed 
simple lives and foolish lies
i raise a knife up to my eye
if one should seek, then one shall find
but what if i've already died?

it'd be hella nice
if i knew what i want
everybody want a chance 
but they stay fucking up
ion wanna talk
think i've had enough
i'm staring at the knife
like it wants in my gut

sugar in the spice
fuck i'm outta luck
but i never went in 
cause it wouldn't be enough
colder than the night
wonder if your touch
feels a saint from above throwing up
from above throwing up

𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘥𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬...
𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘪𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦?
𝘮𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘣𝘦... 𝘢 𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘤𝘦,
𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵?

it'd be hella nice
if i knew what i want
everybody want a chance 
but they stay fucking up
ion wanna talk
think i've had enough
i'm staring at the knife 
like it wants in my gut
like it wants in my gut...

sugar in the spice (sorrow bringer)

She got my heart beating
Left my heart bleeding
On the pavement
Growing up
Taught me hard lessons
Gotta face it
Rolling round
On some hard drugs
Where my face went?
I don't really think I need love
I'll replace it
She got my heart beating
Left my heart bleeding
On the pavement
Growing up
Taught me hard lessons
Gotta face it
Rolling round
On some hard drugs
Where my face went?
I don't really think I need love
I'll replace it

Got this empty soul
Inside of my chest
Yeah it's vacant
I've been lonely
Since I was a kid, Isolated
I know I don't really fit in
I can't fake it
Nowadays they wanna be my friend
For a payment
And nowadays, I couldn't care less
I grew colder
Hanging with the devil
Got him chilling on my shoulder
Every single night
I'm watching death come closer
Tired of it all
I wanna know what's after

Yeah
She got my heart beating
Left my heart bleeding
On the pavement
Growing up
Taught me hard lessons
Gotta face it
Rolling round
On some hard drugs
Where my face went?
I don't really think I need love
I'll replace it
She got my heart beating
Left my heart bleeding
On the pavement
Growing up
Taught me hard lessons
Gotta face it
Rolling round
On some hard drugs
Where my face went?
I don't really think I need love
I'll replace it

I don't really think I need it
But I want it
You can tell me all your secrets
I won't flaunt it
You can tell me how you really feel
Feel about it
I know how people can be
Yeah it's toxic
I can't trust, I got scars
All these cracks in my heart
Knew the love wouldn't last
Should of saw from the start
Now I'm left here to die
It's alright I'll be fine
Cause I've been on my own
The whole fucking time

sugar in the spice (sorrow bringer)

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