39.9 thousaund plays, so happy i found your music with this song

hearing this in sf almost brought me to tears. even knowing it was on the setlist this song was a discovery into many different niche artists in this scene for me, and it just brought me back for a moment to realize how much growth you and others have had over these years. super proud

JoshIGuess Favorites (Many To Still Add)

@dercept & @prodmichael
I wanna see ppl throw hands 2 this song live


Left behind for the vultures you know this hurts
Limb by limb i'll disappear it's over
Morality is lost the cost of closure
Throwing cheap blows i'll return them ten-fold

Hands up, broken jaw sucker punch
Bitch let's dance, don't get cut
Got glass shards up on my tongue, kiss of death she makes me numb
Broken promise oh my god
If I'm happy what's the cost?

Living in constant pain, watching you rot away
The quicker I start to cave, watching your flesh decay
Yea I really loved you, could you ever even say the same?

Pulling teeth everytime we speak
Scattered thoughts are frequent, never think
Lost a part of me, noose been on the tree
Leaves are falling green
Wonder if you'd still fall for me?
Fall for me

Yea you always said that it would all be me
Barbed wire around your neck hear the blood gurgle through the screams
Say you been down bitch i'll show you what true pain means

Hands up, broken jaw sucker punch
Bitch let's dance, don't get cut
Got glass shards up on my tongue, kiss of death she makes me numb
Broken promise oh my god
If I'm happy what's the cost?

Living in constant pain, watching you rot away
The quicker I start to cave, watching your flesh decay
Yea I really loved you, could you ever even say the same?
Say the same

spotify link<3

fleshh (dercept x michaelwarren)

@harvest @sewerperson

𝘭𝘺𝘳𝘪𝘤𝘴:

𝘐𝘧 𝘶𝘳 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘬𝘦
𝘑𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘪𝘧 𝘶𝘳 𝘰𝘬
𝘐 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘸𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘨𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘶 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘴𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘴
𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘪𝘮 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘺
𝘛𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘶𝘳 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘸𝘢𝘪𝘵 𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦
𝘐𝘧 𝘶𝘳 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘶𝘳 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦

𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘶 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘪𝘵 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦
𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘶𝘤𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘺 𝘵𝘰 𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘪𝘵 𝘩𝘪𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵
𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘰𝘬 𝘶 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘧𝘪𝘷𝘦
𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯𝘵 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘮 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘯𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵
𝘜𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳 𝘱𝘶𝘳𝘱𝘭𝘦 𝘮𝘪𝘹𝘦𝘥 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘣𝘭𝘶𝘦 𝘴𝘬𝘪𝘦𝘴
𝘏𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯𝘵 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘤𝘳𝘺
𝘌𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘈𝘵𝘭𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘤 𝘤𝘰𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘴 𝘩𝘪𝘵 𝘳𝘰𝘤𝘬𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘨𝘪𝘧𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘺 𝘦𝘺𝘦𝘴
𝘚𝘩𝘦𝘴 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘸
𝘖𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘦𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘣𝘭𝘶𝘦
𝘏𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘴𝘪𝘤𝘬 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘱𝘢𝘤𝘦 𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥
𝘎𝘳𝘢𝘷𝘪𝘵𝘺 𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘶
𝘚𝘶𝘮𝘮𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘰𝘯 𝘴𝘢𝘧𝘦 𝘨𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘴
𝘉𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘥𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘪𝘯 𝘔𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘣𝘶
𝘐 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘦𝘬 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯
𝘖𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘵𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶
𝘐𝘧 𝘶𝘳 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘬𝘦
𝘑𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘪𝘧 𝘶𝘳 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘴𝘢𝘧𝘦
𝘐 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘸𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘨𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘶 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘴𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘴
𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘰𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘪𝘴 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘮𝘦
𝘛𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘶𝘳 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘰𝘬 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘐 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘥𝘰 𝘪𝘴 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘦
𝘐𝘧 𝘶𝘳 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘶𝘳 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦

𝘐𝘧 𝘶𝘳 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘬𝘦
𝘑𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘪𝘧 𝘶𝘳 𝘰𝘬
𝘐 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘸𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘨𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘶 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘴𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘴
𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘪𝘮 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘺
𝘛𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘶𝘳 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘸𝘢𝘪𝘵 𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦
𝘐𝘧 𝘶𝘳 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘶𝘳 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦

SPOTIFY

my everything (ft. sewerperson + harvest)

hey, thx 4 listening, seriously.
this is the first song i've mixed completely from scratch,
so i hope it doesn't sound too foul 
prod. @prodskellington <3
cover art sketch by @bleulmao

~~~lyrics~~~
a minute away
i’m gonna fade
back into the nothing
shit what do you say
fear to be fake
look at my face
fucking disgusting
throughout the day

i can’t talk if i can’t even breathe out
she seems off there’s gotta be a reason
raindrops fall everywhere i don’t need it
think this calls for the death of a weakness

check, check, check,
troubled mind, covered ears
less, less, less, chitter-chat full of tears
let’s, let’s, let’s, get the fuck outta here
can’t afford being gone
but i’ve lost will to care again

the cycle ends
what’s the point in this
low love, slow thumbs, so numb

winter crept upon my hands
and all i am’s ideas through a screen
is it true that you were never meant to be?

troubled mind, covered ears [prod. skellington]

<3
prod me

lyrics:

I try to pick the pieces up like I used to be able to.
I needa stop givin a fuck and honestly u do too
bc its pointless
this never ending fucking conflict its like poison to us
its killin us both and I cant fuckin wait to change
and face it on my own 
but u gon stay the same?
okay.. i guess I'm back alone

when my world turn grey 
I look for some answers 
and all that they say is 
come home

babe are u serious 
we cant hold a convo thats serious…
so distant 

what if I wake up and everyone hates well maybe they already do
cant help but tread past feelings I detached I feel a ghost sometimes 

“do u wanna talk about it?”
they treat me like bitch so I kinda highly doubt it.
I hope that all my brothers and girl dont flake cus im rly kinda fucked up and I cant find my place in this 

ghosttown 
I wish woulda knew what I know now
goin down
the spiral that im used to I know now

u told me u want me to stay away 
well maybe I will u 
cut my lips

cut my lips

spotify

cut my lips.

Biteki AMV: https://youtu.be/aMOX-qUEWMw
prod. farber
this 1 been in the works for a while 🖤
i hope some of you find relation & or clarity.
ft. @user-411557229

[autumn]
so seems you took away my breath
feels a little off where do i begin 
like oh~
why’d i get so bent 
starting to believe that i’m a bit obsessed
like oh~

cause i’ve always really wanted space
now i just wanna see your face
(see your face)

girl i want this bad
i told you that
i’m not just sad
my world’s been plaid

hello?
praying you’d pick up the phone 
how’d it go?
being on your god damn own

so seems you took away my breath
feels a little off where do i begin 
like oh~
why’d i get so bent 
starting to believe that i’m a bit obsessed
like oh~

[not home.]
they wanna be me
she gonna leave me
for somebody new
off of the shrooms
cold in my room 
lost in the ceiling
look at the moon

[autumn & not home.] 
(2x)
look at my face when you’re talking
(when you’re talking)
i get bored so i smoke now i’m coughing
(bitch i’m coughing)
all the friends at the house 
now i’m yawning
(what the fuck bitch)
they be chasing all the
shit up in my pockets

obsessed w/ not home. [prod. farber]

Featuring @lilskeleskrrt
Produced by @metlast
Engineering, additional vocals by @horoshavibes

LYRICS
Still the same scared kid that I was way back then
Know I'd give anything to change how it happened
Still bleeding from the wounds of my past and
Pursuing happiness
But I can't have that

Take another hit to my pride and my passion
Loss after loss like a chain reaction
When everything goes wrong
I need a way out
I can not be trusted to be kind to myself

The drugs don't make it better
They just keep me distracted
From the life I'm supposed to live
And out the one that I'm trapped in
When everything goes wrong
I tend to break down
I can not be trusted to be kind to myself

(skele)
And love I promise that I mean well
All those things I did were fucking my health 
I've never been good at helping out myself
It's getting bad
I prolly need help
I never meant for you to run away 
I just wanted you to feel a bit of my pain 
And when everything goes wrong I hope you'll be here 
Need someone to fix all my fears

Listen on Spotify!

When Everything Goes Wrong w/ skele (Prod. metlast)

went for something different.
made this with the intention to expand my creativity as an artist
and the hopes to understand myself more as a person.
hope you enjoy :')
prod. @branwenmusic & @rvrhiv 🖤
cover art done by @akanenosketch

~~lyrics~~
(i got these daggers in my spine)
(they come right at me from the skies)
(just tell me why, why)

knowing that you’re safe
could you save me from this bad dream
know it’s kinda late
girl i’m sorry that i’m asking
glass to the fist 
for the flesh in my skin 
don’t get attached
yeah my body full of sin

worms in my teeth
cause i overeat  
serenity i seek
but my heart is getting weak
you people make me sick
roll another spliff 
rotting from within
until i meet an end
do you understand?

go into a rage 
when i see you in my sight
everyone the same 
and i always wonder why
tell me what it takes
just for you to stay mine

swear i’m fucking sick
everyone’s a prick 
running fucking swift
don’t ever stop, won’t ever quit
eh i was a mistake
in this world; why do i stay?
no, seriously.
THIS SHIT SUCKS!!!

hush…

glass to the fist 
for the flesh in my skin 
don’t get attached
yeah my body full of sin

worms in my teeth
cause i overeat 
serenity i seek
but my heart is getting weak
you people make me sick
roll another spliff 
rotting from within

i’m rotting from within!
i should probably go
there's blood under the snow 
infinity below
i hear the echoes of bellows

aren’t you just happy for me
i wanna be someone else
stuck inside a catacomb
it’s like my own personal hell 
just give me the signal 
and i’ll try to book it outta here
it’s not that i’m terrified
this is just how i look my dear 

i got these daggers in my spine
they started raining from the sky
i didn’t make it home in time
within your arms is where i lie

i rot, everything’s stupid 
i want you, but i’m useless
time’s not real, we are lucid 
i’m just, gonna lose it all


glass to the fist 
for the flesh in my skin 
don’t get attached
yeah my body full of sin

worms in my teeth
cause i overeat 
serenity i seek
but my heart is getting weak
you people make me sick
roll another spliff 
rotting from within
until i meet an end 
do you understand?…

infinity below [prod. branwen x rvrhiv]

@autumndropsdead
@caspywaspy

(autumn)
breathe in breathe out
breathe out (2x)
keep me around
(keep me around)

can't you feel the stress from the trees
see em bleeding?
trying less and less what is
left to believe in?

too much to express so i pent for a reason
go and be my guest
hunt me down; deer season
yeah, yeah

i need to breathe in, breathe out
breathe, please.
(please)

(casperrr)
i'm deep down in my head again
and i'm laying down in my bed again
i hate this stress, doesn't let me rest
baby lately I've been praying for the best

and i hate this life but i'm afraid of death
why is time going by so fast
and my head is turning to a fucking mess

i wanna go away and move out west
hate builds up and fills my soul
(fills my soul)
baby i've been trying to do this on my own
so~

(autumn & casperrr)
breathe in breathe out
breathe out (2x)
keep me around
(keep me around)

autumndropsdead - Deer Season (ft. casperrr) [+ 2001]

flowrpot

YO JVN!

skele - thoughts (+ irby x dead spyro)

prod. pink

lyrics:
Let's pretend that I'm alright
I'm anxious little psychopathic fuck
can't sleep at night
all alone the thoughts they've grown
and I ain't putting up no fight
can't conduce the fucking truth up out your mouth but that's alright
~
can't control but my mind grip
gotta let it go the thoughts they flow
ain't gotta fucking trip
lifes a puzzle, mind is muddled
clear it up, I kiss your lips
grip your hips
biting on your neck until you fucking drip

like a puddle, we cuddle until the sundown
ride my shuttle rebuttal, we smoke and comedown
I'm so faded, I'm crossed
intoxicated I'm lost
inebriated what cost?
I'm feeling run down

been stuck in head sometimes
don't leave me for dead, i'm blind
in due time i will find
that, it don't matter what you wanna do
just put you're all into
focus you're mind and I swear you will get it
don't stress the small, stand up tall pay attention
sure you fall, but will you get up? redemption

Let's pretend that I'm alright
I'm anxious little psychopathic fuck
can't sleep at night
all alone the thoughts they've grown
and I ain't putting up no fight
can't conduce the fucking truth up out your mouth but that's alright
~
can't control but my mind grip
gotta let it go the thoughts they flow
ain't gotta fucking trip
lifes a puzzle, mind is muddled
clear it up, I kiss your lips
grip your hips
biting on your neck until you fucking drip

like a puddle, we cuddle until the sundown
ride my shuttle rebuttal, we smoke and comedown
I'm so faded, I'm crossed
intoxicated I'm lost
inebriated what cost?
I'm feeling run down

PanicAttack! [prod. pink]

i dont feel right ft. sewerperson (prod mochila)

(kindmile)
And I hate your guts but I love your bones 
And I love you more the more you break down my hope 
Oh beauty is pain so the devil must reign 
Oh loving you to death it would end in vane 

I couldn’t give a fuck it I tried 
Cuz someone out there piping the love of my life 
Nah I couldn’t give a fuck if I died 
But I bet there’s someone out there thatd gladly trade lives 

I don’t fear sharks and I don’t fear drowning 
Once ur heads below the surface it’s just another day 
I don’t fear heights and I don’t fear flying 
I just fear the day to come where I forget your name 

You’re so fucking different now 
You’re like everybody else in this shitty town
You don’t like me you don’t believe in me
I fucking hate that I gave you a piece me 
I bet you think about me like you never ever knew me 
Bitch you dumb fake like a shitty toupee 
I’ll rip a page from your book I want you no where that I look
id do anything it took to get you out my minds nooks 

and I hate your guts but I love your bones 
and I love you more the more you break down my hope 
oh beauty is pain so the devil must reign 
oh loving you to death it would end in vane

(sewerperson)
cold winter nights
in your arms
the blood inside of her is keeping me warm
i promise im just checking if ur alright
baby i dont wanna fight like last time
could you heal me
of my damage
i feel so alone on this planet
i lay awake at night in your mattress
baby open up i need access

crows fly off my window sill
she told me draw my blood so she can tell if im real
blue seeps out from my open wound
she said as long as you love me i can love you too
and she cant be replaced ah
baby kiss me slow i miss the taste
she look me in my spirit everytime i grip her waist
she pushing back against me while she hold me by the face
if its true love we could always power thru the hate

(kindmile)
And I hate your guts but I love your bones 
And I love you more the more you break down my hope 
Oh beauty is pain so the devil must reign 
Oh loving you to death it would end in vane

beauty pains w/ sewerperson (prod. wellfed)

Support Venus: https://www.youtube.com/c/venusboy

_____________________________________________________
Lyrics:
missing all the late nights snuggled tight
Had one glimpse upon that face, I know the feelings right
I cannot forget the taste of your tongue
I'm so drunken in love
I think I might know the meaning now
~ (ohhhh)
can't you just feel it now
it's been a year since you apeared a head above the crowd
you're something special
you are simply picture perfect
and I'm sure your embrace will be worth it
to fight through all the sleepless nights
and I remember last december you entered my life
you brought me hope again
and filled me from within
brought love to my life, shine bright girl
~
and I think every single night
I apprciate ya
sorry if i'm distant
you and music are my mediators
so I thought I'd put together a few songs so I can just show
how much I really love you, come together and we just soak
~
In the sunlight
love shine so bright
I'm outta words right now
you're my partner in crime
you're my world, lie down
with you're on my chest
calm my nerves right down
(down)
(down)
(calm my nerves right down)
(down)
(down)
(calm my nerves right down)
In the sunlight
love shine so bright
I'm outta words right now
you're my partner in crime
you're my world, lie down
with you're on my chest
calm my nerves right down
(down)
(down)
(calm my nerves right down)
(down)
(down)
(calm my nerves right down)

5 AM [prod. venus]

s/o to https://soundcloud.com/boyfifty for the fire beet and inspiration <33
s/o soundcloud.com/cay2o for mastering too
mixed by me

lyrics:
I know u hate this, I don't fkin like it either.
my brain cant stay still, I'm struggling to chill myself
I really hate me, cause I cant fkn kill myself
I been blocking out my mind just to heal myself.

she gon' thank me when I kick the bucket.
obsessive thinking, my mind crazy, but I cant say fk it.
cause I got u and these people who gon' listen to me
this shit my therapy, don't take it as a lecture homie.

I fkn, lay in bed just thinking and sht.
i think id probably be happy if I didn't think about sht, but i cant help it my mind racing like a track meet
i try to sleep then get depressed like tf happened to me.

I’m wastin my time, I opened my eyes
can’t rely on these bitches I learned that the hard way
comin back to my senses, but ive been through hell
i’m a lion in a cell, but its kinda hard to tell
now I dont mean to yell, but sometimes I need to get this feelin out of my chest.
I love my homies, s/o my brothas 1 time 
I hope they not lonely, cause im barely alive.

i been blockin out my mind just to heal myself

i been blockin out my mind just to heal myself (prod. boyfifty)

new album out now
tour tickets: https://ffm.bio/joshiguess

troubled mind, covered ears [prod. skellington]

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