i love this song so much i been spamming it since it dropped

guitar written by me, actual guitar recorded by @quannnic
mixing & mastering: me & orchid (@0rch_id)

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lyrics:

i wish i could wither
i wish i could leave this hell i’ve made
i wish i could clear my mind and b at peace
i wish my worries would all just go away
i wish i was better
i wish i could leave my house without worryin when the next attack will come about
i miss when everything made sense to me
i miss when all the ppl i called my friends would txt me back
i hate when i would wake up in cold sweats anxious for my life
i miss when i was normal x2

but u don’t care
u just laugh and stare
u don’t care x2

u don’t care x3
u never cared

i wish/u dont care [ outro ]

production: me & soma (@prodsoma)
mixing & mastering: me

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lyrics:

[intro]
feel alone n helpless
i paved this road w/ no end
tired of playing pretend
just wanna get out this mess

i’m not okay, i confess
these last few months, i’ve been stressed
i just have so much regrets
i just have so much regrets

[verse]
i’ve only had myself to get through all of this, it’s hell.
it’s lonely when the ones u used to know have said farewell
bleeding out, my eyes r open
can’t see, all my senses broken 
i wish that i wasn’t so hopeless
i wish that i wasn’t so hopeless

[chorus]
nobody even knows it, but i’m tired
i can feel killin all of my desire
doesn’t help when all my “friends” don’t even bother
not a thing that i can try to make me calmer
i’m drowning in emotions down beneath 
i’m grinding all my teeth
it’s getting hard to breathe, so...

tell me, was it a waste?
dug six feet down, no escape.
feels like i just got replaced
by someone better than me
if i left w/o a trace, no one would ponder
this path i’m going down, don’t even wanna 
staying silent cuz i don’t want any drama
heart is bleeding on the floor, guess that’s just karma 

[verse]
i tried my hardest just to be there for y’all
gave every person my all
but u still let me just fall 
u stare and laugh at me when i’m at my low 
don’t have to say it, ik
all that u do, yeah it shows
that i’m not welcome here
that u don’t even care
act like i’m unaware
a sight i cannot bear
i tried my best, i swear
heart on my sleeve, i wear [s/o rod wave]
just left me in despair
u never were a friend

[chorus]

apathetic (avit + soma)

lyrics:

run run hit em up
think i lost another life :(
can't turn my back
see you standin wit a knife
knew i never should've came here tonight
i'll meet you on the other side

uh oh why you gotta do it to me?
you take me back to school, we got history
run the whole length just to break my feet  
put me out of my misery

but you don't give a fuck about me do you?
every time i'm in a bad mood you just give me the attitude
clockwork, same old shit, and i'm over it

but when i'm stuck alone with my own thoughts
i can never find home you're all i've got
can't find the words to say
break me to pieces, take all of me

i wanna run away (x3)
gonna run run run run

run run hit em up
think i lost another life :(
can't turn my back
see you standin wit a knife
knew i never should've came here tonight
i'll meet you on the otherside

uh oh why you gotta do it to me?
you take me back to school, we got history
run the whole length just to break my feet  
put me out of my misery

i'll meet you on the other side
i'll meet you on the other side

otherside (plxce)

production: jacy nyte @jacynyte
mixing & mastering: me

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lyrics:

lately ive been fallin down
but tell me how you doing now?
its been so long since you left town
i miss when i could see you around
u know, i know 
what we both had 
is never ever
coming back
emotions flooding, feeling drowned
but now I guess
ill see you around

i miss your shine of moonlight
glowing bright on you tonight 
i could never be enough for anybody in this life 
walked around this empty town just so I can look upon the night 
and it hurts me without you here
i just want my friend to stay
why’d u leave me without even a single goodbye?
it was all just so soon…

i know i gave a lot of me 
but you know
you stole a part of me
sunrise
shining on your face
me and you
could never separate

ghost town re:do (jacy nyte)

old tattoos (ryo + will + st jimmy)

One For Me (Ft. Jyxded!)

production: heavn @heavenindaclouds
mixing & mastering: me & heavn

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youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
streaming platforms: fanlink.to/AViT69

lyrics:

[hook]
ur voice rewinding in my head like a recording
if i could take back all the time, then i’d restore it 
i never gave u ‘nough of my love or attention 
and it’s my fault that what we had are now just fragments 

[verse]
wish i could hit restart
b4 we fell apart
yeah i’d give everything to pause that moment of our lives
and all those fights were meaningless
whenever i start to reminisce 
about the past
can we go back?

[bridge]
can we go back?

[hook]
x2

[outro]
yeah I've been picking up the pieces
of this broken home we've made and
i need you x2
and if I tell you all my secrets
will you keep them close to your heart?
for me <3 x2

broken record (heavn)

production: noki @nokiyzu & dltzk @dltzk
mixing & mastering: me & heavn @heavenindaclouds

lyrics:

[hook: noki]
everything i say
everything i fucking do
yeah you know that its for you
yeah you know
i cant seem to get away
i cant seem to get away from you
its like everything you say
everything you fucking say is engrained in my brain
and you cool like the shade :D
yeah you cool like the shade

[verse: avit]
i know baby it’s been hard
but we can talk it out
get our feelings in the air
i don’t want u to doubt

beginning to understand
why i can’t goddamn
get you out my fucking head
every painful memory replaying back
yeah i can still envision you inside my bed
and every lil word u said before it all went black

cuz i still love you
i still care for you
so

[hook: me + noki]

brain w/ noki

production: heavn @heavenindaclouds + loop by stagehoax @stagehoax
mixing & mastering: me & heavn

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again w/ heavn (heavn + stagehoax)

production: me & doxia @tayparadox
mixing & mastering: me & doxia

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reboot [ interlude ] (avit + doxia)

ima be honest, i just winged it on this one.

production: jane remover @janeremover
mixing & mastering: me & jane remover

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lyrics:

lights out
darkness shrouds ‘round my head
my doubt
clouds my thoughts ‘til i’m dead
without you baby
i can’t stand
to even sleep inside my bed

lights out
i wish that i could forget everything
lights out
i wish this void wasn’t consuming me
lights out
everything i do, you’re always right next to me
lights out
i just want you out my head
lights out
let me breath for one damn sec
lights out
i hope this pain inside won’t last
lights out

again w/ heavn (heavn + stagehoax)

AViT

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