1st day of school after 2years of being a neet wish me luck

hyperpop

production: me
mixing & mastering: me & orchid (@0rch_id)
cover art: ddertbag @ddertbag

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
streaming platforms: fanlink.to/AViT69

lyrics:

[chorus]
make me nothing again
mother, i’ve sinned, i repent
i’ll make amends w/ my death
don’t wanna waste your time
so sacrifice my life
i’ll make amends w/ my death

[verse]
i feel it all flow
inside my veins
down below
what i’ve done, i know
my guilt has tainted my soul 
let’s put it all to rest
no more lyin 
in that tattered dress
make me feel like i’m j worthless
everything that i did, i regret
my body shaking, cold 
persisting at my core
my essence, broken, old
my cries, they go ignored  

[chorus]

lilith

(@prodnomu)
comic art by https://www.instagram.com/jigglytofu.art/
sample is 'adventure spirit' by yvette young 

always love u guys for all da support
//
Ill admit it im a little jealous 
When were together  
theres no problem no not whatsoever
But when im texting 
u i feel a stupid fucking pressure
My fucking head hurts 
Desperate times just call for desperate measures
Were both depressed and
Lately it feels like a lack of effort
In our affection
Lately it feels like there's been a sever
in our connection
Wish that you and me dint have this distance
So we’d feel better
cuz it all comes back when were together
Like hell to heaven 

dam hate how im selfish and full of myself
Manipulation’s not good for your health
I keep my mind off this sht but its always right there when im wishing that im someone else
someone that always jus knew how u felt
That way id take care of u by myself
I hate the feeling of helplessness tired of being a burden thats useless as hell
Stay by ur side
You say ur good but i still see u crying
You say its fine
Break out a smile
But i see through it i see that ur dying inside every time
But “its o kayyyy”
Thats what u say
But the fact that i know that ur hurting
Is the worst thing
Please jus go away
Cuz this feeling of familiar heartaches
It destroys me
But its okay
Buts its okay
Tell me its okay
yea its okay
yea its okay
yea its okay

yvette

spotify

prod me :)

featuring the lovely @victxrw

https://www.instagram.com/aiu404l/

cnt get over u ft. victxrw

prod @remghost x @recyclexbin

mix/master by @bedhead2001

i don't really care about what they say 
i'll be with you when the skies turn grey
and if it gets bad, it'll be okay
sometimes it hurts, but i'm here to stay

lonely at night, staying inside
everything's cold and i don't know why
lonely with you by my side
being with you makes it hard to cry

i never leave when i'm seeing signs
i see starlight looking in your eyes
think i'm insane yeah they don't know why
i wanna be with you like all the time

but i'm damaged and manic
a fuck up, i just don't understand it
when you're not here i panic
no i can't leave, i'd regret it

hard to cry

I think about you way to often 
it’s not like I can stop it 
you don’t understand, that’s the problem 
I don’t want to hear that your sorry 

every time you cross my mind 
can’t help but feeling paralyzed 
you don’t even realize 
this pain I went through every time

paralyzed「elxnce + cymric」

amv:
https://youtu.be/dhvDdubs70A

@owtiss
@sensuku

[chorus]
i can't even look u in the eye
know i didn't like u for a time
wonder if i love u can't decide ;/
so many thoughts i can't get out of my mind
i can't even look u in the eye
know i didn't like u for a time
wonder if i love u can't decide ;/
so many thoughts i can't get out of my mind

[verse]
don't know what's right
but it's so wrong
but it's so wrong
i never wna look into my own eyes
i jus wna be with u for one more night
feel ur breath
on my skin
feel the snow
in the wind
say goodbye
one last time
clear ur mind
take ur time

[chorus]
i can't even look u in thе eye
know i didn't like u for a timе
wonder if i love u can't decide ;/
so many thoughts i can't get out of my mind
i can't even look u in the eye
know i didn't like u for a time
wonder if i love u can't decide ;/
so many thoughts i can't get out of my mind

erasure

thoughts

SPOTIFY

owtiss - thoughts (sensuku)

moula

(@prodnomu)
stay safe luv u all <3

video on astari: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xysH0udOXdc

//
U look pretty in that dress
U look pretty in that
dress(16)

Okay i take it back
Everything i said
Eveyrthing i did
You dont understand
Thats not what i meant
U done made me sad
i Didnt give a shit 
Yea
yea

Im just jealous how u make it look so effortless
make s it hard for me to try to make an effort yea
when i try,  u end up always doing better yea
But when i'm insecure i think about the better days 

 
But now i look right in the mirror and I see what ive become
And im not very happy with myself I wanna run 
Away from all the things that make me feel like im someone
Ive tried so many time to make it right but now im done

IM A QUIET PERSON BUT IM SCREAMING  IN THE DARK
AND NO ONE FUCKING HEARS ME CUZ I MUTE MYSELF A LOT
I TRY TO KEEP IT SILENT IN THE DAY BUT DAM  ITS HARD
AND YESTERDAY I SCREAMED SO FUCKING LOUDLY IN THE CAR 

And even though Im better than before I still feel worthless
Ive tried so many times to make it right and make it perfect
And after all this time ive figured that its just not worth it
Go and lock the doors so i can hide behind my curtains

dress

spotify <3

NOW ON SPOTIFY N APPLE MUSIC:)!

@angelus7k
@rosesleeves

https://twitter.com/pp0sture
https://www.instagram.com/pp0sture/

perspective (p. angelus)

i'm sorry.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5A4Hjx2RAeo

production: maknae @mkne
mixing & mastering: me

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
streaming platforms: fanlink.to/AViT69

lyrics:
i fell in luv with u last year
your pretty smile and eyes, so clear
i thought that we would be forever
but we’re not together now
you made me better every time
we’d talked for hours on facetime
and every call we always said
“i love you baby and goodbye”

say goodbye
you fucking lied
you left my messages on read
when i said: “i don’t want to end”
say goodbye
i fucking miss you all the time
i hate feeling this way
but i can’t help it tonight

tonight
tonight
you left without warning
my heart on fire, burning
the pain tonight, it’s hurting
i’ll write it down, record it

after i write this verse
my mind will go blank and blur
this is the last time
you’ll be on my mind
tonight it ends
tonight it ends
tonight it ends
tonight it ends

say goodbye
you fucking lied
you left my messages on read
when i said: “i don’t want to end”
say goodbye
i fucking miss you all the time
i hate feeling this way
but i can’t help it tonight

stream <3

goodbye </3 (maknae) // video in desc.

claymore w/ kevinhilfiger & misakufoxx (prod. taylor morgan & curtains)

i'm trying my best to get better. i’m sorry.

this a single off my album lol

production: heavn @heavenindaclouds
mixing & mastering: me

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
streaming platforms: fanlink.to/AViT69

lyrics:
baby all this medicine is killing me
i know it hurts you slow, so please just leave me be
lungs collapsed, i cannot breathe
wide awake but still asleep
my body’s breaking under pressure
my mind is always under the weather
i hope that one day i won’t be
such a fucking mess and leave

take me out my misery
break my heart and let me bleed
fuck these drugs, i wanna be
happy just for once, god please

falling down
i wish u were around
so you could tell me that this is not the real me
i broke my promise to you.
i’m sorry for hurting you.
i hope this relapse will be my last.

take me out my misery
break my heart and let me bleed
fuck these drugs, i wanna be...
fuck.

relapse (heavn)

https://soundcloud.com/tropes777 https://soundcloud.com/redpri3st

[kite]
hopefully im not sick
this our town silent hill this is not it
turn his body to a corpse im a grave digger
just say that word to stop a dying trigger

picture me off i wanna try it out
telling me these stories that u know about
9 milimeter to the head thats my title
give a fuck if im suicidal hit my vital

no survivors asking for the wrong hero
looking at myself im a weirdo 
sorry took yer girl turn her into a widow

i got nine rounds to prove my point   
my life is nothing but problems
in despair i got something to solve em
right to the action it only takes a second
and now u wanna ask that where ive gone
dont scare me off and then tell me im wrong
u wanna show it off

[tropes]
show it off show it off no u cant talk down
be it twice or the 3rd i can knock u out
but thats not what u about
and i think i lost count but

hopefully im not sick
take a bullet from behind like a target
and i swear i want it all with a guitar pick
and when they text me its always to say im toxic
i dont want it u want it

i rub my hands from the dirt its not my problem
i tried to put it all away but u want em
she gon suck my dick in a honda 
make him disappear this aint no cosmo and wanda

u wanna wish but i aint give u shit no no no
i feel like santa cuz ur on my list ho ho ho
they see my footprints in the snow
yea i keep a strap , i feel like lorne malvo

hopefullynotsick ft. tropes (prod. redpriest)

@goodbyex2002
@linguistxx
mixing by @blackwinterwells

gen 2 (goodbyex2002 + linguist)

focus w/ SEBii

Tên tôi là, Vivi!

Business only - vi@avit.wtf

Bringing the party to a rave near you~ 

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/djkandicore
Twitch: Twitch.tv/djkandicore

Gabber, Happy hardcore, Uptempo, UK hardcore, J-core and Hard dance.

For bookings, please contact kandicore1@gmail.com or DM here

goodbye </3 (maknae) // video in desc.

AViT

Recent comments

дима нагеев

Ant notini

dysen

Jaiquez Dennis

Related tracks