Omg ): Im crying so much your voice is a healer to my soul.. Why DO YOU DO THIS TO ME! Dx <333

production: soma (@prodsoma)
mixing & mastering: me

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
streaming platforms: fanlink.to/AViT69

lyrics:

i took my chances
i can’t live w all the knowledge
of this pain u caused me
knowin i was hurtin inside out

feel ripped apart at every seam
but i don’t wanna make a scene
had my suspicions
didn’t wanna believe it

but i was blind in one eye to everything u did
every piece of me, u killed 
couldn’t see what u had hid 
wish i could just rewind back
and confirm all of my misgivings
i can’t leave it in the past, yea
these mental scars, they’re unrelenting
everything u did was with a mask
and the sight to see that, yeah i lacked 

i couldn’t see what was in front of me 
your bloody hands held up n on display
my vision seems to have just gone away
yea it’s too late 4 me :/

but now ik who i can blame
lost trust in my friends n
i feel so ashamed
sabotaged my life
but the pain still just remains
its like nothings changed
everything’s the same

but i was blind in one eye to everything u did
every piece of me, u killed 
couldn’t see what u had hid 
wish i could just rewind back
and confirm all of my misgivings
i can’t leave it in the past, yea
these mental scars, they’re unrelenting
everything u did was with a mask
and the sight to see that, yeah i lacked

blind in one eye (soma)

Produced by @delto & Rosesleeves

Lyrics-
You’re the best sculptor I’ve ever known
And sometimes I wish for an alternate ending where we were still close
In this abyss where a million things could’ve happened
I’m not sure why it went how it did and I can’t help but look back
I can’t find a way, I can’t find a way
To stop that

I got new people in my life and I’m tryna rearrange them
To fill the space you left but I know it isn’t working
I told myself it wasn’t meant to be I’m lying
But I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt

I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt
I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt

I got new people in my life and I’m tryna rearrange them
To fill the space you left but I know it isn’t working
I told myself it wasn’t meant to be I’m lying
But I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt
I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt
I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt

And I’ve tried giving it time
It feels like you’ll always be a part of my life
But for some reason we had to say goodbye
Maybe I’ll find you in another lifetime
And I’ve tried to distract myself
Think about something else
But my head keeps on taking me back to you this is hell
I’m tryna figure out how to live my life without you
And I still don’t know how to
Cause nothing stops the hurt

You’re the best sculptor I’ve ever known
And I’ll always wish for an alternate ending where we were still close
In this abyss where a million things could’ve happened
I’m not sure why it went how it did and I can’t help but look back
I can’t find a way, I can’t find a way
To stop that

I got new people in my life and I’m tryna rearrange them
To fill the space you left but I know it isn’t working
I told myself it wasn’t meant to be I’m lying
But I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt
I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt
I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt

I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying yeah I’ll just keep on trying yeah
Just keep on trying yeah I’ll just keep on trying 
I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying yeah I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt

Sculptor (coprod. Delto)

produced by me & ginko (@ginkomo)
mixed & mastered by ginko

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
website: www.avit.wtf

Lines of Death

in time, i'll learn (Prod. AViT & Radio Ginko)

production: jacy nyte @jacynyte
mixing & mastering: me

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
streaming platforms: fanlink.to/AViT69

lyrics:

lately ive been fallin down
but tell me how you doing now?
its been so long since you left town
i miss when i could see you around
u know, i know 
what we both had 
is never ever
coming back
emotions flooding, feeling drowned
but now I guess
ill see you around

i miss your shine of moonlight
glowing bright on you tonight 
i could never be enough for anybody in this life 
walked around this empty town just so I can look upon the night 
and it hurts me without you here
i just want my friend to stay
why’d u leave me without even a single goodbye?
it was all just so soon…

i know i gave a lot of me 
but you know
you stole a part of me
sunrise
shining on your face
me and you
could never separate

ghost town re:do (jacy nyte)

produced by me w/ additional melodies from @1spoof
mixed & mastered by me

released under Loveshock @loveshockrecords

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
website: www.avit.wtf

lyrics:
all i wished for is all gone
lines of sight, they’ve been redrawn
wires in my body firing out without u here…
my insecurities
they’re taking shape in me
i know that i can’t do it
but i don’t know

how much can i take
before i finally break
is there still will in me
that i don’t know

existent
inside me
my nerves feel so numb to me
and i can’t accept it
when my heart’s locked up all the way
sickening to see that my body is falling apart
but maybe you’ll just save me again

i keep expecting you 
to be my savior
but it was never true
i feel so fucking used
the truth’s that i’m no good
dependent all on you
to keep me living on
and make it to the other side 
it feels so empty without you
to numb it all
and take away
what i have left
so i can separate myself from everyone
i wish i didn’t need u
to keep me alive
all the vomit and the anguish 
isn’t it all so pitiful?
painted words with all your poison
it’s just so fucking pitiful

my savior

stream

my savior (Prod. AViT & Spoof)

produced by me w/ additional mels from @cannamusic
mixed & mastered by me

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youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
website: www.avit.wtf

a fleeting moment of peace (Prod. AViT & Canna)

I have no motivation
So I get nothing done
I hate the mornings so i 
Sleep in way past the sun    	 
I have like everything but
I still find nothing fun, 
I really like the smell of
The world when it burns

It keeps me warm
It keeps me warm
It keeps me warm

now its only a fraction   
Of times that we had
So i turn to distractions
Whenever im sad  
It turns into a cycle
I think im going psycho
Fraid of things that i might do
Might do

Lately i just hate everyone
I hope they all run away 
I hope they somehow just trip and fall
I hope they dig their own graves 

Im a mess
Im obsessed 
with distractions all day
And when i stop  
drown in thoughts
i just break down again
(2x)

Fuck that
Ima turn this shit around
Wrote that
In december i was down
Looking back that shit was kinda rough
But now im here its kinda funny got my money up

This year ,drop whatever I wana
All my songs are kinda sad but now im tryn be funner
Theres jus this
Big fear, 
I wont do any numbers
doesn't matter anyways im already goin down under 

I
I got a present 4 u
And im not sure if you’ll like it or not
But i assure u its straight from da heart
Ok u
U make write all these songs
But im j sad 1 percent  of the time
I jus dont make songs about 99

distractions

spotify

with @prodmusa :)

produced by ria @ria_chuelo & me
mixed & mastered by me

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
website: www.avit.wtf

lyrics:
the numbers going down
and i can’t get enough
obsessed with all my pounds
its been so fucking tough
counting everything i eat
throwing up what i don’t need
the sight of it just makes me sick
dont wanna take the risk
i cant quit it
each day just passes by
don’t even know why i try anymore

its all on the floor 
what i see, i deplore
but i just want it more
dont have any remorse
its all on the floor 
what i see, i deplore
but i just want it more
dont have any remorse

hallowed bones wither away
just rip my cuts I hate my skin
a silhouette of nothing appears in my room while my house is on fire

used to call me everyday when u need my help
when i’m breaking down this bed it’s like show & tell 
you just say you would choose your words carefully 
it’s not how it’s supposed to be

the darkness surrounds me
my eyes bleed when I sleep
these mirrors around me…
my eyes bleed when I see
the darkness surrounds me
my eyes bleed when I sleep
these mirrors around me…
my eyes bleed when I see

deplorable feat. Musa (Prod. Ria & AViT)

produced by jacy nyte @jacynyte
mixed & mastered by jacy nyte & me
additional vox by jacy nyte

Released under @loveshockrecords

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
website: www.avit.wtf

lyrics:

the breeze falls down
the light goes out
it’s another day i’ve gone lost and afraid
anxious waiting for my future
and what’s next
cuz i failed everyone i knew
i succumbed to it all again 
i hate this feeling of defeat
i never wanted any of this

it was never meant to be like this
only wanted to hide my feelings
never wanted to show weak i am
but it was all inevitable…

the weight is on me
and i can’t handle the pressure
by myself 
will u be there
to guide me
to help me?

i never wanted this (Prod. Jacy Nyte)

@luvlxckdown
@yureiclub

lab w my new yurei buddy go check him out he's super swag he’s from brisbane 🇦🇺🇦🇺

we freestyled for fun dont ask for lyrics we have no idea what we said it was just something about how people peak in high school and how we only improved since then

the prom queen +luvlxckdown

original @domerrz
https://soundcloud.com/domerrz/iknowuhateme

reprod meeee (i like daria sounds)
*mwah*

so i guess its just the way its meant to be
got kicked to the curb swore i wouldnt let it get to me it got to me
im face first in the dirt and the one that did its blocking me n dodging me
i cant lie and say it dont hurt that ur the one thats haunting me
ur the one thats haunting me
iknowyouhateme

got kicked to the curb swore i wouldnt let it get to me it got to me
im face first in the dirt and the one that did its blocking me n dodging me
i cant lie and say it dont hurt that ur the one thats haunting me
ur the one thats haunting me
iknowyouhateme

lately ive been thinking ive been drinking
losing sleep all over this
the walls r closing
my mind burdened
wish I could get out of this
didnt want to lose her love
I feel dumb
didnt wanna lose someone when I had lost so much

#iknowuhateme [cover]

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i never wanted this (Prod. Jacy Nyte)

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