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Aloe Barbadensis Leaf

にゅーさん

Another Day

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ft @saturn27 produced by @prodelxnce @kurai

[tropes]
cloak tattered , but itll never even matter
grippin on the bedside wanting something better
go get her , i see u staring at a letter
havent cried yet but never say never

inside a room of broken doors so
bind the ring and take my torso
took it out for less or more tho
filming me but whats it for tho 

the less u know the better , yea its whatever
its always gonna upset her , i put it all together
pull it down forever , im the worst one ever
so im charring the embers 

do you think you’re clever or something?
better than nothing?
theres on the one thing that i could say to you
saying some dumb things, im tryna feel something
setting a marker to ruin my day to you

woah, half of em will leave u for a joe dam schmo
im broke cuz i sell too god damn low
or too high , at this point i don’t know
a new die, but the same old roll

you cant teach an old dog new tricks
but a brand new seat makes a new sit
but i cant talk now im a nuisance 
im a bricked system so useless

woah, half of em will leave u for a joe dam schmo
im broke cuz i sell too god damn low
or too high , at this point i don’t know
a new die, but the same old roll

cloak tattered w/ saturn (elxnce + kurai)

Foraging Wild Mushrooms

Let's Go (feat. (Hook & Nedarb)

Monëy Twerk [prod. Trgc]

[kite]
faded in black dissappear out of sight
left it all behind it makes the day too bright 
u were the last u were the first 
made it all worst this is the life i chose
no one can make it right
can someone put me out my life
i cannot even make a scene
i cannot even see thru this screen

just like that im in my head
i-i
just like that im in my head

sticky in my veins
everything turned horrible
4 no reason u took me for the worse
blood just drips 
ion wanna hear
ill never change i took it for a steer

感情なんてどこにもないの

in my head ft. tropes (prod. 6houl x guami)

walk

i dont wanna die tonight but i think i fucking might
i dont really wanna run i dont really wanna fight 
drugs in my bag i dont wanna sleep tonight 
i dont wanna close my eyes i dont wanna see the light 
i know i dont know what patience is
i know you dont know what hatred it 
i dont give a fuck if it takes my life 
i dont wanna wake up tomorrow night 

no one gonna do it like me
baby wanna go to hell with me 
fuck all of your clout i dont want it anymore 
fuck all of the hype i dont need it anymore 
thought that id see heaven but i dont now 
thought i could be nice but i wont now 
ima get some money with my cold blood 
dont you fucking say i never told ya 
im the grim reaper what you like 
i got two fangs for your life 
i can go and get it what you like 
dont say were too young to die 
all i ever wanted was a life 
all i ever wanted was some love 
all i fucking want is a gun 
all i ever got was a good spot in hell

season of the witch

@joshuasageart
@quinsea
@methboiswag

Lyrics:
(JoshuaSageArt)
I still feel so shattered, I’m on the run
And I feel so attached to all we’ve done
How could I feel like you loved me🈵
It kept me from hurting👨🏻‍🦲
No heart, just open surgery🫀❌
I felt your warmth so closely🫂 <3
You make my world start turning🌍
Feels just like my skin in burning❤️‍🔥
Forever ♾ just pressure ♾
And that’s all that I have
(QUINSEA)
why do
i feel
like im breaking
inside i hope
you hate me
cut me up
simple surgery
i hope you listen closely
when i say that you should hurt me
when i say that im still lonely
i feel like im dying slowly
i can feel the world stop turning
(JoshuaSageArt & quinsea chorus)

Spotify

Surgery (w/ quinsea) [+methboiswag]

@joshuasageart
@brknglss

Watch me perform this song live here: https://youtu.be/ufZ6Tzi8u3Q

https://www.instagram.com/joshuasageart/

cover art from superliminal (amazing game)

Lyrics:

Ultraviolet rays, look like Reebok
Foreign on the way, feel the drop top
Pulse in my veins, twist take it off
You take me away, you make me feel warm

And every time I see your face 
I wish that things will stay the same
I know life’s hard, I know things change
Some things won’t always be that way

Hey please, Call me if you need that
Baby don’t you see that
I can’t find my way back
I can’t trust your face yeah
I feel out of place yeah
Feel 2 separate pains yeah
the thought of your embrace yeah
It stays there at that place

That Place [+brknglss]

IG feat.ろう

8がつ32にち (feat.Shiny pain)

@moodyriley
@prodgreentop
@prodsoma

its so bad, everytime i talk u get mad

bad w/ moodyriley (greentop x soma)

mental anguish

@joshuasageart
@kojowav
Artwork source:
https://godenteredmybody.tumblr.com/post/663915347200655360

Lyrics:
(Intro)
whatever...
I haven't forgotten how good we are together.
(JoshuaSageArt)
I’ve been dealing with enough things going on
I’ve been searching for a way to right my wrongs
It’s the only thing I want, it’s all I want
With you I cannot take a loss, it’s like you’re all I got

Searching, I’m searching for an answer
So broken & so shattered
Hold the keys I am the master
My heart rate moving faster 


Deep inside the lightsss
I feel so satasfiiieed
Open up youuuur eyyyyes
You could save a liiifee


I just feel so attached
I just cannot relax
Never want to subtract
You from how I stay awake
I don’t know where you’re at
Baby don’t you come back?
I can feel you inside of my own brain

And I feel like
It’s all in my head
And it’s so bright
I feel lost in it
(a voice)
ya know and something tells me...
maybe you haven't either.

JoshuaSageArt - divine 9 [+kojo]

a song ab my struggle and journey w/ identity and dysphoria :)

ty to @nclkyr for being on this with me <3

production: soma @prodsoma
mixing & mastering: orchid @0rch_id & me

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
streaming platforms: fanlink.to/AViT69

[verse]
ripped all my clothes from my closet
couldn’t bear it
tried breaking every mirror in my home
couldn’t do it
never felt quite right in this body of mine
it’s like i’m living a lie and i feel locked inside
been tryna find the answers to this all my life
but still i hide…

[pre-chorus]
i could dress like this
and i could talk like that
but it would never amount
this feeling just won’t quit
no matter what i do
it lingers back to me
can’t run away…

[chorus]
cuz every time i meet my eyes
it doesn’t fit with my mind
what i feel deep inside
i just don’t know who i am
wish i could be just like her
or i could be just like him
idk who i wanna be anymore
x2

[verse: kyra]
im scared to know whats right and wrong 
cuz everything just takes too long 
the way that everyone looks good
and im just stuck here, im thinking 
wish i could do it again and again 
i feel so amazing when im in a dress 
little do they know…
i just dont know who i am anymore

[chorus]
every time i meet my eyes
it doesn’t fit with my mind
what i feel deep inside
i just don’t know who i am
wish i could be just like her
or i could be just like him
idk who i wanna be…

[post-chorus]
i could be just like them
or anything that i want
in between or nothing at all
it doesn’t matter to me
cuz in the end, i may not know
what i really want, idk
but i finally know who i am

[outro] (avit + kyra)
who i am 12x
yeah i finally know who i am…

just like them feat. Kyra (Prod. Soma)

GOOD WINE *p Mr Weaver & Brentrambo

spotify// https://open.spotify.com/artist/7CCMa80vV2DtwXSjCAay8v

happy birthday 2 me im  17 now :)
happiness between u n me
@prodsoma @kimzhel
lyrics//
(intro from i want to eat your pancreas)
and i tried and tried to change
and i tried and tried to change
and i tried and tried to change
and i tried and tried to change
when will it matter 2 u
when will it matter 2 me
why cant u tell me the truth
its all i need
when will it matter 2 u
when will it matter 2 me
why cant u tell me the truth
its all i need
swear its time and time again
said youll close ur eyes and hope 4 the best
you said hate me guess those feelings r dead
and everytime we talk it feels so different
i close my eyes and i hope to see 
one thousand times between you me
i close my eyes and hope to sleep
and its getting so hard with out u next to me
i close my eyes and i hope to be
everything tht u cld want from me
i close my eyes and hope to see
every thing how its suppose to be
when will it matter 2 u
when will it matter 2 me
why cant u tell me the truth
its all i needwhen will it matter 2 u
when will it matter 2 me
why cant u tell me the truth
its all i need
its all i need
its all i need
on my hands and knees
its all i need
(outro from i want to eat your pancreas)

all i need (soma + kimzhel)

Apple Music: http://itunes.apple.com/album/id/1592044687
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3U7yyT9Jy2SaM7csFFIROT?si=82c7e7f7041e4fd2
Lyrics AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TOn3yg6xMFY

written & produced by beudi
featuring suckerpunk
mixed & mastered by sinxi

lyrics:
We used to be two, but were meant as one
When we both went to school, everything was fun
Now I'm locked in the stu, in a smoke-filled room
And I'm thinking bout you, but it feels so numb
I thought we could move on with life when we're done
Just like we used to, but god, I was wrong
Cause every thought I have keeps taking me to the past
Trynna value every moment cause it never lasts too long

Turned into a believer
Just cause you can't see doesn't mean it couldn't be there
There is chaos and a terrifying creature
You can take just a peak, but you'll hate what you see there
Tried to go to Wonderland, but I've only gone to hell
What shit was I on again? Is there anyone to help me?
I missed my one chance, it slipped through my hands
Quit haunting at night and just die in the past, please
I've been trying to hide in these clouds
But I don't know how long it'll last

We used to be two, but were meant as one
When we both went to school, everything was fun
Now I'm locked in the stu, in a smoke-filled room
And I'm thinking bout you, but it feels so numb
I thought we could move on with life when we're done
Just like we used to, but god, I was wrong
Cause every thought I have keeps taking me to the past
Trynna value every moment cause it never lasts too long

I thought I found a flower in a field of weeds
But nothing really seems to be like it seems to me
I feel so low, you kill me slow
Though you'll never know what you mean to me
And yesterday we used to pray that all the pain would fade away
Well, I still wait, got all these flavors left to taste
We used to be two but our hearts were broken
Life is so cruel, but I just keep on hoping
And to tell you the truth, my fave thing to do
Is smoke til I'm blue like my name Absolem

Absolem (ft. Suckerpunk)

prod @damian1k
mastered by @reazo
co-hosted by @slumpaudios

sick (prod damian1k) *slump audios exclusive*

i cant do anything right
wish i just could put 
everything to the side
what u know abt my life
they say pain heals with time

i aint even gonna lie
ive been feeln down bad
i dont feel like doing much
with the energy i have

,,,,, TT

im jst tryna move on
but i really cant

whatdididowrong.....??????

spotify

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WENDIGO PRODUCED BY P6NK **MURDER METAL 2K13**

brand new (prod. joshwa)

She a demon ft. Summrs(prod.by CjD)

@skudnewbie x @sifetheindigo - mazi coupe (prod. JVLES & Afrayed)

Nothing (prod. Kaiser)

dancing in tha club ft. loveboy (maknae and lilac)

riven - carnival** (FIXED, I WAS HACKED)

Hunter (feat. N.E.C)

creds:
@1twontwon
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[LYRICS]
{hook}
im so-
fuxkn hungry i jus rlly want a sandwich
2d bitch, ye yk that she a bad bitch
i got-
big guap so yk that im not average
nigaz talkn shit, let my keyblade do da damage ;>
(x2)
-
{verse 1}
i got top class ramen, go n grab dat hot sauce
top off, 2d baddie nevr got no top on
oh yuhhhhh
in da wraith n the top gone :0
snappn on da beat, ye yk that shi from twon twooon <3
so stop the twitter talkn, go n get some paper $$$
ima do the same so lil bro ill c u l8er
c u an alter, u a poser, u a faker
im the real deal, takn dubs like im saber (s/o fate/stay night heaven's feel)
woaaahhhh
-
{verse 2}
lets go!
other bitches talkn shit
jus like mami she a prick :/
throw her 2 da siiide
cuz when im w/ u i be thinkn this is it
i jus wana fuxkn chill, she be calln me a dick
had 2 cut dat bitch off like a muhfuxkn tick (LOL)
shawty wana talk back, ion fuxk wit all dat
when im w/ u
i wont ever call back (the ex that is)
ex-bitch all she evr wana do is ball
told da bitch bring da ball back (*swish*)
u should fall back >:>
cuz ion got no time 4 no muhfuxkn dumb shit
brodie got da dominator (s/o psycho pass) 
bodies get to *PEW*
dumpn AH
<3
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ly all. enjoy ur monday and go grab a sandwich while jammin 2 dis <3

hungry? (twontwon)

Glow(Young Mellow＋Namine)

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