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Lyrics:

Rivilin:


watch the jaws of hell open up for me
falling further down I see the shadows speak
gashes on the side of my cheek I feel the poetry
of all the words you couldn’t say and now the hatred breathes

the bruise marks on my face get darker though
you don’t wanna understand how I sunk this low
medicated on SSRIs just to cope
try to think of memories of you i didn’t loath

i guess the hesitation in your eyes show you don’t care
im grasping onto desperation pulling out my hair
i guess it shows the reasons why you never wanted me
ill hang this noose when you say you want something i cant be

take take from below the ghosts they’re after me
crawling at the scars on my neck im freaking out you see
panic attacks rest deep inside the anger dwells beneath
the red it blinds my vision and im groveling on my knees

--
Ｍｅｆｕｍｅｔｔｏ:

And I got stuck on your lies
It's getting hard to breathe
And I know that I want you but your not what I need
And all of it collapses on my shoulders, I feel weak - I feel weak
Hold my hand when I fall to dust - when I fall to dust
And I'm closing my eyes and letting me go
I only feel like I'm being alone in the end
So let me just fall, let me just die
I lost so much so I don't even mind

FireBloom FT: Ｍｅｆｕｍｅｔｔｏ

Exercising apathy protect my neck from enemies
tell my friends im fine tell my friends im fine
Everybody's everybody's someone else out here, out here
I cant take much more of this, my stomach's worried sick
so much on top of me I'm caving in, please never pity me I pride myself too much
I'll never ask for help again don't hate me when I close off

Everybody's everybody's someone else out here
Everybody's everybody's someone else out here
Everybody's everybody's everybodies someone else
Someone else someone else someone else someone else
someone else someone else someone else someone else
EVERYBODY FEELS SO FAKE TO ME I CAN'T ESCAPE REALITY

She's only ever in my dreams as vividly as all reality
you aren't real but you take the breath out of me...

Exercising apathy protect my neck from enemies
tell my friends im fine tell my friends im fine
Everybody's everybodies someone else out here, out here
I cant take much more of this, my stomach's worried sick
so much on top of me I'm caving in, please never pity me I pride myself too much
I'll never ask for help again don't hate me when I close off

Everybody's everybody's someone else out here
Everybody's everybody's someone else out here
Everybody's everybody's everybody's someone else
Someone else someone else someone else someone else
someone else someone else someone else someone else
EVERYBODY FEELS SO FAKE TO ME I CAN'T ESCAPE REALITY

Reality (Quiteevil)

i dont really care what you think of me
my head hurts half the time so i aint listening
her eyes were glistening i started shivering
it wasnt cold its just that i dont know what im doing
hit it from the back so she cant see my face 'cause
i dont wanna be here so who am i here for?

im holding back so much i turn to ash and dust
because the feeling the i loved so much has just begun to cut

dont fall in love with me
(just touch, touch me)
dont fall in love with me
(just touch me, i cant handle it right now)

half of me is here and the other half is gone
left my fucking body just so i could write this song
(x2)
	
i dont really care what you think of me
my head hurts half the time so i aint listening
her eyes were glistening i started shivering 
it wasnt cold its just that this is fucking killing me 

dont fall in love with me
dont fall in love with me

falling in love with me shes awful good and
i just hope that she accepts how deeply flawed i am
i wish i didnt care what you think of me
my head hurts half the time i wish that i was listening

LOVE DEAF (iof x king theta)

B-Train - HollyWood Nightmare

lyrics~

Shhh everyone quiet
I’m screaming for help but, to you, it is silent
Each day my rage keeps getting more violent
The voice in my head says to try suicide and
I am not frightened of death so fuck it I might
Cuz my purpose feels worthless here in this life
I want to riot for those traumatized
I’ll make it bloody bitch where is my scythe 

BITCH FUCK THIS
I’m out of options

You don’t fuck w me? Guess we gotta problem
Bitch you should kill me, before I can profit
You don’t know the real me, I am a prophet
King of my pain, always fuckin exhausted 
I’m not the same Riley, he fuckin lost it
All the heart break, is what fuckin caused it

Bitch it’s explicit, I can’t fuckin feel shit
Numb from the pain, that I fuckin create
I love pushing my limits, how much can I take?
Ive gone insane, but they made me that way
Yes I might cave, but I can’t fucking break
I should go to hell, for heavens sake
But I think that it’s fake, so why should I stay?

Shhh everyone quiet
I’m screaming for help but, to you, it is silent
Each day my rage keeps getting more violent
The voice in my head says to try suicide and
I am not frightened of death so fuck it I might
Cuz my purpose feels worthless here in this life
I want to riot for those traumatized
I’ll make it bloody bitch where is my scythe 

Watch my hate build up
Ain’t afraid? You should still run
I wanna see real blood
To see if I will feel sum
I do not fucking feel love
My blade, wants to feel ya
If you can get touched
I might fucking kill ya

Bitch I am Damian
Im the insane within
Causing the caving in
Thoughts you can’t make of this

Making you break again
Keeping you caged in sin
Why would I fake this shit?
You don’t know me bitch

I make the room quiet when they see im silent
I’m trying to hide all of the hidden violence 
Don’t ask, “are you okay?”, I’ll say that “I’m fine” and
Really im lying, think soon, i am dying
I wonder why I should I even try
Insanity’s taking away my damn mind
All of the pain that I’ve felt, I can’t cry 
But even when finished, I’m crossing the line 

Enraged, then I blackout
Don’t care if you tap out
I Let the blood drip, bitch I want it to stand out
It’s best not to get up, you shouldn’t go that route
The screaming, I love, let’s hear his grown ass pout 
I’m on my own, I don’t need fuckin handouts
Imma mess, yes I know, but I can’t stand down
Dragged ya dead body across the damn map now
You have gone missing, I wonder what thats bout

All I see is fuckin red
I’m Alive but fucking dead
I have words that go unsaid 
But I’ll bleed till there’s nothing left 

I’m so fucked up 
I’ve been corrupt
I’m still so young
But this life’s, been a rough one
I say fuck love 
Some think that it’s stuck up
But no one knows what’s up
You don’t know what I once was

Damian (prod. DarkHeart)

there was once a robot no one knew that she could feel
they all moved on because her skin was made of steel
she promised she was real and prayed that they would see
treated different but expected to belie- e- e- ieve
they want to believe in the same things in the same way
its not the same though it cant be

i grew up in a ghost house feeling all alone
as i got out everything i did was wrong
i didnt understand all i wanted was friend
but i couldnt find a reason to believe or give them any trust
everythings is just to much, i wanna be alone til back off on my own
i understand your reservations ima let you know now
im fucked up too if you wanna go im so down

there was once a robot no one knew that she could feel
they all moved on because her skin was made of steel
she promised she was real and prayed that they would see
they want to believe in the same things in the same way
its not the same though it cant be

plagued by own personality
ive come a long way im so proud of me
sit with pscilocybin and i bend my reality
i see i wasnt at 100% would i do it all differently

there was once a robot no one knew that she could feel
they all moved on because her skin was made of steel
she promised she was real and prayed that they would see
treated different but expected to believe

I Believe In Robots (iof x polar)

thank you @morganwylder for spicing up the beat <3

Slowly I stop looking back
I'm surrendering I'm surrendering to clarity
Slowly I stop looking back
I'm surrendering to clarity
Don't worry I'll be here until my time is up
My time is up now who'd have known?
Slowly I stop looking back
I'm surrendering I'm surrendering to clarity
Slowly I stop looking back
I'm surrendering to clarity
Don't worry I'll be here until my time is up
Until my time is up, my time is up now who'd have known? 
Slowly I stop looking back
I'm surrendering I'm surrendering to clarity
Slowly I stop looking back
I'm surrendering to clarity
Don't worry I'll be here until my time is up
My time is up now who'd have known?
Slowly I stop looking back
I'm surrendering I'm surrendering to clarity
Slowly I stop looking back
I'm surrendering to clarity
Don't worry I'll be here until my time is up
Until my time is up, my time is up now who'd have known?

Clarity (skgotthesauce x yeezo x morgan wylder)

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Be Like That (feat. s0cliché)

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looking down im not used to this
yeah under my feet into the black abyss
cus   ill stare at it as it stares through me
yeah its   under my skin yeah it yearns to be free 

cus i became the problem i never meant to be
cus i linger in the forest weighed down by the leaves
cus my mental capacity is over the limit 
if i stay anymore you know im gonna relapse

cus you always stare at me like a freak
no i never understood social interactions
i try to be numb for just one damn secound
so i hide in the daylight always under a disguise

driving around our old neighborhood
memories come back and the tears start to swell
yeah back then i still remember you
if i could come back yeah i would

most days im know not coping
im a piece of shit you know it to be true
you spend to much time just hoping
that if you pray maybe he will come back to you

if i could tell me lost friend something
i hope your listening, i really just miss you
i spend all my time loathing
the fact i let you go i cant accept its true

-- SKYLARALLEN

Tell me it’s all a game 
Cause you don’t feel the same 
Wont let you seal my fate
I been lost but I’m finally on the right page 
Wrong time I been caught up in the wrong place
won’t lie I was always tryna find ways
To get by all alone it’s a damn shame 
Never listen when they tryna get to my brain

Living in a battle perpetuating regret
I been thinking bout escaping instead of making amends
Everybody saying something but they just wanna pretend 
Looking round I cannot tell who’s an enemy or a friend 
Take it all away 
Til I know what’s meant for me 
I won’t go til I know it’s meant to be
Looking in the mirror wonder what is left of me 
Take a breath like I know it’s destiny 

Look around 
Fall back 
Feel the world in my hand like that
Take a breath 
Wont last
Monsters in my head I’m trapped

Water;Liar Ft. skylarallen

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