IF U KNEW HOW I FELT ITD BE FAKE TEARS 😠

😮‍💨this better be the ender to the album ngl

quiet nights, no end in sight
memories playing in my mind
i’m lost inside, no wrong or right
just shadows that you left behind

i see you walk in
to the garden to me
you start to argue
why you tryna make me leave
I light a cigarette
just to try and help me breathe
you say i’m distant
but you never really see

all this silence
is the loudest part of me
until im quiet
so i hear this moment bleed
you cross your arms
like you're guarding what's left of me
like you're guarding what's left of me

you keep holdin’ on
to the man i used to be
like i’m trapped in your memory
but i’m changin’, can’t you see?
you cross your arms
like you’re guarding what’s left of me
but i’m tryin’ to break free
from the ghost you wanna keep

i see you walk in
to the garden to me
you start to argue
why you tryna make me leave
I light a cigarette
just to try and help me breathe
you say i’m distant
but you never really see

all this silence
is the loudest part of me
until im quiet
so i hear this moment bleed
you cross your arms
like you're guarding what's left of me
like you're guarding what's left of me

walked into the garden
everything’s dead now
isn’t it crazy what a call does
i just keep my head down 
just gotta keep crawling, all in 
hit rock bottom
and my friends dont answer
so why would i call em?

walked into the garden 
everything’s on fire
you told me that you “loved me”
what a fucking liar 
my arms are fully burnt out
from treading all this water
i guess i never learnt
how to fix this flat tire 

it says you got a new man now
my friends saw you both in town 
could’ve at least waited 
till i finally got the 
courage to end it
but im cold product
so i jumped in and drowned
these waves wont let me down 
and in a few years when 
you find me on facebook 
and see i fucking did it
i’d love to see your face love

garden w/ sendflowrs (jolst, irby)

I genuinely love this one so much

lyrics
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Wraith
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Locked out of my house
And its 20 below
I could go back to you
But I’d rather the snow
Winter winds, hitting skin
And I’m cold to the bones
Now it’s all sinking in
I was always alone

Look what did to me
Grabbing the mic and I’m spitting epitomes
Thought you were digging me
Making a mess and and then blaming me
You fucking kidding me?
Talking to you like are you even listening?
Gucci on me diamonds wet like a christening
Feel like I’m solving a mystery
Every time you even speak to me
Tell me what's happening

-=-=-
web
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i guess im staying locked out
im trenching on through the snow
like baby i know that its cold
im out here in 20 below
and im trynna find my way home
its cold but i dont got a coat
i feel the blood sinking down in my throat
i feel the ache in my ears and my nose
when the winter time comes make december my home
i see your name when it comes on my phone but i dont wanna talk so i leave it alone
i guess im staying locked out
im trenching on through the snow
like baby i know that its cold
im out here in 20 below
and im trynna find my way home

december w/ web (wraithontheporch)

This Time (prod. mays music)

Lyrics-
Clouds just kept on moving,
Its repeating tell me why
Tears is falling freezing,
AP Skelly when i cry
It not too soon to reach you
Grab my eyes and bleach'em
My last feeling for i die,
It was nice to be here
It was nice to do these things
For I go up missing
See a stage and rock my shi
Till I dont miss singing
Wake me up next season
Don't say its repeating
Wake me up its cold outside
I wont go out freezing

i got 13 fucked reasons why i need to be here,
Lets get fucked round the city like tonight the new year

Clouds just kept on moving,
Its repeating tell me why
Tears is falling freezing,
AP Skelly when i cry
It not too soon to reach you
Grab my eyes and bleach'em
My last feeling for i die,
It was nice to be here
It was nice to do these things
For I go up missing
See a stage and rock my shi
Till I dont miss singing
Wake me up next season
Don't say its repeating
Wake me up its cold outside
I wont go out freezing

Bleach'Em (typhelicia/kenzee)

this team will be the death of me

lyrics 

im in this venue like its citi field
2 cups in my lap like a bogo deal
it gets too rough like a broken wheel
83-79 im outta here

if ur just gon shut it down im outta here
its become a bad night cuz now im outta beer
im just broke and im boring i dont got amiri
im a vampire, im not in no mirror

im wasting money like im david stearns
im wasting life like i got time to burn
black and yellow, canary my stone like a bird
stepping out, all black like a hearse

im in this venue like its citi field
2 cups in my lap like a bogo deal
it gets too rough like a broken wheel
83-79 im outta here
im in this venue like its citi field
2 cups in my lap like a bogo deal
it gets too rough like a broken wheel
83-79 im outta here

83-79 (whycyril)

got another stomach ache
a new home, another shape
broke down on the tracks as you walked away
i’m missing home
i watched it burn today

i’ve been chasing dust
it’s such a long road
i’m walking it
two feet in the dirt
it’s a journey and i’m not equipped
climbing up the bridge to look down on this vacant town
but it’ll never feel the same since you’re gone
it’s a different sound

you would take my hand and tell me i am not a letdown
and if i fall this time you won’t be there
i’ll only hit the ground
i paint it all grey
to show there’s nothing left
i’m in a ghost town
one more day
i’ll no longer be around

stomach ache [deadends]

some days I be waking up
and idk why I try no more
some days I just fake this love 
cuz lately I been feeling bored 
not I cannot get enough 
like give me something a little more 
don’t know what I took but it got me feeling good 

i been on some different shit
im stuffing 3 grams in that wood 
no they never high like this,
not high like me they wish they could 

I said ah shit it’s crashing down on me again
and I don’t like it 
back in school I hated that shit 
I said fuck it 

way too ahead of myself I thought I had u in my pocket
I don’t believe in god but it feels like there is someone watching 

some days I be waking up
and idk why I try no more
some days I just fake this love 
cuz lately I been feeling bored 
not I cannot get enough 
like give me something a little more 
don’t know what I took but it got me feeling good 

but i know that someday if i go
like you will think about the past
walking down a lonely road
like thius aint good for my head
i been stuck on auto mode
tryna fix the bad things


but i pray soem day when we are up
may the angels follow us
shit, a couple people left me now 
but they’ll be back so quick
can’t wait o to get up out this town
I fucking hate this shit
my bad it I don’t text u back im 2 busy working

angels [tiresss]

10_things i hate abt u.

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Fuck It (@h33done + @drugsmoneycanbuy)

forever alone

Mistletoe and Wine

Epic Hook -Cliff Richard  Mistletoe and Wine cover

the storyteller.
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