need u alright ft. Kanashi (splashgvng)

someday ill find solace


i couldn't just be everything that you wanted or everything that i could be
but everyone's starting to hold me back, though maybe i should flip the scene
i take everything and i break it apart, swear im ripping and stretching the seams
and everyone knows that im okay, but nobodies checking on me.

i used to say that i have changed
my pain is fake, i waste away
ill take the day, my friends are late
i hated fate, now i will wait

for u
or anyone to show up now
i knew
that i could be alone now

shes got cold green eyes, and ive got nowhere to run
this pain is flowing through my veins, i feel so fucking dumb
take your time, its never too late to come
i find my peace in apathy, with the barrel of a gun..

i couldn't just be everything that you wanted or everything that i could be
but everyone's starting to hold me back, though maybe i should flip the scene
i take everything and i break it apart, swear im ripping and stretching the seams
and everyone knows that im okay, but nobodies checking on me.

i used to say that i have changed
my pain is fake, i waste away
ill take the day, my friends are late
i hated fate, now i will wait

i used to say that i have changed
my pain is fake, i waste away
ill take the day, my friends are late
i hated fate, now i will wait

for u
or anyone to show up now
i knew
that i could be alone now

is anyone there? (moneo)

soundcloud only...
prod. irby - https://www.youtube.com/@irby314/videos

The waves you hear crash down
They are misspoken
Leaves inside the pack are ripped open
Find it hard to love 
Told i was broken
I’m crystalized inside 
I was hoping
   
Intertwined timelines
Flooded rooms 
Under gray skies
Walking through streets at night
Can't seem to find your light
Welcome to the end
Of my ride
2 times is a long time
Texting you but I can’t type

Lost in the big world
Where no one knows me
Too drunk too lonely
Wishing for you to hold me 
Beyond redemption  
It wasn’t for the attention
Too bad i’m gone now
Blurred my own reflection

Calm down
Look up to the sky
Wind gush 
Rush against the time

Just lust
Keep me in your sight
What's love
No one thought to try

misspoken (irby)

prod me :)

lyrics:

i know i'm never gonna be your home
but i'd never leave you all alone
gotten sick of all this god damn cold
when you're not here
i think that you just need some rest
and i think that i just need a sense of confidence
hate to see it's time you go
but i'm glad you were near

is it love if i take you
love if i set you
free from the place you
hate but i know that's 
me i don't blame you
i just really hope you'll
see that it's meant to be

i love you
so i'll see you soon
give you space to move
lemme know when you're back here
i won't leave
i stare at that empty seat
without you i'm incomplete
lemme know i'll be right here

see you soon

i just wanted to know ft. spookybands (gaxillic)

wrong for so long

Thankyou once again to cobalt for the amazing beat <3 
Will maybe have one more song before Xmas if not everyone have a great Christmas and new year we can’t wait for the next love you all AIE🤎
Lyrics:

It’s been along time since I saw you smile in my arms 
Last night was a long ride and you didn’t talk much at all 
And I can see the pain right through your eyes
Baby don’t blame yourself it’ll be alright
Your old boyfriend made you the issue and that’s not right 


I won’t treat you like he did 
I can be just what you want 
We both you’ve been through a lot way too much
And it feels like your world is falling apart
No ones there with open arms 
All the bruises turn to scars
And you feel all the pain in your legs in your arms 
All the pain that excess from your heart
And you don’t recognise who you are 
Falling apart but nobody’s calling at all
But I’m right here right now
I know I don’t give the best advice at the best of times but it’ll be alright
I’m here if you wanna talk at all 
Im here if you want some company 
I’m not asking you to fall in love with me

its okay im sure things will get better (cobalt)

sad chill - https://youtu.be/n01hH8t4nO0?si=kJQfxJlaZQOVOHuk

lyrics ⬇️ 

(brecken)
everything’s been cold since you left me
over and over I thought  were never ending 
now we’re crying in the back seat
don’t leave me here alone
don’t leave me to bleed
yeaaaa
Everything we hoped for
Never meant a thing there’s no receipt 

you told me I’m a closed door
well there’s so much that you could never see

i change my attitude when you said that  I cannot defeat you
i don’t need no body else to tell me something when ur see through
i know I need you 
I just wanna please you

ill never leave you
i jus wanna teach you
that anything could go wrong when im gone
wake up every morning hoping that ur still in love
maybe its been long enough since i ahd opened up
ill tell you what ive done
i ruined what once was

and its been long enough since i had trust
i really never feel like im enough
ill tell you for the last time
i ruined what once was

what once was w/ lil booj & halfhearted (yunnygoldz)

Lyrics ⬇️

its easy for you to say that i dont care
never came true but i wish youd repair
the love that we lost cuz ever since then
No one compares
they wanna slide knives all inside of me
no i do not vibe with that energy
i really tbought you be here with me
too many nights all alone i miss ur sympathy 

ur trickin me
nonother way to explain without imagery 
Your blue eyes dont look like the sky tn
so know theyre not tempting me
in the meantime ima find the light
in the ways that this life will unwind me

can’t rewind no matter what i try all the time i dont wanna leave behind me

Cold shoulder made me make another set back
i dont wanna lie but i really had to back track
did time now im feelin all the whiplash 
couldnt cry so i came up with a big stack
tell my mama ima do all the dishes
in no time ima have a life witta mistress
want a cosign but i dknt really need the attention

just quit that 
so many nights no text back
so many fights still got back
into ur life just like that

ik that its wrong but i still be makin yhese songs
abt someone that has been gone for so long
yea j feel dumb
think i should quit it cuz i think shes done

done with the bluffs done with lies and the losing of trust
done with signs of abusing the drugs
time and time again u say its enough
why am i high again this is gettin rough
cant look back
tummy turnin thinkin boit my relapse
you dont feel bad
well i get that
i did it to myself 
now im feeling all the whiplash 

cant rewind but maybe if i could you would still be here beside me

whiplash (cxrter)

lyrics

up at 3 in the morning and i type down for a song
but i know that what im jotting out wont turn out how i want
sometimes when im waking up i feel smth is off
cuz i think itd better for me to be gone
sometimes when im scared i bow my head n talk to god
sometimes it feels like rn im barely holding on
i wonder what would happen if theyd wake up from the shots
if im on my own wll my body stay n rot

i wake up
i taste
i felt loved once
but thats not enough

im making it worse for myself 
like ok i fucking know
i cant cry no tears no more
im left w/o a soul
took my heart from out my chest
not the only thing u stole
sabotaging what i have
i thought id have outgrown

its like im writing the same song everynight
i cant cry for help it failed the last time
if u want a heart then u can have mine
passed out in ur arms 
but i just cant die

up at 3 in the morning and i type down for a song
but i know that what im jotting out wont turn out how i want
sometimes when im waking up i feel smth is off
cuz i think itd better for me to be gone
sometimes when im scared i bow my head n talk to god
sometimes it feels like rn im barely holding on
i wonder what would happen if theyd wake up from the shots
if im on my own wll my body stay n rot

disappear . (capsctrl)

you can bet the whip go fast when i press the gas i promise
people think im mad, but i ain’t talk back cuz they hate it when im honest
im always in the center of the room im in but there’s two sides to iconic
such a shame that i wasn’t born flawless
see the pain when you look in my eyes, oh
no you wouldn’t think im suicidal
well that’s the point of it i guess
i smoke so much that i just overthink the stress
gotta get out my head, gotta get out my-

xanny pill make it so hard to feel
thinking that nothings real, thinking that nothings real
oh that xanny pill, xanny pill
make it so hard to feel something real
i just want my heart to heal, a heart of steel
living that way isn’t ideal
if it was someone else would u throw that life away?
you’d rather kill yourself than to live another day
i wish that happiness wasn’t so goddamn cliche
i wish it wasn’t hard to say that im okay

you can bet the whip go fast when i press the gas i promise
people think im mad, but i ain’t talk back cuz they hate it when im honest
im always in the center of the room im in but there’s two sides to iconic
such a shame that i wasn’t born flawless
see the pain when you look in my eyes, oh
no you wouldn’t think im suicidal
well that’s the point of it i guess
i smoke so much that i just overthink the stress
gotta get out my head, gotta get out my-

gotta get out my room, just to get out my (head)
gotta take out the shrooms, just to get out my (head)
gotta get out soon, before i blow my (head)
before i blow my head 
before i blow my-

you can bet the whip go fast when i press the gas i promise
and i never talk bad they just think im mad cuz im really just honest
always in the center of the room im in im really iconic
there’s two sides to iconic

iconic

-Iconic+ [prod. neverforever]

literal vampire.

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disappear . (capsctrl)

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