prod. ryan kelly

Vibes XVIII

Top 5 Songs Of The Week

toxic waste

carm meet

Car Meet F/401zaya (prod. Ryan Kelly)

luv yall <3 hope yall enjoy the album
out on all platforms

prod. @prodryankelly
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UChtd0ihipYS2VFUfCb7lk4A

+whole album is mixed n mastered by zonex
https://www.youtube.com/c/ZonexBeats

brand new chapter [prod. ryan kelly]

All out

all out

All Out

𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒𝒷𝑜𝒹𝓎 🎀- ft. 222quiet (p. Medium x Ryan Kelly)

starbound (treez + taurs + ryan kelly)

forget me when the summer ends

again

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xOG7MLPnj-Q&ab_channel=enxgmv

Where You Once Were |prod. pilotkid (MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

prod. c world 

lyrics :



I can tell you all about my 
very ordinary life 
but I know deep inside
you would never even give me a chance 

I was really hoping I could find
somebody to call mine 
an spend a lil time  
you would never even give me a chance 

Right before the night got closer  
I’d like to know if 
I can win you over 
Would you just give me your hand let’s have a dance 

she said no thank you no surprise 
I should expect this every time 
still was one for me to find 

Tapped out can’t find you 
There was not a single thing for me to do
Tapped out can’t find you 
There was no a single thing I can do x2

I know there was only one I need
No one wanted to be stuck with me 
should I just wait and maybe see

I know there was only one I need
No one wanted to be stuck with me 
should I just wait and maybe see

I can tell you all about my 
very ordinary life 
but I know deep inside
you would never even give me a chance 

I was really hoping I could find
somebody to call mine 
an spend a lil time  
you would never even give me a chance 

Right before the night got closer  
I’d like to know if 
I can win you over 
Would you just give me your hand let’s have a dance

she said no thank you no surprise 
I should expect this every time 
still was one for me to find

ordinary life

particles (p. wraithontheporch)

I feel this weight on my chest
I pray my soul to keep
Oh yeah to give it some rest

I'm awake till the sun's up
Cause I'm scared to sleep
No nightmares of monsters
Just dreams of you and me

Suicide on my mind again
I just want all the pain yeah to end
I can't get you out of my head
I might just jump off the edge

Tell me who would care anyway
Fuck it, inside, I'm already dead

Where'd it all go wrong
When did you get so numb
Don't wanna get up, oh no
I wonder how will it end
I'm thinking suicide
Wanna get out of here
I wanna get up out of here
Wanna get out of here

I fall apart, I'm my own enemy
It's all my fault, I hate how I'm empty

I won't lie, I've been wearing the same old jeans
For the past two weeks
Getting high off of anything, my mind
Running in circles tonight

Suicide all on my mind
Running out of options and time
I don't f*ck with that pity love
Y'all the reason why I can't trust

I don't f*ck with that fake love
I'd rather feel nothing yeah nothing at all

Where'd it all go wrong
When did you get so numb
Don't wanna get up, oh no
I wonder how will it end
I'm thinking suicide
Wanna get out of here
I wanna get up out of here
Wanna get out of here

My head running in circles again
When will the torment all end

Tell me that you understand
I crave for something I won't get
My tank running on empty
How did you become my enemy

I know you think oh less of me
I'm on the verge of insanity
Come on girl, stop the front
I'm not the one you want
I'm not the one you want
We know we go

Suicide on my mind again

I just want all the pain yeah to end
Maybe I'll just jump off the edge

Suicide on my mind again
I just want all the pain yeah to end

Maybe I'll just jump off the edge
F*ck

SUICIDE w/@yuusef (prod. lostangel x jaysset)

you got it.

poison ([prod. bended])

arbeiderparty

prod. ryan kelly + nihil2free

lyrics

i cant feel safe with u in my head
i slammed it back to kill off my dread
i pick skin right off of his flesh
its always toughest right by the chest
the creaking house foreshadows his death
he thinks he can but be will not rest
he wakes up relieved in his bed
to find hes missing limbs with wounds fresh

it gets better when u wake up
cover it all up with makeup
honest i don’t think ill see ya
anytime soon my mind is made up

spent 3 days in this old wood cabin
u dont seem to get it when i tell u i am past it
i see like 30 something shadows here on average
and none of them are mine they belong to the captain

i had shown so much
and u had known so much
i can call your bluff
but it wont same me from this hunt

i cant feel safe with u in my head
i slammed it back to kill off my dread
i pick skin right off of his flesh
its always toughest right by the chest
the creaking house foreshadows his death
he thinks he can but be will not rest
he wakes up relieved in his bed
to find hes missing limbs with wounds fresh

sleepcycle (p. ryankelly + nihil2free)

Lyrics :

Everything is way too boring 
Shred it up then write  in a story 
Everything you say controls me 
 I’ll feel okay in the morning 
And tell me if this life shit boring 
Tell me if I’m being annoying 
Tell me I’m the only guy that you’re holding 
Girl I’ll love you way past 40 

I stare at the sky 
Then I count down the time 
I fade in the night 
Then awake to the lights 
Our feeling aligned 
Are you feeling alright?
When you say that I’m right 
Are you just being nice?

Everything I say controls me 
Tell me if this life shits boring 
I popped 2 pills in the morning 
Smoke fills up this quarry 

Tell me if I’m being annoying 
And everything is way too boring
And if I ever hurt you I’m sorry 
Girl I’ll love you way past 40 

Turn on the lights so I don’t fade to the dark 
Everything right when ur alone in my arms 
Play it simple, the strings from my heart  
Make it an art like im turning you on 

Saturday I’m gone 
I’ll call you when I’m home 
Late night I’m stoned 
Pack it up or get it rolled 

Life is boring 
It’s annoying 
It’s annoying

i’ll love you forever (prod.moneo)

thanks for listening

lyrics:

if you ask me how i’m feelin
not dominate flat tops anonymous
flip stock to polish it say what’s good not honest it’s
rockin non slip kicks been an advocate 
for making ends meet
but what’s supplementary can’t be the end i see
arms length and idk if i can feel you again 
can’t articulate the state of mind brought on by the end
a state brought on by my forgiveness age maturity delinquency
the steps ive tried to take to balance out the noise gain agency
at what cost
before it happens feel the loss
faces similar to mine felt it ten years before my time
it’s my turn to fall fade into obscurity
degenerated aspiration favored shelter and stability
no legacy
flippin pages higher frequencies
read poetry i couldn’t speak
on static maybe words now left behind reveal the answers that i seek
its a harsh truth what im living now is somethin cursed to repeat

silent screaming slamming steering wheels in isolated anger
no conviction in the presence of another everyone’s a stranger
after certain hours pass a thousand yards i seem to stare
not disillusioned know you care just can’t myself
not been one to ask for help
axing offers dissipated passion disillusioned lack of action
any actual reaction passed in place a mask will act
a passive calculated balanced act ill never have it back
that’s the compromise and sacrifice
exhausted and demoralized
disarmed and pacified
about time i closed my eyes 

and so i close my eyes [prod bailey daniel]

/pronounced avoid/

i will see it thru


4EVER // deadwood

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sleepcycle (p. ryankelly + nihil2free)

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