prod. wixxy & lesheff

Wake up upset 
You’re not here it’s sad
I guess I’m attached 
I GUESS IM ATTACHED 

(2x)
I AM IN DISTRESS 
GOD I AM A MESS 
I MIGHT BE OBSESSED
CUZ I NEED YOUR FACE
(2x)
EVERY TIME, EVERY TIME 
EVERY TIME, EVERY TIME 
EVERY TIME, EVERY TIME 
EVERY TIME, YOURE GONE

vails:

Did I make a mistake?
For giving you my heart
Will you cut it open? 
Bleed it out 
Everytime I give In
Everythime that you sin
Everytime, everytime
I forgive it all 
Everytime I give In
Everythime that you sin
Everytime everytime
I forgive it all

(2x)
I AM IN DISTRESS 
GOD I AM A MESS 
I MIGHT BE OBSESSED
CUZ I NEED YOUR FACE
(2x)
EVERY TIME, EVERY TIME 
EVERY TIME, EVERY TIME 
EVERY TIME, EVERY TIME 
EVERY TIME, YOURE GONE

every time (feat. vails)

 https://soundcloud.com/notcursed <3
lyrics :
(silencedgrave)
i got attachment issues that i cant get rid of
Feels like I'm holding on to things that I cant even dream of
im not okay
yeah
tell me if you wanna get away
yeah
im sure that ill find another way

but i miss you
and you hate me
i dont need to 
i feel empty 
and everytime i want you, youre just not ready
and every smile was see-through, now i feel petty baby

(notcursed)
feel like you’re always mad at me
but it’s not a competition baby
the comedown breaks our fantasy
i guess it’s my fault cus i never listen
come back just to whine at me
you’ve been here since seven thirty
interlude feels long this week
clock out boy i’m leaving early

i sabotage our feelings
and i hate the reasons
i wanna call to hear your voice
stop myself to let you heal
so say goodbye and close your eyes
shut the door, twist the key right
or grip me tight
i can’t decide
your presence makes me feel alive

attachment issues w/ notcursed

keep warm.

soulsplitter (p. ryankelly)

prod. ryan kelly + nihil2free

lyrics

i cant feel safe with u in my head
i slammed it back to kill off my dread
i pick skin right off of his flesh
its always toughest right by the chest
the creaking house foreshadows his death
he thinks he can but be will not rest
he wakes up relieved in his bed
to find hes missing limbs with wounds fresh

it gets better when u wake up
cover it all up with makeup
honest i don’t think ill see ya
anytime soon my mind is made up

spent 3 days in this old wood cabin
u dont seem to get it when i tell u i am past it
i see like 30 something shadows here on average
and none of them are mine they belong to the captain

i had shown so much
and u had known so much
i can call your bluff
but it wont same me from this hunt

i cant feel safe with u in my head
i slammed it back to kill off my dread
i pick skin right off of his flesh
its always toughest right by the chest
the creaking house foreshadows his death
he thinks he can but be will not rest
he wakes up relieved in his bed
to find hes missing limbs with wounds fresh

sleepcycle (p. ryankelly + nihil2free)

highway (p. ryankelly + nihil2free)

redalert (p. ryan kelly + nihil2free)

thanks to my dad for cover art again


@user-642636378

you don’t wanna talk, but it’s not up for discussion
clean me out your thoughts
seems you really wanna rush it
breaking it apart
while i’m here thinking i caught it
should’ve seen it from the start
i only pictured what i wanted

holding on
keep up you’re changing like the seasons
next minute you’ll be gone
and the winter air will breeze in
call it off
why help when you could watch me bleeding
i reminisce the days
the golden lights were gleaming

i could really use a day off
to clear my mind, collect my dark thoughts
turn out the lights
to hide all my wrongs
keep me alive
let bygones become bygones

ima shell of myself and that kid i was
2012 slowly realised they’re not showing up
i dunno where to go can you show me love
i dunno where to go ima no one

they’re so quick to point and judge
got me staring in my mirror
cuz i hate what iv become
must be something in my water
cuz im puking out my guts
girl you shouldn’t even bother, cuz i know i'm not enough

she won’t say it to my face
she won’t ever come around
unless i’m laying in my grave
soul is heavy she can’t pull me to the top
say a sorry to my mom
feel it leaking out my jaw

bygones (ft. halfhearted) [prodsecre x threemvsk]

Bless (prod. youngmuffa)

Enter the void with 404 God Not Found, a glitch in the system and a message from the margins. God Roza returns with a featureless, self-contained body of work—crafted with borrowed textures and reprogrammed soul. Influenced by Yeat’s strange universe and Benji Cold’s Asian rock sampled resonance, this album explores loss, gain, and spiritual recalibration in the trap age.
Available now on all platforms. Released 05/23/25.

Thumbprints (Prod. Vio_Kiru)

KXRLY YOURE THE BEST

/pronounced avoid/

i will see it thru


4EVER // deadwood

avxidmgmt@gmail.com

sleepcycle (p. ryankelly + nihil2free)

AVXiD