prod @yunnygoldz

LYRICS
ripped jeans, same dreams
i aint finna stop til i rest in peace
black ricks, black fit
black like the ash when i tap my spliff
Whatchu mean, i scheme
If i stop dropping just forget about me
Gaslit, gold glasses
Blospar bible lemme talk my shit

Swag wizard, cast a spell n change the time
If you stare into the mirror, nothings what youll fucking find
cause our consciousness, gets lost in it
X-ing out like twitter and now rocket ships 
lungs m losing oxygen
im pocketing, everything around me in my mental capacity, 
Every1 who challenge gonna end up dying tragically
Rappin at my pc casually
Ima 1 of 1 honestly there's no matching me
i'm the majesty 

John D. Rockefeller i got bills all in my pocket
I got charge like a usb to plug n socket
I got energy, blospar on another wave, mental supremacy
No need to hate im not tryna make more enemies

lemme talk my shit [prod. yunny goldz]

thank you to my dad for cover art, this photo is older than me

it’s a nasty feeling 
i am from beneath 
lungs full of dirt
from the heavy breathing
i cant fantasise
though my bloodshot eyes
you won’t see the scars
they’re hidden deep inside
peel me open
feed me lies
take my thoughts and bleed me dry
i cannot face myself sometimes
so goddamn angry, it makes me cry
screaming inside
take one look in my eyes
you can see nothing, im drained and tired
lets face it
im a liar
i could never tell a soul i don’t wanna be alive yeah
but i’m fine yeah
leave it all behind me

cut me deeper
i can feel you slow down
i don't need nobody to stay close to me now
unconsciously lying face down on the ground
i can’t pick me self up this time around 

i cant find the words to tell you
i don’t listen, i will just rebel you
you’re telling me that my lies are see through
i'm gonna choose not to believe you

there’s no sign of stopping
but there’s nothing else to give up in 
lungs fill up its shocking
the water kills me off when
im floating, below water
i’m sorry i’m not a perfect daughter 
i could try, but i don't wanna

they put me in last place
meant to fend for myself
this world is too nasty
and so is my mental health
cant help but stare at the train tracks
i’ve caused myself so much pain that, i can’t help
and wish i could change, but i don’t know how

scars (santana)

love yall 

lyrics:
ill paint my walls, your favourite colours
ill dye my hair, and let it smother
the parts of me, that make you wonder
if im really worth it

ill paint my teeth, and make them whiter
ill plant my roots, and grow you flowers
give my life, to make them taller
ill die to make them taller

ill break myself
for you

the colours you remind me of

produced by Vito
mixed by me
mastered by nate2timez

lyrics

another day where i wake up at 12pm
i hate myself, im a waste now and i was then
im still around but im careful where my time is spent 
hush, not a sound, let the silence slowly take you in

i was war with myself but i think that i’ve lost
a piece of my soul fell to hell and i can’t pay the cost
blood on my coat from the wounds that i cant cover up
im sinkin the boat cuz id rather drown then live corrupt 

i run, away from most my problems im like a loaded gun
it just take one whole shot to ruin all the fun
you’ve had at my expense don’t waste your breath i’m done… done, you fuckin won

another day where i wake up at 12pm
i hate myself, im a waste now and i was then
im still around but im careful where my time is spent 
hush, not a sound, let the silence slowly take you 

i feel the warmth of your hands wrap around me now
i feel my body start to levitate above the ground 
i close my eyes and numb my brain and shut my jaw-dropped mouth
cause i listened when i hear the void speak “not a sound”

now we might as well go back to the beginning 
see if anyone else was ever listening 
and if they weren’t i’m sure the sight is very sickening 
a life in solace is probably never happening 

another day where i wake up at 12pm
i hate myself, im a waste now and i was then
im still around but im careful where my time is spent 
hush, not a sound, let the silence slowly take you in

12pm (vito)

uneasy

prod. sor

lyrics:
brace yourself
there's a lot of bumps
in the road
pebbles getting in my shoes
wonder why it hurts to walk
it's the only fight to lose
i hope that that's good enough
strange
just about everything
only make sense when I'm made
if you were in my shoes
it would make sense to you
i just don't know when to go
send out my persona first
i just feel so fraudulent 
wonder if I'll ever learn

how to be normal for once
I'm so fried I keep putting shit in my lungs
and I know it's probably not the best for me but
it's a symphony that I created from nothing
and I'm so proud 
even if it'd take all of my energy
won't slow down
wonder if anybody wanna sign me
yea I'm just tryna get some fucking money
they all want something from me anyway
I don't even know anything
back to it all
please don't give up on me
I'm trying my best

stupid (sor)

iris reimagined (heylog) [p.fantom]

stay sober

stay sober!

can you turn all that shit down?
just a little bit
i’m gonna kms
i’m a little on edge
i’m just trying my best 
what’s the point in it 
anything to get out of my head 
i’m just voicing it 

Numb, Ive been feeling numb
After everything I’ve done
Love, what the fuck is love
Everything is lust
Dust to fucking dust
Came up from the ashes 
I’ve been feeling like i’m nothing
Ever since your absence
Don’t know what I’m looking for
i Know that you keep asking
Feeling so fucking depressed 
I hide it in my laughing 
I don’t know what to say
Better to get out of your way 
All I see is your pretty face
Burned into my fucking brain 

can you turn all that shit down?
just a little bit
i’m gonna kms
i’m a little on edge
i’m just trying my best 
what’s the point in it 
anything to get out of my head 
i’m just voicing it 

Sinking slowly
You don’t even know me
Were up doing cocaine all night 
While I’m thinking about the codeine 
None of this is feeling real 
Its feeling like I’m floating
Knowing
Knowing I’m holding on to hope

can you turn all that shit down?
just a little bit
i’m gonna kms
i’m a little on edge
i’m just trying my best 
what’s the point in it 
anything to get out of my head 
i’m just voicing it

can you turn all that shit down? *methboiswag*

recorded in 2020

hatred 
were both numb in the chest and we face it
made a vision for myself i cant erase it
would you die by my side or just escape it
just escape it
hatred 
were both numb inside and we hate it
but the feelings we feel are never changin
think im done with this shit im finally breakin
finally breakin

give me the chance to break my bones
to show you i love you inside of my notes 
i been feelin crazy im sorry im toxic 
im sorry you hate me
ill prolly go home
i feel like a dog just throw me the bone
i been feelin dead yeah they dont hit my phone
they don’t hit my phone

the time that is passing 
i want everlasting 
im so sick of the hatred
havent eaten im fasting 
ive been stuck with the bullshit
think ill ready a full clip
blow my top yeah they knew it
why the fuck wouldnt i do this

uneasy

AVXiD

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