AXAXC – DEREALIZATION (FULL ALBUM)
🧠 A sonic descent into addiction, masculinity, mental collapse, and identity death.
🕳 Trapcore • Deathcore • Nu Metal • Screamo • Ambient Sludgecore

“This cell doesn’t have four walls. It has my face.”

DEREALIZATION isn’t just an album — it’s a mental event. A full-body confrontation with trauma, weed addiction, spiritual despair, fractured masculinity, and the mask of perfection.
It’s about waking up in your own life… and realizing you don’t recognize yourself.

This record is the culmination of every psychological arc from previous AXAXC albums.
Legacy tracks like “Perfect”, “Tongues of Sin”, and the remastered “End of the Line” find new meaning here — not as isolated songs, but as symptoms in a larger mental breakdown.

🧠 THEMATIC ARC:
Tracks 1–5: The high. The mask. The beginning of collapse.

Tracks 6–9: Duality of identity. Cracks in the mirror. Begging to be seen.

Tracks 10–13: Shame, sin, and spiritual erosion.

Tracks 14–17: Total breakdown → false salvation → reluctant acceptance → final breath.

🔁 LEGACY TRACKS [Derealization Cuts]:
- The Nail in the Coffin
- Perfect
- Tongues of Sin
- TABOO [Remastered – Derealization Cut]
- God is a Woman (And She's Ashamed of Me)
- The Devil Said I'm Okay
- End of The Line [Remastered – Derealization Cut]

These were written long ago, but they always belonged here.
This is where their meaning finally lands.

🩸 HIGHLIGHT TRACKS:
I Am Already Dead [Alpha v.1 & Beta v.1]: The breaking point of addiction and the fracturing of self.

- Walking Dead (P1 & P2): A weed high as synthetic salvation — until the crash. 
- Prison: A scream for release from a self-built cage.
- The Mirror Lies: Rage against the curated persona you’ve become.
- God is a Woman(And She's Ashamed Of Me): The shame of spiritual failure and feminine rejection.

💀 AUTHOR’S NOTE:
“I don't want to be here anymore — but I built this version of me for you.
The man made perfect.
The man made empty.”

This is a neurodivergent death spiral in audio form.
If you’ve ever felt broken trying to be strong…
If you’ve ever loved the high more than yourself…
If you’ve ever built a mask so strong you forgot your real face underneath…
This album is your mirror.

🔥 RECOMMENDED IF YOU LIKE:
#Slipknot • #Korn • #SleepToken • #Nothing,Nowhere. • #BreakingBenjamin • #SlaughtertoPrevail • #Loathe • #FallinginReverse

DISTORT. DISTRUST. DESTROY.
#AXAXC
#Derealization #MentalHealth #Neurodivergent #WeedAddiction #MalePressure
#Deathcore #Trapcore #NuMetal #Screamo #SoundCloudMetal
#NewMusic #EmotionalBreakdown #DarkMusic #Recovery #Trauma

Prison

"Angel in the Dark", the song conveys a sense of inevitability and intimacy with one’s darker side. It’s about confronting what lies beneath the surface—whether it’s shame, desire, or truth—and recognizing that it shapes who you are. The repeated call to "call me" is an invitation to accept this duality rather than fight it, even if it comes at a cost.

[Verse 1]
Call my name when the world’s asleep
In the quiet where shadows creep
Only the night can hear your cries
Only the dark sees through your lies

[Pre-Chorus]
You’ll never walk alone
I’m the chill inside your tone

[Chorus]
(Call me) Angel in the dark
(Call me) Whisper in your spark
(Call me) When your heart turns cold
I’ll be the secret you still hold

(Call me) Serpent in the flame
(Call me) You know my name
When you’re lost in the night
I’ll be your hunger, your fire, your light

[Verse 2]
In the daylight, I wear your face
In your shadow, I leave no trace
The hunter’s born from the prey you knew
Now every road leads back to you

[Pre-Chorus]
You’ll never walk alone
I’m the ache inside your bones

[Chorus]
(Call me) Angel in the dark
(Call me) Whisper in your spark
(Call me) When your heart turns cold
I’ll be the secret you still hold

(Call me) Serpent in the flame
(Call me) You know my name
When you’re lost in the night
I’ll be your hunger, your fire, your light

[Bridge]
You can run but I remain
Blood and shadow, soul and stain
I’m the breath inside your prayer
Say my name — I’m always there

No salvation, no release
I am pleasure, I am peace
You were mine before the spark
You belong to the angel in the dark

[Final Chorus]
Angel in the dark
Whisper in your spark
When your heart turns cold
I’ll be the secret you still hold

(Call me) Serpent in the flame
You know my name
When you’re lost in the night
I’ll be your hunger, your fire, your light

[Outro]
(Call me...)
Angel in the dark...
(Call me...)
You know my name...

Angel in the Dark

Inside My Head by Electric Rebel
Release dates: Soundcloud Exclusive 8 July 2025 / Apple & Spotify: 25 July 2025

Written & Produced by Alan Cross
All Rights Reserved
Neurohaven©2025

Inside My Head

🔥 AXAXC – H3LLSPAWN 🔥

H3LLSPAWN is not just an album—
It’s a summoning ritual.
A contrarian anthem for the ones who never belonged.
A war cry for those who’d rather burn than kneel.

From demonic chants and deathcore breakdowns to ethereal melodies and Latin incantations, every track is carved from betrayal, obsession, and the unkillable will to rise.

⚔️ Track Highlights:

- Invocation – A whispered gateway to the abyss.
- HELLSPAWN – The defiant anthem of your monstrous birth.
- Mark Of The Beast – Becoming what you always feared.
- Scorched Earth – Burning every past attachment.
- Crown of Thorns – Embracing pain as power.
- Iron Seraph – Ascending as a divine monster.
- Blackened Veins – Addiction and decay unmasked.
- Sin Eater – Devouring weakness without remorse.
- Deathless – Declaring your unkillable will.
- Unhallowed – Accepting your fate as nothing and everything.
- Daemonium – The Latin-laced incantation to end it all.

🎧 If you feel like you never fit in, if you’d rather set your world on fire than stay silent, this is your soundtrack.

⚔️ Distort. Distrust. Destroy.

💀 For fans of:
#LornaShore #Slipknot #Kreator #SleepToken #Beartooth #SlaughterToPrevail

🔥 Listen now. Leave nothing unburned.

Crown of Thorns

HELLSPAWN

i bit down hard on the edge of your name
til the vowels snapped back and the guilt took flame
held your coat like a skin i stole
cant wash loss when it stains the soul
these days dont pass they stalk a shadow on the wall
each breath a blade when the clock wont stop at all
i talk like im whole but i ache in halves
try to sleep and your ghost just laughs
they said time smooths out the break
but im jagged still i bend i shake
scratched you out of the photograph
but the smile still sticks a grinning scar
and id give it all just to hear you scream
one last fight to kill this dream

no grave could hold it
no chord could drown it
you left and nothing answered
but the silence and it cut

i screamed your name til i tasted bone
ripped my throat just to not feel alone
youre gone but the echo still claws back
every step drags grief in a body bag
they say move on but i never moved
i just rot in a life i didnt choose
this aint healing its a painted mask
smile cracked wide my voice just dust and ash

i break in places no one sees
play strong in the day then bleed out slow
grief dont whisper it kicks down doors
sets up camp on the bedroom floor
no shrine to build no final words to carve
just a playlist stuck a needle on the hurt
the calls i missed the jokes you made
loop like a noose through my waking days
piano keys like teeth now bite
every chord's a fight not to fall tonight
they pray for peace i pray for numb
but both go mute when the dark has come

you left your storm
inside my chest
i breathe in pain
but exhale less

i screamed your name til i tasted bone
ripped my throat just to not feel alone
youre gone but the echo still claws back
every step drags grief in a body bag
they say move on but i never moved
i just rot in a life i didnt choose
this aint healing its a painted mask
smile cracked wide my voice just dust and ash

voice gone fight gone
just the dust where we belong
burned your name into my final chord
i play it still but it cant restore

i dont scream now i seethe
grief sank its teeth and picked my bones clean
carved your initials in the strings i strum
now every note's a chase inside
cant undo cant rewind
cant fake peace when it breaks the spine
just a beat just a breath
just a song called death

they say this ends
but they dont know
grief just waits
with nowhere to go

i screamed your name til i tasted bone
ripped my throat just to not feel alone
youre gone but the echo still claws back
every step drags grief in a body bag
they say move on but i never moved
i just rot in a life i didnt choose
this aint healing its a painted mask
smile cracked wide my voice just dust and ash

smile cracked wide
ash in my breath
still calling your name
like i never left


Just a Song Called Death

Drums rush like panic, but the melody moves slow and wounded. This is the final step: not redemption, but acceptance. He won’t forget. He won’t forgive. But he chooses to keep breathing.

The Quiet Reset

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A Morbid Comedy

Gloom, My Gloom

The Fracture Point

A metalcore song about being dragged into battles you never chose, carrying scars from someone else’s wars, and refusing to be erased.

Ashes & Anthems

Collateral Damage

ANNOUNCEMENT: 14/08/2025
AxAxC HITS HALF A MILLION STREAMS!!!

Having amassed over 28,000 engaged monthly listeners in just 9 months on SoundCloud, AxAxC has built a brand that blends emotional torment with calculated artistry. Emerging from the shores of the North with roots deep in the African mountains, AxAxC dishes out righteous, emotional musical damage across the West.

AxAxC Take Inspiration From & are For fans of:
#LornaShore • #SleepToken • #BringMetheHorizon • #Spiritbox • #SlaughtertoPrevail • #WithinTemptation

If your soul burns for something real…
If your pain needs an anthem…
If you crave distortion, distrust, and destruction…
You belong here.

Welcome to AxAxC
Proudly merging Computing precision with human ingenuity, AxAxC’s evolution is visible in every release, sharper sound, richer visuals, and bolder storytelling. A team, Skills self-taught through a year of trial and error in prompt engineering, transcending into the heart of the band’s DNA.

AxAxC collaborates with any and all, united in the mission to create music for the misfits, the rebels, the broken, and the dreamers. For those who’ve screamed into the void and still chose to rise.

AxAxC Sound:
Melodic Deathcore brutality. Nu-metal grooves. Ambient metal textures. Screamo chaos. Drill, Trapcore. Cinematic storytelling. From guttural breakdowns to whispered ethereal vocals, orchestral warzones to jazz, country, and spoken word.

AxAxC is omnigenre. With lyrics from the hearts of both the band and the fans! To us everything is music, anything can become a song and we aim to please!

Latest Releases:
Cope Said The Troll: The Omnigenre Campaign – Teaser
Tropical Gargantua [SUMMER 2025 HITS] – Album
Grateful – EP

Commissions Open
AxAxC offers custom tracks, theme music, remixes, and album artwork—omnigenre, high-impact, and battle-tested. Our Page is our Portfolio! Whether you’re a creator, brand, or artist, or...one of our great listeners, get the AxAxC treatment and join the Collective from the inside.

Enquiries & Commissions:
Instagram DMs: @axaxcband
SoundCloud: @axaxcofficial
Email: axaxcstudios@proton.me

We are AxAxC.
Distort. Distrust. Destroy.

#AXAXC #TheCollectiveAscends #Deathcore #Metalcore #NuMetal #CinematicMetal #Screamo #SleepToken #SlaughterToPrevail #AmbientMetal #DistortDistrustDestroy #HauntingMelodies #AxAxCforever #Multigenre #Omnigenre #CustomMusic #CommissionsOpen

HELLSPAWN

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