single off of my debut album "home away from home" (track 5)
shoutout to @xona for featuring on the track :)
produced by: azure & aidanhan
special shoutouts to @bitekivibes for being the goat too

LYRICS:
murph:

i walk out in the forest
but quickly i lose the light 
and my skin turns to mould
and the birds start to fly
i thought that i was safe, in my home away from home
but as i saw the creatures running i simply do not know

s.o.s, please save our souls
i might not make it back, barricade the door
s.o.s, please save our souls
frostbite all over me im stuck out in the cold

and now you're looking at me must've came back as a ghost
i love the way there's blood splattered all over the walls
can we find a way to give me pain, 'cause i need me some more
she put diamonds on her pinky ring, i love it when she flaunts

s.o.s, please save our souls
i might not make it back, barricade the door
s.o.s, please save our souls
frostbite all over me im stuck out in the cold

xona:

i'll decide what i do now - i'm reeling in "ours"
uh, leaving the pits that i found myself
(myself)
you desired my help
but i'm sick of words when its just pure guilt
so it's on me, awfully killing my health
i'm sorry i reached this point myself
the story goes on, to build a home
where we stay safe from the cold

murph:

s.o.s, please save our souls
i might not make it back, barricade the door
s.o.s, please save our souls
frostbite all over me im stuck out in the cold
(s.o.s)
s.o.s, please save our souls
i might not make it back, barricade the door
s.o.s, please save our souls
frostbite all over me im stuck out in the cold

- if u reached the bottom have a good day/night 333+ -

s.o.s w/ xona

hey guys, new song for u all hope u like it :)
co-released w/ @ytstatic
prod by: whtlen

LYRICS:
baby i been at my wits end now
sorry that i am such a let down
imma try and give you my best now
my best now
but if thats still not enough then just forget about me now
i dont wanna hold you back so just, leave me on the ground
i aint gonna let this hold me down
promise i can find my way out
but god, i could use some closure now, closure now
now my body's so numb, i cant feel a thing at all
imma call for help
but theres no damn response
so im stuck on my own
writing all my wrongs
i needa get home but god, i think i lost control
now im slipping off the road
and theres no point calling for help
cause theres no one for miles and miles no not even a soul
and theres so much you aint told me so please dont let me die
and theres so much left to show me, please god tell me why?
is this the end of my life?
is this really my time?
cause i dont wanna leave this earth without saying goodbye
(without saying goodbye)

love u all, and have a good day/night 333+

goodbye

Track 1: the home (intro)

lyrics:

Try to stay sober before the week ends
Turn off my phone, can’t even speak to my friends 
Don’t get me involved I’ll sit alone on the fence 
Submerged down in the lake, I’m drowning with my regrets
You were supposed to keep my safe 
My home away from home, you were my second place 
You left me all alone, I thought it wasn’t a phase
I’ve got nowhere to go, why’d you lie to my face?
Please don’t leave me here alone
I try so fucking hard, but I still don’t know
My way around these walls in this broken home 
I know that you two fucked it’s written all in your phone

the home (intro)

track 4: rot
produced by: @prodbygrayskies

lyrics:
I can’t tell you the truth cause I know that you can’t take it
I just downed like three whole bottles now I’m wasted
I said like one damn thing, why are you naked?
All I see is lust, tell me, where is the love?

All these so-called “friends” don’t got no one to trust
If I don’t find someone soon imma resort to drugs
She said that she loved me but I know it’s a bluff
I’ve been crying out for help, it seems no one gives a fuck
I can’t take another step ‘cause I’ll be stuck in the mud
I can’t fall in love again, it seems like I’m out of luck
She tried to fuck with my head, well go on - shoot your shot
But I’ve been fucked in the head for so long, just let me rot

So imma step out in the light and imma let it blind me
She said “baby imma kill you if you ever defy me”
I’m surrounded by some demons I’m so tired of fighting
And there ain’t no more running, no point of hiding
‘Cause there’s no escape
I’m stuck right here, rotting to the end of my days
And I know your face
You got me down, and I’m bleeding, was it all a waste?

Tell me, where is the love?
All these so-called “friends” don’t got no one to trust
If I don’t find someone soon imma resort to drugs
She said that she loved me but I know it’s a bluff
I’ve been crying out for help, it seems no one gives a fuck
I can’t take another step ‘cause I’ll be stuck in the mud
I can’t fall in love again, it seems like I’m out of luck
She tried to fuck with my head, well go on - shoot your shot
But I’ve been fucked in the head for so long, just let me rot

(But I’ve been fucked in the head for so long, just let me rot)

track 8: levitate w/ @savekeno
produced by: @prodbygrayskies

lyrics:
B MURPH:

Yeah
1, 1, 2, 3 
: 

‘Cause I’ve been high, for way too long
Can’t get my mind straight
I, just need to go before I levitate
I’m falling back to you
I’m falling back to you
(Let’s go, lets go, let’s go)
‘Cause I’ve been high, for way too long
Can’t get my mind straight
I, just need to go before I levitate
I’m falling back to you
I’m falling back to you

And every time I fall asleep I see your face in my dreams
It’s cold outside so imma stay in
Fall to my knees, ‘cause I need you here with me

KENO:

I’m getting high to solve my problems
But I still can’t get you out of my head
Only thing that I’ve been feeling, is some pain and regret
‘Cause I wake up in the morning and I see your text
It said you’re leaving baby, your out there in LAX
And I’m stuck, I’m trapped, without you here
I don’t wanna think about you every day of the year
Your momma told me that she miss me and she want me there
But you ain’t ever give enough and I don’t think that’s fair
Now she gon tell me that she miss me when I come to town
But I’m better on my own, I think I see that now
And she don’t get it, bitch I’m different, ‘cause I’m winning now
As of lately, you drive me crazy

B MURPH & KENO:

Fall in love, before I lose my mind
‘Cause since you been out of my life, I can’t see bitches eye to eye
Not enough, is what you’re giving me
I hate when you act differently, and say you won’t get rid of me 

B MURPH:

And every time I fall asleep I see your face in my dreams
It’s cold outside so imma stay in
Fall to my knees, ‘cause I need you here with me

I’ve been high, for way too long
Can’t get my mind straight
I, just need to go before I levitate
I’m falling back to you
I’m falling back to you
(Let’s go, lets go, let’s go)
‘Cause I’ve been high, for way too long
Can’t get my mind straight
I, just need to go before I levitate
I’m falling back to you
I’m falling back to you
(I’m falling back to you)

levitate w/ keno

track 9: drowning in the lake
produced by: @prodbygrayskies

lyrics:
I jumped down in the lake
And I could feel myself drowning
Got all these things I wanna say
But bad choices, they surround me
So tell me where you wanna go
And baby I’ll let you know
Got all these things I wanna hold
But I can’t hold them all close

Uh, and baby imma beg for you so please don’t fuckin leave
I could’ve lied to you, but you’re the one I need
And I’ve been pulled underwater by the lakes leaves
And now my head is underwater
Plus you're strangling me, so I cannot breathe tonight
So imma stay right here 
For eternity, so please don’t make me bleed tonight

I jumped down in the lake (in the lake)
And I could feel myself drowning
Got all this shit I wanna say (wanna say)
But bad choices, they surround me
So tell me where you wanna go
And baby I’ll let you know
Got all these things I wanna hold
But I can’t hold them all close

And all these lake spirits tell me exactly what I need to hear
(Just stop for a second…)
But in exchange, they show me exactly what I fear

drowning in the lake.

track 3: closer w/ @1tuxx
produced by: @splashgvng

lyrics:
B MURPH:

The closer you get
The more you seem to fuck with my head
And the more I wish that I was dead
I’m getting too close to the edge
So I watch my step
And you say you’ve been trying your best
Well I guess this is the best we’ll get
I’m falling back down again
(Down again)

So please don’t get too close I’ll cover my face
I don’t want you to see
(I don’t want you to see)
That I’ve been hurting inside and you’re the one I really need
(The one I really need)

TUXX:

Don’t step, too close or you might meet the edge
You say I’m far from dead
At least we don’t know what the end consists of
So let’s try our best
Until you’re staring at the sky
With both of your eyes telling you why
You won’t find a thing inside
So can you try to help it make sense, at least play pretend
I know I’m not the person that you’ll understand
And I can’t comprehend what’s inside my own head
It gets harder to manage, it hurts in my chest

B MURPH:

The closer you get
The more you seem to fuck with my head
And the more I wish that I was dead
I’m getting too close to the edge
So I watch my step
And you say you’ve been trying your best
Well I guess this is the best we’ll get
I’m falling back down again
(Down again)

So please don’t get too close I’ll cover my face
I don’t want you to see
(I don’t want you to see)
That I’ve been hurting inside and you’re the one I really need
(The one I really need)

So please don’t get too close I’ll cover my face
I don’t want you to see
(I don’t want you to see)
That I’ve been hurting inside and you’re the one I really need
(The one I really need)

closer w/ tuxx

track 7: back home
produced by: @prodgrayskies

lyrics:
1, 2, 1, 2, 3 let’s go, let’s go

I’ve been lost tryna find my way back home
Got a lot of sins that I need to atone for
So let’s go explore
Find my way back home
Along this road
I’ve been lost tryna find my way back home
Got a lot of sins that I need to atone for
So let’s go explore
Find my way back home
Along this road

I’ve been losing my mind too much as of lately
The things that you say, make me think that you hate me
I’ve been talking to my demons they just stare at me blankly
I would kill myself for you, but you keep tryna replace me
So what’s been going on inside your head
All the shit I did for you, but your still wanting me dead
All these cuts up on my wrist, yeah, you can see that I’m stressed
You want me out your life, but I’ll still wish you the best

And time moves slowly now

I’ve been lost tryna find my way back home
Got a lot of sins that I need to atone for
So let’s go explore
Find my way back home
Along this road
I’ve been lost tryna find my way back home
Got a lot of sins that I need to atone for
So let’s go explore
Find my way back home
Along this road

Too many steps I’m close to the edge now
Slurring all my words, not making any sense now
I ain’t picking sides, I’m sitting on the fence now
Whispers in my house, I hear it through the vents now
And now you see I’m falling down
Found me passed out with blood on the ground
Need someone to save me from this ghost town
Caught me in your web, you got me fully bound

And time moves slowly now

I’ve been lost tryna find my way back home
Got a lot of sins that I need to atone for
So let’s go explore
Find my way back home
Along this road
I’ve been lost tryna find my way back home
Got a lot of sins that I need to atone for
So let’s go explore
Find my way back home
Along this road

back home

graveyard love

hi :)
prod. me

lyrics:
say you wont forget me
i've been lost and empty
i don't need the sympathy i jus need a friend i can lean on

empty, lately i been empty
drugs been lookin so tempting, but ill hang on
hang on tight just for you

she wanna talk, but she heating up.. why you wanna talk when you need help?
i think i know a fake when i see one, and i think im gonna break if you be one
u can find me at my place barely breathin
i was always less needed
than them and i can see it
u can try and call it wont reach me

i dont really talk, but you kno that im like that
you know when it comes to me i dont fight back
read into everything you say, your words never lost with me

i know it gets so hard,
but life is separating us
so i wanna hear you
say you wont forget me
i've been lost and empty
i don't need the sympathy i jus need a friend i can lean on

i remember that look on your face, its so distrusted
i know, you didn't want this
but we found our love
right on pavement i found
u stomped ur feet on the ground
im sorry

say you won't forget me

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hope u guys like dis one!!! <3
another epic song w me and @imgeist
produced by: what?boy

LYRICS:

Take me back to last winter
When you were still here with me 
And I’m feeling so bitter 
Feeling so bitter sweet 
I’m gone, and your out 
Thinking bout what I should be doing now 
Leave me in the gutter 
I need some time to think about what I have done cause I’m at fault 
And I don’t think I deserve you I am better on my own 
So just leave me in the dust

As I run 
And I go to a place I don’t know 
It’s all changed, see your face, i don’t see you the same as before 
And I’m sorry I was always so cold
And do you have a second to spare 
I need your time baby, I just wanna get outta here
Been losing my mind lately, I cannot see things clear 
I suck at time saving, I ain’t seen you in a year
And since then I ain’t functioned sober 
And it’s you I can’t seem to get over 
But you don’t even remember what we had 
You just blame it all on a hangover 

I’m gone, and your out 
Thinking bout what I should be doing now 
Leave me in the gutter 
I need some time to think about what I have done cause I’m at fault 
And I don’t think I deserve you I am better on my own 
So just leave me in the dust

just leave me in the dust 
oh why the pretty words when u don’t care for us? 
you left a hole in me and ask me where’s the trust 
like you didn’t tear it up 
and it’s okay my love 

but tell me how you feel cause i’ve been losing my mind 
there’s only so much i can take before i let it all die 
and it’s been said my whole life
same song like one thousand times 
but i’m too tired to fight 
so can you save me the lies 
 
you don’t know the start of me 
and i don’t know what to believe 
you left me here just to bleed 
now i’m begging for relief

I’m gone, and your out 
Thinking bout what I should be doing now 
Leave me in the gutter 
I need some time to think about what I have done cause I’m at fault 
And I don’t think I deserve you I am better on my own 
So just leave me in the dust

have a good day :)

back home

B MURPH (@bmurphxo)

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