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produced by hiraeth


Call me
Bitch u never wanna call me
I don’t wanna die tn but im hoping
Crying in ur arms and I deserve all this
Cut me with the knife I forged and please don’t miss

Cut me with the knife I forged and please don’t miss
Hang me out to dry 
Drip blood from the ceiling
Im losing my mind so tell me if u mean it
Try not to cry while u rip me to pieces

Try not to cry just tell me if u mean it
Stop looking down its the blood from the ceiling
Its never my fault how tf do you miss him
Apart of me is gone that’s a part of me missing

forged

produced by me ^^ <3

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Lyrics -
i just don't understand
i left it in your hands
you left my heart tainted, don't know where i am
but i ain't fuckin' healed yet
but you act like you don't see it

you don't deserve the praise
you didn't wanna change
you gave it all up for a little bit of fame
and i just don't wanna feel shit

i just don't really need this, no

late calls
i didn't wanna text you
too long
that i didn't really see you
won't lie yeah, i've changed a lot
spent the summer with myself and all of my thoughts
bring another bottle
i could really use one
but it's something that i never really talk about
never really saw the same
never really felt the pain

i just don't understand
i left it in your hands
you left my heart tainted, don't know where i am
but i ain't fuckin' healed yet
but you act like you don't see it

you don't deserve the praise
you didn't wanna change
you gave it all up for a little bit of fame
and i just don't wanna feel shit

i just don't really need this, no

i just watch u cry
you do it all the time
i'm here cause i like you
it ain't a lie
focus how to breathe
i need u for some venting
look at me i'm worth
more than i really think
knock me down until it hurts
i'm omw to brink
i'm omw to edge
i'm omw to learn
i'm omw to death 
i don't wanna make this turn, no
i don't wanna make this turn
i don't wanna hit the dirt
i don't wanna make it worse

i just don't understand
i left it in your hands
you left my heart tainted, don't know where i am
but i ain't fuckin' healed yet
but you act like you don't see it

you don't deserve the praise
you didn't wanna change
you gave it all up for a little bit of fame
and i just don't wanna feel shit

i just don't really need this, no

late calls (feat. heylog)

Favourite song i've dropped, hope u all like it too <3 
Performed by: B Murph
Written by: B Murph
Mix/Mastered by: B Murph

LYRICS:

Yeah, you said that your not feeling your best
And you said that you're better off dead
And I can't think on what I could've said
To make you stay here instead when you left
And this bottle got my head full of regrets
As I lay here sinking deep in my death bed
I got problems, baby I am Just like the rest
And I hate it when you say "Murph there's no need to stress"
Huh? like, you're the one I'm stressing about
And I can't get these words outta my mouth
And I know that you meant all those things that you said
I got problems tryna keep my emotions within myself, when I hate the way I feel
I know the love we have ain't real
Keep it in, don't make a big deal
They want me to drive but I ain't taking the wheel
Oh, I hate the way I feel
I know the love we have ain't real
Keep it in, don't make a big deal
They want me to drive but I ain't taking the wheel

Oh, I hate the way I feel
Mmmmm
Keep it pushing don't look behind, yeah the past will make you blind
You can tell when I lie you can see it in my eyes

(Huh? like, you're the one I'm stressing about)
(And I can't get these words outta my mouth)
(And I know that you meant all those things that you said)
I got problems tryna keep my emotions within myself, when I hate the way I feel
I know the love we have ain't real
Keep it in, don't make a big deal
They want me to drive but I ain't taking the wheel
Oh, I hate the way I feel
I know the love we have ain't real
Keep it in, don't make a big deal
They want me to drive but I ain't taking the wheel

(No I ain't taking the wheel)
(No I ain't taking the wheel)
(You know I hate how I feel)


If u made it to the bottom have a good day and thank u. 333 +

death bed

Prod @Sinxi
Feat @hiraethsry

LYRICS
Got me so alone
Even from the start
Way you pick me up
Speeding in ya car
To afraid to speak
Leave it in the dark
Trying aimlessly
See into the stars
Got me so in love
An evil demon in disguise
Way you fucked me up
A trance to put in with your eyes
This girls a succubus can tell the way she fucking lies
But I Just can't say no to girls who make me wanna try

I don't love you I gotta make it stop
No lust moves half the time we on
And fuck you you take my fucking arms
Got me spinning hate the feeling
I trust you what makes you wanna start
I don't love you i gotta make it stop
I don't fuck you we gotta make it stop
No ones healing hate the feeling

When your with him i know your thinking of me
I'm only 2 drinks deep
I put his head in the sink
I'm tryna
Fight him
So im gritting my teeth
And man he should have stopped talking
He could never be me
I wanna
Leave him to the pavement
There's dirt where his face is
Fuck him while ur thinking of me
Do i deserve this?
Why you gotta lie when you leave
I'm feeling worthless
Stab me with a knife
Till i bleed along the surface

I don't love you I gotta make it stop
No lust moves half the time we on
And fuck you you take my fucking arms
Got me spinning hate the feeling
I trust you what makes you wanna start
I don't love you i gotta make it stop
I don't fuck you we gotta make it stop
No ones healing hate the feeling

Spotify

SUCCUBUS (feat. hiraeth)

people always talk like they know me 
no one sees the knife inside my heart as i slowly die 
feelings come alive and they’re burning  
i had all the patience in the world but now i don’t try 
it’s a waste of time 
everyone walks out my life 
i say goodbye 
you’ve heard that line 
but i remember every night 
 
hey 
i’m afraid love 
lately it’s more than i just can’t wake up 
stay? 
cause i need you 
but you don’t feel the same and it’s so see through 
 
(oh i just want to go home) 

try to act like i’m tough 
cant even stomach the thought of my blood 
i want to paint walls red when i’m in love 
i want to paint walls red 
i want to paint walls red oh 
try to act like enough 
can’t even stomach the thought of you now  
i want to paint walls red when i’m in love 
i want to paint walls red 
i want to paint walls red oh...

i want to paint walls red [drma x michael harrison]

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lyrics - 

give the kinda love that i need right back
kinda on the fence but i'll take my chance
tired of the mistakes making me sad
can't get the thought of you outta my head

where do i go?
who can i trust to leave me alone
put on a show then go home
dying to know
i hate and i loathe
written in stone the words saying
'love you'

i'm missing all the memories
i can feel your soul slowly making less of me
safe to say it hurt to watch you leave
now there's no one left to help me here

you're feeling alone on a friday evening
try to hold on love i'm trying to see you
i know you're hurting, you stumble bleeding
i'll keep you whole
you're scared 
you can hold my hand
we'll walk alone, no light to guide
but i know where your heart is
and i know how you're feeling now

let go don't cry just

you're sick to death of me
you hoped i feel the same but it's
just too much to leave here
i'm dealing with the shame of it
thinking that you loved me
i cry and medicate
it's just too much to intake
i'll try my fucking best i
didn't wanna calm down
i'm tryna come to terms with it
molded my emotion
to feel like you're controlling it
so what's it gonna take right now?
gotta keep my feet on the ground

now that love has washed away
contemplating life and i’m sure you can relate
and i’ve seen better days
recently been bitter what’s the point if i ain’t gonna make it in life
i’m always stuck by your side
and can you do me the same
and stay close to mine

don’t leave now i still haven’t kissed you
when you walk out my house i already miss you
let’s snuggle here in the back of my car
our eyes meet the galaxy, we’re counting the stars
my dad says i need to be home before eleven
but she does not want me leave, “logan stay a second” 
a couple hours isn’t very long to spend that time with you
and i finally got the gut to lean in and kiss you

mistake w/heylog

@imgeist
@prodjpjp

pretty little light
how my worlds dim now
oh, had me hypnotized
with your gold eyes love
i don’t want to fight
but it all went down
got out of your sight
guess it’s over now

lost deep in the night
how you move so sound
oh, you know i stay quiet
when the rooms too loud
i can’t tell who’s right
but it’s over now
so when i said goodbye
felt my heart drop out

you know that i love you
even when it’s all blue
i know that we hurt each other more and then it falls through
holding on to love that i can’t let die
but it seems like i’m too late, well at least i tried

the silence speaks in volumes
i hold on to thorns too
cause sometimes they grow these pretty roses that look like you…
and if i told the truth now my hearts so cold
i don’t want to show any other soul

it's over now

MORE PLATFORMS

i'm geist - it's over now [jpjp]

prod. ocin
guitars: yhello

Come catch a feeling while we’re watching a lightning 
But nothing excites me, baby I try to hide it 
I think about you, let’s make love on the highway 
Can we get inside babe 
You know time won’t stop flying 

You know me I 
Could never stop 
I’ll do it or die 
Can’t lose you and cry 
The pain in our back 
It hurts 
Now we’re laughing it off 
Now we’re laughing it off, oh 
The pain in our back 
It hurts 
Now we’re laughing it off 
We keep laughing it off, ya 

Kill time when we're driving 
It's both of us finding 
A reason to separate 
Your past is behind me 
I don't open up 
Don't wanna be judged 
Don't wanna be looked at 
I blame my gut 

I love you and you know that 
Even if you don't love me back 
I pray at night to hope you're well 
And pray again for my own self 
If I had a wish and that would be to see you laugh 
Cause I guarantee that you'll receive a smile back 
Now we both sitting there just laughing it off 
I want you to know that you were all I got 

You know me I 
Could never stop 
I’ll do it or die 
Can’t lose you and cry 
The pain in our back 
It hurts 
Now we’re laughing it off 
Now we’re laughing it off, oh

laugh it off (ft. heylog)

produced by speedlmt

lyrics:
before i found u
i was going through hell
oh do you miss me
im still going through hell
i still cant even tell
what its like to be me
she doesent miss me
she doesent miss me


i vanish i go into hibernation
crucify me its isolation
no one will find me 
lost in the pine trees
walk right by me hallucinations
i vanish i go into hibernation
crucify me its isolation
no one will find me 
lost in the pine trees
walk right by me hallucinations

she my bandage
walking through the forest empty handed
blood on my screen
with dirt on my shoes
where have you been
i sorta miss you
well no defiently do 
im shaking in my room
i really hate this house
im shaking in my room
i need a way out
im shaking in my room
im shaking in my room
shaking in my room

i vanish i go into hibernation
crucify me its isolation
no one will find me 
lost in the pine trees
walk right by me hallucinations
i vanish i go into hibernation
crucify me its isolation
no one will find me 
lost in the pine trees
walk right by me hallucinations

isolation

[NIGHTLOCK]
Like, shorty kinda bad, I’ll have to hit her up in private
I’ma have to hit it, then I’ll take her to the islands
Just me and you, in the coupe, we be wylin’
Shorty lookin’ better with the dough
Wait
Off the Casamigos, one shot, blacked out, she treeshin’
Bitches on my phone, I’ma hit it then I’m leavin’
This ain’t for forever, but I’ll give you ‘till the weekend
Shorty off a perc, do her dance, she geekin’

She in love with perc talk (huh)
She took her shirt off
Hop up in the Benz, green light, we skrrt off
Said he wanna fight, we pull up on him, leave him worse off
Shorty in the crib, and she tryna take her skirt off
Swear that she the only one that I’m missing
I can’t have no more that just the neck from all these bitches
Cant fuck with the fakes, only fuckin’ with the real shit
Shorty did me wrong, I’m like fuck all of these bitches

Got big bands, bitch I carry like cinco
Know my niggas shootin’, I ain’t talkin’ no free throw
Shorty on me for the bands, she a freak hoe
Five figure fit, I ain’t talkin’ no zip code
Put you on to brodie if you lookin’ for a zip
Know he doin’ jiggas and he packin’ hella bricks
Say the right thing, he’ll hook you up with the fifth
Say the wrong thing, he gon’ hit you with a switch

Like, shorty kinda bad, I’ll have to hit her up in private
I’ma have to hit it, then I’ll take her to the islands
Just me and you, in the coupe, we be wylin’
Shorty lookin’ better with the dough
Wait
Off the Casamigos, one shot, blacked out, she treeshin’
Bitches on my phone, I’ma hit it then I’m leavin’
This ain’t for forever, but I’ll give you ‘till the weekend
Shorty off a perc, do her dance, she geekin’ (Aye, aye, uh)

[LOAT]
I told her “baby I’m a killer”
She know I’m a sinner
I could take a pussy boy and hit him with a spinna
30 gram, 40 gram, 50 gram dealer
I was in the trap, 14 with a heater
Put it on heartlock
Everything I own (aye)
I still get percentages for selling off my soul (uh)
I ain’t got no soul, I put a bullet through his dome (uh)
I don’t need to catch him, I’ma pull up to his home, like (aye)

They be like “Loat ain’t even droppin’ like that”
I find your cousin, and I take him off the map
On the brother that betrayed me
How the fuck you love sum if it don’t bring you payment?
666 on the mo’fuckin’ drop top
Talk down, get mopped
Hello Kitty on the glock
I heard you was a villain now (gang, gang)
I pull up, shoot his ceiling out (yuh, aye)

[NIGHTLOCK]
Like, shorty kinda bad, I’ll have to hit her up in private
I’ma have to hit it, then I’ll take her to the islands
Just me and you, in the coupe, we be wylin’
Shorty lookin’ better with the dough
Wait
Off the Casamigos, one shot, blacked out, she treeshin’
Bitches on my phone, I’ma hit it then I’m leavin’
This ain’t for forever, but I’ll give you ‘till the weekend
Shorty off a perc, do her dance, she geekin’

WYLIN' (ft. LOAT!)

**narcissistic w/ ciscaux + 22december prod. supreme + okayjml**

Produced by navyxower
Written by Heylog & navyxower
Mix and master by Heylog & navyxower

lyrics
-------
its so challenging
you can throw me out, recycle me
I'm mortified
trying everything to keep me in line
I was neglected, but I'm feeling fine
will I be alright
i cant see through the fight!

I'm really a joke
you can see it in my eyes
a lonely little child
nobody by my side

they stay up for a while
night shift, go for a drive
ill wait until the morning to see you both in life

YOU ASK ME IF IM BORED OF YOU!
i tell you its alright
nobody ever missed me, im happy that your mine
ill stay here watch some cartoons
*do nothing with my life*
a lonely little child
just trying to get by

sing me, a lullaby to put me right to sleep
sleep by my side, and ill be happy as can be
a life that's full of trauma, guess healing aint for me
wait until the morning, ill be throwing up you see

she's upset, I know I messed up
in the bed, I slowly get up
look around, this is the last time
in ur room, it's home in my eyes
thunderstorms
travel back
stay the night 
then miss u bad
one hour
till I'm home
the last place I wanna go
seeing you like everyday to not seeing at all
how'd it go from talking every night to not one call
these changes, I don't like them, especially being alone
it'd probably be worse if I didn't learn how to grow

I'm really a joke
you can see it in my eyes
a lonely little child
nobody by my side

they stay up for a while
night shift, go for a drive
ill wait until the morning to see you both in life

sibling w/ heylog

shoutout https://soundcloud.com/cay2o for helping with the ending
all the rest prod by me

lyrics:
dont talk like that, you know this
ive had it, babe im focused.
discarded. u said, "dont leave, don't go"
been up for days, I've blown it
"don't fold in" but its too hopeless
im coming to the coven, i've been numb.

slave away the day until i make it
this chest in pain feels so amazing
if you got some more, then i can take it
she said im mental, guess im crazy
IM SO CRAZY IM SO CRAZY
feeling lost, when you walked in with bleach blonde hair
i never thought we would talk now its been 3 years
on the rocks and im coughing i gasp for air
and she said, "kade, do u hate me? do u hate me?
please dont hate me!"

dont talk like that, you know this
ive had it, babe im focused.
discarded. u said, "dont leave, don't go"
been up for days, I've blown it
"don't fold in" but its too hopeless
im coming to the coven, i've been numb.

coven

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Lyrics:

Contorted, misguided
I had it, I lost it
Gettin sick and tired of keeping to myself
Eventually it'll lead me to a bottom of a well I'm

Contorted, misguided
I had it, I lost it
Gettin sick and tired of keeping to myself
Eventually it'll lead me to a bottom of a well

I'm a deadbeat, kill the old me
Slit my throat yeah, I've become the enemy 
So tired of the bullshit
Tell me there's a reason to go on
Living like it's clockwork
Living like a coward
Tired everyday memories turn sour

Contorted, misguided
I had it, I lost it
Gettin sick and tired of keeping to myself
Eventually it'll lead me to a bottom of a well I'm

Contorted, misguided
I had it, I lost it
Gettin sick and tired of keeping to myself
Eventually it'll lead me to a bottom of a well 

Reckless Behavior 
Sentimental coward 
You know you loved her

Contorted, misguided
I had it, I lost it
Gettin sick and tired of keeping to myself
Eventually it'll lead me to a bottom of a well 

Contorted, misguided
I had it, I lost it
Gettin sick and tired of keeping to myself
Eventually it'll lead me to a bottom of a well 

I'm a deadbeat, kill the old me
Slit my throat yeah, I've become the enemy 
So tired of the bullshit
Tell me there's a reason to go on
Living like it's clockwork
Living like a coward
Tired everyday memories turn sour

death bed

B Murph

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