lyrics -‌ ‌written‌ ‌by‌ ‌@backyardbeetle
produced‌ ‌by -‌ @jxsiebeats
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lyrics:
everyday doing my own thing 
everyday why you talking to me
yeah im freeing up space in my head
just to remember your name 
things aren't the same whoa 

got me feeling like a sidenote 
black on my coat like im neo
making all these shots like a free-throw 
still im just trying to be fee though

trying to break out the chains my thoughts put me in
yeah i dont want to do this again

whoa 
whoa 
woah 
woah

but dont focus on that try to focus on better things 
ive been doing better things
i dont even know when imma stop 
improving music until i drop

yeah im never going to quit it 
people just walking in thinking that their winning
yeah they really think they beat me i aint even finished
walking out of the vicinity thinking yeah i really did it

as i stare at the fire
thinking of what i aspire to be
yeah i see 
you dont know who you want to be

yeah 
ive been doing the best
you aint even know but i plates all on my chest
you aint even know because i can never really rest
ive been doing the best yeah
ive been just doing the rest yeah

everyday doing my own thing 
everyday why you talking to me
yeah im freeing up space in my head
just to remember your name 
things aren't the same whoa 

everyday doing my own thing 
everyday why you talking to me
yeah im freeing up space in my head
just to remember your name 
things aren't the same whoa 

- backyard beetle 2022

backyard beetle - my own thing (prod. jxsie beats)

How It All Unfolds w/ Ezra *silver + methboiswag*

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uYHAR8Xzsyo
fucking stupid sample

i know theyre still waiting on acknowledgement that i could give a fuck
how could i ever be open when my ladders still stuck?
somebody always wanting something, never giving what they took
ion give no second chances if you blow its bad luck
yeah you'll be okay
but you gotta text me when you get home
man i know you're lying to yourself
you're in a ditch bro
(n i swear half the time idk where i am, yeah, idk where i am)

yeah
told her wait 2 mins
got an oz on me ima smoke n not feel it
butterflies in my chest when ur leaving
no reply now im staring at the ceiling

come here, baby come here
im cold in the dark n i need ya
come here, baby come here
im cold in the dark n i need ya

i know theyre still waiting on acknowledgement that i could give a fuck
how could i ever be open when my ladders still stuck?
somebody always wanting something, never giving what they took
ion give no second chances if you blow its bad luck
yeah you'll be okay
but you gotta text me when you get home
man i know you're lying to yourself
you're in a ditch bro
(n i swear half the time idk where i am, yeah, idk where i am)

g.a.f (kaadota.)

unprepared (michael harris)

taking pictures of the sunset (prod. cløud)

@brecken killed this

**lyrics**
(intro)
i cant even text you
you stay in my mind, like all of the time
but i cant bring myself to text you
you say that you're open to talk, but I'm not that open at all
and i just been stuck in my mind, baby you know that i try

(hook)
why my heart sink like this
why my brain think like this
tell me why i break like this
tell me why i crave your bliss
cause' i can't really take this shit
x2

(Verse)
Am i not enough?
Don't act like you just cant remember
Am i losing touch?
I'm cold like we were in December
Am i still in love?
well why cant i forget her
this is way too much, i said its way too much

call me when you need me and Im sure ill be right here
I still want you by my side, is it okay to be this scared?
what happened to our promises and what i thought we shared?
you dug up these emotions i've been stuffing down for years

tired of falling short
why do i miss the mark?
You keep pulling back & forth
you know it tears me apart

how long can I ignore
all of these scars on my heart?
How long can i ignore..

(brecken)
you put my heart on the floor and then you stomped it out
i hope you know i adore you, and there is no amount
that i wouldn't pay for you
no other mistakes been true
falling apart, finding i wasn't made for you

i dont know how i live sober
so many thoughts always flooding my head
telling me lies and they call me a poser
why dont you think that I heard what they said

luckily its almost over
everyday that i live its getting closer
tear me apart, put me on a poster
life is too hard, i dont wanna go there

(hook)
why my heart sink like this
why my brain think like this
tell me why i break like this
tell me why i crave your bliss
cause' i can't really take this shit
no more

(brecken / outro)
put my heart on the floor and then you stomped it out
i hope you know i adore you, and there is no amount
that i wouldn't pay for you
no other mistakes been true
falling apart, finding i wasn't made for you

break like this w/ brecken (prod. p4ra)

"Watch You Leave (feat. Ivri & Brecken)"
Produced by Ocean

 Thank you all who listen

*lyrics*
It's kind of odd watching you be a person I can't recognize but I'm glad you're okay
And I'm not used to the emotional withdrawal, could i get a hug before you drift away?
The winter season how it loves to mock me, I can't be who you need, it’s written all on your face
If awkward silence and a two word answer is the best you can do it's time we go our own ways

Most days, Most nights, I was walking by myself
You took my side, I knew I wanted nothing else
But the clouds move too quickly, I can't stop the weather
Took my heart just to keep it for yourself

Too many nights without you
My brain lacks all the right screws
Time might well be overdue

Why do I make it worse than it has to be
You could let me try
Or I could watch you leave
I could watch you leave
I could watch you leave, me

Never knew love life could be this bad
Crashed out
Put down
I never knew life could be this sad but
Troubled minds think alike

I'd love to think that it's all in my head,
but that's a lie

I heard that you wanted me dead, blocked now and I know it depends
On how I sin with my friends
Blew clouds, and I'll do it again

Wake up, I don't wanna live another day if I don't change up
I hope I change up

Most days, Most nights, I was walking by myself
You took my side, I knew I wanted nothing else
But the clouds move too quickly, I can't stop the weather
Took my heart just to keep it for yourself

Too many nights without you
My brain lacks all the right screws
Time might well be overdue

Watch You Leave w/ Ivri & Brecken (Prod. Ocean)

cedar street w/ evergarden

produced by cxrter & mackk
📸: hannah elkins

lyrics:
(mackk)
tell me now is this what you wanted
leaving it all behind 
couldn't ever see it before now 
i know
wanna try letting my guard down
whatever it takes
you know I'd give up my life
if you say so 

want you to be happy 
cause believe me that's what I want to
but time moves on & so do people you love
i know you had to 
come in & turn off the light now
this time just do not feel right now
consequence lead me to bleed so
this ain't that something we need no

tell me now is this what you wanted
leaving it all behind 
couldn't ever see it before now 
i know
wanna try letting my guard down
whatever it takes
you know I'd give up my life
if you say so 

(notahero)
i already dealt with too much bullshit 
don’t get me started
if i pull up and there’s nothing to drink then hero’s departed
in the back and i’m carsick
don’t speak to me i’m nauseous
i’m not toxic i’m honest
i’m not stupid it’s just that i’m modest
i will not save u i’m notahero
pulled up 4 deep singing limbo
lately i’ve been losing my mind
i’m just tryna do what’s right
i would give u my life
i would give u my heart if i had one
catch me in the photo in the background
i’m off the walls n i’m never finna come down
imma see u this sunday hit u like touchdown
and she warm like summer
eyes like sundown
all she wanna do is see me blow on soundcloud
and that’s all i could ask for
just open the back door
i keep ashing it cuz i’m nervous there’s nothing left on this cigarette
i’m tryna find my purpose

cxrter, mackk, & notahero - aurora (prod. cxrter x mackk)

You ask for directions…

Love you all 

All plats soon 

Lyrics:


You ask for directions i say it’s under hand
Five miles in you question I swear we’ve been here again
Brochures I sure have left them back at base camp
But don’t blame at all the sign says no photos taken 


Sign after sign we ain’t getting nowhere 
We’ve been round a hundred times think I’m losing my head
You gotta look on your face that says that you hate me you wanna go home
And we’re going round in circles stuck in the woods with nowhere to go 
I’m in search of someone or any sign of life
Sos I’m calling out I’m in need of advice
Maybe just maybe I might be wrong this time 
I should’ve took a brochure when he asked instead of laughing at the guy

Morgan-monroe state forest (mackk)

~2300~
@itsbrvski

Check out the music video!
https://youtu.be/3A6LfLs-zuk

how to let go w/ brvski

never give up


also known as sixthirtyeight


musician / graphic designer / engineer 

backyard beetle - my own thing (prod. jxsie beats)

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