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Old ass song lmao hope u enjoy

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Stream:

Prod Sorrow Bringer


lyrics:

holding on
never felt so damn hard
there's snow on my car
don't think i'll get that far

could you drive me home
i don't know where to go
lemme tell you a tale
bout a man i used to know
he looked just like me with a smile on his face
and he looked me in the eyes and said it'd be okay
imma grit my teeth 
take a punch to my face
could you knock me out cold 
really need to learn my place
i'm awake all night really waste my time
no point in living when i hate this life

oh 
sorry i gotta go
really gotta get back home
just tore my favorite coat
what a joke
no 
i won't be here for the sun
i've lived my life enough
got a bullet in this gun
better run

holding on
never felt so damn hard
there's snow on my car
don't think i'll get that far

i been flying real low
i been driving real slow
lately you been so cold
only see you when it snow
oh

holding on
never felt so damn hard
there's snow on my car
don't think i'll get that far

holding on (sorrow bringer)

so called friends
dont wannabe involved wit them
and i would go out on a limb
and say that u are one of them
listening right now
u only wanna bring me down

ur so busy lookin like a clown...
look whos in my dms now...

the rain falls down again
staring out tha window
i grow tired of these so called friends
oh
always fuck me over in the end
i aint losin sleep
pop an ambien, oh
yeah its kind of fucked
but thats alright :D

yeah tell me one more time
how im s'posed to believe your lies
u aint never told the truth once
i can see it in your eyes
so go ahead and force your smile
and it might just work, yeah for a while
all u care about is goin viral
oh my god ur so damn vile...
ur so damn...vile!

yeah u got me kinda fucked up
these mfers trippin like da da da
cuz u know i dont got the time for
these ppl anymore...

yeah they stick around until they see u on the floor
they kick and scream till u cant take anymore
oh...ion wanna deal wit that

yeah, so called friends
so called friends...
so... called friends...

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so called friends [+heydium]

Beat prod by sadface
written and preformed by nkno x popularreject
mixed and mastered by nkno
artwork edited by Nkno x visual editor

OFFICIAL AMV (Credit not disclosed on behalf of seller)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bODXitfvHYI

Official AMV

Out of My Mind (feat. popularreject) [Sadface]

Lyrics:

could we define this differently
i had my work cut out for me
what are we
its a simple question 
with a complex answer
and that's just how my luck would have it
no i can't hardly stand it
it's tough when u ask her with a gun to her brain
i don't think u'll get the answer that u want

dont talk or even stand there and try to relate
you couldnt get me if we swapped and u saw thru my brain
it’s never my turn to talk when she’s got shit to say
and i can’t listen to this anymore its causing damage to my brain
dont talk or even stand there and try to relate
you couldnt get me if we swapped and u saw thru my brain
it’s never my turn to talk when she’s got shit to say
and i can’t listen to this anymore its causing damage to my brain
x2

as she moans anothers name with a passion in my bed
and i'd like to take it further 
but she'd like with him instead
and it's 12:24 and i'm tryna hit my friends
sorry i can't pick up right now
i crank the sound up and blast her out my eardrums yea
her lips amusing so i'm laughing and she pissed off yea
is 100 decibles enough to kill my cortex yea
i don't think i ever needed u around for that

for that
f for that
f f f for that
what are we
what are we
could you tell me
what are we
what are we
could you tell me
could you tell me

dont talk or even stand there and try to relate
you couldnt get me if we swapped and u saw thru my brain
it’s never my turn to talk when she’s got shit to say
and i can’t listen to this anymore its causing damage to my brain
dont talk or even stand there and try to relate
you couldnt get me if we swapped and u saw thru my brain
it’s never my turn to talk when she’s got shit to say
and i can’t listen to this anymore its causing damage to my brain

what are we (yokai dreams)

produced by pekarot

completely non profit

lyrics

she said hold me
but i cant promise ill feel it im seeing stars 
is it haunting
that theres no pain from a blade if its sharp enough
and the gauze sits tight over covered scars
but its damp with blood and it smells of rot
sweat soaked nights in a bricked out yard
with my carved up fingers spilling fat n tar
and im barely concious but ill never yawn
as i stare straight faced at this silent dawn
and im such a sucker for a pretty face
when she looks at me i just melt n place
signals sent are so badly mixed
as my head is empty like a bedroom sit
and i write these songs when im feeling sick
cause a state of panic is how i exist

so i numb myself and try to take away the things that make me care

dont pretend u were there

my heart beats heavy hidden in my chest
n i feel the blood flow out the wound in my neck
n ive said this before but ur face drags the air from my chest 
if u laid me down id do the rest
please do not fret

honestly? im still miserable
but its not ur fault, we were both involved
and i am not but a shit-stained mark
on her polaroids of a bedroom wall

so i sit and i just drink myself to death again for one more night

ima fuck up my life 

i just hate the fact im tired all the god damn time

bell's line of road (pekarot)

lyrics - written by backyard beetle and jxsie beats
produced by - umu
here is a link to the producers' youtube channel -
https://www.youtube.com/c/producerumu

follow me:
soundcloud - @backyardbeetle
bandlab - www.bandlab.com/backyardbeetle
youtube - www.youtube.com/channel/UC-4-VT3d7ke7q99LWiWikzw
spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/7Kmx3CsboLQGgQRrmQimz5

backyard beetle - closure w/ jxsie (prod. umu)

produced by scotty splash
mixed by Lxst Boy, XELFIY, & hero
mastered by Lxst Boy
@xelfiy
@not-a-fucking-hero
@scottysplash

-lyrics-
(Lxst Boy)
lets just go, go, go off the deep end
i dont know when we'll see it
rock the boat till we sinkin
break me apart keep the pieces
X2

(XELFIY)
woah, woah, woah
baby i think it’s time i
go, go, go
uh, drinking till i get slow 
i wanna hit you up but baby
i had already known 
what u gonna say
and i don’t wanna hear that, no
digits in my phone
baby leave me alone
gotta call the plug and get him over here
so i can get gone
i am big strong
i take this sip to boost me up
and then i get on
i don’t even fucking know her
she said she gon come over
but i ain’t even sober
i just hope she don’t notice
cause i don’t wanna get older
i should leave right now
before you even say a word
cause i know i’m gon get attached 
way too fast and get hurt
yeah i know i ain’t him
but i know that she’s hurt
and they’ll fuck it if it’s cringey
baby what could be worse
fuck it if i’m stingy
i’m jus tryna get more money
ion know why you love me
oh bae i’m tryna get the money

(hero)
yuh
look at that ugly brain
but look at that gorgeous face 
ion know how im liked so much
when there's so much more to hate
proportions skewed in two i had nothing left to say
everything exposed
and i guess she jus liked the taste
go go go go
ion see no other angles its jus forward u gotta
go go go go
i can't settle for a moment i jus gotta fuckin
go go go go
take a breather its the end for u 
so quick u gotta
go go go go
go go go go

(Lxst Boy)
lets just go, go, go off the deep end
i dont know when we'll see it
rock the boat till we sinkin
break me apart keep the pieces
X2

go! w/ xelfiy & hero (scotty splash)

mixed by me
mastered by Ally Holloway
produced by metlast
artwork by my gf <3

constantly looking towards the sky
and wondering why i’m even alive
i can never begin to fathom
why i was even put here on this earth
was it just suffer?
beyond what i could imagine?..
i’ll let gravity, grab me by the feet
to pull me 6ft deep

(oh underneath 
their decaying bodies still haunt me)

dragging me under the ground
slowly suffocating so i can’t make a sound
it seems i’ve found a new home
with the ghost around im less alone
hoping i could find a better way
to rid the world of my lunacy
looking for any opportunity
to fade away and ameliorate this world…

of me
so cold
and empty

so i solidified the thoughts inside my head
the thoughts that were telling me i’m better off dead
no matter what you said to me
6ft deep is where i fended up being
so as the light from the tunnel grew darker and darker 
my mind grew further and further away
you should’ve stayed stayed with me 
but you left my body alone to decay

(you left me alone
traversing the unknown)

ameliorate this world (metlast)

produced by Lxst Boy and splashgvng 
mixed and mastered by Lxst Boy
@splashgvng

-lyrics-
in the dark I'm afraid
that no one will save me
I cannot see you
the walls are closing
in on me
baby can u hear me?
i am still breathing 
the walls are closing

I'm on my own
yeah I might suffocate
I don't wanna die now
I just need a break
I will never settle down
I live with no reason
I volunteer
to continue breathing

(good luck trying to guess what I'm saying here lol)

yeah I'm insane
get stuck up in my brain
I thought it was over
but I will never change
I will stay the same
even though its not okay
I'm a lost boy
I will never find my way

in the dark I'm afraid
that no one will save me
I cannot see you
the walls are closing
in on me
baby can u hear me?
i am still breathing 
the walls are closing

I'm on my own
yeah I might suffocate
I don't wanna die now
I just need a break
I will never settle down
I live with no reason
I volunteer
to continue breathing

if my bedroom walls could tell our stories (lxst boy x splashgvng)

your touch
feels like planetary devastation 
gaze upon me then proceed to lay waste
we’re a world ending event in the making
lips collide and leave a wreck in our wake

i just need to be in your orbit
lip locked lies but we’re choosing to ignore it
get me high but left you leave me floored it’s 
quite alright i just hope that you enjoyed it
burn my throat
im choking when i breathe you in
lovesickghost, 
you haunt me but i let you in
left you notes
i swear i didn’t mean to
let you know
but fuck, you make me seethrough 

your touch
feels like planetary devastation 
gaze upon me then proceed to lay waste
we’re a world ending event in the making
lips collide and leave a wreck in our wake

your touch
feels like planetary devastation 
gaze upon me then proceed to lay waste
our love would be a catastrophic end to all
but thoughts ignite and i’m alright with the fall

planetary devastation (prod. yung spoiler)

Stuck Behind

never give up


also known as sixthirtyeight


musician / graphic designer / engineer 

backyard beetle - closure w/ jxsie (prod. umu)

backyard beetle

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