living regardless

as the rain pours down

gbc II

After death

Dream

luna has risen

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this girl hit my phone up but i dont care
your words mean nothing to me 
i just wanna go home
will i ever go home?

the walls in my bedroom theyve seen it all
stumbling through the door as i fall apart 
alone
why do i feel so alone?

i wonder what you felt when you said you loved me
hiding in my sheets cos im good for nothing
no
this is all that i know

the clouds paint the skyline like ghosts at twilight
these stars up above make me feel so finite
can you see my heart glow?

i feel the growing pains
in me every day
trying so fucking hard to escape my fate

the way i hide is not your concern
if i fuck this up then i might change
get myself in better shape

so i hold my breath and i hope for the best
its fucking hard to breathe with demons on my chest
the thought of you brings gloom in my room
and i cant fucking stand this place
i just need to get away

luna

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rip your underwear (prod. tothegood)

And I hate it
I'm always faded
Always jaded
I'm wasted
Tried to escape the pain
Cause I'm hated
I hate it
But I love you
I can't save shit
I'm crazy
White up in my nose like the 80's
I'm riding in my 2J
Till I'm dying
I'm crying
Tears frozen
And I'm hiding
I'm flying
Tires sliding
When I'm driving
I'm lying
On the damn ground
Every damn night

Sippin Faygo
Until it's fatal
Got a broke heart
I'm glowing like an angel
But my souls dark
I just wanna live life
But it's so hard
I'm grinding every damn night
Got a head start
Vibing with my whole gang

Yeah we smokin
Rollin up backwoods
With the potent
I want you
But do you want me?
I think you hate me
If I died in my dream tonight would you wake me?

If I died in my dream tonight would you wake me?
If I died in my dream tonight would you wake me?
If I died in my dream tonight would you wake me?
If I died in my dream tonight would you wake me?

All I ever see is you
And I can't get you out my brain
Don't know what to do
Got the blade
Aim it at your face
If you fuckin hate
Doin drugs
We ain't very safe
Hoppin up on stage
Making moves
Make the money move
Baby what it do
With the crew
And we rolling packs
Catch us in back
Going fast
100 on the dash
Windows tinted black

Growing up I see it all
It's been hard
I been trynna flex
I been trynna ball
Now I'm ballin
Don't do no talkin
I do this often
I'm flawless
I'm really flossin
Won't be forgotten
You hating
You want to be me
I'm cold like AC
We racing
You wanna beat me
You cannot see me
I'm broken
Hearts broken
Now I'm frozen
I'm flowing like the ocean
Cause I'm chosen

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all I ever see is you (prod. hkfiftyone)

Lil Peep - Absolute In Doubt (Praise Remix)

Morrissey

BALENCIAGA BOYS // $COTT PAPI // IG: SCOTTIEVERSACE // First release off of the 'Marvelous Misadventures of Scottie Papi'

@ScottPapi ~ DEMONS.

THEBEAMON.COM -> MERCHANDISE
WWW.TWITTER.COM/THEBEAMON -> EVERYTHING BEAMON
WWW.INSTAGRAM.COM/THEBEAMONS -> MORE BEAM

produced by : @lennonempire
mixed by : @iamrellim

lyrics:

beamon lyrics: 

i got angels crying 
flying through my penthouse 
this blizzard got canals froze 
make ice fall 
rappers step up 
i'm quick to get em broke down 
i gave her all of me 
how could she do this to me 
you broke our memories 
and now they turn to anger 
you broke our memories 
and now they turn to anger 
got thoughts of you like 
evil tryna weigh me down 
i let out this evil 
beamon bussin rounds 
motherfuck a hater
i drop em down 
still walk alone in the woods 
still no hands just claws 
got em on 
young beamon skeleton 
crush my city slow 
you gone need mikasa 
just to stop it though 
skinny beamon 
sad with that titan flow 
pussy lookin mad 
he ain't that type of cold 
knew it all along 
so i stay alone dead 
knew it all along 
so i stay alone dead 
young summoned skull 
dragon wings lift out my back 
young leopard spotted body 
veins on a tree
young beamon creepin 
i'm just tryna get my treats
ride up to a hater yoshimitsu 
split in pieces 
screamin for some mercy 
i'm depressed i think you need that
pink water fell tears too 
bitch i'm the creature 
gundam suit gold 
skinny body in it 
back the fuck away 
or we gone leave you missin 
spirits they protect me 
from you jealous bitches 
tree limbs crawl in my window 
at night for me 
used to play xbox all day all night 
cudi 
its my world one day 
i think im young cudi 
albums in my room 
bitch who could fuck with me 
skinny nigga sad 
final boss flows 
young sephiroth 
cloud with that blade 
november walking by that creek 
she called my phone
thought we was forever
girl you switched up on me 
left me lonely only ghosts 
gone touch my body 
ill be okay got these nightmares 
bussin out me 
i put em in a gun and then 
i blast em at you 
i put em in a gun and then 
i blast em at you 
i start to feel like howl 
i got this moving castle 
i start to feel like howl 
i got this moving castle 
skinny body leanin 
i'm feeling dead 
demons clawing me spilling angel blood on my shirt 
skinny body leanin 
i'm feeling dead 
demons clawing me spilling angel blood on my shirt 
skinny body leanin 
i'm feeling dead 
demons clawing me spilling angel blood on my shirt

Ruined By The Love 

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Beamon - Tears Of A God (produced by Lennon Empire)

The Choice Was Always Yours

miss u haven't met u tho

pretty thing (prod. 4evr)

super stoked to make this w such a talented artist like @sleyeofficial <3

LYRICS:

[hook: $eejay]
baby give me one last kiss
tired of waking up and always feeling like shit
swear you always hit my phone asking how ive been
and i just say im fine, but i'm feeling like i'm dead (2x)

[verse: sleye]
and i been feeling like i never wanna wake up
another day and all the pain won't go away 
yeah
and i can't read another sentence from the page now
i can't replace it i just struggle for the same 

and every blessing that you ever sent my way
i wish you felt that way today
you really gave up
i can't remember anyway 
and there ain't nothing i can say
i'm stuck asleep it never fade
it's only fake love

and as i lay me down to sleep and close my eyes
i think i'm probably gonna die one day
i know i'm not alright
i need a pill to even fight the pain 
i'm numb and losing touch
and i can't even feel the high it fade away it's not enough

apologize to you i never say the right thing
i broke a promise i could never leave behind me
i understand it's sorta difficult to like me
yeah
i'm on the medicine i only feel it slightly

[hook: $eejay]
baby give me one last kiss
tired of waking up and always feeling like shit
swear you always hit my phone asking how ive been
and i just say im fine, but i'm feeling like i'm dead (2x)

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i'm fine ft. sleye (prod. sketchmyname)

NO POINT CRYING (PROD. NIGHT ANXIETY)

thanks for 100k on soundcloud <3

thank you to charlie for the fantastic verse 
http://www.soundcloud.com/youngburial 
http://www.twitter.com/youngburial 

and thank you to perry for the wonderful art 
http://www.twitter.com/welcom2helldude 
http://cottoncloudsproductions.tumblr.com

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patience is a virtue (feat. fats'e)

Missed Calls From A Dead Bitch (prod. Iver$on)

blackheart!

blackheart! Ft Chanco (P.Xtravulous)

hm.wav x axel ~ 90's vhs player [+ iof]

Produced and performed by king theta
Vocal mix and master by IOF https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic
Art by Love, Max https://twitter.com/lovemaxofficial

Lyrics:
I
I just wanna feel like I could fly
Give me anything that gets me high
I need you in my life cause
Shit's gonna cave in soon
Why?
Why you gotta say that I'm lyin
I swear to fuckin God I'm doin fine
The power's all mine but
Shit's gonna cave in soon

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

I got everything that I thought I wanted
But it didn't work

She said "lose
The fake personality you use"
Spent too many nights pourin Goose
So easy justifying getting loose
Attention is distraction from the noose
Sorry, not sorry for my ego
The king threw the old me out the window
I know there's no way home

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

Keep fillin me up
With your love and affection
And I'll spill it right out
Call it self-protection

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

Wish I Could Start Over

shoutout to soundcloud.com/itsyungvan & https://soundcloud.com/daddydandy <3

lyrics:
shattered:
shawty you know that you lie
you wouldn't care if i die
you wouldn't care if i cry
shawty why do you lie

i wish i didn't date you
i wish i didn't know you
i'll sell shows to break you 
i flex on my ex
cuz that's all that i got
she run away cuz she know she a thot

i hope it was worth it 
bite like a serpent
act like a bitch cuz it tears me apart 
truth is i'm hurting
truth is i'm learning
truth is that i hope that i end up burning
your legs are like doors
you open and pour
you'll love anyone who won't call you a whore
but
that's what you are to me
i'm just a casualty

manipulating
when we were dating
you told me don't fret
he's just an old friend
he's just an old ex
i only love you 
back of my car 
we can have so much fun boo
do i still love you
baby i can't tell 
you talk to others
while i hide in covers	
sheets on my head
make me feel like i'm dead
texting your phone but you leave me on read

yung van:
fuck you, you don’t about care me
fucked up, naw the blames not on me
don’t talk shit behind my back, cause i don’t roll like that
i know you wanted on me
what’s he got that i don’t
he’s got you, that’s a joke
you’ll switch up, like a roach
just make sure you don’t choak
with all that shit your mouth
you better shut the fuck up
cause when this news gets out
all your friends gon’ switch up
i have no remose for you
don’t come back crawling to me
when he finds out what you do
he’ll throw you off like his shoe

shattered:
baby
you're faker
than santa claus
than santa claus
the guy 
that you are with
will leave
so please just don't come back to me
shawty 
you're colder than ice with some salt
my friends were right
about the night
when we had met
you got me set
like juliet
with bayonets 
ready to fire on me at your will
choking on smoke while we kiss and we chill
leaving my ass for a kid with some skill
you just a park all you give is a thrill

flowars:
bad girl in a mad world
ass fat where you at girl
let me hit it from the back girl
i ain't got a jack shit black pearl
i don't wanna look at you
everything you put me through
but you won't go away
so i guess ill fuck your face
ask that nigga how i taste
does he know your love is fake
tell the boy that i relate
ooh i relate
bitch is latex
she just want sex
and your paycheck
like it's no sweat
bitch is latex
she just want sex
and your paycheck
like it's no sweat

romeo & juliet! w/ yung van & flowars (prod. nick mira & lucky bennu)

POPPED A COUPLE XANNIES CUZ I WANNA KNUMB THE PAIN

Lyrics:
https://genius.com/Prodxena-death-is-knocking-lyrics


Bandcamp:
https://prodxena.bandcamp.com/track/death-is-knocking
Spotify:
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Music Video

Knock Knock

prod. snowee
engineer. zona

lyrics
Throw it up we gone count it up yeah
Fall in love falling for these drugs yeah 
Not enough never been enough yeah
You acting tough but we dont give a fuck yeahhhhh

We make money that you’ll never see
On my own waveeee but im still at sea
I dont like you you wont like me
now im blacked out in my louis v

I cant play a game ill never win
Mirror dirty by my side Im afraid of him
Off a bean for the ride now im going in
When the water rise i dont wanna see you swim

Throw it up we gone count it up yeah
Fall in love falling for the drugs yeah 
Not enough never been enough yeah
You acting tough but we dont give a fuck yeahhhhh

I got everything ill ever need
now im 1 round in and im down to leave
Bean in my drink thats enough for me
One more day then ill take a seat

Now im in a fast car
Crash hard wishing it was nascar
I say the same thing feeling like a track star
Like a trackstar baby im a trackstar

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Throw it Up (prod. snowee)

Sometimes it's hard to focus
I don't feel no motives
I just feel so hopeless
I know that they notice
Don't know where I'm going
Full of bad emotion
I feel like I'm no one
I feel like I'm broken

But I ain't no loner
My team full of soldiers
Smoking till it's over
I swear we never sober
Try to keep my eyes low
Ducking from the 5-0
Fuck the fucking 5-0
Let all my fucking guys go

I don't fit the system
I know that I'm different
Swear they never listen
That's why I'm staying distant
Leave em in my past life
They don't got their act right
Don't know what to act like
I leave em on the outside

Leave em on the outside
Leave em on the outside

Don't know what to act like
Don't know how to act right
I leave em on the outside

Sipping on my potion
Keep them blunts in motion
I been way too loaded
Sometimes it's hard to focus
These niggas keep on switching sides they think I ain't noticed
Imma keep on livin life till it's my time to go then
I been out my mind and I been trynna find it
Demons want me so bad I'm still trynna fight it
At the same time they not that bad they give me guidance
Maybe I should give in and ask for an alliance
All my teeth are golden
Smile just to show it
Don't look to long
It get way too hard to Focus

Sometimes it's hard to focus
I don't feel no motives
I just feel so hopeless
I know that they notice
Don't know where I'm going
Full of bad emotion
I feel like I'm no one
I feel like I'm broken

But I ain't no loner
My team full of soldiers
Smoking till it's over
I swear we never sober

hard to focus ft. pillxxx (prod. kidkeva)

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recovery (prod. notmorgn) out on spotify

[Lyrics]
{Verse 1}
Hold on arms on my porch grandma strapped today 
You be on them games like a kid fuck yo child's play
Shit I ain't dropped in a minute sorry for the weight
Stream on twitch while I shoot up yo face now call me Ali A
Run blades right through your arteries know better than to start with me
Trade benzo for the Molly little bitch we out here bartering
This about to be a hit like little wayne tha Carter 3
Put fear in you like shaggy when I step foot on your property 
(Hey)

{Verse 2}
My drugs drip fasho Doe huh
So Ima fuck like 3 hoes
Bounty hunt these niggas faces you can call me greedo
She blow me like C4
Slaughter all your people 
The way I shoot this AR nigga you gon think I'm D Rose

{Verse 3}
Hold on ima keep it moving look at me you lookin stupid 
When I started making music family told me keep it human
you don’t think I’m normal well ok then that is your delusion
don't be quick to judge me when you don't have any good conclusions 
Uh
Slow down what's the rush bruh
Niggas I can't trust bruh
Try to cross me pistol turn you into orange crush bruh
This be yo fatality got damaged brain no memories 
Yeah my clip be a millipede and you compared to centipede

recovery (prod. notmorgn) out on spotify

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