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gbc II

Photo Credit: https://vsco.co/sofiavels
Sample Credit: Pale Lungs - Roam

Lyrics:
I still got your pictures on my phone
Wonder why you thought you had to go
Left me all alone and on my own
Felt it coming this whole time I should've known

But why, why'd you have to leave me all alone
You know, how you make me feel when you ain't home
My god, it's killing me inside I hope you know
Been dead in my heart for a while though it hurts won't let it show

No time for farewells and no chances for goodbyes
You disappeared forever and you left me high and dry
How you gonna leave and leave me out here left to die
You fed me to the wolves when I needed you by my side

I don't want to say nothing that's bad about you
I still love you girl I'm still mad about you
There was once a time when I would never doubt you
But people change and now I have to live without you

You could have just said goodbye, you ghosted me moved on with life, anxiety and all this strife, and I wonder all the time if you just found a new guy

I just wanna make you proud
Like I used to when you vowed
To never leave my side when I was down
You let me sink and now I'm boutta drown

I can still see your face I can still hear your voice
And I don't even wanna but I don't have any choice
I try to block it out and listen to the city noise
You kill me from inside and now I'm completely destroyed

But the worst part is I don't know
Where you are or how you are or where'd you go
You didn't say nothing you just let me go
Left me with my thoughts left me all alone

I don't wanna see your face anymore
I don't wanna hear your voice anymore
I don't wanna think about you anymore
I don't hate you I just can't bear it no more

Your hair, your smile, your fingertips
Your face, your voice, your mouth, your lips
Your warmth, your laugh, your legs, your thighs
Your love, your hate, your care, your eyes

proud

Sample Credit: Yellowcard - Only One

Lyrics:
You hit me up again you said that you don't know what you were thinking
Every day that went by was another I spent sinking
Then you tell me that you're sorry for everything
And there's no excuse for the things that you did to me

I still have the ring in my drawer
I thought it was the best thing that I ever wore
But now I don't care when it ends up on the floor
My heart is broken and you left it feeling sore

You hit me up again and then you disappear
I know you know I'm lonely when you're never here
And being alone is one of my biggest fears
Tell me why I love you still, I love you dear

Sometimes I don't feel it when I'm doing fine
I learned to numb the pain and just leave you behind
But it's not that simple you're still on my mind
No matter where you go I'll still hold you inside

Made my mistakes let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Know you don't think of me now
And I won't, I won't admit that I'm wrong
Wonder if you'll be around
And I count, I count the days since you've gone

You made me so numb now I can't feel
You made it such a burden just to know I'm real
Feeling like I'm nothing I'm a spirit here
Tryna put myself together I'm a slave of fear

You're my only one, you're the light from the sun, you're the moon and the sky, you're the only reason why
I've been down and I've been high, I've been trying to get by, I've been living just to die, I've been dying just to try

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
Know you don't think of me now
But you can't, you can't give me a reason

Here I go,
Scream my lungs out and try to get to you,
You are my only one.
I let go,
There's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only one

only one

Lyrics:
Stay awake till the sun come up
UV Blue in my hand fill a cup
We fill a house with a crowd fuck a club
So lit we could die we coming clutch
Long talks on the couch while we sip it down
Pickup your friend and we cruise through downtown
Come back while we listen to the sound
Of living up to your life in surround

See the lights and the moon and the starry sky
Think of a girl that I knew and I ask why
Just someone that I used to know before that night
I don't know you anymore and I feel alright
So we drink and I feel okay
It's the truth don't care what you say
I'm alive at the end of the day
Been down but I'm up again

One night was all I needed to feel free again
One night we drank it all but don't remember when
One night we fell asleep on floors and made a tent
One night I felt okay and I've been better since

We lit the blunt with the heat from the stove
Couldn't find a lighter but we really needed clove
Think of all the miles through the desert that we drove
To bring along another that was in the same boat
So we chilled yeah just hung out
Talk life coolin in the house
No rules no hate no doubt, you know that's what we really bout

Mike's Hard and some Pinot Grigio
Drink got shared with the trio
Like soup had to mix in a bowl, drinks in the house looking like a depot
We post some shit on snapchat
Y'all wild don't hold nothing back
Been good been fine we're on track
I can't remember the lack

One night was all I needed to feel free again
One night we drank it all but don't remember when
One night we fell asleep on floors and made a tent
One night I felt okay and I've been better since
One night one night
One night one night
One night one night
We stayed up till we wanted to then we turned out the light

I woke up in the morning with her head on me
She brought the covers from a room and fell asleep
Laying on the floor was just another thing
That kept me feeling sane when I was six feet deep
But now I feel okay I finally feel alright
The sun is coming up and I'm seeing the light
I feel the warmth and I got friends right by my side
The hangover is nothing I feel good inside

one night

Sample Credit: This Will Destroy You - The World is Our ____.

sleepygirl

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pretty thing (prod. 4evr)

super stoked to make this w such a talented artist like @sleyeofficial <3

LYRICS:

[hook: $eejay]
baby give me one last kiss
tired of waking up and always feeling like shit
swear you always hit my phone asking how ive been
and i just say im fine, but i'm feeling like i'm dead (2x)

[verse: sleye]
and i been feeling like i never wanna wake up
another day and all the pain won't go away 
yeah
and i can't read another sentence from the page now
i can't replace it i just struggle for the same 

and every blessing that you ever sent my way
i wish you felt that way today
you really gave up
i can't remember anyway 
and there ain't nothing i can say
i'm stuck asleep it never fade
it's only fake love

and as i lay me down to sleep and close my eyes
i think i'm probably gonna die one day
i know i'm not alright
i need a pill to even fight the pain 
i'm numb and losing touch
and i can't even feel the high it fade away it's not enough

apologize to you i never say the right thing
i broke a promise i could never leave behind me
i understand it's sorta difficult to like me
yeah
i'm on the medicine i only feel it slightly

[hook: $eejay]
baby give me one last kiss
tired of waking up and always feeling like shit
swear you always hit my phone asking how ive been
and i just say im fine, but i'm feeling like i'm dead (2x)

we've both lost ourselves

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