She called me on the phone last night 
I could tell that something wasn’t right 
Silence followed by a heavy sigh 
Said these words and she began to cry 

If I were you
I would really wanna kill myself too 
At times I feel 
Like I wanna end my life and drown in pills

He drifted into sorrow and pain 
I never knew what I could say 
To help him alleviate his ache 
I wonder what goes on inside his head

If I were you 
I would really wanna kill myself too
At times I feel 
Like I wanna end my life and drown in pills 

If I were you 
I would hurt me just to make myself feel 
I hope it heals 
Only wish to feel whole again
 
I don’t wanna live 
If everyday feels like I’m dying 
I’m hurting

Mixed by Zuirfan Jamil

If I Were You

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poorly mixed sorry but i like it :)

if you're going to use it in your videos please give credit in description don't be rude !

june inst

Wrote/recorded this song in early 2021. 

Was going through my old files and thought I'd share here. <3

a step back

found this old instrumental from 2022 i was a very sad girl when i made this :( but i like it better now it feels hopeful in some way
pls give me credit if you use any of my tracks in your stuff don't be rude<3
xx

old instrumental

seabird

I don’t know why I try he doesn’t care if I live or die
I should know i’ve seen both sides
but you’re such a great guy must different this time
takes one to know one doesn’t it
I’ve been around

let me know if it’s too much
it gets too close
when it’s time hit the road
call it off wrap up the show
when it’s time to let you go
let me know

did my best way back then so I can’t complain I bet you’re doing the same
first one out won’t be the last one left
if you beat me to it then congrats you’re the best
takes one to know one doesn’t it
I’ve been around

let me know if it’s too much
it gets too close
when it’s time hit the road
call it off wrap up the show
when it’s time to let you go
let me know

lmk demo

Made with Suno.com
*Soundtrack for my Chat AI Bots

https://linktr.ee/heartforge

"Before I Ruin You"

I wrote this song and put all my feelings into this song about my son Siah my adopted son, but couldn’t make us any more closer. He’s my soul walking out of my flesh is my whole heart into watching him grow into this amazing young man is a blessing.

SAIA MY LUV

Crazy Love

caring for you

Saturn, Saturn glows 
She'd reach her hands out (and) try to hold 
Speech made out of sounds of crickets and rustling on the ground

Swimming in her school's little pond with a garden's perfect view 
Holding her breath underwater, puts herself up to the test

lmk demo

mimi bay