all my chains

all my chains [+ bello]

produced by @homecomingqueen
mix + master + cover art by me

i became the knight 10/10/21

and i'm still not fully convinced that yr real
stuck inside my soul, u pierced me like a needle
no gwen stacy picture frame hero
i didn't go to prom and i didn't make a free throw
neck on froze i feel like subzero
checks on hold u fuck me like legal
my ex doesn't know i'm dog like a beagle
u could be the lighthouse i could be the seagull
six sides to my soul i'm a flex-agon
this love feels real but it might be gone
play me like a chessboard i'm yr pawn
hyperpop playlist :o i might be on
it's only been a day but it feels so long
i can still feel yr lips when i sing that song
scars on my neck and my back from yr claws
yr fingertips taste like the days i've lost

soulmates with benefits p. homecomingqueen

lovesick w/ polar @remghost @ihatepolar

https://genius.com/Xo-alone-one-i-need-lyrics

one i need [prod. syco]

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ goblin haven
art by Allen Rogers
lyrics:
I’m in your city but you wouldn’t wanna see me now
If I called you pretty in a song would that still be allowed
I don’t know the boundary I set we always broke it down
I can’t even blame you all the same you won’t see me around
I wish I could ghost you in real life too
I remember you would say you wish I would haunt you
What a terrible mistake I still see you in the moon
Though we share a night sky we don’t sing the same tune
I would have only sang for you if I was ever asked to
Nothing left to add it made me saddest to subtract you
If we only do the math it doesn’t stack up how we always choose 
The same wrong path either way on the way to you
And everything was lining up the lead was on the straight edge
I was getting sober I want lead up in my brain dead
Head full of memories and fantasies of alternate realities 
We knew that we should be so much more than just this
It’s karma I guess not retribution
We’re not the best me I’m just stupid
But you wanted this you said you knew it
Would happen if I never blew it
I never blew it I always knew if
I came to you with the honest truth then
It would have been for nothing at all
We can’t be friends and thus the love falls

friendly ghost (+ homecomingqueen)

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead & fridvy
produced by remghost & curtains
recorded @ goblin haven
art by Allen Rogers
lyrics:
High speed chase I was sitting in a two seater
I don’t need a chaser baby you can take the two liter
If one of us will die the other one is Booth up in the theater
I looked in her eyes and I could see the way the demons eat her
Baby be honest would you be mine
My lifestyle is dangerous all of the time
If you’re riding with me you’re gone get caught in a crime
Associated guilt when I’m caught in a lie
Associated Press and the New York Times
Anyone that pressed me is waiting in line
They want my CD signed when they see me shine
Like a star in the night
A star in the sky
I’m a star in your eyes
I hope you only have them for me
Your the only one I’ve ever wanted to adore me
Every time I post I get a hit on the explore feed
I don’t gotta force feed they need me like I’m morphine
I can hear you calling for me in the dead of the night
Baby please pick up the phone yeah I ain’t tryna fight
And I don’t wanna worry you I told her if I’m getting high I’m fine
I was down in the snow left me covered in ice
Hate my self destructive nature and I hate how it affects you
Think of all the days you spent just getting high inside my bedroom
Baby there's always an issue I can’t do it tonight
One more shot it’s a bet for your life
And I really wish you never left 
I think about the state we’re in it’s sickening
I really miss my fucking friends but all I do is fuck it up they’re sick of it
And most the time we talk I really wonder if you’re listening
Look me in the eyes if you start something finish it

hi speed w/ fridvy (remghost x curtains)

@prodbybrody
Telling lies baby thru teeth 
Yeah its so ugly :c

fashion (brody + taylor morgan)

nothing but the past is ever gonna last
walking on broken glass, i couldn't cover that
the cuts r rly bad, the blood is seeping back
into my skin but i b bleeding fast
u couldn't catch up, y would i need it
i couldn't rest now, im so defeated
i kno that imma b ok if im just sleeping
i stay awake because i rly think i need it
i needed 2 b punished 4 what ive done
so i took it out on myself and i had fun
now theres nowhere left 4 me 2 run
nowhere 2 run
nothing but the past is ever gonna last
walking on broken glass, i couldn't cover that
the cuts r rly bad, the blood is seeping back
into my skin but i b bleeding fast
i been leaving everyone behind
idk if i can bring em with me in my life
and they hate me in my city cuz im not a guy
oh they luv me in this city, i feel quite alrite
every type of person w/ me and its every night
never lonely, im not picky, i just need 2 try
u can hold me when u kiss me, i dont mean 2 cry
but yr lips kinda taste like sum red vines
text me bby i wont text u after bed time
i stay w/ my tool, find me in the shed, im
nothing but a ghoul, u cant see me in the nite
in the shadows, i came 2 help u meet the lite

nitecore mix: https://soundcloud.com/time4bed/redvines

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by mead0ws
recorded @ the gloss temple 9/4/22
art by bedhead