this stand was the last, the fall of the past
the king is dead! long live the goblin queen!
the final chapter in the goblin trilogy and the end of the bedhead saga. this album is about overcoming adversity starting from within yourself and spanning all the way to the very reaches of people in powerful positions. the goblin queen is a symbol of hope to her people that even comfortability under a broken system is scary to break away from, but to change the ways of old is to allow us all to begin again anew. it took from september of 2022 until now to complete the largest body of bedhead songs compiled to date and these songs survived on the hard drives of multiple failing laptops to finally make its way to your ears. as a statement piece, this is the emo bedhead album of exclusively homecomingqueen beats that was always meant to be. as a step toward a larger journey, this ending to what has come before is only the beginning of a new beautiful life full of possibility. i hope the messages within this work resonate with you, i put everything i had left of the me i was into this. it’s yours now to make of how you will, r.i.p. bedhead 2018-2024 and thank you for everything this journey has brought me <3

written, performed mixed and mastered by bedhead
all songs produced by homecomingqueen and associates where listed
recorded @ the gloss temple in 2022-2023 and the microwave in 2023
art by @worm_sludge on ig

long live goblin queen

i gotta show em why i do it how i do
why i gotta explain myself when i walk in the room
i thought i had trained myself to handle your abuse
you see that i'm changing now and think it's cause of you
but i'm kind of inspired by the way you got me mangled
all up in your life i can't believe how long you've tangled
me up in your lies but girl tonight i think i'm able
to get myself untied and excuse myself from the table
might not be too nice and i'm sorry if it's painful
to hear it but between us neither one of us is stable
and i couldn't take care of myself with you i got hateful
save for the times you were mine and not an angel
uh, everybody dies old faithful
out of sight, out of mind, blind every angle
dead to the world, deaf to the unfaithful
unholy sinner from the cradle

written performed mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the gloss temple
art by @worm_sludge on ig

mangled

my jaw hurts, i can't talk right
and it's so hard just to sleep at night
need to suck it up, need to get a bite
i just lost it all, why i feel alright?
i've been feeling fine
you can't get me off this cloud cause it's number nine
i be walking round my town automatic lights
turning on when i'm around but you won't see me twice, nah
i need surgery but it's hopeless
you're still hurting me and i know you know this
everything is going wrong but no one noticed
you're the only one i'd ever bear my soul with
but you can't handle it, and i can't handle it
took up the mantle lit the candle and dismantled it
i'm in a tandem with a random its so romantic
you only know the me i banned it only took one click
one shot, you just say you're sorry but i know you're really not
i know how you saw me yeah you put me on the spot
yeah you put me on the spot, told me things you should have not
you should keep your mouth shut, imma live my life
i know what i want now i'm not thinking twice
spent too many times trynna get you to be nice
i'm not ever playing nice again you gave me good advice

written performed mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the gloss temple
art by @worm_sludge on ig

my jaw hurts

can't even forgive you won't ever forget you
sorry for the things that i said that upset you
you were never sorry cause your head was such a mess too
least i tried to fix you how i'd never let you
i'm not who you thought but you were right about a lot
hardly an adult but i can't get the clock to stop
maybe imma fail but i can never give it up
when the ship sets sail away from neverland i'm gone
keep me in a box i didn't fit in when it closed
i still couldn't breathe even after you poked the holes
i don't wanna see anymore cause i know
that the only one for me is who is left when i'm alone
but i still see the shape of your cheeks and your haircut
someone every week tries to whisk me off to their spot
sweep me off my feet but i don't feel a thing at all not
cause you can't be beat but cause that's something i would never want
everything we did imma relive til i'm dead
greatest hits and worst cases playing out up in my head
i can't sleep up in my bed it's as perfect as i've said
but the doubts you had me sold on have me chained to my debts
to my debts to my debts, to my debts, to my debts, oh

written performed mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the gloss temple
art by @worm_sludge on ig

4giv 4get

there's a million reasons why you shouldn't trust me
i don't know why imma try to make you love me
in the fall it's my time it'll get ugly
i've gotten sexy, i'm getting slutty
and i don't even gotta walk around in cuffed jeans
can't pretend i'm not about it you can trust me
if it's something i'm about i'll wear it on my sleeve
you can take it up with me but i don't think you wanna speak
nah they can't even speak to me now
see the numbers got em beat now
i could even make a beat now
but i never sold a lease out
i'm at the party imma peace out
i got a sign you're wanting me now
i give a sigh but i don't freak out
we all gotta get our release somehow
how you gonna try so hard to keep me pinned down
i thought you were good at bartering the deal went sour
i'll be with my new favorite person in an hour
kinda like your soul but it's your heart that i devoured
yeah i blacked out but i didn't lose power
i just act out cause they never won't allow her
pull me by my hair you can meet me at the tower
make the first move i could never i'm a coward

written performed mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the gloss temple
art by @worm_sludge on ig

meet me @ the tower

on my own terms
living slow burn
really it don't hurt
i can tell you that it's worth it now
with the confidence that i just found
but am i allowed
to say something mean
i might make you cry
and i know it might seem
like for all of this time
there was no honesty
i'd tell you the truth 
but you like lies you believe
can you believe in me 
when i say who i am
you don't believe in anything 
and i just can't understand
i really love everything 
you hate the world in your hands
i hid the world from your plans
i had to pay your demands
seven hundred fifty i don't have
i probably gave you double that
said you didn't wanna be selfish still
but i wanted a spoiled brat
every single time you came my way
you left same day and doubled back
and i know that you wanna be friends
but i keep my friends close and we're so much more than that
i got so much more than money i got honeys coming over
i got something in my system cause it's so hard to be sober
but it's over, oh thank god its over
i'll live without the closure
oh thank god its over, i'll live

written performed mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the gloss temple
art by @worm_sludge on ig

lies u believe

the king is dead
the bloods been bled
lay down to rest
the dirt will spread
this stand was the last
the fall of the past
they’ve broken the glass
and rode home so fast
so that’s why you’re so sad?
you’d forgotten what you had
til you can’t bring it back
and to take that away feels bad
but just look what we’ve got back
all our freedoms that we’ve lacked
the questions left asked
needed answers at least we got that

written performed mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the gloss temple
art by @worm_sludge on ig