GOTDAM (pr. yuki)

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by benjithemachine
recorded @ goblin haven
art by bedhead
lyrics:
All I wanna do is hold you for one more night
Tell you everything I told you before we had to fight
And I know it isn't right baby Imma make it right
If I learn the dark side I could save your life tonight
And you broke my heart but I’m still alive
I don’t wanna be without you I don’t wanna do the time
I don't think that I could face you at the end of the line
If you wanted I could chase you to the edge of my mind
This is my world now it was written in the sky
You could read between the lines if you really wanna find out
How I got where I am where I’m at now
I don’t wanna go back down to the background
Finally found a way to save you from my nightmares
I could see the future every vision you were right there
We were twin blades doesn’t mean that you fight fair
All I ever wanted was a life up in the arm chair
Don’t tell me you don’t care baby I’m so scared
We’ll split up no pairs lets just not go there
Let’s get away now before it’s too late
Before we end up stuck between the line of love and hate

ALL PLATFORMS

splinter of the mind's eye (+ benjithemachine)

produced by Cody Luv
lyrics:
its okay
its all fine
its alright, when i go
its alright, when i go
its okay
its all fine
its alright, when im gone
its alright, when im gone
and if it gets hard
just know that im a call away
baby pick up your phone
baby dont be scared if you gon' lose me
and i've been lost for some time, but you know that well
someone like you deserves something better than me oh well

You're The One

When I'm Gone

grey goose w/whatafuckingbitch (prod. lil biscuit)

stream
https://lilwetwet.vanishxx.com/idyllic

produced by homecomingqueen
vox/mix/master by lil wet wet
recorded @ the dreamhouse

the bathroom smells like nair
the bedroom smells like dope
me n shawty roll one
touch me thru the smoke
the way it can't compare
isn't even close
don't know what to wear
lookin at my clothes
wasn't even scared
had to let it go
what caught me off the fair
u knocked me off of the road
i got it it all in your hair
u got me all in your clothes
i'm selling all of my wares
my body's never been closer 
supposed to be
ever
it's over
it's chains on my soldiers
the weight of these roses
the days we were dosing
the names we're enclosed in
these chemicals they burn off my fingertips
swollen
ay
i was in the trenches
and
u thought that my life was idyllic
u couldn't paint my soul with acrylic
got me fucked up
acting like like i'm a villain
u thought that i did
but i didn't
n i don't bend cuz i'm rigid
slim figure with a long ass dick
ay
she said that i look like a pornstar
i tried to give it up but i can't quit
don't know why tf i'd ever be sober

idyllic produced by homecomingqueen

lyrics

I’ll be gone tomorrow after sunrise
Promise I’ll be quiet
Keep the lights off now
Amputate my heart, your filled lies
Tell me that you want me here and I’ll sit down

Oh no we ain’t talk in such a long time
Now the thought of you is killing me
We both walked out
I’ll be gone tomorrow after sunrise
Promise I’ll be quiet.
Keep the lights off now

you said a lot to me
I wish I could talk to you
Still wishing my life was not so sad
You wanna lie to me
I don’t wanna lie to you
We’re playing a game stuck in the past
You said a lot to me
I wish I could talk to you
Still wishing my life was not so sad
You wanna lie to me
I don’t wanna lie to you
we’re playing a game stuck in the past

To be honest I just wish that I could talk to you again
Just for the one time
And to be honest, I don’t miss you but you stick around my head
From time to time

You’re so good for me
but all I'm doing’s dragging you down
I wonder why you stick around for me
And I'm coming down
But she don’t know it
I don’t tell her ‘cus she worry for me

Take a second and look at the stats tonight
I wanna give you the moon
Everything and some more
Since sixteen girl you’ve always been by my side,
You’re the only thing i adore

you said a lot to me
I wish I could talk to you
Still wishing my life was not so sad
You wanna lie to me
I don’t wanna lie to you
We’re playing a game stuck in the past
You said a lot to me
I wish I could talk to you
Still wishing my life was not so sad
You wanna lie to me
I don’t wanna lie to you
we’re playing a game stuck in the past

lie2u

stream

lie2u w/ fridvy [drma x yunnygoldz]

amv:
https://youtu.be/bB8AbByeL88

https://soundcloud.com/frvrndalwys
https://soundcloud.com/emofruits
blackpxnybeats

aki art by:
habiba.samahii

lyrics:
im on the run
im flying to closer to the sun
she shot straight through me with her gun
eyes are dilating, that girl in the dark erased me
holding on but not worth saving
im on the run
im flying to closer to the sun
she shot straight through me with her gun
eyes are dilating, that girl in the dark erased me
holding on but not worth saving

my mistake was thinking i'd escape before the end 
in the end
i just waited till our love was vacant 
not pretend 
now you got me here 
i'm on the run 
fuck my past 
i'd do it all again
in love shawty
i never been
feelin numb
i crash the whip
fall asleep
my deep abyss
heart of steel
she left my love to rust
now you got me here 
i'm on the run

im on the run
im flying to closer to the sun
she shot straight through me with her gun
eyes are dilating, that girl in the dark erased me
holding on but not worth saving
im on the run
im flying to closer to the sun
she shot straight through me with her gun
eyes are dilating, that girl in the dark erased me
holding on but not worth saving

on the run

SPOTIFY

frvr&alwys - on the run w/ emofruits (blackpxnybeats)

downfall (siem spark) ft.murdur

https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/track/6Sg2Qn50VzKsWCWNr6Y3Tb?si=bfa367228c6147ed
feat. @itsseele
prod. @nevrfall

woah i dont wanna let you go
now the phonecall declines everytime

oh i dont really wanna let you go 
but you probably dont even know me 
the way that you would show me
and oh i wish you were here when im cold
cause i thought together we could turn old
but it turns out it was something that we wont be
walking through the snow all by my lonely 

walking in the snow
walking in the snow
oh i dont really wanna let you go 
but you probably dont even know me 
the way that you would show me

(the way that you would show me love)

the nights get colder but my fans still spinnig
feeling lose but girl at least youre winning
falling out of love and youre feeling sad 
when i was there it wasnt all that bad 
and you run to other guys that will treat you bad like

like
woah, what she does when shes alone
and now i dont really wanna know
can you kiss me through the phone,
like we used to kiss at home?

oh i dont really wanna let you go 
but you probably dont even know me 
the way that you would show me
and oh i wish you were here when im cold
cause i thought together we could turn old
but it turns out it was something that we wont be
walking through the snow all by my lonely 
 
(seele)

call me when youre there
i just need you right by my side
cold wind is blowing back my hair
think i should get back inside
i love you
i just wanna stay here with you