love u all <3
vocals by harvest & @hammy
production by @memoryroseishere @gonetoofar @morgnbates & harvest
art/mix/master by harvest

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6ivVlTzoSvE6xLDtLdHp6g?si=bcafbe00735c440c

lyrics:
(hamilton)
i watched our love die fast
i never knew bout that
i saw it all turn bad
now i don’t want you back

woke up and my mind is spinning
woke up and the whole world’s ending
still searching to feel something
still feeling like i’m nothing

got a spark in my heart
i got smoke in my lungs
should’ve known from the start
you were never the one

im not the one that you want
why you put up a front
playing me like im dumb
make me feel like a dub

baby im done
yeah im movin on
you can call my phone
but i’m already gone

yeah im already ghost
i can’t let you close
no i don’t know
so my heart stay closed
no i don’t know
i just can’t tell
fucked up in the head
i can’t trust
one minute im cool
then the next im manic
crushing scripts up
under plastic

rolling spliffs up
i can’t feel shit
when i can’t think
that’s my favorite
when you kissed me
i just lost it
wishing i could’ve told
what it costed

(harvest & hamilton)
i watched our love die fast
i never knew bout that
i saw it all turn bad
now i don’t want you back

woke up and my mind is spinning
woke up and the whole world’s ending
still searching to feel something
still feeling like i’m nothing

(harvest)
you don’t even know what happened
I don’t want to fix it all
seeing through our glass it’s cracking 
hourglass, not filled at all

ill never know your passions
cause we’re in a late stage, we’re in a late stage 
i’m breaking down i’m crashing
not on the same page, not on the same page

i want you to be here, a main stay 
one day I wanna play on the main stage 
it’s just the same shit, said a different way
I’ll cough it up, I’m feeling grey 

i want to be in the nosebleed, know me, everything is better when you hold me
or scold me
im slowly 
finding somewhere to hide like brody

knowing that you’ll never know me gives me piece of mind 
i hope you know im lonely like all of the time

i start to realise that I won’t come to my senses
I hope when I leave this place I go on to the next thing

never knew feat. hamilton (prod. memoryrose, toofargone, homesick & harvest)

every light's fate

juansolizvargas - Mob Life Forever  - Sonauto

"♡pink&blue♡" coming January<333

@4evrgone
@coldworldgang

~I'd Rearrange The Stars~

私はあなたを青い影で夢見る
デッドボーイ / / コールドワールド
when we touch, the world's in pink&blue<333
輝くあなたは美しいです
ワープドツアー

S u i c i d e / / P u r i t y

@YungJZAisDead - Stars🌠💫(Prod. by 4evr)<333

~We Look Good In Pink&Blue~

私はあなたを青い影で夢見る
デッドボーイ / / コールドワールド
Baby I can't see you I got lost in the lights<333
輝くあなたは美しいです
ワープドツアー

S u i c i d e / / P u r i t y

YungJZAisDead - Scars </3(prod. by Trey Scarlet & Adharmasatru)

lyrics:

nothing is staying the same
why do i feel this way
i just wanna say what i think
but ur gonna think im insane 
u know ive been smoking a lot
u know im in love with the change
u dont ever leave from my mind
under a spell like a mage

girl u keep me in a lock box
always make the time stop
wish u needed me but u dont
cuz ur hearts locked
i guess that im good on my own
cuz baby u dont hit my phone 
but u know ur keeping me up at night
need u in my bed and ill be alright

fill my lungs makin sure i feel alright
want ur love since i saw u in the starlight
chasin bands cuz i know im livin right
im still waiting for u cuz i know that u might
come around u know u can spend the night
want ur love since i saw u in the starlight
takin drugs makin sure i feel alright 
im still waiting for u cuz i know that u might

and the moonlight seeping in my bedroom 
wont let me forget u
tell me is the nighttime getting to ur head too
i just need a minute cuz i dont wanna regret u

and ur only in my head but i miss u
baby i just wish u 
knew what i was feeling so i dont have to admit to
being scared of finding someone this soon

fill my lungs makin sure i feel alright
want ur love since i saw u in the starlight
chasin bands cuz i know im livin right
im still waiting for u cuz i know that u might
come around u know u can spend the night
want ur love since i saw u in the starlight
takin drugs makin sure i feel alright 
im still waiting for u cuz i know that u might

starlight

lyrics:

is that ur new man looking like a lineback (er)
i don’t really know how i feel n i don’t like that 
i just post in the crib blowing smoke fat
i just rather kick it w my cat 

baby imma get my racks up 
walk fast roll my rafs up 
give a fuck what u think 
n i laugh huh 
u know i don’t wanna link 
it’s a fact yuh
i just don’t care 
u don’t care what i’m saying

it gets dark in the basement 
i just wanna get away from u 
but i became it 
falling face first on the pavement 
i don’t even know if i can take it 
take it 

u just mad we ain’t fucking 
i know that i’m nothing
but how i makin racks on this shit while u judging 
i been on this new shit bussin
i feel like a heron russian 

i just want love i can’t have it
imma smoke till i drop
it’s a bad habit
pull up in my city w a bad bitch
now she pulling on the moncler jacket 

tell me why
u gon make me cry
i don’t wanna fight
imma lose myself in the night
need a new life
u don’t like
looking at my eyes 
yeah it’s fucking fine 
why’d i ever tell u ur divine
it’s a fucking lie 

all i ever got from u were lessons 
how to deal with my depression 
how to find someone who wants my love and not possessions 

ya what’s up with that 
ya what’s up with that 
ya what’s up with that 
what the fuck is up with that 
always got ur name in a bad tat 
wow i’m dumb kid
imma chase a dumb bag 

it gets dark in the basement 
i just wanna get away from u 
but i became it 
falling face first on the pavement 
i don’t even know if i can take it 
take it 

u just mad we ain’t fucking 
i know that i’m nothing
but how i makin racks on this shit while u judging 
i been on this new shit 
bussin
i feel like a heron 
russian

bad habits

(LYRICS) @hammy     cover @with3rx mix @buffalobang
can u say a word pls talk
she dont wanna know what i be off
gave it all away i think it was enough
swear i was a fool for her i just wanted us

geeking on a saturday she want me to come home
all i ever need was love where has all the love gone
only wanna check on me when they see where the song goes
walking round my oldtown walking round w rick owens

one last time everything went over my head x3

fading out 
yeah im nothing to see
i don't know what happened to me
nowadays nothing matters to me
burning up 
im 1000 degrees

they avoid me like a disease
on my own wearing raf simons sleeves
bags on me like a pharmacy 
remember when they used to hate on me

geeking on a saturday she want me to come home
all i ever need was love where has all the love gone
only wanna check on me when they see where the song goes
walking round my oldtown walking round w rick owens

i can never sleep at night u can never save me
laying here wide awake i be going crazy
swear that my heart just stop when u call me baby
didnt mean break her heart i just been so lazy

geeking on a saturday she want me to come home
all i ever need was love where has all the love gone
only wanna check on me when they see where the song goes
walking round my oldtown walking round w rick owens

gave it all away + hammy (prod. tsurreal+ryan bevolo)

i sense when u freeze up, tell me whats the rzn
i can b a diva and u cant keep a secret
and i think yr complacent so i dont wanna stay
tell me im complaining 2 much when nothing seems 2 change
and i rly hate the way that we r
but i luv u so i dont wanna cause any harm
is it my name that youve been scratching into yr arm?
it isnt ok but u kno how 2 stop the alarms
when they go off, and u just wanna blow off
everything i bring up so i just sit alone in the dark
and u show off cuz u dont want me going very far
and u show off im not going far
im a secret, u dont wanna keep it
seems im only yrs whenever its most convenient
can u say u luv me, only if u rly mean it
broken down so many times im still in pieces
ride me like a carousel, i could make u dizzy bby
i got all these study drugs, im going 2 use em and
i mite fry my brain 2 mush, she mad i put dope in it
i dont think ahead no more no i dont even hesitate
i miss her face, she m.i.a. like i dont kno her
ive made mistakes, u break me babe cuz im not sober
but i wish i was 4 u and me
but i cant change shawty, gotta chase this dream
i been wearing the same fit for like a week
i been doing the same shit and its all on me

u only get so far showing off u kno w/ lilbearshawty (p. remghost + sanctuary)

lyrics:
cuz i been down bad 
i been lonely 
why does everybody think they know me
all these fucking thoughts and i been thinking that im useless
dressed up in designer and i still feel like im worthless
got lost in the wake 
i feel im deserted 
u left as of late 
i feel i deserve this
caught up in these days 
dont know if its worth it
im stuck in my ways 
wont open the curtains
oh my god its the same
rip me down to the core 
swear to god i wont change 
let the tears hit the floor 

Wat3r:
watching all the things i care about fall by the wayside
said i wouldnt care about this life and i should take mine 
(i should take mine)
you always say it too
but you dont know 
you could never understand 
just go home 
you’re so fuckin selfish and i hope one day you wake up 
vanity and greed that you hide behind all your makeup 
(fuckin worthless)
and its like you never shut up 
ruined everything i loved and its fucked up 


follow @yungxwater <3333

u only get so far showing off u kno w/ lilbearshawty (p. remghost + sanctuary)

bedhead