pretty and bruised

Bug 14

fye shi

study playlist

help me, I wanna die :3

gurt

kaizen

intuition prod goyxrd

prod. seki43

lyrics
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bae i trust 

touch my body

im on xans and im on molly

i got a stick up on me at the party

im on xans and im on molly

im finna play that bitch up like atari

im on xans and im on molly

i got a plans im so so sorry 

i need bands to hold my body

i got girls they all named holly

say thats your girl, put her in diamonds and pearl

saying that she wanna fuck

fuck it im rocking her world

why does this bitch keep on talking to me when ur talking i just wanna hurl

why does this bitch keep on walking with me when u pull up ur gonna get curl

i need my money like damn!

i need that money to sit in my pocket im paying that shit in advance

i said im sorry your girl is a baddie im paying for her onlyfans!

told dat lil bitch to make pb&j  cuz that choppa on me finna jam

told that lil bitch she wont see me again now im logging inside of her spam

no im not fuckin wit dem, i was jus fw wit u right

no im not fuckin wit dem, i was just seeing it thru right 
x2 

shawty i wanted that peace of mind

i jus be keeping the peace alive

u talking to me and him too many times

im finna carey that shi like mariah

aint rlly wanted a piece of u 

i only wanted a peace of mind
x2

walking around w the cheese and the bread 

really im livin that pizza life

i gotta choppa its under my bed

pull up on him and it shoot ur wife 

walking around w the cheese and the bread 

really im livin that pizza life
x2

cheese +

Wishbone

Burning House

dm for takedown @metrogroomin
#imsorryjaydes

jaydes - scars

In My Room

Life Is A Storm

music video: youtu.be/f6ZJE3QKlKg

lyrics:
girl, you've seen, what you do to me
and next time you'll be alone
girl, you've seen, what you do to me
and next time you'll be alone
girl, you've seen, what you do to me
and next time you'll be alone
girl, you've seen, what you do to me
and next time you'll be alone
girl, you've seen, what you do to me
and next time you'll be alone

crayon - girl

Last Summer

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zxUm-6zzdj0
by: @anjiwdoves

lyrics:

don’t know why ur mood changed
we could rly do things 
it’s too much much too lose aye
don’t let ur mood change
i don’t wanna lose aye
i don’t wanna lose u
2 much on my mind
don’t sleep the day away yk u wasting time
and i don’t like 2 argue with u when u high
but we both know that im j gonna let u down
sorry that ur mood changed
i wish you wouldn’t choose aye
lemme c u on tuesday
y did ur mood change?
i could never lose aye
even if i lose you
i would b okay
i think that ive had better days
just promise me that u wont ever change
stay the same <3

Tuesday <3

intro

stay away from me

beabadoobee

till next time.

It's been a day without the light
And I feel fine
Oh, I'm better than ever, really
Stepping outside and now I
Feel like my head is spinning off

But it's the game I play
It's my only way
That I can escape this place
Every minute of every day
As soon as you're in it, it never would change
There's no way to fix it, I'm going insane
And no one will listen to me
Maybe I'm in a mood

When I walk away I feel it following me everyday
It peels my open by my cuts, my wounds
My scars are solid but they're still there and show me in every way
And they know it so why don't they say my name?
When I opened they bought it and threw away
'Cause you know when it's cloudy; expect the rain
They tell me it's nothing but it's never what they show

But it's the game I play
It's my only way
That I can escape this place
Every minute of every day
As soon as you're in it, it never would change
There's no way to fix it, I'm going insane
And no one will listen to me
Maybe I'm in a mood

Every minute of every day
As soon as you're in it, it never would change
There's no way to fix it, I'm going insane
And no one will listen to me
Maybe I'm in a mood

Now, does no apology make it right?
'Cause it sure might bark at me but won't bite
So I'll try to dine with the socialites
But they're all so perfect and I'm their vice
When they see me I'm sure that they stop and stare
Realize I'm being myself somewhere
They can judge me honestly; I don't care
'Cause when I'm up, they're down, it's a shame, we all gotta play a role

But it's the game I play
It's my only way
That I can escape this place
Every minute of every day
As soon as you're in it, it never would change
There's no way to fix it, I'm going insane
And no one will listen to me
Maybe I'm in a mood

grand mal

twenties cover w bunii

produced by me



"I can't believe you said those words
Now you got me switching my turns
And I know the pain, it starts to hurt
But I promise you it could be worse
What's the word, what's up
Only shoot deep shots, like I play for the bucks
New pack, I ain't talking about blunts
And this girl getting annoying, I think I had enough
You, me, that was a symphony
And then you broke our tree, I guess it's not meant to be
Know your bias, and you picking sides
Oh, and I know she'd ride or die, no
And they hating saying that I'm biting flows
But you ain't seen nothing like this before
What I tell you about that a girl just leave her alone
She gon' try to call you twice, just block her phone
Call her back and it went straight to the tone
But she had to block me twice, I said oh no
Don't play these games with me, it won't end well
She tryna play these games, I can already tell
Don't go telling about that girl, you know she bad news
She, she, she tryna act like you a fool, no
I can't believe you said all those words
Now you got me switching my turns
And I know the pain, it starts to hurt
But I promise you it could be worse
Know your bias, and you picking sides
Oh, and I know she'd ride or die, no
And they hating saying that I'm biting flows
But you ain't seen nothing like this before
What I tell you about that a girl just leave her alone
She gon' try to call you twice, just block her phone
Call her back and it went straight to the tone
But she had to block me twice, I said oh no"

bias

yiru - oldschool

let’s pretend feat anji

cheesehead

help me

ninety nine

ninety nine (feat. imar)

@violetxx1
#VLM

I can't even sleep, yeah
I can't tell, if it's you or me yeah
Don't care what they say, you're mine
But what goes up, must come down
You told me one thing then turn around
But I do it too, so I can't blame you baby, blame you baby
For the things you do, yeah
I know, I go psycho
You got my heart singing notes on a high note
And I can't 
She don't wanna talk no more, I guess that we're through yeah
I don't wanna lie no more (why do I keep doing that?)
Man there's something wrong with my head, I can't wait to drop dead
JK, can't do that, always I'm thinking about you

And the letters never sent, oh sweet girl, why you so hard to forget?
Roses by the dozen, but the letters never sent
It's been bout a month, did the letters ever send? (Letters ever send)

I can't even sleep, yeah (Can't even sleep)
I can't tell, if it's you or me yeah
Don't care what they say (Why?) You're mine
But what goes up, must come down
You told me one thing, then turn around (You did)
But I do it too, so I can't blame you baby, blame you baby
For the things you do, yeah
I know, I go psycho
You got my heart singing songs in a high note
And I do this for you, yeah
I don't wanna talk no more, I guess that we're through yeah

#Melatonin 💤 (Violet)

lemme be your prince

vocals by: hostile & @creepiess
mixed by: hostile
produced by: candy

@beenhostile
I can't bring myself to say I love you
Cuz I don't know how to love myself
Girl, how am I supposed to trust you
If I've been hurt by everyone else
This pain is rooted deep and deeper
If you relate, it's nice to meet ya
No, you don't see your every feature
Stare at me like some worldly creature

Oh, I can't get their eyes off me
Yeah, I tried to comfort and do as she pleased
Oh, I can't get their eyes off me
Give me an audience, watch me bleed

@creepiess
I'm such a lovely monster in your closet
Baby, why are you asking me to stop it?
Bringing up that sh*t, just drop it
Heart snatching thief, made me run my pockets
You know that I know that you're wasting my time
Delusions, I'm in the clouds, still think our love is sublime
Just started walking together, how'd we run out of time?
So now I gaslight myself I wont admit you're not mine

So I learn to live with myself baby
All these eyes glued to me daily
So I just can't call you baby
Cuz I

@beenhostile
I can't bring myself to say I love you
Cuz I don't know how to love myself
Girl, how am I supposed to trust you
If I've been hurt by everyone else
This pain is rooted deep and deeper
If you relate, it's nice to meet ya
No, you don't see your every feature
Stare at me like some worldly creature

Oh, I can't get their eyes off me
Yeah, I tried to comfort and do as she pleased
Oh, I can't get their eyes off me
Give me an audience, watch me bleed

go stream!

creature

vocals by: hostile & @creepiess
mixed by: hostile & @creepiess

@creepiess
Imma hang myself a Halloween
When the kids walk by they'll never know it's me
They'll all say, "Creepies found dead at 19"
Slamming Adderall all day, I'm a fein
Woah woah
I'm traumatized by what I've seen

I wanna get shot in the head
I know that everyone around me wishes I was dead
I hate that girl
I hate the things she said
I wish that she had just killed me instead
I wanna get shot in the face
I know that everyone around thinks I'm a disgrace
I miss that girl I can't forget her face
So baby come back, I feel out of place

@beenhostile
I'm just a Halloween decoration
The neighbors' kids won't tell that I'm faking
My body's tied to the roof, I'm hanging
I'm a skeleton, no, I don't need saving
Don't really care if they notice, I'm patient
Crack my head open on the pavement
The neighbors' kids won't tell that I'm faking
Nobody will know that it's real blood
They all think it's a costume but I give up
And I'm still yet to feel love
Last Halloween, I can't heal from
Nobody will know that it's real blood
They all think it's a costume but I give up
Ain't no point in telling me pick my head up
Cuz "Imma hang myself a Halloween"

@creepiess
I wanna get shot in the head
(When the kids walk by they'll never know it's me)
I know that everyone around me wishes I was dead
I hate that girl
I hate the things she said
(They'll all say, "Creepies found dead at 19")
I wish that she had just killed me instead
I wanna get shot in the face
(Slamming Adderall all day, I'm a fein)
I know that everyone around thinks I'm a disgrace
(Woah woah)
I miss that girl I can't forget her face
So baby come back, I feel out of place
(I'm traumatized by what I've seen)

halloween hanging

vocals by: hostile & @creepiess
mixed by: hostile & @creepiess
produced by: @1sickboi

@beenhostile
October 31st
Go door to door till lights out
Some say this night is cursed
Or that it's  lost its touch now
But pumpkin carving, apple bobbing, fall festivities
All these things I look forward to, on this Hallow's Eve

Sugar rush, we'd look for candy, get our buckets full
The jack-o-lanterns smiling at us, with burning candles

Scary movies tonight
Haunted houses call our name
Hope our costumes gives you a fright
Still wish Halloween felt the same

October 31st
Go door to door till lights out
Some say this night is cursed
Or that it's  lost its touch now
But pumpkin carving, apple bobbing, fall festivities
All these things I look forward to, on this Hallow's Eve

@creepiess
Finally get to dress up how I've always wanted to be
And I'm gon' kill my teeth by eating copious amounts of candy
The pumpkin spice smell fills the hair
Fake blood all up in my air
No judgement, nobody cares
That your skin is green

Are you ready for Halloween?
It's so exciting, you'll see what I mean
The monsters come out when the sun goes down
Down

@beenhostile
October 31st
Go door to door till lights out
Some say this night is cursed
Or that it's  lost its touch now
But pumpkin carving, apple bobbing, fall festivities
All these things I look forward to, on this Hallow's Eve

(buddha's realm)

31st

inspired by: https://soundcloud.com/liamaparsons/hard-to-love?si=94bb3eeda63646c9954ca3292fd0171a&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

vocals by: hostile
mixed by: hostile
guitar by: @liamaparsons

(I'm just a boybug)
(shoutout Liam)

(oh, I know it's futile)

see, I know it's futile
inevitable, one of us goes
do you notice my fake smile?
you've been hurtful
my heart's still broke
you put me through countless trials
can't react
I need to man up
berate and have me defiled
can you please be gentle?
I'm your boybug

(your boybug) x2

my shell and dreams are shattered
you're bludgeoning my hopes and heart
both my wings are tattered
the stitches in them came apart
did any of this matter?
I'm only getting sadder
did any of this matter?

I guess not

I'm your boybug
I want back my lady
it's more than a crush
she blatantly saved me
I'm your boybug
I need back my lady
it's more than a crush
it's driving me crazy

another comes along to promise loving
you said that I have your word
but I'm not trusting
I'm just your plaything, you have fun with
and then you toss me like I'm worth nothing
wish I could tell if you were worth cuffing
I had to get to know you, no assumptions
I turned a blind eye to your presumptions
why did I fail to see you weren't bluffing

(pin the blame on me)
(it's my fault)
(losing sanity)
(it's almost gone)

(did any of this matter?)
(I guess not)

I'm your boybug
I want back my lady
it's more than a crush
she blatantly saved me
I'm your boybug
I need back my lady
it's more than a crush
it's driving me crazy

(moth)

boybug

smash my face

vocals by: hostile
mixed by: hostile
guitar by: @rottingunderurskin

(don't tell me what to d-)

yeah
I'm in bad health, but you can't tell
you think this time will pass
poison myself, won't ask for help
fingerprints on this glass
put me through hell, this succubus
another's crossed my path
drain me of energy and passion
what more will you ask?
wish I could hold my younger self and tell him "it'll be okay"
he's way too overzealous, but I can't lie to his face
you tell me that I'm selfish, but I'm just tryna be safe
this suffering is hellish, play your part and go away

(go away satan)