singing

wretched

november2

bat ako nagkaganto

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Close Your Eyes And Hear My Secret



———-(CYEAHMS FREESTYLE 2023)————
LOOK!
I kno a couple demons really tryna cut me
Knockin on the feelin of love it really guts me
What’s this feeling I’m chasing it’s really lovely
Left wit the question of “anyone really loves me”
Can’t leave my home without these bitches tryna SLUT ME!
See the real world ITS LOOKIN REAL UGLY
And I don’t really kno what to feel anymore
I’m lookin down the street 
I’m lookin at all these fuckin whores on my DICK
All this talkin make me feel like shit
I don’t wanna feel like livin like shi
I feel all this PAIN and I hope that its OKAY 
It’s OKAY its OKAY 
I feel the same I feel the same
look.

CYEAHMS (PROD. RORYZONED & Nobody)

sick of me

high
im way too high
im way too high
tell me how i die, die

you can’t kill me
i’m sick of you
im forgetting you
you’re an issue, sarah
can you help me
knowing that you’re
forgetting it all
forgetting it all

spotify

high

quick song

BABY WHATS THE ISSUE YUH
RATHER FUCK THAN MISS YOU YUH
BLOODY HAND ME TISSUES YUH
SICK OF BEING MISUSED YUH
I JUS WANNA KISS YOU YUH
I Jus Really Miss you YUH
Think I’m gonna kill you YUH

wnakisu

loser

you ft kushbabykeys

sick

watch out make out
just kill me sarah
fucked up goth teens
living alone..but
dont cut im not done with u
fucked up but now im done with u

kill me, sarah

rot ft imsg

Ouuu OH YEAA 
Fuck me again 
Do you think it’s better?
Never be yet seen
I bet you’d wish me away

Yen
Think I Made my own lyrics idk

wishmeaway

NOT TODAY

keep the lights off

why am i still wide awake
i can hear in your voice youre still irate
ive got too much on my plate
but ill js shut up n stuff my face
i realized its pointless to try again
walk away from me n go on to talk to your friends
i dont know why u tried making amends
i hope that one day all my suffering will end

go stream!

stuff my face till im sick of eating

p. quin

im a greedy bastard
dont know if i should ask her
if this shit could go faster
it almost was a disaster
i seal my heart with plaster
happily ever afters dont exist
your lips are not the only thing i miss
my love
your smile
your eyes
your laugh
ive got a list
your touch
we never kissed or cuddled enough
im tired of feeling like this
was i just another
for me you were my lover
no i cant find another
because you held me under

sometimes i pray you don't wake up

you don’t seem to worry bout me
claimin’ you got nuthin else to say
i can’t stand that all my feelings relay
but the memories flood my head everyd-

you don’t seem to worry bout me
claimin’ you got nuthin else to say
I can’t stand that all my feelings relay
but the memories flood my head everyd-

(i) don’t feel like myself
keep causin me problems, get out my cell
she took all the words straight out my mouth
you heard all my issues but you’re no help

say that she love me, i know she lyin to me
she ain’t stayin solid, i know she’s lyin to me
im losin my sanity, baby don’t ya see
you must’ve lost ya mind crawlin back to me

you tugged at my heart strings, heart my soul
i just need to be at peace, no control
ask if ill ever be happy, i don’t know

get the fuck out my face

i hope these words cut deep

i want your mind, can it break right through?
can you gimme a chance to stare at you?
just one last time, you gotta hear it
it’s our last dance before we're through

i want your mind, can it break right through?
can you gimme a chance to stare at you?
just one last time, you gotta hear it
it’s our last dance before we're through

you weren't mine, but that's okay
and it broke my heart that you couldn't stay
just one last time, you gotta hear it
there’s so much that i couldn't say

i want your mind, can it break right through?
can you give me a chance to stare at you?
just onе last time, you gotta hear it
it’s our last dance bеfore we're through

i want your mind, can it break right through?
can you gimme a chance to stare at you?
just one last time before you hear it

i miss u and im at this point in my life cvr

babe you crushed my heart
why do i still want you back?
her love will have you questioning your worth
and that's a fact
i feel my mental going
why'd u have to be so damn controlling?
i find myself in pain
girl why'd u leave me in despair?
put me in a broken place
maybe i can take you there
claiming that you needed space
while im the one pleading for air
i still remember what u said
i wish that you were dead
but i can't get you out my head
this shi had me seeing red

babe you crushed my heart
why do i still want you back?
her love will have you questioning your worth
and that's a fact
i feel my mental going
why'd u have to be so damn controlling?
i find myself in pain
girl why'd u leave me in despair?
i know it looks scary
but girl im right here
treated me unfairly
but girl for you i still care
i can tell by your eyes
that you don't really care
pondering about suicide
cuz im not mentally there

can i take u to my broken place

https://open.spotify.com/track/27jf9P90xs9VEUJFFqecwi?si=dea954b91b734b41

prod me

theres something i wanted to tell u for a long time
but now it feels you've put me in the spotlight
playing with my heart but it turns out ur offside
u dont know what i've been through so please just be nice

buying u stuff so ur happy
maybe now u wont be so snappy
will u please just open my present
i thought u would love it but now im not so sure

i know im a fuck up baby
im just tryna save cuz its nearly ur birthday
u wont even wave yeah its really my worst day
im hearing what u say but its rlly not working

theres something i wanted to tell u for a long time
but now it feels you've put me in the spotlight
playing with my heart but it turns out ur offside
u dont know what i've been through so please just be nice

spotlight

(you're so goddamn wretched)

im lovesick
cuz love sucks
since we locked eyes
i've been lovestruck
you walked past
i couldn't get enough
even your scent...
it still fucks me up
i wish that we
could just talk things out
but it seems i can't explain...
without u lashing out
stuck in your ways but,
girl we'll figure it out
why do you do me like this?
like girl what's that all about?
i care cuz im lovesick
cuz love sucks
since we locked eyes
i've been lovestruck
you walked past
i couldn't get enough
even your scent...
it still fucks me up
i wish that we
could just talk things out
but it seems i can't explain...
without u lashing out
i'd really hate for me to be left out
and the more distant you are,
i miss your voice's sound

cant explain without u lashing out

i know that you're scared and you're tired of waiting
realize there's no point to keep on berating
i feel like this bond is begrudgingly fading
thinking of us is so damn irritating
cuz you-

i know that you're scared and you're tired of waiting
realize there's no point to keep on berating
i feel like this bond is begrudgingly fading
thinking of us is so damn irritating
cuz you make me feel some type of way
now the one who had my heart is just a friendly face
but i don't really want nobody else to take your place
i don't need nobody else to be a saving grace
take it back for a minute
swear this bitch act like the devil she a baphomet
with a attitude like yours, how could i forget
even with your imperfections making my heart skip

love's a beauty
but sour for some
i got the short end of the stick
guess i'll never find the one
this ain't a sappy story
im just as real as they come
don't bother asking "what's up?"
i'll take my pain by the cup

take my pain by the cup

sarah's song

it's what you do

bunii - bullshit / decue

@ripouturmolarsforme
girl i know how hard your life's been on you
i hope it's not too much
but i'll see what i can do
last breaths on the leaves
i'm hanging from a tree
girl have patience with me
see how loyal i can be

@ateurheartout
i can promise you'll find no one better (no one better)
don't you dare lie to me
need air to breathe
i know how hard it's been (i know, its been)
let me ease your pain (let me ease your pain)
reach from within (from within)
cuz i
i know

@ripouturmolarsforme & @ateurheartout
girl i know how hard your life's been on you
i hope it's not too much (not too much)
but i'll see what i can do (but i'll see what i can do)
last breaths on the leaves (last breaths on the leaves)
i'm hanging from a tree (hanging from a tree)
girl have patience with me (have patience with me)
see how loyal i can be
(ooooooh)

(what the f**k)

(um, hi, can you text me back?
like, why do you hate me?
why do you want me to die?
like...
nothings funny
sh*t is not sweet)

(you're so goddamn wretched)

last breaths on the leaves, vicious

yuhh, aye
you should know that actions speak louder than words
do you really love me back?
yuhh, aye
don't think i wanna try, cuz i tend to get curved
please don't treat me like that
yuuhh
try to stray myself from this pain
it's not right to live fast, yuh
shouldn't take my anger out on you, cuz of hoes in the past

woah
been from coast to coast
had to step away from pills, cuz we got way too close
almost overdosed
she said i do the most
healing with promethazine and oxycodone
they saying "holy grown"
i been getting blown
i can't stand the fighting, lately i been so alone
baby i don't know
where else to go
man i wish all of the struggle was just for show

cant explain without u lashing out

hostile