vocals by https://soundcloud.com/gothurted
produced by metlast

lyrics:
i'm sorry that i'm not enough
i'm not someone you can love
i can't give you the things you deserve
i swear i try my best for you
(x2)

i swear i try my best but i
can't see myself inside your smile
can't see myself inside this life
i'm better off dead can you see why?
you're better without me by your side 
girl i don't want to waste your time
girl i don't want to make you cry
instead i might just say goodbye
i'm sorry i'm not enough
i'm lonely even tho i'm not alone
many things i hate about this world
still i don't say a word
i still fall for love
i still fall in love
with girls that want to break my bones

i'm sorry that i'm not enough
i'm not someone you can love
i can't give you the things you deserve
i swear i try my best for you
(x2)

not enough

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gothurted - not enough

tyrant ft. Stelo (prod. 1shimly + Minzo)

convolk: https://soundcloud.com/convolk
mixed in part by Qawi Kamri (https://soundcloud.com/qawikamri)
______________________
teardrop shawty sing the feelings away
i feel ugly when i see myself no matter the day
imma do this shit, the music shit, no matter the pay
if you in my path i hit yo ass right outta my way
i wish it wasn't like this

my heart's so broken
i wish there was a potion
to help with my depression
that's drowning me like an ocean
forget the notion
'cause i retract that
now my sadness weighs me down
like it's a backpack

i feel alone in my home
there's no way out
i feel alone, so alone
there's no hope now
and i don't know where to go
i hate this town
and if i can't get away
then i might drown

you don't need me
hide my feelings
please don't leave me
i'll stop breathing

teardrop shawty sing the feelings away
i feel ugly when i see myself no matter the day
imma do this shit, the music shit, no matter the pay
if you in my path i hit yo ass right outta my way
i wish it wasn't like this

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benedixhion x convolk - dying alone in my room [prod. MURDFLEX]

UNCERTAINTY

convolk: https://soundcloud.com/convolk

lyrics:
walking through my hometown
everything has changed up
used to be gunshots
now i see teslas
you don't want smoke
i'm a head shot
i don't want jokes
i want answers
walking through my hometown
everything has changed up
i was on the road
you was out doing lame stuff
you don't want smoke
i'm a head shot
you don't want smoke
i'm a head shot

everyday i feel the same
it's like why'm i not okay
why can't i just be happy for once
i'm always stuck in place
i don't think i can be saved
i have always been this way
i am dying in my room
and it's the middle of the day oh
feel my body die slow
i been feeling so low
i should help myself
but i don't even wanna try though
feelings don't sway me
everybody hates me
think i'm going crazy
feel like this on the daily

wasted my youth

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benedixhion x convolk - wasted my youth [prod. curtains]

never made it back
never made it back
now i hate my life
there’s no saving that
i’ll just slit my wrists
where’s my razor at
i just waste my time
and i’m fine with that

why you stab me in the back
guess your love was just an act
wish i didn’t want you bad
‘cause you treat me like i’m trash

hit a hundred on the dash
and i really hope i crash
i been burning through life fast
now i can’t wait till it’s passed
now i’m living to forget
every night when i’m in bed
i can never fucking rest
‘cause you’re always in my head

you’re in my head lil bitch
fuck what you said lil bitch
i’m fucking dead lil bitch
i’m fucking dead
you just left my life. now it’s a fucking mess

@benedixhion - insomnia [prod. sketchmyname]

lyrics:
You thought what you wanted
When I've never even talked to you

You thought what you wanted
When I've never even talked to you
Never even met me
Yet you still were hoping that I'd lose
Tell people I'm fake
When you never even met the dude
I don't really get it
What'd I ever fucking do to you

I don't understand it
Why'm I feeling so low, yeah
But I'll keep on going
I just needa take it slow, yeah
Never asked for hate
But that's part of life though, yeah
I can't really stand it
I just wanna fucking go
I'm a ghost
You don't know
I'm a joke so
I been down
I been down
I been down
Whoa whoa ay
I just wanna get outta this town
Whoa whoa ay
If I don't keep swimming then I'll drown
Whoa whoa ay
I'm the king of sadness
Where's my crown
Whoa whoa aye
Taking it slow, ay
Where'm I supposed to go, ay

You thought what you wanted
When I've never even talked to you
Never even met me
Yet you still were hoping that I'd lose
Tell people I'm fake
When you never even met the dude
I don't really get it
What'd I ever fucking do to you
You thought what you wanted
When I've never even talked to you
Never even met me
Yet you still were hoping that I'd lose
Tell people I'm fake
When you never even met the dude
I don't really get it
What'd I ever fucking do to you

What'd I do to you
You should fucking go
That shit's overdue
Why'd I ever start
When I know I'll lose
You just broke my heart
Now I'm always blue
Yeah yeah
Now I'm always blue
Yeah yeah
What'd the fuck you do
Yeah yeah
I'ma down the booze
Yeah yeah
I can't take the truth, yeah
Wait
I just wanna go back
To the way I was, yeah
Nowadays I'm so sad
I can't fucking take that
I just wanna go back
To the way I was, yeah
Nowadays I'm so sad
I can't fucking take that
Won't let you in
'Cause I can't take this shit
You make me so upset
I wish that I was dead

You thought what you wanted
When I've never even talked to you
Never even met me
Yet you still were hoping that I'd lose
Tell people I'm fake
When you never even met the dude
I don't really get it
What'd I ever fucking do to you
You thought what you wanted
When I've never even talked to you
Never even met me
Yet you still were hoping that I'd lose
Tell people I'm fake
When you never even met the dude
I don't really get it
What'd I ever fucking do to you

go ahead, hate me

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go ahead, hate me [prod. why loner]

Artist:
https://soundcloud.com/gothurted

Producer:
https://soundcloud.com/metlast

Lyrics:
I know that I got no friends that I can count on
I know that you left my life and that u moved on
But I don't know if I can go ahead
You broke my heart and now I'm feeling dead
I know that I got no friends that I can count on
I know that you left my life and that u moved on
But I don't know if I can go ahead
You broke my heart and now I'm feeling dead

I can't count on you
But you can count on me
You know that I'll be here for you
Whenever u need
Break my heart again
Not even the first time
Smoke to heal my pain
Shawty want to face time
You don't want me to leave
But then you disappear
I'm just trying to live
Even without you

I know that I got no friends that I can count on
I know that you left my life and that u moved on
But I don't know if I can go ahead
You broke my heart and now I'm feeling dead
I know that I got no friends that I can count on
I know that you left my life and that u moved on
But I don't know if I can go ahead
You broke my heart and now I'm feeling dead

gothurted - ahead

daniel silver - 666 (prod. RODGER)

Produced by troyvixious

BE MY HELLO KITTY

Lyrics:

[Intro]
shut the fuck up
bitch im looking at the ground
everybody judging and 
u think i didnt see u smile
im hiding from myself
dont give a fuck what u think about 
yeah, yeah

[Hook]
shut the fuck up
bitch im looking at the ground
everybody judging and 
u think i didnt see u smile
im hiding from myself
dont give a fuck what u think about 
yeah, yeah
it started from my backpack to my fucking jeans
as long as my tattoos mean something to me
tell me whats up, i can't hold the pain
remember my name till u see me again

[Verse]
chains on, light another cigarette
im drinking till the night ends
and struggle to get out of bed
im fucked up fuck it blowing up a check
fuck a hug, bitch gimme neck
be my hello kitty
taking u, lets leave the city
and i promise that ill treat u right
baby you should spend the night
cute lil thing, baby tell me lies
damn i like it how ur fucking up my life

[Bridge]
can you make me feel like someone
i feel like noone, once again
days go by faster when im in the sky
when im in the sky
baby tell me lies

[Hook]
shut the fuck up
bitch im looking at the ground
everybody judging and 
u think i didnt see u smile
im hiding from myself
dont give a fuck what u think about 
yeah, yeah
it started from my backpack to my fucking jeans
as long as my tattoos mean something to me
tell me whats up, i can't hold the pain
remember my name till u see me again

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pls don't judge (prod. troyvixious)

prod: @caustyk

I can't talk to anyone, anyone its so cold

Lyrics:
Ive been up real late
Thinking bout mistakes
Fingers through your hair
But i know you dont care

Why am i so broken on the inside
Years go by
No time to cry
Bottle up these feelings so finite
Tension high, anxious and my chest tight


I died when i realized that nothings ever changed
Always on the edge, every week its the same
And im so insane
I know its not healthy but i think i love the pain
I hate feeling empty, so theres liquor in my veins

She the one i want, but the one i cant save
Pictures that i cropped, shawty your my cocaine
i feel overclocked, i can feel my heart race


I dont like this
Overwhelmed and tired of it
I feel like im losing everyone
Everyone thats close

Since the time skip
More burdens that i cant fix
And i cant talk to anyone
Anyone its so cold 

Ive been up real late
Thinking bout mistakes
Fingers through your hair
But i know you dont care

Why am i so broken on the inside
Years go by
No time to cry
Bottle up these feelings so finite
Tension high, anxious and my chest tight

I thought i died last night 
Ashes fall its like
Everytime im in a dream
I can see it slowly bleed

I cant let go 
But i might break my bones
I wish i could know
But this my only road


Crashing down with my potion
Losing feeling in my body like its stolen 
So why you down, tell me why u feelin hopeless 
So much shit in life left me feelin so broken
x2