do you love me
i don’t know
i don’t understand a goddamn thing 
just erase me
let me go
i can’t even take the suffering

cant pick up the phone
i’m fucking wasted
just to make it on my own
i’m staying faded
everyday is a blur when your sedated
hope this music shit works i needa make it
cuz i’m right back
where i started
i hate feeling like that
disregarded
everyday i want my life back
disregard it
yah 
fuck feeling regret there’s no restarting

i’m fucked up in the backseat
got me luv drunk in a taxi
i don’t wanna love you if i’m only being used
so can i trust you
or will you put me in a tomb
yah
i wish that i could say i knew
yah
but i don’t
are you tryna play me
ion know
i feel like i’m failing
on my own
i feel like a ghost

it’s my head
i think that i’m broken
let me rest
you don’t even notice
that i’m dead baby
i think i’m drowning lately
yuh
oh
yuh
oh
one more
i’m feeling wavy
help me
i’m suffocating

grape ape soda [prod. thatboineco]

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