im on spotify now but this whole album criminally underrated sheeeeeeeeeeesh

made this on insta live lol

lyrics:
you just tore a hole in my heart
i should’ve known your game from the start
im all alone i need to restart 
pour acetone all over my scars
i’m gone
nauseas off the oxy
fuck the cost
whyd you never call me
pills popped
it turns me to a zombie
i’m so lost
nobody can stop me

life is pain
i’m feeling like shit
i don’t know why i even exist
i tried to find a reason
but i decided living’s a bitch
you don’t care at all so i’m faded
lost my mind i’m way too sedated
cant stop it i’m always failing
i am not a soul worth saving 
not a souls worth saving
i feel like the whole world hates
i wish you wouldn’t play me
i just really need you baby

i hate the way that i feel
life doesn’t even feel real
i’m trapped inside my head again
these drugs my only friends
these drugs my only friends
i’m trapped inside my head again
i miss you baby
wont you come back and save me
i don’t know how to cope without you
honestly i’m so blue
i feel like i’m losing myself when i am around you
yeah
baby i know
you don’t even wanna take it slow
honestly we should just go hit the road
maybe do a couple tours
and do a couple shows
i just wanna see the world with you
i just wanna make your dreams come true
you said that you love me
hope you do
cuz u already know that i love you

acetone [prod. Atis x Deucesrk x CV]

ima hit your line up ina minute
you told me you loved me
but we both know that you didn’t
love it when you fuck me
it feels like i’m dreaming baby
i hope that you can save me

pulled up to the party fucked up
and shawty ain’t like it
i feel like i’m losing my soul
and girl i can’t fight this
i just need more pills in my skull 
before i get violent
yeah ay
before i get violent
you said that you needed me
but you ain’t really need a thing
no baby
you can’t fucking save me
i can’t trust a soul
already know your gunna play me

pulled up to the party fucked up
and shawty ain’t like it
i just need more pills in my skull 
before i get violent
oh
i can’t live my life if i’m not off a benzo
lil shawty grinding on me
she ain’t wanna take it slow
oh oh oh
shawty all up on me she ain’t wanna take it slow
life feels like a dream when i be off a benzo
i’m off too much i lost my soul

i ain’t gotta lot on my mind
except for you girl
i just wanna take up your time
and that’s the truth girl
i wanna make it to the bag
shawty on my lap
she be all up on me while i countin up my stacks
on god
if you gotta problem with me think that can be solved
lil bitch jus pull up
what the fuck
i been really living dangerous but this shit is fucking fun

snorting oxy straight to my lungs
i’m know i’m goin crazy
just wanna be xanned out for fun
so i’ll be chillin baby
i need another fuckin bar
already on three but i ain’t feel that shit at all

spotify

pulledup2thapartyfuckedup

benedixhion on the track
i’m off the xans
no one ever really loved me like they said
i don’t know what’s left to do
i think i lost my soul when i lost you
i’m fucking broken
ohh
i’m fucking hopeless
ohh

i don’t know whats left to do
i think i lost my soul when i lost you
i’m fucking broken
and im so motherfuckin hopeless
i won’t survive
all these pills are gunna end my life
i’m stuck
baby you can’t save me bring me drugs
life is not daydream it’s more like a nightmare
i was really hoping that maybe you might care
i was really hoping that maybe you might care
might care
life’s a nightmare
i was really hoping that maybe you might care
might care
life’s a nightmare

i don’t wanna be alive no more
everyday is pain my minds at war
cant take it
i’m feeling lost
outta options
dug my own grave
where’s my coffin

nightmare [prod. clorox cobain]

inthaMIRROR [prod. urbs]

i was in tha club and i was off too many drugs
mixing xannies with tha alcohol n shrooms
n pecorcets 
then some shawty said she love me while she’s clearly out her head
you don’t, you do not know me
you’re blacked out as fuck i said
i love drugs
but you know that
i’m so fucked up in my head
i can’t go back
my whole life’s a fucking mess
now i’m so sad
now i’m so sad
what the fuck
what the fuck
why’m i even trying

I was faded at the party
don’t know what you sayin
all i knows i want you on me
i’m so sick of waiting
pop another bottle 
drowning in my drink
i keep on sippin till i cant fucking think
oh well
thas just how it goes
this world’s hell
i would fucking know
all by myself
it’s a lonely road
ugh
i feel like a ghost
ya

my existence been spent faded
i’m still dreaming i can’t take this
i can can feel my flesh decaying
oh my god i fucking hate it
ugh
i’m sick and tired
ugh
i’m sick and tired

cryinginthaclub [prod. fantom]

waste [prod. fewtile]

alone
i hate my life
so alone
don’t know what i know
don’t know what i know

i feel so alone
i hate my life
shawty i’m so dead inside
don’t call my phone
i won’t reply
i’m too busy gettin high
as fuck
off sum xannies caught a case
but bitch that’s life
so what
i be on em everyday but i’ll be fine

baby i still miss your face
leaving you was a mistake
oh
maybe it was fate though
can’t fuck with that fake ho
no way
it’s too late
life feels fake
can’t get away
uh
stuck in my own brain
uh
uh
i don’t know what i should do
but girl you know i’d fight for you
yeah you know i’d die for you
die for you
i’d fight for you

alonee

WHO DA STEPPA

Solo

GOONIE - PURPLE RAIN (PROD.RONDOCHEEK)(DJ SAM + $HMONEY EXCLUSIVE)

i don’t think that i can change 
lately i been feeling stuck inside my ways
pretty sure my life is just a fucking waste
yeah
maybe i should go ahead and throw it all away

sick of life 
i wonder what’s after
i’m a fuck up
i’m a disaster
i wish that i would die faster
restless nights, could use dreamcatcher oh
‘cause you left me all alone
never even met you, only saw you on my phone
yeah
i still miss you on the low
i cannot stop thinking bout the day that you went ghost
yeah

so i’ll make it on my own
i don’t need you anymore, it’s time for me to go
yeah
all these girls are tryna hit this
they don’t really want me, but my name is on they hit lists
damn
so i think it’s time to dip bitch
i been chasing after my dreams
and yes i’ll risk it
you best get up out my way
i’m on a mission
you always got sum to say
but never listen

would you hold me close
i can’t let you go
you already know
how i feel bout you

inthaMIRROR [prod. urbs]

benedixhion

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