i wished I wouldn't relate to any of what you just said

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K11NG 22  missed calls (Prod. Xerogi) (MAKE SHIT) slow reverb

can you tell me where im going baby
pretty sure that i been going crazy
i been living life like its a fucking daydream
yeah
its a fucking daydream
i feel so numb
you abuse me with your love
that shit got me so fucked up
i only feel okay on drugs

you dont wanna love me trust me 
im hooked on codependency 
baby you gotta stay away from me 
im crazy 
nobody is saving me im waiting 
for an exit to the next bitch 
text quick 
got me feeling fucking restless
im a dead bitch 
got me screaming fuck it 
ending the discussion 
used to feel in love 
but now you got me feeling nothing

what the fuck
i hate you
this aint love
cant change you
i cant but
ima be fine uh ima be good
im poppin my xans and smoking backwoods
i should
be fine
i dont need you in my life
you dont make me feel alive
i just wanna feel alright
 but i think i might fucking die

daydrream w/ ifeelsosmall [prod lil buscuit]

got too many drugs in my bag 
i popped 3 xans but i still feel sad
 life just sucks i feel like i’m dead
i wanna put 10 rounds in my head 

oh my god
i been off a lot
no one really needs me
no reason to stop
i wish i could live a life like you but
my whole life i’ve felt so useless

you just left me here on my own
and now i’m faded
i been tryna live this life all alone
but i can’t take it
i feel like this life ain’t worth it
i feel like i have no purpose
i feel so alone in my bedroom
don’t pick up the phone
i’ll be dead soon
i don’t know why i’m alive
i don’t know why i still try

you don’t really love me or need me 
everything you said was deceiving
you don’t really love me or need me
why am i even breathing

icantstop [prod. fly boi yoda]

Benedixhion - StillTOXIKK

you don’t know a thing about about me
i don’t either though
i’m off way  too many xannies i been talkin slow
i feel dead
wont you please just let me rest
i’m stressed
fuck
i can be whatever you want
on whatever i just popped
call me baby
call me crazy
we’ll just wait and see

wont you set me free
i’m lost
i hate that i cannot stop
give me pills bitch i’m gun pop
on god
i got problems baby
wont you come and save me
i’m so sick of fucking waiting
for you 
i just can’t wait all night boo
ill give you my number
for you to come through
for you to come over
find shit to do
yeah
i think i died im sorry

Spotify <3

idiedsrry w/ ifeelsosmall [prod. saint mike]

i was in tha club and i was off too many drugs
mixing xannies with tha alcohol n shrooms
n pecorcets 
then some shawty said she love me while she’s clearly out her head
you don’t, you do not know me
you’re blacked out as fuck i said
i love drugs
but you know that
i’m so fucked up in my head
i can’t go back
my whole life’s a fucking mess
now i’m so sad
now i’m so sad
what the fuck
what the fuck
why’m i even trying

I was faded at the party
don’t know what you sayin
all i knows i want you on me
i’m so sick of waiting
pop another bottle 
drowning in my drink
i keep on sippin till i cant fucking think
oh well
thas just how it goes
this world’s hell
i would fucking know
all by myself
it’s a lonely road
ugh
i feel like a ghost
ya

my existence been spent faded
i’m still dreaming i can’t take this
i can can feel my flesh decaying
oh my god i fucking hate it
ugh
i’m sick and tired
ugh
i’m sick and tired

cryinginthaclub [prod. fantom]

whoa
i feel so sick of this
bitch you’re too much
my brain’s so dead
i feel like a rotting corpse
ya in my head
stuck in my head

i feel so sick of this
bitch you’re too much
my brains so dead
i feel like a rotting corpse
in my head
way too often stuck inside my thoughts
i’m fucked up
couldn’t even give a damn bitch
i love drugs
and i’m on a different planet
to run
damn bitch
i love drugs
and i’m on a different planet
to run

chasing down a bag
‘cause that shit gives me a distraction 
everybody knows this whole life has no traction
no real meaning

but i’m here for your love girl
my only reason
i’m always tweakin
monday to sunday catch me always geekin
ain’t gun lie
wish that i could make things right
but i can’t
too late
it’s too late
ain’t no way

brain’s so dead
i feel like a rotting corpse
ya in my head
stuck in my head

i feel so sick of this
bitch you’re too much
my brains so dead
i feel like a rotting corpse
in my head
way too often stuck inside my thoughts
i’m fucked up
couldn’t even give a damn bitch
i love drugs
and i’m on a different planet
to run
damn bitch
i love drugs
and i’m on a different planet
to run

corpse [prod. shades]

StuckOnYa!

wish [nerfjayy!]

lyrics:

i feel like i'm dying
i'm tired of crying
the pain inside's violent
but my screams are silent
i know that you hate me
why's everyone play me
i'm so used to failing
rejection don't phase me

hit a blunt in the back of the bus
'cause it's freezing as fuck
and i'm in love with drugs
i hate that i'm never enough
so you fell out of love
and that shit really sucks

it's sunny outside of my window
i lie in my sins though
and make sure the blinds closed
i hate that i always feel alone
have no place to call home
i'm better off solo

spotify </3

my screams are silent (prod. tothegood)

lyrics:
No
No, I'm not okay
What'd you want me to say
I'm never getting better
I feel sicker everyday
No, I'm not okay
There's nothing left to say
No signs of getting better
I feel sicker by the day
I think I've gone insane
Got nothing in my brain
Except a lot of drugs and memories
That bring me pain

There's nothing left to see
There's nothing left of me
Still trying to find a purpose
What the fuck does it all mean

I stare at the clock
I think I saw
A world in which I'm free
I'm nothing
I'm hiding
Inside my brain
Come find me
Remind me
of something
In which I could believe

No
No, I'm not okay
What'd you want me to say
I'm never getting better
I feel sicker everyday
No, I'm not okay
There's nothing left to say
No signs of getting better
I feel sicker by the day
I think I've gone insane
Got nothing in my brain
Except a lot of drugs and memories
That bring me pain

no, i'm not okay

Spotify </3

no, i'm not okay (prod. sketchmyname)

Produced by smokerose

WHEN I'M ALL ALONE I FEEL LIKE IM DYING

Lyrics:

[Chorus]
when im all alone, i feel like im dying
cus im falling apart, but im tired of trying
please give me a chance cus im falling to pieces
im crying to sleep and baby i need a reason
when im all alone, i feel like im dying
cus im falling apart, but im tired of trying
please give me a chance cus im falling to pieces
im crying to sleep and baby i need a reason

[Verse]
baby i need a reason, give it to me
spending time in the shadows, im just burning
you can close the gates cus im not going in
cus im not the same person that ive been
i miss the way i solved my problems
now i runaway and make them stronger
baby hold my hand and let me bleed
just give me your heart that's all i need

[Bridge]
just give me your heart thats all i need
i've been crying alone yeah can't you see
im fighting the voices in my head
nobody needs me, so im better off dead
i would cry but im not that guy
i'd rather close my eyes and stare at the sky
dark room with a demon on my left
baby im stressed somebody put me to rest

[Chorus]
when im all alone, i feel like im dying
cus im falling apart, but im tired of trying
please give me a chance cus im falling to pieces
im crying to sleep and baby i need a reason
when im all alone, i feel like im dying
cus im falling apart, but im tired of trying
please give me a chance cus im falling to pieces
im crying to sleep and baby i need a reason

Spotify

tired of trying (prod. smokerose)

soldier freestyle

feels like love but i know it isn’t
i’m so damn numb who’m i kidding
i hate life i wish that i didn’t
i’m poppin percs just to fix it
but i know that i’ll never fit in
an outlier to the human race
i’m a lost soul and i’m drifting
i wish that i could just be erased
i hate the me that i have become
i’m just a fiend and i need more drugs
off a thirty i’m so fucked up
i’m running out i best hit the plug
i took a journey with no way back ay
i got money i’m chasing so ima make that ay
she jus pass me a swisher so ima face that ay
if you ain’t talkin benjis then just get outta my face
please let me lie here
i wanna die here
i’m so sick of this life
i wanna give into my fears

pain in my head guess i’m broken
i’m already dead they don’t notice

spotify

its2much [prod. zach sutton]

yuh
oh whoa
i don’t really know what
to do
i jus wanna go back
to you
i hate that you’re really gone
can’t take being alone

yuh
i know
you aint really wanna hold me close
you just couldn’t wait to let me go
oh
so let me go
i’m turning to the tabs and the shrooms
i can see the energy in this room
i’ll leave from this vicinity to the moon
but the tears keep falling for you

what’s next
i ain’t really wanna another ex
can we just talk you saw my texts
please don’t leave me here on read 
i’m begging
for you to come save me
the simulations breaking
everybody here is faking
nobody gives a damn
i need you
you don’t need me
everything in life is fleeting
you say you’ll always be there
but i know one day you’ll leave me 
popped off
i jus wanna pull up in a
droptop
so i gotta keep on grinding no i
cant stop
everyday is a reminder
that my soul is gone
im so fucking lost

im falling for you
ion even care if you knew 
gotta cut the past off
start new
baby just back off
were through
baby just say u aint have time for me
but u do with your friends i know ur not busy
now u wonder why i always act all pissy
i know ur doing shit and i know u dont miss me
i dont see us
falling in love
you took whats mine
now i am stuck

letmeGO ft. heylog [thatboineco]

Stay The Night (prod. Discent)

✖️Unfamiliar to people🛸
~ʘ‿O🔪/ ×‿×"~  /    🧬-🎲-☄️
...⚠️...

no, i'm not okay (prod. sketchmyname)

benedixhion

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