g a r d e n
mixed & mastered by: @chain_trash

lyrics:
layin' on the ground 
blood on my hands
drink on the floor
blood on my face
tears on my eyes i'm a disgrace
take me away from this fucking place
layin' on the ground 
blood on my hands
drink on the floor
blood on my face
tears on my eyes i'm a disgrace
take me away from this fucking place

and can you feel the cold breeze
can you feel the cold air getting in 
through the open window 
i'm slowly breathing 
all this anxiety with no real reason
my head is thinking about some shit 
and i fucking speak it 
sorry for what i said i didn't mean it 
sorry for all that i did gimme a minute 

ooh~

Layin' on the ground 
blood on my hands
drink on the floor
blood on my face
tears on my eyes i'm a disgrace
take me away from this fucking place
Layin' on the ground 
blood on my hands
drink on the floor
blood on my face
tears on my eyes i'm a disgrace
take me away from this fucking place

blood on my hands (acey)

honestly i hate this song, but thanks for listening

prod me

ooh oh 
oh let go of my hand 
ill cry alone because i feel like I'm less of a man
the older i get
 the more i realize how much of a failure i am 
i still feel like a kid
 talk all you want but i still feel like shit
im still finding my way to be happier 
oh i wish i was
ohhh oh 
dear mom and dad
oh im so sorry i gave into my thoughts again
oh god i feel stupid 
i contradict everything
in fucking useless 
hmm 
feel like I'm less of a man
(feel like I'm less of a man)
feel like I'm less of a man
(feel like I'm less of a man)

twenty

lyrics

mucus dries out
and blood drips out my nose
a cluster of airstrikes 
are cutting it close
on the other side
of what i thought was fine
i hear the buildings rock
but still slip on the ice
i dont wanna die
especially not here
im clinging on to life
but the end of it its near
the foundation crumbles
and crumbles again
the life that i planned out
may come to an end

hold tight my love
its almost over
were fine 
i know
but theyre still drawing closer

ripped from my domicile
and ripped into parts
tryna crawl away 
but i cant find my arms
i dont have much longer 
with this metal in my heart
i try to be stronger but its gone too far

mucus dries out
and blood drips out my nose
a cluster of airstrikes 
are cutting it close
on the other side
of what i thought was fine
i hear the buildings rock
but still slip on the ice
i dont wanna die
especially not here
im clinging on to life
but the end of it its near
the foundation crumbles
and crumbles again
the life that i planned out
may come to an end

No, Not Here (p. tiedforsilver)

[LYRICS]
evilmiku:
should i keep my eyes open
or can i keep them closed
i don’t wanna see
the world in front of me
the horrors beyond me
it’s the reason i can’t sleep
down a 5th of vodka in the morning
i’m piece of shit yeah i know shorty
pop a couple shrooms if it gets boring
i don’t wanna talk but it gets lonely
all you want is clout man you make me sick
or maybe i’m just jealous maybe i don’t give a shit
maybe she my soul mate or just a bad bitch
maybe im just crazy lost in my own head

@andrew_warren :
i don't wanna talk about it girl it's fucking wrong
if you're having trouble hearing it then turn it up
I've been sick in the mind and you can hear it now
ima take me a line i feel my heart pound
i just lost my mind
i can't read the fucking signs
I've been way too fucking blind
i can't write a single line
it's all right

evilmiku:
lord knows ima heretic
i never wanted this
with all the trauma i’ve inherited
it’s hard to deal with the embarrassment
drink until my livers dark and cold
can you get out of my head we don’t talk anymore
it’s been fucking me up im losing my trust
i’m dying
i’m shit out luck
and i don’t know how to love
i hate every second that i’m spending in my body
i should’ve died at birth should’ve never joined the lobby
she’s happy when she’s not with me
i’ll gouge my eyes out to never see you smiling
euthanize me
i’m the villain you see
you can see it in my eyes
somebody’s tellin me lies
it’s me im the one in disguise
it’s me im the one in disguise

@lxveturo :
and i don’t want it i know this love isn’t meant for me
i changed my mind a thousand times i’m tearing by my seams
and now i’m gone my brain don’t really work how it be
and now i’m gone now tell me what you want out of me
oh tell me what you wantin
i’ve got a whole lot in my mind need to break it down
and still i’ve been feeling catatonic
and i don’t really know if i can stop it now

EL PAYASO

HERETIC

HERETIC w/ Andrew Warren + Lxve Turo!

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M+M by P33
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You said you’d call me never phoned
Why’d you leave me all alone?
I’ve been dancing in the dark
I’ve been thinking bout the better times
I’ve been dreaming of some better times

You said you’d always be there
But now you’re gone with the wind
And I can’t help myself
But i know i’m falling in
to bad habits 
bad mindset
bad luck
I can’t do this life without your love

I never saw this coming
Really thought you’d always be there
I never saw you leaving
And all i could do was stare
Out the window
Flashbang to the heart
Yeah it got me stunned
And i promise i’m trying
But i just can’t move on

I just never saw it coming to this point
I never saw a life without you
And now
I’m struggling to keep going and move on 
You said you’d call me never phoned
Why’d you leave me all alone?
I’ve been dancing in the dark
I’ve been thinking bout the better times
I’ve been dreaming of some better times

You said you’d always be there
But now you’re gone with the wind
And I can’t help myself
But i know i’m falling in
to bad habits 
bad mindset
bad luck
I can’t do this life without your love

and I miss you
i’m sorry
don’t know what for
but i’ll love you always

where did you go? [dancing in the dark] (prod. luffysome x sorrow bringer)

track 10
took a big swing
drums by @ejcarrmusic
mastered by david kowalski

lyrics:
i’ve got this delicate thing in my hands, i might break it
i never know how to react so i fake
every motion intact though i know when to save it
i’ll bring it all back to ya, know i might hate it

‘cause all we do
is lie to ourselves
oh all we do
is lie to ourselves

my senses all impaired
you want what you know that you can’t share
the fruits of our labor left in air so cold
theres no one even there to hold you
love then lose, i swear
the cycle we push through isn’t fair
the weight of the world we hate to have to hold
the years of old come back to haunt you

is there more to life than brief dilapidation 
i’m just sick of all the chances that i’m wasting
if you’re here for me i’d rather you just say it
these relationships are never as explained
yet i know
if i want it back ill have to move a mountain
and twofold
there’s no going back to save me when i’m drowning

‘cause all we do
is lie to ourselves
oh all we do
is lie to ourselves

my senses all impaired
you want what you know that you can’t share
the fruits of our labor left in air so cold
theres no one even there to hold you
love then lose, i swear
the cycle we push through isn’t fair
the weight of the world we hate to have to hold
the years of old come back to haunt you

IMPAIRED

oh months went by
and here i am still lying to you
pour the bleach down my throat
you can not know the truth
in the back of my mind i only picture us two 
i didn't want anything permanent 
until i met you
i know i'm an awful person
and i didn't mean to make it worse for you
you make me feel crazy
you made me feel something new
i know everything i need to know
it was perfect but i see u need to go
it's okay, ur songs on repeat
ur still perfect to me

i overthink until i'm angry
at myself
selfishness, i love abandoning 
everyone else
oh look i'm stranded
deep in the waterwell

awful [nciku]

if i need to be honest thats not good like my "Toughts in'ma head" am i loosin my lyrical skills 😩

Can you believe it?

dont know this face(Prod 2 Lz x Sparse)

A smooth, melodic rap track with a chill vibe — perfect for relaxing, cruising, or just vibing out. Laid-back beats and emotive vocals make it an easy listen anytime.

Like A King

ay
i ain’t what you want
i ain’t what you need
i been really on my own
i ain’t even got a team 
yah
i ain’t what you want
i ain’t what you need
i been on my own
i ain’t got nobody
yah

you gun’ watch me fade away
help me find my hiding place
i don’t wanna cry today
i just hate my life, okay
riding solo
i been feeling so low
i don’t really know though
where i’m s’posed to go though
i don’t wanna die slow
i just wanna run home
get away from all of you
get away from everything
why y’all hate on me
why you playing me
why you playing me

why you playing me
it’s not a game, girl
my heart is not a game, girl

please help me hide myself away
i hope i am alright one day
please help me lock myself away
so i can’t see the light of day

(chorus)

don’t overthink it
i really miss it when
you tell me i’m not enough
don’t worry, it’ll buff
i know i’m not the one
so go find him
leave me in the dirt and go find him
just not there yet
she wanna hang, that’s a big bet
after we’re still not enough, ben

not enough w/ heylog (prod. $ad Simon)

benedixhion