Блять я ведь даже не знаю русский

Benedixhion

can you tell me where im going baby
pretty sure that i been going crazy
i been living life like its a fucking daydream
yeah
its a fucking daydream
i feel so numb
you abuse me with your love
that shit got me so fucked up
i only feel okay on drugs

you dont wanna love me trust me 
im hooked on codependency 
baby you gotta stay away from me 
im crazy 
nobody is saving me im waiting 
for an exit to the next bitch 
text quick 
got me feeling fucking restless
im a dead bitch 
got me screaming fuck it 
ending the discussion 
used to feel in love 
but now you got me feeling nothing

what the fuck
i hate you
this aint love
cant change you
i cant but
ima be fine uh ima be good
im poppin my xans and smoking backwoods
i should
be fine
i dont need you in my life
you dont make me feel alive
i just wanna feel alright
 but i think i might fucking die

daydrream w/ ifeelsosmall [prod lil buscuit]

got too many drugs in my bag 
i popped 3 xans but i still feel sad
 life just sucks i feel like i’m dead
i wanna put 10 rounds in my head 

oh my god
i been off a lot
no one really needs me
no reason to stop
i wish i could live a life like you but
my whole life i’ve felt so useless

you just left me here on my own
and now i’m faded
i been tryna live this life all alone
but i can’t take it
i feel like this life ain’t worth it
i feel like i have no purpose
i feel so alone in my bedroom
don’t pick up the phone
i’ll be dead soon
i don’t know why i’m alive
i don’t know why i still try

you don’t really love me or need me 
everything you said was deceiving
you don’t really love me or need me
why am i even breathing

icantstop [prod. fly boi yoda]

you don’t know what i been through
oh whoa i’m feeling blue
i don’t know what do
and girl it’s cuz of you
smoked a blunt and now i’m faded
mixed that shit with xans and now i’m wasted
i feel like i have been failing
this whole life is overrated

yah 
it’s over overrated
i can feel my memories fading
i don’t think that i can take this
i can’t fuck with no fake bitch
no i don’t want you to go
i can’t be left alone
i needa know
why you treat me like im a ghost
you don’t really need me at all
i wish i knew why you never call
you just left me broken and scarred
but fuck you bitch i’ll still go far
wont you come and hold me
i can’t take being this lonely
wont you come and hold me
i don’t wanna die alone please

i’m so sick of crying
every night i think of dying
i can’t take it 
i don’t think i’ll make it

xoxo [prod. Varela Katana]

made this on insta live lol

lyrics:
you just tore a hole in my heart
i should’ve known your game from the start
im all alone i need to restart 
pour acetone all over my scars
i’m gone
nauseas off the oxy
fuck the cost
whyd you never call me
pills popped
it turns me to a zombie
i’m so lost
nobody can stop me

life is pain
i’m feeling like shit
i don’t know why i even exist
i tried to find a reason
but i decided living’s a bitch
you don’t care at all so i’m faded
lost my mind i’m way too sedated
cant stop it i’m always failing
i am not a soul worth saving 
not a souls worth saving
i feel like the whole world hates
i wish you wouldn’t play me
i just really need you baby

i hate the way that i feel
life doesn’t even feel real
i’m trapped inside my head again
these drugs my only friends
these drugs my only friends
i’m trapped inside my head again
i miss you baby
wont you come back and save me
i don’t know how to cope without you
honestly i’m so blue
i feel like i’m losing myself when i am around you
yeah
baby i know
you don’t even wanna take it slow
honestly we should just go hit the road
maybe do a couple tours
and do a couple shows
i just wanna see the world with you
i just wanna make your dreams come true
you said that you love me
hope you do
cuz u already know that i love you

acetone [prod. Atis x Deucesrk x CV]

ima hit your line up ina minute
you told me you loved me
but we both know that you didn’t
love it when you fuck me
it feels like i’m dreaming baby
i hope that you can save me

pulled up to the party fucked up
and shawty ain’t like it
i feel like i’m losing my soul
and girl i can’t fight this
i just need more pills in my skull 
before i get violent
yeah ay
before i get violent
you said that you needed me
but you ain’t really need a thing
no baby
you can’t fucking save me
i can’t trust a soul
already know your gunna play me

pulled up to the party fucked up
and shawty ain’t like it
i just need more pills in my skull 
before i get violent
oh
i can’t live my life if i’m not off a benzo
lil shawty grinding on me
she ain’t wanna take it slow
oh oh oh
shawty all up on me she ain’t wanna take it slow
life feels like a dream when i be off a benzo
i’m off too much i lost my soul

i ain’t gotta lot on my mind
except for you girl
i just wanna take up your time
and that’s the truth girl
i wanna make it to the bag
shawty on my lap
she be all up on me while i countin up my stacks
on god
if you gotta problem with me think that can be solved
lil bitch jus pull up
what the fuck
i been really living dangerous but this shit is fucking fun

snorting oxy straight to my lungs
i’m know i’m goin crazy
just wanna be xanned out for fun
so i’ll be chillin baby
i need another fuckin bar
already on three but i ain’t feel that shit at all

spotify

pulledup2thapartyfuckedup

life’s strange
everyday feels like it’s a game
might just die tonight
suicide
too many too many pills
i
my stomachs full of pills my lungs
are full of smoke cuz i can’t trust
nobody
i don’t think that she loves me
or does she 
cuz i can never get enough
i’m stuck on pills i need more drugs
i found another plug
but her love just ain’t enough
love is just another drug
cuz the moment she’s leaving
i’m feeling empty

and this life is deceiving
so please don’t tempt me
i might end it
not alive just pretending
i’m just pretending
yah
i’m just pretending till the moment life is ending
i’m stuck
i don’t wanna die like this
but i need more drugs
i can’t lie this shit
has got me so fucked up
yah
got me so fucked up
yah
this love or lust?

temptme [prod. chavez x itsmalloy]

everyday i wake up
i jus gun it
i feel like a monster
i'm disgusting
she drippin in makeup
telling me she love me
i'm so sick of fake love
got me feeling nothing
yah yah

i been off a subtance
yah yah
i jus fill my cup up
i be turning to the drugs for all my problems
kinda funny cuz that shit ain't ever even solve em
no way
i think that i'm dying
i'm drowning like everyday
losing to my demons
i think i'm going insane
catch me in the city
jus smoking my woes away

I jus needa reason
like why am i still alive
sometimes i be tweakin
my life feels like it's a lie
i been feelin so fucked up
but it's still not enough

disgusting

NITELIFE

yeah she crazy
i could never trust a hoe
you ain’t gun play me
no way

i was with a baddie in a dream
off of 4 bars
nothin really ever as it seems
ima go far
be my costar
baby be my costar
we could go far
i been grinding so hard

all i do is hustle i been chasing down a bag
if u need some xannies hit me up
and send the addy
think i found a girl who really understand me
and i love it when she be calling me daddy
goddamn huh
she ain’t really want me jus my xans huh
it’s whatever i’ll jus count my bands up
i be sipping on my drink
yah
makin money in my sleep
yah

pop a bar n smoke a blunt
i put a 30 in my soda ay
i love mixing up my drugs
off a percy actin so dumb
i’m geeked
i don’t a give a fuck about thing nah

i was with a baddie in a dream
off of 4 bars
nothin really ever as it seems
ima go far
be my costar
baby be my costar
we could go far
i been grinding so hard
i was with a baddie in a dream
off of 4 bars
nothin really ever as it seems
ima go far
be my costar
baby be my costar
we could go far
i been grinding so hard

who is that lil shawty
ima make my move
she sayin that she want me
but she act so rude
even geekin i drip
30 in my body with the benzos i mix
i ain’t tying no lace but you know i don’t trip
ya
i’m jus askin what’s next
what next
i keep takin my meds
ya
‘cause it’s all in my head
goddamn

costar [prod. midnight]

333
i wanna crash
all these drugs on me
so i hit tha fuckin dash
i be speeding
what tha fucks a break
i stay grinding
i aint got no time to waste
no way
333
i wanna crash
i be speeding
333
i wanna crash
all these drugs on me
so i hit tha fuckin dash
always speeding
what tha fucks a brake?
i stay grinding
i ain’t got no time to waste
no way
bitch im swerving
said fuck a lane
goddamn i’m fucked up
i’m insane
i’m geekin baby
sorry whatd you say?

uh
i be fucked up everday
thas fax no cap for real
even now i’m geekin still
thas no cap for real
off 6 bars i feel so ill
running out time i feel like i’m dying
shawty said she love me
girl why you lying
oh
you jus wanna play games
nintendo
but you ain’t gun play me
fuck you hoe
no way
i can’t give a fuck about u babe
you a fake bitch
i ain’t got time for nun of that fake shit
ya
i ain’t got no time to waste
no way

333
i wanna crash
all these drugs on me
so i hit tha fuckin dash
i be speeding
what tha fucks a break
i stay grinding
i aint no time to waste
no way
333
i wanna crash
i be speeding
333
i wanna crash
all these drugs on me
so i hit tha fuckin dash
always speeding
what tha fucks a brake?
i stay grinding
i ain’t got no time to waste
no way
bitch im swerving
said fuck a lane
goddamn i’m fucked up
i’m insane
i’m geekin baby
sorry whatd you say?

iwannacrash [prod. wellfed]

ay
i was out in public
always got my percies on my me 
i was raised with a cold heart
in tha trenches im so sorry 
brodie
i ain’t wanna do it
you was fuckin with my mission homie
oh
except that you ain’t even really matter tho
i destroy that pussy like im destroying this flow
and you know i’m fuckin geekin everytime i do a show
on god
yes i know
i’m lost
thas fo show
uhuh

look
i was out in public
always got my percies on my me 
i was raised with a cold heart
in tha trenches im so sorry 
brodie
i ain’t wanna do it
you was fuckin with my mission homie
oh
except that you ain’t even really matter tho
i destroy that pussy like im destroying this flow
and you know i’m fuckin geekin everytime i do a show

oh whoa
oh whoa
you can catch me trappin
got sum xanax for a bad bitch
when she hit my line she be fienin
she an addict
ya ya
i be chasing down tha bands bitch
i be chasing down a bad bitch
oh
oh whoa
ay
this tha life i live
ignorance is bliss
real shit

mnstr

i hate being by myself
i know these drugs are bad for my health

i jus want some diamonds on my wrist 
shawty says she loves me
she jus loves it on my dick
i been stackin up my money
no this ain’t no counterfeit
unlike you
it’s true
why you actin all brand new
i feel so stuck i’m always blue
and i got nothing left to lose

bitch i got my bands by myself
so ima spend it
cuz aint no one ever offered their help
aint that jus splendid
i make my own money baby
i don’t think that you can save me
there aint nothing left of me 
i feel
like they’ll put an end to me
fuck pills

counterfeit [prod sciptix]

get so fucked up
that i can’t think
shut tha fuck up
or you can leave
off too many drugs
baby i’ve turned to a fiend
i don’t give a fuck about a thing
except my pills
i’m just being real
pedal on tha gas
but i got no steering wheel 
i be in my feels so
i’m racing to tha end
was life’s 
oh oh
ooh what’s that?
never seen that pill before
i’m like well goddamn
i’ma need like 30 moret 
‘cause i can’t stand
living life it’s such a bore
so i live reckless
i might fuck your whore
might as well
shawty said she loved me
had me stuck under her spell
then i realized
nothing that she said was even real
she was playing games
fuck it i jus need more pills
fuck it
fuck it
i jus need more pills
bitch im going insane
i can’t fucking stand it
all the pain in my brain

temptme [prod. chavez x itsmalloy]

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