got too many drugs in my bag 
i popped 3 xans but i still feel sad
 life just sucks i feel like i’m dead
i wanna put 10 rounds in my head 

oh my god
i been off a lot
no one really needs me
no reason to stop
i wish i could live a life like you but
my whole life i’ve felt so useless

you just left me here on my own
and now i’m faded
i been tryna live this life all alone
but i can’t take it
i feel like this life ain’t worth it
i feel like i have no purpose
i feel so alone in my bedroom
don’t pick up the phone
i’ll be dead soon
i don’t know why i’m alive
i don’t know why i still try

you don’t really love me or need me 
everything you said was deceiving
you don’t really love me or need me
why am i even breathing

icantstop [prod. fly boi yoda]

life’s strange
everyday feels like it’s a game
might just die tonight
suicide
too many too many pills
i
my stomachs full of pills my lungs
are full of smoke cuz i can’t trust
nobody
i don’t think that she loves me
or does she 
cuz i can never get enough
i’m stuck on pills i need more drugs
i found another plug
but her love just ain’t enough
love is just another drug
cuz the moment she’s leaving
i’m feeling empty

and this life is deceiving
so please don’t tempt me
i might end it
not alive just pretending
i’m just pretending
yah
i’m just pretending till the moment life is ending
i’m stuck
i don’t wanna die like this
but i need more drugs
i can’t lie this shit
has got me so fucked up
yah
got me so fucked up
yah
this love or lust?

spotify

temptme [prod. chavez x itsmalloy]

everyday i wake up
i jus gun it
i feel like a monster
i'm disgusting
she drippin in makeup
telling me she love me
i'm so sick of fake love
got me feeling nothing
yah yah

i been off a subtance
yah yah
i jus fill my cup up
i be turning to the drugs for all my problems
kinda funny cuz that shit ain't ever even solve em
no way
i think that i'm dying
i'm drowning like everyday
losing to my demons
i think i'm going insane
catch me in the city
jus smoking my woes away

I jus needa reason
like why am i still alive
sometimes i be tweakin
my life feels like it's a lie
i been feelin so fucked up
but it's still not enough

disgusting

NITELIFE

yeah she crazy
i could never trust a hoe
you ain’t gun play me
no way

i was with a baddie in a dream
off of 4 bars
nothin really ever as it seems
ima go far
be my costar
baby be my costar
we could go far
i been grinding so hard

all i do is hustle i been chasing down a bag
if u need some xannies hit me up
and send the addy
think i found a girl who really understand me
and i love it when she be calling me daddy
goddamn huh
she ain’t really want me jus my xans huh
it’s whatever i’ll jus count my bands up
i be sipping on my drink
yah
makin money in my sleep
yah

pop a bar n smoke a blunt
i put a 30 in my soda ay
i love mixing up my drugs
off a percy actin so dumb
i’m geeked
i don’t a give a fuck about thing nah

i was with a baddie in a dream
off of 4 bars
nothin really ever as it seems
ima go far
be my costar
baby be my costar
we could go far
i been grinding so hard
i was with a baddie in a dream
off of 4 bars
nothin really ever as it seems
ima go far
be my costar
baby be my costar
we could go far
i been grinding so hard

who is that lil shawty
ima make my move
she sayin that she want me
but she act so rude
even geekin i drip
30 in my body with the benzos i mix
i ain’t tying no lace but you know i don’t trip
ya
i’m jus askin what’s next
what next
i keep takin my meds
ya
‘cause it’s all in my head
goddamn

costar [prod. midnight]

333
i wanna crash
all these drugs on me
so i hit tha fuckin dash
i be speeding
what tha fucks a break
i stay grinding
i aint got no time to waste
no way
333
i wanna crash
i be speeding
333
i wanna crash
all these drugs on me
so i hit tha fuckin dash
always speeding
what tha fucks a brake?
i stay grinding
i ain’t got no time to waste
no way
bitch im swerving
said fuck a lane
goddamn i’m fucked up
i’m insane
i’m geekin baby
sorry whatd you say?

uh
i be fucked up everday
thas fax no cap for real
even now i’m geekin still
thas no cap for real
off 6 bars i feel so ill
running out time i feel like i’m dying
shawty said she love me
girl why you lying
oh
you jus wanna play games
nintendo
but you ain’t gun play me
fuck you hoe
no way
i can’t give a fuck about u babe
you a fake bitch
i ain’t got time for nun of that fake shit
ya
i ain’t got no time to waste
no way

333
i wanna crash
all these drugs on me
so i hit tha fuckin dash
i be speeding
what tha fucks a break
i stay grinding
i aint no time to waste
no way
333
i wanna crash
i be speeding
333
i wanna crash
all these drugs on me
so i hit tha fuckin dash
always speeding
what tha fucks a brake?
i stay grinding
i ain’t got no time to waste
no way
bitch im swerving
said fuck a lane
goddamn i’m fucked up
i’m insane
i’m geekin baby
sorry whatd you say?

iwannacrash [prod. wellfed]

ay
i was out in public
always got my percies on my me 
i was raised with a cold heart
in tha trenches im so sorry 
brodie
i ain’t wanna do it
you was fuckin with my mission homie
oh
except that you ain’t even really matter tho
i destroy that pussy like im destroying this flow
and you know i’m fuckin geekin everytime i do a show
on god
yes i know
i’m lost
thas fo show
uhuh

look
i was out in public
always got my percies on my me 
i was raised with a cold heart
in tha trenches im so sorry 
brodie
i ain’t wanna do it
you was fuckin with my mission homie
oh
except that you ain’t even really matter tho
i destroy that pussy like im destroying this flow
and you know i’m fuckin geekin everytime i do a show

oh whoa
oh whoa
you can catch me trappin
got sum xanax for a bad bitch
when she hit my line she be fienin
she an addict
ya ya
i be chasing down tha bands bitch
i be chasing down a bad bitch
oh
oh whoa
ay
this tha life i live
ignorance is bliss
real shit

mnstr

i hate being by myself
i know these drugs are bad for my health

i jus want some diamonds on my wrist 
shawty says she loves me
she jus loves it on my dick
i been stackin up my money
no this ain’t no counterfeit
unlike you
it’s true
why you actin all brand new
i feel so stuck i’m always blue
and i got nothing left to lose

bitch i got my bands by myself
so ima spend it
cuz aint no one ever offered their help
aint that jus splendid
i make my own money baby
i don’t think that you can save me
there aint nothing left of me 
i feel
like they’ll put an end to me
fuck pills

counterfeit [prod sciptix]

get so fucked up
that i can’t think
shut tha fuck up
or you can leave
off too many drugs
baby i’ve turned to a fiend
i don’t give a fuck about a thing
except my pills
i’m just being real
pedal on tha gas
but i got no steering wheel 
i be in my feels so
i’m racing to tha end
was life’s 
oh oh
ooh what’s that?
never seen that pill before
i’m like well goddamn
i’ma need like 30 moret 
‘cause i can’t stand
living life it’s such a bore
so i live reckless
i might fuck your whore
might as well
shawty said she loved me
had me stuck under her spell
then i realized
nothing that she said was even real
she was playing games
fuck it i jus need more pills
fuck it
fuck it
i jus need more pills
bitch im going insane
i can’t fucking stand it
all the pain in my brain

temptme [prod. chavez x itsmalloy]

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